It’s fine. Crimson coins dot her face and speck her glasses but it’s not enough to obscure the illuminated red hand across the street. Her heart beats faster than a fleeing gazelle’s. Her lungs ache, rushing cold night air in out in out in out breathe breathe. Her limbs feel light. You’re fine. Hollow. You’re fine just stay calm just breathe fine fine fine. Her head floats. He kissed you. Her shoulders shake. So what? Everything is too close – each neon light too bright, each car too loud, each person too big. Copper in her mouth. You’re fine. Copper on her lips. In her nose. Get over it. The traffic light turns yellow. Red. Cars stop. His touch lingers. I can’t. I’m not. A sob hitches, quiet in her throat. The light turns white. Her feet are spring-loaded. Her stride quickens. She crosses the street. Every atom in her screams get home get home get safe get home get home get–

She lurches over the putrid corner garbage can and vomits.

ooc: I just had an awesome idea for a post-here lies the abyss verse for Hawke, but also it is 1:22 AM in the morning and I’m not sure whether it’s actually good or if I’m going to wake up tomorrow and realize it’s ridiculous and/or impossible.

bangtanosaur asked:

Once you get this, list 5 things that make you happy and then put this in the ask of 10 people who reblogged you last!

so many things make me happy idek which ones to pick but here goes LOL

1. when class is cancelled
2. getting to go to trb in la
3. skype calls where friends put up with my dumbness (chubs 4eva)
4. the tags on my boy in luv google translate cover
5. bts and taekook cause i am trash ttc

Ok. So way way way earlier this week, I was tagged by you-should-be-writing to list 5 things about myself. Thank you, dear. This is my version of taking your test. :) Oh boy. Here we go. 

1. I’m afraid of volcanoes and tornadoes. The latter is probably slightly impractical, but both are legitimate. I think the fear of tornadoes comes from living in Indiana when I was way younger.  

2. I am highly competitive, but also afraid of losing. I will make almost anything into a competition. I’m so afraid of losing that I made a Stanley Cup Playoffs spreadsheet rather than a bracket because I didn’t trust myself to make an unbiased bracket.

3. I have a lot of musical talent. I’ve played the violin for 13 years, I taught myself to play the piano, and although I don’t agree with anyone who tells me, I’m told that I can sing quite well.

4. I love to make people laugh. Always have, always will. I’ve been told I have a great sense of humor and that that’s the reason that people spend a lot of time with me. Piggyback on that, I’ve always tried to be an optimist. I personally think it is better to try to be happy, rather than hold onto grudges or anger because that takes so much more energy. So, long fact short: I think I’m pretty happy go lucky.

5. I’m Mormon. I don’t think anybody here really knows that about me. I’ve been Mormon my whole life, and it makes me quite happy. If you have any questions about anything, feel free to ask me and I will do my best to answer your questions, or I will find the answer for you!    

And, because I’m so late with this, I don’t think I’ll tag anyone. Sorry y’all. I know that’s pretty lame, so I’ll do that standard cop out and say anyone who wants to share can. :)


// Going to bed! I have 1 starter (for lascivus-persici) and 9 drafts:

2 for pandawhale-makoto

2 for orcababymakoto

1 for romantic-crybaby

1 for sharkrose

1 for kisumistrawberry

1 for detective-ryugazaki

And 1 for harukashipshimselfwithwater

If you are not listed please send me a message, I may have forgotten one after all. RPthreadtracker helps me a lot though XD! Night everyone!

it’s got an eleven

1) Post the rules. 
2) Answer the questions the tagger asked you and make eleven new ones.
 3) Tag eleven people and link them to your post. 
4) Let them know you have tagged them.

I was tagged by justconstantine

1. Tea or coffee?
Coffee for sure, though I am growing less anti-tea

2. Most beautiful place you’ve seen?
Glendalough, co Wicklow, Ireland. Visited with my family when I was 17 and have been aching to go back ever since

3. Favorite writer?
There’s a reason I work at a library: there are too many to choose from. But, if pressed, I think I would say it’s a tie between Tamara Pierce and Neil Gaiman (my childhood and adult loves).

4. Last book you read?
Haven’t been reading a lot of novels, but these are both on my bedside table
Non-Fiction: Same Sex Marriage in Pre-Modern Europe (riveting stuff, I say)
Graphic Novel: Saga of the Swamp Thing vol 3 (starting my vol 1 reread tomorrow)

5. Favorite movie?
Honestly, its a toss up between Secondhand Lions and The Iron Giant. Depends on what flavor of feels I want to subject myself to that day.

6. Best song to dance?
Uptown Funk. Don’t believe me? Just watch.

7. Favorite dessert?
Tiramisu. The best parts of a Boston Creme Pie and a White Russian in one.

8. Have any siblings?
None biologically, but four fictive ones (2 fake brothers, a sister, and a demisister)

9. Any pets?
The cutest cat on the planet.

10. Where do you live?
The flat expanse of sometimes Heaven, sometimes Hell that is Ohio

11. If you could travel anywhere, where would you go?
New Zealand, maybe with a quick layover in Tokyo on the way too or from 

My Questions:

1) Cats or dogs?
2) Star Wars or Star Trek?
3) Marvel or DC
4) Favorite painting?
5) Favorite album?
6) Favorite cartoon from your childhood?
7) Morning person or night owl?
8) What would you do if you had the TARDIS for an hour?
9) What is your go to reaction gif?
10) What is best in life?
11) What! Is your favorite color!?

I tag notbecauseofvictories mrclosetfitz agenthufflepanda joyatadifferenttone jademigirl flame2ashes crazy-entomolgist ghost-hatter-extraordinaire ravynlarue insertimaginativenamehere fearless-lily

Tagged by: emprexes

Rules: repost and tag 10 people you want to get to know better 

Name: Eve

Nickname: Evie 

B-day: March 5

Sign: Pisces – aka the biggest crybaby ever 

Gender: Female 

Height: 5′6′’

Sexual Orientation:  *shrugs* 

Romantic Orientation: Pan 

Fav color: purple rn 

Time/date: 12:16 AM, 4/9/15

Average hours of sleep: 5.5 

Lucky number: 5? 

Last thing I googled: lol “Dune sparknotes” 

First word that comes to mind: sleep 

One place that makes me happy: the beach 

How many blankets do I sleep with: 1 

Favorite fictional character: rn? Garnet 

Favorite famous person: Mark Ruffalo (good job w/ sustainability measures, buddy) and Laverne Cox 

Celeb crush: Lupita Nyong’o and Kristen Stewart 

Favorite books: duuuddeee…..  HP by J.k. Rowling, The Hitchhiker’s Guide to the Galaxy by Douglas Adams, most of Neil Gaiman’s work, The Absolutely True Diary of a Part-Time Indian by Sherman Alexie, The Looking Glass Wars by Frank Beddor, May Bird series by Jodi Lynn Anderson, Howl’s Moving Castle by Diana Wynne Jones, Man’s Search for Meaning by Viktor Frankl, Life of Pi by Yann Martel and soooooo many more that I can’t remember off the top of my head 

Favorite anime: between Sailor Moon for tv series and My Neighbor Totoro/Princess Mononoke for movies

Favorite tv shows: Steven Universe, FaceOff, Game of Thrones, Princess Jellyfish, Firefly, Buffy the Vampire Slayer, Bob’s Burgers, Freaks and Geeks, a lot more that I can’t think of rn 

Favorite bands: Florence and the Machine, Crying, The Antlers, Cat Power, the Yeah Yeah Yeahs, Vampire Weekend, Bright Eyes, Nicki Minaj, Weezer, Feist, Fleetwood Mac, India.Arie, The Cure, Tiger’s Jaw, missing a lot but I like a lot of bands so … 

Favorite games: lol I’m such a loser when it comes to staying in the loop with games so … Pokemon, Mario Kart, and Rock Band lol 

Last movie I saw at the theaters: Cinderella (basically cried the entire time ughh) 

Dream holiday: backpack across Central and South America 

Dream job: well, first, NO job but if I had to choose… ecologist or engineer 

What I’m wearing rn: class shirt and boxers 

Last book I read: LOTR 

I tag: thanksforthedinosaur fynae strategos-six sock-png vaccenyl midwest-emo macian-the-resurrected and any other mutuals that are interested 

anonymous asked:

Sorry for making you sad with your last asks.How about some fun ones? 1, 3, 8, 74, 83, 91

Haha, nah anon, I just gave emo answers, but I love talking about myself so here we go!

Tunes: Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, no idea! I have not been listening to a solid playlist because Pandora, but I’ll try to figure out 6 songs I like pretty consistently

OctaHate by Ryn Weaver, still kickass, still better listened to loudly with headphones. Apparently there’s a music video, do with it what you will. Don’t Ed Sheeran because I liked it and then my brain got all FREUD ugh and yea still like it. Bottom of the River Delta Rae if you have to ask go listen now. Switzerland The Last Bison, it’s friendly, I like it! Bedroom Hymns Florence + the Machine, seriously, love most of her music, but especially this song, it’s a dance in the storm song. Like when I dance in storms, I’m humming this and scaring the neighbors, it’s great. Lastly, Hallelujah by Panic! at the Disco. IT’S STUCK IN MY HEAD AND WON’T GO AWAY BUT I LIKE IT AURGHHH! Also, it’s exactly 3 mins long. Which is magic.

I AM SITTING NEXT TO MY BOOKSHELF WHAT DO YOU WANT FROM ME~ ok I grabbed Shifting Shadows an anthology put together by Patricia Briggs who is beautiful and I love her and HEY I’m on that page well that’s amusing “If she were reduced to her other aspect, the one who could only follow the orders of the power that gave a forest lord dominion over the beasts in his forest, all would be lost” aaaaaaaaand exactly where I stopped reading, good call anon/op. If you had spoiled me I would have been cranky, nice luck there!

Girls are from Venus, Boys are from Jupiter~ Girls are attractive, Boys are… also attractive. Everyone is attractive HALP Never did understand that one rhyme, it encouraged girls to be primpy and ridiculous and boys to be idiotic, and just a bad influence on classroom dynamics in general.

Pump it up!~ Kiss With a Fist by Florence+ the Machine, seriously, it’s like aggressively happy I LOVE IT

BaDump~ All the music made me jump to Heart Attack by Demi Lovato, then Heartlines by Florence. Otherwise it would be the phrase bleeding heart, I always liked that one. Partly because garish imagery is always fun, but also my mother always used to say I was a bleeding heart when I would cry over roadkill or people intentionally killing moths and grasshoppers. not linking songs because I’m laaaaaaaaaaazy

You’re a badass, kid!~ Shapeshifting. Or, if everyone else is eating them and getting superpowers, the ability to copy peoples powers. Shapeshifting always seemed so cool, wanna fly? BAM! You’re an eagle. Wanna be a dude for a day? BAM male genitals there you go. Wanna cure this kid’s cancer? BAM you’re a microorganism go kick that cancer’s butt! Unlimited awesome possibilities

jin-ei asked:

List 5 things that make you happy, then give this ask to the last 10 people who reblogged things from you. Spread the happiness

wOW I just saw this oh well (I blame tumblr mobile)

1. dan and phil

2. the zodiac sign things omg

3. friends (including u jin-ei ayy <3)

4. MEMES (I am so sorry)

5. thomas sanders 

I couldn’t really think of a 5th one but thomas sanders is always a good answer ya feel me

I posted like 5 pitures on my instagram this morning. 1 pictures of my legs to show my shoes, 1 pitcture to show the rad sun set of yesterday and 3 pitcure of my Dirk cosplay of when I got on the blog saturday. I litteraly got at least 10 likes on my cosplay in less than a minute??