Me: *Sees a group that could be promising.

Me: Hmm, I guess I’ll check them out. But I can’t get into anymore K-pop groups.

Me:*After watching all their music videos/live performances, know all of their names and birthdays, and is in way too deep in the fandom:

  • [Dinah organized a scavenger hunt for them]
  • Lauren: Are you upset you don’t get to be on the same team as your girlfriend?
  • Ally: Have you ever been on the same team as Mani?
  • Lauren: No.
  • Ally: Have you ever gone into a steel cage with a wolverine?
CSBB Author Spotlight: afairytaleprincess

Today’s Captain Swan Big Bang Spotlight features @afairytaleprincess!

What is your writing process like?

Sporadic! I like to plan a big arc and fill in the details as I go. I often write chapters out of order - especially when it comes to dialogue.

What do you think your greatest strength is as a writer?

I can be succinct. I’ve never been a fan of reading massive passages of exposition and description so I try and apply that to my own writing.

What’s a particular trope or kind of story you’ve wanted to try, but haven’t gotten to yet?

I guess something modern that is a little more light hearted? I’ve never finished a story like that. I’ve tried my hand at most things…

Who is your favorite OUAT character to write?

Emma. I can totally relate to her walls and fears. It’s so fun to write her changing and evolving.

If you are new to the Captain Swan Big Bang, what made you decide to sign up? What are you looking forward to?

I need to motivate myself. I’ve lost a ton of confidence in my writing and I hope this will encourage me to get something finished!

Favorite Fics:

Under the Crimson Flag (FFnet)

The premise was unique and the pace is good. I manage to pack a lot into less thank 100k words and I still get feedback on it over 2 years later. It’s my baby.

The Hero (FFnet)

I love LD and this was my first real pure piece of it.

With This Ring (FFnet)

My ‘tropey’ fic. It had probably my most fragile Emma in some ways but it was fun to write and my longest modern AU.

Check out afairytaleprincess on FFnet - AO3 - Tumblr

anonymous asked:

Why do I feel like GD would be like the 1 out of the 100 idols who would actually have a life with a black woman such as openly dating her, getting married, having kids, etc.

So far he seems to date a lot of Japanese girls, but he’s obviously attractive to other races as well, he’s still young so it’ll be interesting to see who he eventually ends up with.

More Than Words

It’s been like a month or something like that since I last posted oops. I don’t know if I should start a series or like is that too early lmao? I’ve actually been really busy lately so I honestly don’t know if I would have time to write one. Also I’ve been really into SKAM like sorry about it. Also I’m crying this gif is the scene 

Genre: Fluff

Pairing: Bias x Reader 

Word Count: 893

Summary: This is pretty much based off one of my favorite scenes in SKAM when Noora’s singing to William, but you can imagine it’s you singing to your crush (bias) for the first time ;) Also you and your bias have a weird kind of relationship where he makes it clear he’s in love with you and you try to make yourself as hard to get as possible. Y/B= Your Bias

Originally posted by reginaphalangephalange

You looked around his trashed apartment seeing all the alcohol bottles, cans, tins, you name it, it was probably somewhere in his place. Parties were never really your scene, but your friends desperately wanted you to come because they knew about your thing with Y/B. They shipped you two so hard it was kind of weird how much they could care about your love life more than their own. 

Well sometime during the party one of his neighbors called the police and the party had to come to an end. You weren’t going to deny it, it was hella fun and you and Y/B had been kind of flirting the entire time. 

It made you sick how much he could make your heart race from just one look, but you knew you couldn’t fall for him because he was after all, a player. He basically brought a new girl home with him every night, practically slept with all of the girls in your grade (besides you and your friends of course). 

You didn’t leave his apartment after the police came though, you had no ride and you were not motivated to walk all the home, so what was the point is trying to leave with the rest of the crowd? So you stayed behind and wandered his living room, walking around mindlessly not knowing if he was even going to find you in there. Well he did and let’s just say he looked even better than he did 10 minutes ago, if that was even possible?

“Why didn’t you leave with the rest?” he questioned after stumbling upon your small figure. 

“I-I had no ride and wasn’t about to walk 3 miles so..Er..Do you mind if I crash here tonight?” you squeaked out. 

“That’s fine, as long as you make it a habit to sleep here every time you come to one of my parties,” he replied with a sly smirk. 

After that cheeky remark you couldn’t really retort because you knew if you did you were ending up in his bed tonight, and you couldn’t let this happen. 

Player Y/N. Remember he’s a player. He only wants you for sex. Don’t fall for his stupid mind games.

It took you a few seconds to realize he was no longer in front of you and had moved to the couch while you were desperately trying to calm yourself down. You watched him for a second as he picked up the guitar next to the couch you hadn’t noticed before. 

“You any good?” you asked him sincerely. 

“You could say that, but even if I wasn’t I’d still be better than you.” he replied with that same sly smirk on his undoubtedly hot face. 

“Excuse you, Sir. I happen to be pretty good if I may say so myself.” you huffed, reaching for the guitar that he hadn’t even strummed a note on yet.

You quickly cracked your knuckles and strummed a couple notes before you looked at him and returned a smirk, “I bet you play guitar for all the girls you take to bed with you, right?”

He just shook his head and chuckled at you before moving to the window to light up a smoke. 

You could tell he was unsure of your actual abilities on guitar, so this was your moment to prove him wrong and rub it in his face.

You started to play the first chords to a song your grandmother used to play for you when you were a kid. You admit you were a little nervous to sing in front of this boy who had probably seen and heard talent from all sorts of girls. What makes you think you’re so special that he would bother listening?

Saying I love you is not the words I want to hear from you. 

At those first lyrics he stared intently at you smiling like a fool. Point Y/N.

It’s not that I want you, not to say but if you only knew, how easy it would be to show me how you feel…

By now it was a battle of who would break eye contact first and you sang to him with a voice as sweet as sugar.

More than words is all you need to do to make it real. Then you wouldn’t have to say, that you love me. 

Not even a breath could be heard from the boy that stood across from you as he threw his cigarette out the window.

Cause I’d already know. What would you do, if my heart was torn in two? 

His face faltered for a split second.

More than words to show you feel. That your love for me is real.

He leans forward.

What would you say? If I took those words away? And you couldn’t make things new…

He inches towards you.

Just by saying I love you.

He takes the guitar from your hands and cups your face in his hands so gently like he would ruin you if he held you any harder.

“Why must you make me fall for you even more?” he mutters so faintly.

“I-” he cuts you off by pressing his lips to yours for a sweet and passionate kiss.

This time it was hard to hold yourself back when he indeed showed his love with more than just words.

Big Bang reactions to your new pet

[GIFs not mine]

last post:  Seungri:”Adorable”


As you see I’m more of a cat person but I hope you like it anyways and keep reading my reactions ^^

You went to your old school friend and she just happened to work in a pet store. She told you there is a cute hamster on sale and it has to be bought in a week or they will have to give him away. You liked animals but you’ve never thought about getting a pet  Now you had a chance and you took it. You bought an enormous cage with a lot of tunnels and food and 100 other things you didn’t have to buy. Since it was your first pet you wanted to spoil him as much as you can. You came home with full car realizing you will have to explain everything to Seunghyun since you lived together. He was just in the kitchen, eating an apple. You asked him to help you carry things and when he saw a little hamster in the cage, he froze and just watched him for a second. He loves animals but he’s not very fond of taking care of them. But since you’ve wanted it he agreed to take care of him too. After a couple of days you saw him playing with him and petting him, taking thousand pictures of him and posting them on Instagram.
“We should name him… What about Riri? He looks like he is gonna be a lot of trouble…”

Originally posted by secondleadclub

You already met all of his pets. His dog and he recently got a cat but they weren’t living with you. You knew he secretly wanted a cat badly. The problem for him was he couldn’t take care of the cat but now you lived together. That means you can also take care of the cat, that’s why you decided to adopt a cat from the shelter. Although you knew he likes unique breeds and expensive animals, you felt a lot better adopting a kitty from a shelter than paying money for an animal. You got home with  2 boxes and a bag. He was home at that moment and saw you carrying all those boxes and a bag and he helped. He was really surprised to hear someone meowing. You opened a box and showed the cat and all the other things you bought for her. He was against it at first but she was too cute to give her away now and he loved her with all his heart.
“NO. You know I can’t take care of animals because of my work… Aigoo ~ She is so cutee ~~”

Originally posted by sushihairjiyong

When you lived at home you always had a dog and sometimes even two because you didn’t live in the center of the city. But when you moved in with Youngbae in an apartment, you felt lonely when he was working. He had a dog but he was stolen. It was really hard for him since he always played with him and went on walks with him. You went to the shelter and bought cute little puppy. You knew he needs a lot of care now, when he’s smaller and you just knew Youngbae will love to take care of him too. You bought everything for the dog and even made a special place for him in the apartment. When Youngbae got home and found a puppy laying in his bed with you, he just wowed and petted him immediately. He thought it wasn’t the best idea to just get a dog without asking him about his opinion but he loved the dog and played with him the whole day.
“Come here~~ Who’s a good boy? *Starts singing Good boy* You are a good boy…”

Originally posted by k-livee

You visited a pet store a lot with him and the way he loved playing with every animal was fascinating to you. He was playing with a dog and the next moment he was talking to a parrot. You decided to buy turtles. They were small and cute. You knew you will have to clean the aquarium a lot but if that meant he would be happier, finally having a pet home, you would love to clean it. He was at an interview when you got home and build the aquarium. When he came home, tired from the interview and saw the aquarium with 2 little turtles, he just stopped and admired them for a while. He got closer and petted them. He was really happy you bought them and he wanted to take good care of them. He named them after flowers because he thought they look like sunflower and a rose, since one was slow and beautiful and the other one was quick and cute. like a sunflower.
“Hi Rose~ Hi Sunflower~ Did you eat well~? I ate meat today~”

Originally posted by endlesstabi

He never wanted a pet because he thought they are too much work and you wanted to prove him wrong. Animals are amazing and it is paid off if you take care of them. The perfect animal for him is a cat. And you bought one. It was little older cat who loved just laying around, eating and loved being cuddled and petted. Seungri loved to cuddle with you but you don’t always have time for him, so the cat was there. When you introduced him to the cat he liked her but didn’t want her to live with you because he knew she’ll torn some things and eat a lot of your food, those were his thoughts at first and just after 2 days cuddling with her and petting her, he got used to her and loved her. He bought her expensive bed and good food, toys she always just bit and a collar with her name on it.
“SO CUTE~~~”

Originally posted by bingubiigbang


Hey guys I need your help!!

I’ve been thinking of doing this now for a while. A website dedicated to TV shows which I am hoping to launch between now and May. Basically what it would be is a website with previews for new episodes, links to where you can buy them, cast and show descriptions + trivia, news on the show and reviews. This is a long shot but I need as many people who are willing to help out.

I need at least 4 people per TV Show who are committed to writing a review each week (the more people in your group the better because it’s less writing!) I need people to comment on what TV Show they are willing to write for. (I will list the TV Shows that will go on the website down below) Once the website is all organized each person will go into a group chat and there you can collaborate and decide who’s writing what.

Here are some general rules

- Must be able to send in review 24 hours after episode airs (If you know you can’t do your review let your team members know!)

- Must be able to get along with your group members

And that’s all :)

Please comment below what TV Shows you would like to help out on!! Also reblog reblog reblog!!! I want to get the word out!!!!

TV Show List


Grey’s Anatomy

Marvel’s Agents of Shield

Once Upon A Time




Big Bang Theory

Blue Bloods

Criminal Minds ( + Beyond Boarders)


Hawaii Five-0





Brooklyn Nine-Nine


Prison Break

Scream Queens

The X-Files



This is Us



The 100


DC’s Legends of Tomorrow

The Flash






The Walking Dead (and Fear the Walking Dead)


Game of Thrones

Stranger Things

American Horror Story

Daredevil, Luke Cage and Jessica Jones

Mr Robot



Mafia Boss (G-Dragon Scenario) - Part 41

Two… Parts… Left… After this one. How has time gone by so quickly? I started working on this almost exactly a year ago. This is crazy haha. I hope you’ll like this part, people. Enjoy~

WARNING! Those who don’t handle violence and strong language well, be ware. This is not, I repeat not, a series suited for young and sensitive readers.

All characters in this series, aside from the members of BIGBANG, are fictional. Any resemblance to real life people, in name or otherwise, are purely coincidental.

Summary: Would things ever actually calm down?

[Part 1] [Part 2] [Part 3] [Part 4] [Part 5] [Part 6] [Part 7] [Part 8] [Part 9] [Part 10][Part 11] [Part 12] [Part 13] [Part 14] [Part 15] [Part 16] [Part 17] [Part 18] [Part 19] [Part 20] [Part 21] [Part 22] [Part 23] [Part 24] [Part 25] [Part 26] [Part 27][Part 28] [Part 29] [Part 30] [Part 31] [Part 32] [Part 33] [Part 34] [Part 35] [Part 36] [Part 37] [Part 38] [Part 39] [Part 40] [Part 41] [Part 42 - Coming Soon]

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All My Idols Ch 13:Exception To The Rule

A few Months Later

“I said it before and I will say it again: No!”

“Charlie, why are you being so difficult?” GD sighs.

“Because this is a ridiculous conversation, you guys are not getting me an apartment, I am not moving, end of discussion.”

“Chaerin, please talk some sense into her!” Top pipes in this time, looking just as unnerved by this conversation as GD. I look to my favorite unni, looking confident and beautiful in only a pair of ripped jeans in a t-shirt, hoping for her to be on my side like normal. But from the apologetic look she is giving me I know I’m not that lucky today.

“Charlie-ah please listen to them, they are doing this because they want to keep you safe.”

I stand up and start pacing, completely annoyed with this whole situation. After they found out that my apartment had been broken into last week they have been on edge, worried it might be a fan that found out about me. I ignore that idea considering they took my TV and a few other nice appliances that I had left out but nothing with any information about me or even a picture. They have been insisting since last week for me to move into the same apartment building that they all moved into months ago after their break in. The building is owned by YG Ahjusshi so the security is amazing and is never a problem, something they want for me. I wouldn’t mind living there if it wasn’t so far from my work and the rent wasn’t so high.

“Unni, you can’t be serious!” I stomp my foot like a child throwing a tantrum.

“Look here little princess,” Unni snaps but her tone softens as she continues, “I understand you are a string independent girl, I love and admire you for it. But your safety is at risk and that isn’t something I’m okay with. You have every right to say no to this, but please for your own well being please move in. We will all sleep better knowing your home is a safe place for you to go.”

I let out a sigh before finally sitting down in my original spot in between Youngbae and GD on the couch. Youngbae rubs my back soothingly, knowing how much pride I have and my unwillingness to break down. I hate it when they buy things for me, food is one thing but expensive presents are something I never accept so they know not to even try. So for them offer something this big, they must really feel worried and suddenly I feel guilty for making them worry.

“Does it have to be here? This place has to be expensive.” I say giving up.

“Don’t worry about the price, YG will give you a great discount.” Seungri says beaming at me for finally caving.

“What about work? It’s so far away!”

They look at each other awkwardly as Unni just glares at them, “You haven’t asked her that either? Is that why you invited me over? I’m not going to be the one to convince her to do everything.”

“What now?”

Still glaring at them Unni says, “These idiots want you to become a stage hand, the person who wanders around and makes sure all the idols are in place to perform.”

“No, I can’t keep letting you guys do things like this for me! I don’t want to be a bother to any of you.”

“We would never consider you a bother, never.” Youngbae says seriously. “You are one of our closest friends, you do so much for us. You are one of the few people that actually gets less sleep then us and it’s because of us. We have you running all over Korea the least we could do is give you some place to rest that will be your own private place. And if that makes it harder for you to get too work we are just trying to think of a way to solve that problem.”

I sigh but lean over and give him a tight hug, “Thank you for caring so much. I’ll take the apartment, as long as it’s the smallest one they’ve got. And I may take the job after I talk to my boss.”

“Really?” Seungri hops out of his chair.

I nod and suddenly he is on me and without hesitation Youngbae tries his best to pry him off me.

“We already see her everyday, I don’t know why you are freaking out,” GD grumbles while he successfully helps Youngbae throw the youngest away.

Still smiling he says, “It will just be comforting knowing our little Charlie is only a few floors away at most.”

The others consider his words but don’t admit they feel the same. I look to my unni who is staring at the boys with a smile. “You boys are such good princes, just having our little princess near by can make everything better.”

Top scoffs, “Are you saying you feel different?”

“Nope,” She pops her lips on the p, “I’m much happier knowing she is going to be protected by her handsome princes in your guys’ giant castle. I will be with the rest of her knights guarding the outside.” She stands up, still giving me a teasing smile before kissing my head like a mother would. She waves as her heels click their way out the door, leaving me with my princes.

“So when am I going to be moving in?” I say with a yawn as I shift so my head is in GD’s lap and my legs resting on top of Youngbae’s. GD just smiles down at me affectionately and strokes my cheek, letting one of the others answer.

“As soon as possible, I’ll have Noona call a moving company,” Top responds as he pulls out his phone to text Unni.

“What is the schedule for today?” I ask, ever since my run in with Leo all those months ago my schedule was immediately changed so I would regrettably work less and only day shifts with a whiny Bailey but it is much better than seeing that ass again. At least it gives me more time to spend with my oppas now that I only work a few days a week compared to almost every night like before.

“There is another countdown,” Youngbae sighs.

“Oh my god,” I copy his sigh, “Now I see why Unni started using me as bait to make you go, those things are almost every weekend.”

“Tell us about it, we’ve been doing this for years!” Riri groans.

“We should get going though,” GD sighs but doesn’t motion to get up, he seems to focused on playing with my curls. I blink up at him, waiting for him to tell me to move but nothing comes from his mouth. It’s Youngbae who drags me down the couch off of GD’s lap on to his.

“Lead the way,” Youngbae gestures to the door. GD groans as he gets off the couch, Dae, Riri and Top all mumbling as they follow behind him. Youngbae and I are the last up and to the door. Pulling on my tan timberlands I follow the boys down the hall to the elevator.

After being to so many countdowns I have no problem as we sneak through the back door and are lead threw the now very familiar halls to their usual dressing room. Manager unni is already there waiting for us, she gives me a bright smile and a hug.

“You look really cute today!” She steps back and gives my outfit a once over, appreciating my new black ripped jeans. “I already called and made all of the arrangements, you won’t be needing to go back to your old apartment. Give me a day or two to have everything organized in your new one.” Without another word she moves on to the boys, who are giving me an apologetic look. I shrug it away, feeling a bit sad that I can’t say goodbye to my apartment but happy my new one is so close to theirs. “Lottie, I saw Ikon down the hall, they were looking for you.”

I look to my oppas to see if they are okay with it; they smile and nod, knowing they are going to be busy getting ready anyway. With their blessing I wander out of the room in search of my dongseangs. I don’t have to travel far but I don’t find Ikon, instead I smack into Hansol oppa. He realizes it’s me and scoops me up into a hug without another thought.

“Our princess!” He coos as he spins me around. I laugh, drawing in the attention of the rest of the group.

“Aigoo, what are you doing out here?” P-Goon asks with a smile as he pats my head, making me feel like a child.

“No one has snatched you up yet?” B-Joo teases.

“Nope,” I grin at them, “You are the first to find me today.”

Jenissi smirks, “Well aren’t we lucky.”

“When are you guys performing?”

“After three more groups, we would invite you to watch but…” Atom starts as he looks around for any of his members to finish for him.

Brave little Yano steps up, “But we go on after EXO.”

I nod.

My ‘fear’ of EXO has become common knowledge to every idol. Though only a few, Big bang, Ikon, and Lay, thankfully know the real reason. The only people who don’t know about my avoiding them is EXO themselves; that or they just choose to ignore it when I duck into other rooms or behind groups to hide. It has strangely become a thing for everyone to help me avoid them, making walls or distracting them for me to get away.

“We can hang out back stage for a little bit, I can sneak out before they come in,” I suggest, pulling Nakta and Hojoon down the hall with me. The boys don’t argue as we make our way through the building to the side of the stage. We talk for a little while the stage is quietly transitions for another group that is already waiting on the side lines. When the music starts up again the boys lead me forward so we can watch the performance. Seventeen is on and I begin the fan chants with the crowd. Topp Dogg just watches me laughing; Hansol even holds my hand and joins in the chant with me. When their performance is done they come off to the side of the stage. They smile big when they see me, each fighting for a hug.

“Noona,” Channie grins big at me, “Your chant was so loud you made me loss focus.”

“That’s what I’m here for. I noticed you missing a few steps,” I tease.

“You need to stop watching us so much, I don’t like that you can correct me!” He pouts cutely.

Mingyu pops up looking down at me from his massive height but still some how manages to look like a puppy, “Noona, how did I do?”

“You did great but you and Wonwoo need to calm down with the fan service, you’re children, remember that!” I glance over at the older boy who is just grinning like an idiot. “Where is my angel?” I look around the massive crowd of boys, trying to find a child of God himself.

“I’m here Noona,” His perfect voice rings out from behind me. Joshua is smiling down at me, a picture so pretty I’m surprised I don’t cry.

“Omo, you were so cute out there!” He just blushes.

“I thought I was your angel,” Junghan teases with a devilish smirk.

“You are just a wolf in sheep’s clothing.”

He fakes hurt giving me perfect puppy dog eyes that I’ve learned to become resistant to, making him actually frown. I’m distracted by a cute girl pulling on my arm away from the group of boys. Yeri of Red Velvet grins at me, making me giggle and hug her tightly.

“My cute little Yeri!” I coo as I hug her.

“Unni! I feel like I haven’t seen you in for ever!” She steps back still holding my hands.

Joy joins our group, giving me a big smile, “We saw Unni like a week or two ago!”

“Aigoo, does that mean you didn’t miss me?” I tease the girl.

“Of course I missed you Unni!” She gets in between the younger and I to hug me.

“Ya!” Irene calls as her and the last two complete our group. “Are you guys causing trouble for our Princess?” The oldest jokingly scolds.

“No!” The two youngest snap to attention, their eyes wide with innocence.

“Good,” She gives them a once over before looking to me with a big motherly smile, her arms open wide to hug me. “How have you been?”

“Unni, it hasn’t even been two weeks.”

“That’s not what I asked you.”

I laugh, “I’ve been good, how about you lovely ladies?”

“We’ve been pretty busy, but that’s what happens when you’re a newer group,” She sighs with a shrug.

“Sorry to ruin this fun moment but we are going to have company in a few minutes,” Seungcheol whispers in my ear. I nod in understanding and it only takes a few seconds for Red Velvet to understand as well, all of the sudden becoming look out as they scan back stage for their sunbaes. Seventeen forms a shield around me, as I wave goodbye to the other groups, escorting me back to the halls. After a few turns I giggle like a school girl at the sight of Himchan walking down the hall mindlessly. I bid a farewell to my amazing escorts to run up and jump on the older man.

Even his yelp is still a deep sound and he reflexively wraps his arms behind himself to catch me, suddenly giving me a piggyback ride. He glares at me over his shoulder for a second before realization sinks in and he grins big.

“My little princess what are you doing giving your oppa a heart attack?” He teases as he continues down the hall with me on his back.

“Sorry Oppa,” I apologize as I wrap my arms around his neck, “I saw the perfect opportunity and I had to take it.”

He chuckles as he turns into their dressing room where he is greeted by a pillow in the face. I’m not surprised to find out it was thrown by an over excited Youngjae. The younger automatically bows to apologize, but Himchan already look ready to kill him. My attention is taken by the giant that approaches me from the side; I drop to the ground to hug the massive boy.

“Oh my goodness my baby is getting so tall!” I coo as I give the tall boy a once over. He smiles down cutely at me, his adorable face giving away his age. “You look thin, have you been eating properly? Youngguk oppa! Why is my baby Zelo so thin?” I snap as I scan the room for the oldest member, who is already approaching us.

“I don’t even get a greeting first?” His deep voice rumbles with a very cute gummy smile. I sigh before giving him a tight hug and a swat on the arm once we separate.

“Why is my baby so skinny? Have you not been feeding him?” I turn to Zelo before the older can answer, “Is he not feeding you enough? I told you to call Noona if you are having any problems, are you hungry now?”

The young boy grabs my cheeks and leans down with a smile on his cute face, “Noona I am fine, thank you.” He pecks the top of my head before letting me go.

“Aigoo,” I swat at him, “I’m not a child.”

They all laugh but Daehyun speaks first, “Aw but your height begs to differ.” He pats my head.

“If you guys are going to be rude I’m going,” I puff as I turn on my heel to head toward the door. Just as I’m about to step out all of BTS comes busting in slamming the door close behind them. “What the hell?”

Jin raises his brow at me, “First off, watch the pretty little mouth of yours.” I snap my mouth close and give a small apologetic bow. “Secondly there was a change in the schedule since one of the EXO members was late. He is heading this way and we were one our way to come find you.”

“Who is it?” I ask undeniably curious, though the anxiety in my chest tells me not even to think about it.

“I think it’s Lay,” Suga answers.

As fast as the anxiety appeared it is gone replaced with butterflies, “Lay oppa?” I say happily.

“Ugh why did you tell her it was him?” Jimin whines as I push passed them to the door.

Suga shrugs, “I forget he’s the exception to her fear.” I don’t hear the rest of the conversation as I speed walk down the hall to find Lay before he finds the rest of his group. As Suga said, Lay is the exception to my ‘fear’, in fact he has kicked almost all of my other favorites in the ass to get closer to the top of my list. I love all of my oppas, unnis, and dongseangs but it would be a lie to say I don’t have favorites. Big bang are on top no without question, followed by Ikon, BTS and Seventeen, after that everyone else is pretty equal.

At the end of the hall I see Lay turning the corner to start walking towards me. His eyes lock with mine and he automatically smiles, his dimples showing strong, making me smile in return. But his smile doesn’t last long, he looks over his shoulder as Suho turns the corner. I stop in my tracks at the sight of the older man, my heart debating on whether is should stop or pound out of my chest. He looks absolutely amazing in neatly ironed slacks and a matching black button up, I mean god damn. Even though I’m comfortable with Lay, him standing there next to Suho looking just as good in about the same outfit I want jump them, there I said it.

“Charlie-ah,” Lay says as he reaches me, I am far to lost in my own slightly dirty thoughts to realize both he and Suho are now in front of me. He puts a hand on my shoulder, rubbing it soothingly.

“Charlie?” Suho repeats cutely. I’m too dumbstruck to say anything right away.

Lay looks from me to Suho debating on whether he should explain both my identity and my sudden statue like behavior, “Charlie, the princess.”

Suho’s eyes go wide and suddenly he takes a step back and bows deeply, “It’s an honor to meet you.”

“Oh no,” I say finally snapping out of my daze, “No need to be so polite, you’re older I should be the one bowing.” I match his bow.

“Both of you stop,” Lay says as he makes both of us stand up strait. Neither of us could look at each other head on, only able to do small glances, each noticing the others blush. Lay has never looked so amused in his life. “Will you both stop being so awkward?”

“Lay oppa,” I swat at him, “No need to be rude.”

“I’m not being rude little one, we are just kind of rushing so I would like to get all of the awkwardness out of the way so if you ever run into the rest of EXO while I’m not there, there will be someone else to help you out. So,” He pulls Suho and I even closer together, “be friendly.”

If only it was that easy.

“Lay, the princess obviously is uncomfortable with the idea so lets not force her,” Suho sounds upset as he tries to pull away from Lay. I feel guilty at the thought of Suho thinking I don’t like him or something, when it’s the exact opposite.

“I’m not uncomfortable with it Suho oppa,” I say shyly as I grab his arm keeping him from pulling away. He stares at me with wide eyes, an expression that makes me giggle.

“If you are sure, we can become closer,” His awkwardness is so adorable I forget I’m talking to EXO’s leader.

“I would like nothing more,” I can’t help but smile at him. Lay leans down and whispers in my ear.

“If only you could be like this with the rest of EXO, especially a certain hyung,” He leans away with a innocent smirk on his lips.