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Cursetale Fanfiction? Not Quite...

Author’s Note: I should apologize for this, but I won’t.


Day 1:

Discovered an amazing new AU (cursetale), with an amazing new skele to admire (Dre). I must look into this further.

Day 9:

His feet… are so tiny… and therefore… his socks… also… so. very. smol. Investigation underway. (What is this madness?)

Day 15:

Are they baby socks? Are they doll socks? Why doesn’t he wear shoes? Why does he only have one sock in this picture? Where is the other sock?!

Day 22:

Dre’s tiny feet and subsequently tiny socks have become my life now, and I am ok with this. Haunt my dreams, tiny socks. I welcome you.

Day 35:

Replaced all furniture with tiny socks. In an unrelated incident (alleged incident), I may or may not have bitten a baby at the store today. I needed those socks more than he did…

Day 48:

Shrine completed! Tiny Dre-feet pictures printed out and taped to closet wall? Check. Pile of tiny socks to live in? Check. Regrets? None.

Day 90:

What is therapy?

Day 91:

Nope.

Day 167:

My dreams are haunted by fantasies by a tiny-footed skele making it rain an array of the smallest socks. I no longer wish for the waking world.

Day 201:

Managed to climb onto the roof. Spelled out “Notice me sockpai” in baby socks. Maybe someone will send help…

Day 204:

Don’t send help. I live here now.

Day 332:

I am ok with this.


Dre by @cursetale / Shady not-enough-sleep ramblings by me / Apologies by no one

Here’s my deal with bi girls. One of them anyway.

Call yourself a “sapphic” and I’m automatically going to assume you’re a bisexual woman dating a guy who wants to pretend they face the same shit lesbians do.

Call yourself a “wlw” and I’m automatically going to assume you’re a bisexual woman dating a guy who wants to pretend they face the same shit lesbians do.

Call yourself anything that could apply to lesbians AND bisexual women, and I’m automatically going to assume you’re a bisexual woman dating a guy who wants to pretend they face the same shit lesbians do.

I’m going to assume you’re a bi woman dating a dude who wants to deny her straight passing privilege and her lack of actual oppression. (Yes, people say mean shit about bisexual people; your safety isn’t threatened when you hold your boyfriend’s hand in public, you can get married with no issues, you can adopt, etc.)

I will never use “sapphic” or “wlw” because I refuse to give in to the delusions that bisexual girls go through the same shit that lesbians do in life.

Originally posted by yourreactiongifs

And its when you realize that they will never be sorry for all those nights they left you alone, for all the nights you cried over them and you felt your heart breaking more and more, that they will never be sorry for every person they undressed and lips they tasted that weren’t yours. They will never be sorry for leading you on in the most twisted of ways only to leave without any reason as to why. They will never be sorry for making your best seem to be not good enough. Its when you realize that no matter how many times they proclaimed to be different, how much they loved you and cared, how many promises they made, it was all just lies straight through their teeth. Its when you realize the only thing they ever loved was the fact you stayed no matter how bad they treated you, they loved that you were faithful and honest and loving and always standing with open arms when they had just been with someone else the night before. Its when you realize that no matter how many times they come back after leaving, that theyll never really stay. Thats when you realize that you are so much more than being captive to someone so cold and heartless. Its when you realize its time to let go.
—  Ill never get an apology or any answers