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YOU GUYS I JUST GOT AN EMAIL FROM THE CHURCH AND I MADE IT TO THE NEXT ROUND OF THE INTERVIEWING PROCESS!!!!!! 

The next round is meeting with the campus pastor and i’m not sure what that totally means or entails BUT THEY DIDNT CUT ME 

I honestly thought i wasn’t going to make it to the next round at all. Like i was 99% confident i was going to be rejected right away. (that is not a joke or an exaggeration) 

I’M LITERALLY LAUGHING AND IN TEARS RIGHT NOW
THANK YOU JESUS OH MY GOSH

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For the hijras (transgender people) in Pakistan, dance and song is the only way to earn a respectable living, as their presence is considered auspicious on wedding and childbirth celebrations. However they are not treated as equals unanimously by the conservative and liberal sections of Pakistani society. They live in secluded communities with their own kind, often in extreme poverty. Most are uneducated as the notion of a transgendered child being brought up in a normal household and studying in a mainstream school is not an acceptable reality. As a result they often end up on the streets dressed in flashy clothes, faces caked with make-up, begging at traffic signals during the day and selling sex during the night.” (Source)

Just thought I’d contribute to International Transgender Day of Visibility by making a post acknowledging the Transgender and NB community of Pakistan, one that goes largely ignored and abused on an every day basis. Photos accompanied by informative articles from here, here, here and here.

thoughts on today:
(lots of gender talk and vague trauma mentions and just like. idk.)

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12 Credits Till Freedom

Yesterday I met with the most helpful advisor in Howard’s history. She was knowledgeable on the protocols and even willing to give me some wiggle when where needed. 

When I walked out all of my classes and credits were accounted for.

I will be graduating in December and it appears my schedule will allow for me to work as well :)

We got this!

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we are the last hope of mankind, 100 prisoners sent on a desperate mission to the ground. (insp.)

it’s alright now, it’s okay. [i found you. i finally found you]

hey guys, i know you’ve helped me out in the past and i really appreciate all your support, and this one is gonna be the last big bump to get over before i can end my school year and graduate. 

basically, i’ve tried a lot (as in every single option) of ADHD medications since i was diagnosed at age 7, and only one has worked effectively. this one drug cannot be prescribed/distributed in the country i’ve lived in for the past 10 years (japan,) and so far i’ve been getting by through taking trips every 2-3 years to the US to pick up large prescriptions. however this year because of my enrollment in a new healthier school (which i worked really hard to be able to transfer to,) and medical costs related to my newly diagnosed panic disorder, depression, and general anxiety disorder, we have no money to make this trip. 

the tickets range from 100,000 -150,000 ¥, which is around 1,000 - 1,500 $. usually my family has this amount to spare at the end of the year, but because of all the recent expenses we really can’t afford it. 

i would really appreciate any amount or any form of spreading awareness/support, i know this is a relatively insignificant matter but it will affect me a lot, and if all of my followers donated one dollar each, i would have enough. 

the gofundme page is ——> here !!

if the goal is exceeded/the plane tickets we get are less than the goal, all extra money will go towards paying for the medication itself. 

thank you all so much for putting up with these personal posts, and i appreciate all your support!!