no your face is not perfect

omfg I hate that it took so long for me to get to this- I wasn’t supposed to do anything today but things def happened and now I have flapper hair and am very blonde wow


Mark would be shocked when, in the middle of a conversation you two were having, a GOT7 song started blaring. He would look around the area where you were to try and find the source of the music, but when he saw you scrambling for your phone, his heart would start racing. He’d watch as you took your call with a small smile on his face and when you hung up, he’d teasingly remark on how much you obviously loved his music he’s dying inside help him


Jaebum would chuckle when he realized you had one of his songs as your ringtone, a little smirk etching across his face. When you finished your call, he’d definitely tease you about your perfect music taste. He wouldn’t let the conversation stray far from it and would constantly bring it up again just to rub it in lmfao. He’d be very smiley and happy for the rest of the day and it’d be very cute jaebum is ruining me help


Jackson would be shocked and very happy that you, his crush, had a GOT7 song as a ringtone, but if he didn’t hear his voice in the music, he’d try to make you change it to a different song little shit because obviously, he should be your favorite member. “Aren’t I your favorite member? Why would you want to listen to Yugyeom every time you got a call? You should want to listen to me.” 


I have a theory that Jinyoung is really, really reserved around the person he likes, so when he heard your GOT7 ringtone, he’d freeze. His heart would start racing because omg if you like his music do you like him too?? His eyes would shoot to you and he’d be shook for a second or two before smiling. I think this would encourage him to talk to you more, and he’d probably tease you a little. 


Youngjae is usually so shy and awkward around you that he finds it hard to talk to you, but when he realized that a GOT7 song was your ringtone, he’d try to start up a conversation about that. He’d smile a lot more and ask what your favorite GOT7 songs were and which concept was your favorite. He’d probably blurt out at one point that he felt so happy you liked his group enough to have them as a ringtone and then would blush and awh youngjae 


Oh my god. BamBam thinks he’s slick so he’d start to give an impromptu performance of the song when your phone rang, continuing even after you shut the phone off or took the call. He’d try to act really sexy to impress you but it would inevitably fail and be very dorky. He’d definitely tease you for YEARS about this, ok. I think he’d be a lot like Jackson, too, and assume he was your favorite member and recommend you change the song if you couldn’t hear his voice. 


Yugyeom would also give an impromptu performance of the song, but through dance. He’s usually really shy around you, so he feels like he doesn’t get the chance to impress you, but hey it’s a golden opportunity and he might as well take it. If you started dating later, he’d tease you, but for now he’s too shy so he just blushes and smiles and says he didn’t know you listened to his music, what’s your favorite song? Whichever song you said would instantly become his favorite song to perform and he’d be all smiles while on stage 

“Tell Me one thing, did you love me?” - Dylan Strome

Requested- naaaah

Warnings- none I can think of. Oh mentions of hitting and cheating scandalous


Two years, that’s how long you have been dating Dylan but everything feels like it comes crashing down when you look on twitter.

‘Who Is D. Stromes Mystery Girl’

Underneath you see a picture of him and the perfect blonde. One blonde that looks like she’s fresh out of a catalog. You couldn’t fight the tears at this point. Your whole world was crashing down and you were about to face the monster who broke you.

He entered the house like it was just another day. Walking into the living room he see you stare at the TV where he is front news.

“You might as well tell me now because there isn’t a thing I already don’t know about this.” You spoke so coldly to him but you had every right to. “And save your 'I can explain’ motive because clearly you don’t need one.”

He sighed sitting next to you and shit off the TV wanting you to look at him.

“The least you could do is look at me while I speak.” He faced himself towards you. As you did the same. “Yes I cheated , obviously you already knew that. I’m sorry.”

“Your sorry you got caught not for what you did Dylan.” The tears starting to put down your face and you’ve never felt so heartbroken before in your life.

“No I am sorry for what I did to you , I can’t be sorry for my actions or getting caught . But I can be sorry for how I made you feel Y/N.” He spoke as if it wasn’t the first time he’s said it to a girl. “ I’ve been playing in my head how this was going to pan out and I wish I didn’t have to do that.”

You looked down at your hands as your nails duh into your skin. You didn’t want to look at him anymore.

“I shouldn’t have done it to you because you’re a loyal person and you were there when I needed you and I took you for granted and for that I truly am sorry.” He looked at you and each word he spoke just made your blood boil .

You lifted your head to look at him , no remorse showed on his face. No sadness, no guilt for what he is putting you through.

His words say one thing but his actions say another. You put your actions into your own hands smacking him across the face but he caught your hand before it could make contact pulling you into a hug.

“Can you tell me one thing?” You mumbled into his chest as you cried. You pulled yourself back looking him in the eyes. “Did you love me?”

His eyes started to water just looking at how broken he made you. Every little ounce of love you had for him was gone.

“I do love you. I’m not going to beg you to stay because that is selfish, but I can promise if you do it won’t happen again Y/N.” he stared to cry on your shoulder and you held him tightly not wanting him to leave.

Lust or Love (II): Fuel (Jin x Reader)

One| Two| Three <—- (Soon)

Word Count: 6.2k 

Genre: Angst

Summary: You were beautiful, kind, and just perfect for him. Only problem was you were his best friend’s girlfriend.


Jin sat down on the chair as he grabbed his phone, he texted your number in hopes of you answering him. Unfortunately, you were one step ahead as you had already disconnected your phone.

Jin sighed as he put his hands on his face, tears streaming down his face as he realized that you had not felt the same way for him. It was obvious when you didn’t even reply to his confession. And if it wasn’t obvious then, you leaving was. It was too soon. And now, his opportunity with you had all but diminished.

Jin swipes the glass of water off his table as he cursed.

“I’m a fucking idiot.” He muttered under his breath, “I shouldn’t have said anything… I shouldn’t have opened that fucking door.” Jin sobbed out.

As Jin cursed internally, he heard the faint sounds of someone knocking on his door. Jin’s heart soared as hope swelled within the depths of his chest. He rose up from his seat and ran towards the door, he swings it open and yelled, “Y/N!?”

But to his disappointment, it was Namjoon.

Jin grit his teeth at the sight of his best friend, he still loved Namjoon despite the damage he had unknowingly cost, but right now he couldn’t stand the sight of him.

“Y/N? Did she come by? Is she here? Where is she? Why would she be here?!” Namjoon asked, as anger rose at the last question.

“She left…” Jin muttered out.

“Where did she go?” Namjoon asked.

“I don’t know, but all I know is she’s not in Korea anymore.”

Jin practically thrusts the letter to Namjoon.

Namjoon fell on the ground from shock and exhaustion. Shock from the news that you had left Korea for good, and exhaustion from staying up all night worrying and crying over you.

Namjoon felt tears drip down his face, making Jin roll his eyes.

“Why are you crying? She’s the one suffering. Beside, if I don’t recall you wanted to break up with her in the first place.” Jin spits out.

Namjoon rose to his feet angrily and yanked Jin’s collar, “Why are you getting mad at me? She’s my girlfriend not yours!”

“Well, I fucking love her more than you and she deserved better than a cheating asshole!” Jin’s voice rings throughout the room. Namjoon’s lips parted from shock as his grip on Jin’s collar loosen, Jin gently pulls it away.


“You heard me, now leave. I don’t want to look at you right now.”

“For how long?” Namjoon asked in a grim voice.

“Who cares? She’s gone now and it’s all your fault.” Jin muttered under his breath.

Namjoon backs away as Jin’s harsh words stabbed his heart. Jin only continued to lash out on his friend.

“If you didn’t want to be with her, why cheat? Why make her suffer, you bastard?” Jin sobbed out.

Namjoon’s shoulders tremble as the sorrow was getting too much for him, “I don’t know… I took her for granted.”

“Damn right, you did. I would’ve never let her go, if I were you.”


After Jin had basically thrown Namjoon out of his apartment, Jin sat down on the couch thinking about where you could’ve gone.

America? She always did wanted to go to New York and Los Angeles.

What if she’s not in America? Jin huffed out in frustration.

Where could’ve she gone?

Mexico? Sweden? Canada? Japan? Norway? Germany?

“Where could’ve she gone?” Jin yelled out, in frustartion.

Jin wanted so badly to find you, but he knew that the world was too big and you were too far away.


Two Years Later…

Y/N took a deep breath as she finally steps out of the crowded airplane. She stretched her limbs out before going inside the airport to receive her luggage.

It’s been two years since Y/N ran away from the shitstorm she was caught in.

Namjoon broke her heart and Jin, her best friend, confessed to her.

Y/n always regret not making things right with the both, and at one point she thought of returning to Korea to fix things up, but decided three months was too long for her to try to mend things.

It’s been two years since I last saw them, what’s the point of  trying to mend things anyways? I’ll probably never see them again. She thought as she rides the taxi to her friend’s home.

She was moving in with Yugyeom, her old college friend and the only person she kept in contact with from Korea. Y/N smiled at the sight of him standing in front of the building when she got out.

And as she steps out the cab, he literally knocks her off her feet by grabbing her by the waist and swinging her around happily.

“It’s so good to see you!” Yugyeom cheered.

“I know right! And oh my god, you got muscles now!” Y/n grabs his biceps, making Yugyeom blush.

“Thanks, my friend and I have been hitting the gym a lot lately. Speaking about him, I want you to meet him tomorrow night.” Yugyeom smiled.

“Tomorrow night?”

His smile fell at the sight of Y/n’s sudden change of mood.

“I think it would be nice, if you made new friends.” Yugyeom said sweetly.

He gave you puppy dog eyes that made you melt so of course naturally you said, “Okay.”


You didn’t know what possessed you to wear a sexy tight, black dress that hugged your curves and lifted your boobs; but here you were sitting next to Yugyeom at some dark club.

“You need to find a boyfriend so that’s why I took you here.” Yugyeom said with a shit-eating grin.

You only roll your eyes at him as you took a sip of your drink. Your eyes searched the club, before Yugyeom jumps up from his seat, jolting you back to reality.

“Jungkook!” He shouted. You froze at the sound of the younger man’s name.

Jeon Jungkook was a freshman when you last saw him and a friend of Jin and Namjoon. So, if he’s here…

“Namjoon and Jin came here today with their girlfriends so don’t hit on them like last time!” Jungkook teased Yugyeom, who only rolled his eyes.

“I didn’t know they were dating!” He argued back. You froze and tried to think of a way to escape, but it was too late you felt two pair of eyes staring deep into your soul. You look up to see Jin and Namjoon walking towards your table.

You felt yourself have an internal breakdown as you tried to make yourself small, but you stood out. Sighing, as you realize there’s no point of hiding, you take a large gulp of your drink. You hoped that if you get drunk enough to pass out they wouldn’t ask you questions.

Maybe they don’t recongize me? Or maybe they don’t care anymore? Either way, I’ll play dumb.

Jin and his girlfriend sat near you, making you shift away uncomfortably. You tried to ignore Jin’s piercing gaze and Namjoon’s gaping mouth along with his glaring girlfriend, but it wasn’t easy when you could practically feel their anger and confusion radiate off of them.

So much for not recongizing me.

Yugyeom smiled and holds you by the  waist as he proudly introduces you,  "Hey, Jungkook! This is my best friend, Y/N! I met her in college!“

Jungkook’s mouth fell open at the sight of you and you bit your lip nervously.

Before Jungkook can speak, you stood up quickly.

If they recongize you, then there’s only one way to escape… Running away.

"I just remember I had to do something for work real quick!”

Yugyeom frowned.

“You’re being rude, Y/n.”

You shake your head, “Sorry, but I have to go somewhere real quick!”

As you were about to leave the table, someone grabbed your arm. You look up to see Namjoon.

“Aren’t you being too harsh to your old friends, Y/n?” Namjoon said with a coy smirk.

You sighed, “I guess you’re right. I just didn’t want to meet you guys like this.” Trying to play along with Namjoon.

“Well, then how would you like to meet us? Not at all, right?” Jin asked, bitterly.

You swallowed nervously and Yugyeom felt the tension in the air as he looked at his friends and at you. Namjoon lets go to your relief as he noticed his girlfriend’s heated look.

“I don’t want to bore you guys with my past and stories, so I best get going home.” You said, as you tried to escape once more, but this time it was Jin’s grip on your arm.

“No, we really want to hear what you did after you abandoned your friends.” Jin said, with slight venom in his voice.

Yugyeom got up slowly and pulled you away from Jin. He grabs you by the waist again and whispered into your ear, “Is he  the one who broke your heart?” Yugyeom points towards Namjoon, you nodded.

Yugyeom felt daggers on the side of his head and as he slightly cocked his head to the right, he sees Jin glaring at him and at  the way Yugyeom was too close to him.

“And is that the man who’s in love with you?”

“Used to be.”

“No, I think he still does.”

You felt your heart skip a beat as Yugyeom whispered the last words in your ear.

“But, it’s been two years… How can someone still be in love with a person who has never returned their feelings?”

Yugyeom scoffed, “You’ll be surprised.”

“And besides, he has a girlfriend.” You whispered back.

“So?” You felt anger surge through you as you smacked his arm, making him wince.

“Never take love lightly.”

He only rolled his eyes, dimissing your words, he said, “Well, either way you need to fix the mess the three of you have, otherwise no one will be able to move on.”

You rolled your eyes as you grabbed your purse, “Whatever, I’m leaving.” And with that you left, and this time no one stopped you.


It’s been a week since you reunited with the two men and you thought you were very lucky to not have run into them anymore. However, you jinxed yourself when you see Jungkook and Namjoon walk inside your apartment. You almost dropped the glass of water you were drinking when you saw Namjoon standing in front of you.

Your eyes widen at the sight of your cheating ex-boyfriend in front you.

You thought that seeing Namjoon this close to you would make you angry and wrathful even. But, it’s been two years and the feelings of betrayal and hurt had died a long time ago. That didn’t certianly mean you forgave him, but rather that you decided to let go of the negative emotions.

Namjoon stepped closer to you quietly and sat down on a chair near your side. He stared at you for the longest time and you avoided his stare, not knowing what to do.

You thought you were going to die from the painful silence until Namjoon spoke up, “I’m sorry.”

You stared at him as you see his dark brown eyes staring back at you, they were remorseful and sad- it was almost like looking at a lost soul. You sighed and stared at the white wall that hung a picture of you and Yugyeom.

“For what Namjoon?

"For not being a good boyfriend.”

“It was two years ago, Namjoon. Don’t worry about it.”

“But, still… I broke your trust and your heart.”

You chuckled bitterly, surprised that old feelings were starting to resurface.

“Don’t bother, Namjoon. I’ll forget anything that happen between us but I won’t forgive you. Besides, what’s the point of apologizing to me?”

“I was hoping we could be friends…” Namjoon spoke quietly.

Your lips parted as you stared at Namjoon in shock and he only stared at you with determination.


“Why what?”

“Why do you want to be friends?”

“I enjoyed your company and I like you as a person.” Namjoon spoke quietly.

You kept silent as thoughts poured through your mind and you started to shake your head, “Your girlfriend might not like us hanging out together with our past and stuff. Let’s just go our separate ways, Namjoon.”

“I can’t.”

“Why not? It was easy for me.” Your eyes widen from the harshness of your own wordings and even Namjoon swallowed painfully as he got up from his seat. He walked towards you and you felt yourself shrink from his intimidating height.

“I can’t go our separate ways because I still love you after all these years.” He was near you by then. His large hands laid on your hips, rubbing them up and down slightly as his forhead rested on yours. You only stared at the ground, tears hitting the floor.

“I don’t love her, I love you.” He said, you felt his breath hit your lips and it was at that moment you snapped back to reality. You put your hand on his chest, pushing him away from you and his hands fell from your hips.


Namjoon bit his lips nervously as your fists ball up.

“Never again.”

“Just give me one more chance.”

“No, Kim Namjoon.”

Namjoon stiffened at the sound of you saying his full name.

“I can’t and I won’t. You have a girlfriend so cherish and love her right, so you don’t make the same mistake!” Namjoon sighed.

“I love you not her.”

“I don’t care. You can’t do this to me and I won’t let you. You had your chance and you blew it so please respect my choice and move on. Besides, I don’t love you anymore.”

“Then, why are you crying?”

You froze and as your fingertips touched your tears, you felt angry that he still affected you in some way. You didn’t love him anymore, but it still hurts to have this conversation with him.

The conversation you should have a long time ago.


You took a shaky breath and tried to keep your voice stable.

“I’m crying because I want to move on from the past, but you won’t let me! It’s so frustrating. I just want us to go our separate ways and if not, at least move on from the past!”

Your eyes were casted on the ground as you spoke quietly, “I’m sorry, Namjoon. I can’t and won’t go back to you so please move on and live a happy life with your girlfriend.”

Namjoon stared at you for the longest time as he sits down on the chair. He clutched his hands together as he felt the aching in his chest get stronger. He tries to swallow the pain as he looks into your eyes with his own tearful ones. He swallows the painful lump in his throat as he forced himself to stay strong for what was about to happen next.

“You’re right.” He said with a sad smile.

“I got to own up to my mistakes, but it’s going to be so hard… Y/N, you were the best part of me.”

Namjoon held your hand and you allowed him.

This was his Goodbye.

You teared up as Namjoon held your hand tightly, desparate to never let go. Namjoon allows himself to cherish your small, and soft hand for the last time. The hand that had reached out to him and saved him, the hand that he smacked away in the end. He smiled down at the hand that had meant so much to him and the one that he must let go, in order for you to be happy.

He loves you, but your happiness was more important to him so if he had to let you go, then he must say goodbye properly at least.

“Thank you for being there for me when we were together. For loving me and for being yourself. I’m sorry I let this happen to us.”

You smiled, tearfully. The boulder that had been weighting down your shoulders from the unspoken words the two of you spoke was finally lifted. You felt light like a feather and as you stared into Kim Namjoon’s beautiful eyes again, you said, “Goodbye, Joonie.”


Namjoon didn’t take the rejection to heart, but the both of you had managed to move on peacefully without argument and resentment. An improval from the last past two years. He hugged you one last time before walking out of your life. You felt relieved yet sad to see him go and as you sat down next to Yugyeom and Jungkook, they placed their arms around your shoulder.

“One down, one more to go.”  You raised an eyebrow.

“You thought Namjoon coming in here was a coincidence? You wrong, baby. This is your time to make up for lost time and your path to moving on.”


You didn’t know why but you were more nervous to see Jin, then Namjoon. Maybe because at one point, you were actually developing feelings for the man, but you always pushed them back because of Namjoon. Or it could be the fact that you had abandoned him when he confessed to you.

You didn’t know how to face the man who helped you the most during your worst parts of your life, the one who held you when Namjoon stepped on your heart, and the one who came to your defense whenver Namjoon picked fights with you. Either way, Jin was someone important to you and his feelings were just as equally important to you.

But, your biggest regret was that you took his feelings lightly and ripped his heart apart. You wouldn’t be surprised if Jin didn’t forgive you and you felt your heart ache at the thought of it.

You wouldn’t be surprised if Jin told you off and left your life for good. And the thought of it pained you so much, but you couldn’t play victim when that was exactly what you have done to him.


“I don’t want to do this.” You whined, as you fiddle with your hands.

“Well, Jin already agreed to it so don’t ditch him again.” Jungkook said, annoyed.

You cringed at his harsh words,  but couldn’t agree more with Jungkook.

You have made him wait too long for answers.

He deserves to know why you left and why you hadn’t replied to his confession.

You sat nervously on the stool as you waited for Jin. You bit your lip nervously as time passes.

He was ten minutes late, maybe he was getting back at you for leaving him. You wouldn’t blame him if he did.

You sighed, as you ordered a drink.

If he’s not coming, I might as well drink something at the bar.

As you were at your second glass, the doors open and you look up to see Jin.

You swallowed harshly at the sight of the handsome man. His hair was light brown, with side bangs above his eye. He was wearing a long, brown coat with a black sweater underneath with tight black ripped jeans.  He looked very handsome. It was almost like he was that ex who’s trying to show you what you’re missing out on.

You shake your head quickly before looking around him to see if Yugyeom or Jungkook had came with him, but to your dismay they had not. You felt nervous as Jin looked around the room for you and as he finally meets your eye, your heart skips a beat. It was as though time has frozen and you can’t move, and only Jin was the moving force of this time illusion.

You finally break eye contact as the bartender hands you the third drink, you quickly turn around to take quick sips to calm your frantic beating heart. Jin finally sits down next to you without a single greeting, the only thing you hear from him is a rough, “I would like some soju, please.”

As Jin was looking at you, you stared at your thighs, you were too ashamed to look him in the eyes. Guilt burned away at the pit of your stomach as if it were acid. You felt ashamed for abandoning your best friend especially when he had confessed to you.

“Y/n.” Jin’s voice was quiet, yet it felt as though he seemed to talk over the whole club as he spoke your name. You froze and as you finally raised your head, you met his blank stare.

You swallowed nervously as you felt your chest tighten from his cold behavior towards you. What were you expecting? For him to forgive you on the spot?

“How are you?” He asked, all of the sudden. His smile was warm, making you feel unsettled.

“I’m doing fine, and you?”

“Good. I see you met my girlfriend,  Ara, the other night.”

You felt something dark in your heart twitch, “She’s really pretty, how long have you two been dating?”

“A year.” Jin spoke softly with a small smile.

“She’s amazing and I would like you to meet her tomorrow for dinner with the boys.”

You froze and stared at Jin, in shock. Why would he invite you, of all people, to meet his girlfriend?

And it was after catching a mischievous glint in his eyes that you realized something.

He wanted to get back at you by showing you that he was no longer in love with you.

You shouldn’t care because before you left two years ago, your feelings for him wasn’t that strong. But here you were, gritting your teeth as you forced yourself to pretend that it didn’t bother you.

You hated the fact that his stupid plan was working. His plan to show you that he was better off without you, after all.

You pushed all angry and confused thoughts off your mind as you stare deep into his chestnut brown eyes.

You forced a smile on your face, “I would love too.”

Jin smiled at you and after he paid the bartender, he turned to you and said goodbye.

You sat in the stool, frozen.

Jin had just confused the hell out of you. Instead of lashing out on you or demanding for explanations, he simply acted as if you had never left in the first place or practically ignored his feelings. Instead, he invited you to what is supposed to be a pleasant dinner, but you knew better. You sighed as you rubbed your eyes.

Maybe I’m overreacting? But why didn’t he ask why I left?

Maybe he understood what I going through or maybe he just doesn’t care.

As you took a sip of your drink, you chuckled.

The world doesn’t revolve around me.
For all I know, this is his way of forgiving me or moving on.

Either way, tomorrow you were going to find out.


You wore a white blouse and a black skirt with black pump heels. You had on minimal makeup.

You frowned at the mirror. You look like you work at a office and as Jungkook walked by, he smirked, “You look sexy.” And then Yugyeom appears in the view of the mirror with a chuckle, “You look like you’re dressed for a funeral.”

“Fuck off, Yugyeom.”

“Just saying.”

You rolled your eyes and grabbed your purse, ignoring Yugyeom.

“If hyung doesn’t date you, I will take you out on a date myself.” Jungkook said, sweetly.

“Jungkook, he has a girlfriend so I’ll say yes to that date!” You teased.

Jungkook chuckles, “I don’t know about that.”

Before you can ask what he meant, Yugyeom pulls you by the arm, “Stop talking and let’s go, we’re gonna be late!”


The restaurant was elegant yet casual, the purpose was for no one to feel too uncomfortable or pay too much for the food. It was just perfect.

“Y/N, sit next to me!” Jungkook whined as he pulled you down with him. Your eyes widen from his sudden clingness, not that you were complaining because Jungkook was incredibly handsome.

You felt eyes on you and you look up to see Namjoon sitting next to his girlfriend, he smiled sweetly at you to which you return.

“Y/N.” You hear the soft voice again, the one that makes your heart flutter.

You turn around to see Jin standing next to his tall and beautfiul girlfriend.

Shit, she’s so pretty my own heart is fluttering at the sight of her.

As you were admiring Jin’s girlfriend, he was admiring you.

He admired the way your legs looked in the black skirt, showing off your thighs and calves, and the way your white blouse shaped your breasts and hugged your cute waist.  Your makeup was light, but it showed off your beauty, making your lips desirable and eyes bright. Your hair was styled neatly to show off your facial features. He was smitten by your beauty, he gaped at you before his girlfriend, Ara, grabbed his arm.

“We met a year ago at the cafe!”

Y/n smiled brightly at his girlfriend’s chatter, his heart ached as it seemed you were not affected by him dating.

You on the other hand, was incredibly jealous of Ara, she had won Jin’s heart. A man with a heart of gold.

You never admitted it to Jin, but he was perfect in your eyes. Even if he was your best friend, you always believed him to be your ideal man, but of course you never said that for you were dating Namjoon at the time.

Jin is a kind, patient, loving man. A man who was not afraid to be himself. Something you always found attractive in a man. You felt your heart tug as Ara recounts the tale on how Jin had bought her coffee and took her out on a date soon afterwards.

You stared at Jin, who was smiling at his girlfriend cutely.

You felt your stomach sink as you noticed that he was looking at her the same way he used to look at you. You bit your lip as you came to a haunting realization.

You felt like such a fool.

What sucks about life is you don’t realize or feel so deeply for something until it was too late.

You had taken Jin for granted and his love. You had fallen for him and that was probably why you had hoped for Namjoon to dump you once upon a time ago. Everything made sense now, but what was the point? If he’s with someone else now.

You took a deep breath, as you tried to not to stare at him longingly. To distract yourself from the pain, your eyes shifted around the table.

You see Jungkook arguing with Jimin and Taehyung, Yoongi eating his food, Hoseok telling jokes to Namjoon, who was laughing his ass off. You were surprised he even showed up, but then again just because the both of you are no longer together in any way, doesn’t mean he can’t hang out with his friends either. Ypu stared at his pretty girlfriend, who was texting someone.

You then shift your eyes to Yugyeom, who was on his phone, texting boredly next to you. Ara stopped talking as Jin catches her attention.

“You’re so cute, Ara!” Jin says as he grabs his girlfriend’s cheeks, you only roll your eyes as the couple get lovey dovey.

“Hey.” You hear a whisper, you turn around to see Yugyeom smirking eviliy.

“He’s trying to make you jealous.”

“Yeah, right.” You mumbled, as you drink your beer.

“Two can play at that game.”

“What are you even t-? Ah!” You squeak, as Yugyeom quickly nuzzles his face on your neck, making you giggle.

“Yugyeom, stop! You know that’s my weak spot.” You chuckled out, oblivious by the pairs of eyes on you.

“I’ll only stop if you kiss me!” Yugyeom teased you.

Your cheeks redden as he stared at you playfully.

You were about to respond when someone cleared their throat, you see Jungkook glaring at you both as he directed his gaze at an annoyed Jin and Namjoon, both then turned around when you catch their stares. Yugyeom only shrugs as he hugs your waist. He whispered in your ear, “Jin seems occupied with Ara, but it seems like he didn’t care about you leaving and Namjoon has already cleared up things with you so how about we go home?”

You stared at Yugyeom and at the boys at your table who were doing their own thing. Jin was talking to his girlfriend and as you turned around to see Yugyeom, you fail to notice Jin peering over Ara to stare at you.

The dinner was boring, no one was talking to you both, and the food is taking forever. You whispered in Yugyeom’s ear, “What will I get if I leave with you?”

“We’ll get pizza and watch Netflix all fucking day.” He smirks, the boy knew you could never turn down these offers.

“Sounds lit, let’s do it.” You grabbed your purse, catching Jungkook’s and Jin’s attention.

“Sorry, guys. I have to leave for something important with Yugyeom.”

Yugyeom grins like a little kid as he grabbed your arm, “Yeah, we got work to do.” He winks at you and you giggle. Just as you both were about to leave, a voice halts you, “At least wait for dinner to arrive.” You turn around to see Jin narrowing his eyes at you.

“We’ll have dinner at home, don’t worry about us.”

“This is our reunion party, and you’re our guest of honor so don’t try to ditch us again like two years ago.”

The room fell silent as Jin’s low blow hit home. Yugyeom’s grip on your arm tighten and as he was about to say something, but you cover his mouth.


Yugyeom sighed, but sits down next to you boredly.

It seemed like years when dinner finally did arrived and as you all ate, you felt eyes on you.

Jin kept serving you heated looks, and that’s when you realized he was not in fact over what you have done to him.


After dinner,  Yugyeom and you fell on the couch. As he started to doze off, you felt your phone vibrate.

You felt nervous yet excited to meet up with Jin, you didn’t know what will happen, but maybe the both of you will finally resolve this two-year long bitterness.

Jin was clutching his phone angrily as he read your texts. He hated that after two years, you still managed to fuel something within him. You were dangerous, you were the match ready to ignite the fire in him. And the worse part is he’s still willing to put fuel over himself.


Jin sat on the stool as he scrolled through his phone, anxiety builds up on his stomach as minutes passed by. Just as he was about to give up on you, he sees you enter the building.

He sits up straight as he ordered two drinks. You sit down next to him quietly, you take a sip of your drink. Minutes passed as the both of you kept silent, and as you felt the silence get too overbearing you snapped.

“Why did you want to meet up with me?”

“Can’t two friends have a drink?”

“Jin, we both know that we are far from friends now.”

Jin swallowed the last contents of his drink as he order his final glass.

“And whose fault is that?” He snapped bitterly.

“Did you call me here to argue or to make up?”

You sipped the last of your alcohol before asking for another glass.

“A little bit of both.”

You snorted and Jin smirks in return.

“Does your girlfriend even know you’re here with me?”


You stared at him in annoyance.

“Won’t she be jealous?”

“I don’t care.”

You choked on your drink from his annoyed tone, he pats your back gently and you only swipe his arm away from him.

“You should care about your girlfriend’s feelings, you ass.”

“I don’t want to hear that from you.”

You grabbed your purse and got up, alerting Jin, who also got up.

“Look, I know I fucked you over two years ago, and I really am sorry, but if you really want to talk about it, stop pretending it didn’t happen by acting bitter all the time or shut up and leave me alone.”

Jin snorted, “You have no right to be mad! You left me when I bared my feelings to you!”

“I had my heart broken! I was not in my right mind! And even, if I had feelings for you back then, I still would’ve rejected you because Namjoon had broken my heart! How can I love someone else when I have just been hurt?! Yeah, I was selfish to have not answered you and to abandoned you, but this isn’t helping! I want to apologize to you properly and I want to make it up to you, but now I see that you want nothing to do with me.” You whispered out the last part, you felt tears drip down your face.

Jin froze at the sight of your guilt-ridden face, he wanted to kiss your tears away but the angry side of him refused.

You let out some sniffles before walking away, “Goodbye, Jin.”

Jin’s heart stops as he realized if he lets you go now, you will really be gone from his life forever. Without warning, he quickly grabs your arm and pulls you to his chest.

“I did not just find you after these two years, just to let you go again.”

His grip on you tighten as you let your sobs rack your body, Jin’s hand rubs smooth circles on your back and as the waiter shoots the both of you an annoyed look, he walks you out of the bar with him.

As the both of you stand in the deserted parking lot, clutching onto each other, you wailed out, “I’m so sorry, Jin. I never wanted to hurt you. I’m sorry for not thinking about your feelings too.”

Jin sniffled as well, “I’m sorry for not thinking about yours either. I should’ve known it was too soon, I felt like I pushed you further away from us.”

“No, Jin. It’s not your fault.” You clutched on the back of his jacket, feelilng his hard chest against yours.

“Y/n…” you raised your head to see his eyes.

They use to look so empty yet when he stares at you, they seem to hold the stars of the galaxy.

He opened his mouth to say something, but closed it. He didn’t want to ruin the moment.

“Let’s have coffee over at my place and smooth it out. I don’t think Ara is home right now.”

At the sound of Ara’s name, your heart ached but you nodded.

He doesn’t love you anymore.


You arrived at Jin’s apartment and as you went inside, you noticed there were no drastic changes.

You were surprised to see that Ara’s things weren’t invading his comfy home either.

“Sit down on the couch, if you’ll like.”

You sat down on the couch and as you admired his home decor, you noticed there were no pictures of Ara and Jin.

Just as you were about to question him, Jin sat down next to you and hands you a mug.

“Careful, it’s hot.”

As you placed your lips on the mug, the hot liquid burns your lip causing you to jolt and spill some on your shirt.

“Y/N! ” Jin gets up and quickly wipes your shirt frantically. After wiping the stain away, Jin leaves to get you a shirt.

“Here, wear this.” You shake your head, but Jin insists.

“It’s okay, I need to go home anyways.”

“It’s too dark, just stay here.”

“What about Ara?”

“I don’t think she’ll mind.”

“Are you sure?”

Jin nods and as you felt yourself get tired, Jin hands you a blanket and pillow. You laid down on his couch and as your eyelids get heavier, you see Jin smiling fondly at you.


You were startled by the sound of loud whispers.

“Shh… You’ll wake her.”

“I don’t give a shit!” Ara whispered back.

“What is she doing on our couch?!”

“My couch and she’s staying the night. It’s too dark for her to be walking around.”

“Oh, but you have no problem sending me home around this time!”

“Jin, seriously though? Why are you so obsessed with her? Don’t you remember she broke your fucking heart! And I was the one to pick the pieces up!”

Jin fell silent and Ara took the cue to continue, “Since we been dating, you never shut up about her and you’re always looking around the streets as if you were looking for someone, especially when we left Korea. I’m not an idiot, you still love her!”

You opened your eyes slightly to see Jin and Ara standing in the hallway arguing. Jin had his head down.

“I had enough… Now, tell me, who are you going to pick? Me or her?”

Jin snapped his head up and stared at Ara for the longest time, and what he said next shocked you to the bone.

You had almost shot up from the couch and ran off, but you had to pretend you were sleeping.

You couldn’t believe his answer.

After everything that had happened in the past two years, he chose

A/n: Sorry for the cliffhanger but the chapter was too long and I didn’t want y'all to read for a long time. And sorry I lied, but this series will be three chapters long buahah

anonymous asked:

Good morning :3 I'm one of the silly LuNyx anons from before, the one who was too shy to request something then but I'm just so in love with your writing I have to! Could I ask for LuNyx with a baby daughter?

Of course you could! Thank you for coming back! *happydance*

Nyx’s silver-blue eyes were glazed and wide as he held her in his arms. Utterly lost in her tiny, perfect features, he traced his finger down the little curve of her nose and then traced her lips.

She blinked, her blue eyes meeting his blurrily, and stretched her tiny hand up towards his face. Distracted by the sparkling clink of the Galahdian braids he wore, she grabbed at them instead.

He lowered his head so she could reach them, and then nuzzled the tip of his nose against hers. “You’re strong, baby girl,” he chuckled as she yanked on the braid. “You gonna be a fighter like your daddy?”

Luna’s soft voice echoed in the stone-vaulted balcony. “She’ll be whatever she wants to be.”

“She’ll be beautiful, just like you,” he smiled, looping his free arm around her waist as his child let go and sank back into peaceful dreams.  

As a thank you for reaching 150 followers (though I’m now somehow at over 300), I’m writing 150 word drabbles. Send me a person or a pairing plus a word or a sentence, and I’ll write you a 150 word drabble (or headcanon) in return! (note, drabble requests will close around Friday/Saturday 23rd/24th June)

Happy 21st 🎈

Dear 21-year old self,

Okay lang yan kahit konti lang nakaalala na birthday mo ngayon. Ganon kasi talaga, maaalala lang nila kung nakapublic ‘yon sa mga social media accounts mo; kung famous ka; or kung special ka talaga sakanila kasi nakamark pa yan sa calendar ng phone nila at sabay mag-aalarm pa. Pero sa kasamaang palad nga, yung mga inasahan mong makakaalala sayo lahat sila nakalimot ngayon. Pero sabi ko nga masanay ka na, ganun talaga. Hayaan mo na, di bale, may next year pa naman diba? Babawi naman siguro sila or baka may dahilan naman kung bakit nila nakalimutan. Just move on and face another year of your life. Don’t forget to thank God that you made it up to this day. Thank Him that you’re still breathing for 21 years. Be good to others and be good to yourself. Kahit di ka perfect girl, perfect daughter, perfect friend, person girlfriend and perfect person, still try to be someone who knows what is right and what is wrong. Wag nang uulitin kung ano man ang nagawang mali. Always trust yourself. Be confident. And always break a leg. Everyone might not love you but don’t hate them. Meron pa rin ibang mahal na mahal ka kahit ano pa man ang pagkatao mo. And of course don’t forget to love yourself first. That’s the key. No matter what, God loves you. Happy Birthday!

Your own cute self

fahc playlists


the bidding - tally hall
trouble - valerie broussard
snakeskin - deerhunter


bust your knee caps - pomplamoose
the wolf - phildel
you don’t own me - grace, ft. g-eazy


dear dictator - saint motel
saint bernard - lincoln
turn the lights off - tally hall


bad day - darwin deez
know what i want - kali uchis
loud(y) - lewis del mar


the manic - amarante
broken bones - crx
rose - a perfect circle


facing my fear - cortes
bury me face down - grandson
attica ‘71 - olivver the kid


nausea - craft spells
avalanches - jordaan mason & the horse museum
milk teeth - keaton henson

anonymous asked:

ohh, this seems fun. Okay I have shoulder-length blonde hair, blue-green eyes, 5'4, 23 year old straight female. I'm pretty shy when I first meet you, but will usually open up once I get to know you. I like music, reading, and traveling. I am bilingual. I don't know what else to say.

I ship you with Kass!

Originally posted by triforce-princess

  • did you say music and traveling? Kass the perfect partner for you!
  • he carries you on his back when you get tired and you love feeling the wind on your face
  • you help him decipher old texts and legends by the campfire at night
Inspirational Weight Loss Speech to Myself

Face it, you’re freaking ugly. Compared to any other girl you’re a lot less than everything they are. Skinny, petite, sweet, kind, and cute. You’re none of those things.
If you want to lose weight you can’t let people get in your way. You have perfect self control until your boyfriend begs you too eat something. You need to not let him make you do that. It may feel bad to tell him no, but in the end he’ll see why you didn’t eat and he’ll be proud of you. He’ll feel how light you are in his arms and he’ll see the way you look so cute in any outfit, and he’ll be glad you did it.
He’s going into modeling and that’s what’s caused your relapse. For good reason. You don’t think he’ll be looking at all those perfect girls at the modeling angency? You don’t think he’ll start to judge you like they judge those girls? Well You’re wrong. He will. In order to keep him you have to be just as perfect as a model. And that can’t happen unless you starve.
So. Stop. Eating.


The Eleventh Hour so far has my favorite storytelling from Griffin! So here’s a pseudo-movie poster ehuehueue

Had to do another illustration for our Fantasy Illust class and our prof gave me the go signal to draw TAZ again as long as I found good face refs for them. B^) I based Magnus, Taako and Merle on John Spainhour, Paul Boche, and Brian Cox respectively! 

my homemade facial masks

*this are my own recipes

chéri romantique

(this one is help firm and tone your skin,  moisturizes and hydrates.)

6 tsp fresh rose petals (or 3 tsp dried), 1 quart minarel water, 2 tsp honey, 1 tbsp rose water, 2 tbsp wheat flour

mix all of them together and apply all over your face. Leave on for 15 to 20 minutes and rinse. 

exquisite fae

(this moisturizes and hydrates your skin and will leave your face more glowing and helps to cleanse the dirt responsible for causing acne.)

2 mashed strawberies, 1 tsp honey, 1 tsp oatmeal, 1 tsp fresh cream 

mix all of them together and apply all over your face. Leave on for 10 to 15 minutes and wash your face with hot water.

sirène fraîche

(this one soothe skin and calm breakouts and irritation. And the best hangover cure)

mix 1 teaspoon of sea salt (use sea salt not table salt) with 3 tsp of hot water (if you use minarel water it would be better) in a bowl or cup stir until the sea salt is dissolved. mix in 2 tsp of aloe vera gel. Apply all over your face, leave on for 10 minutes and wash it gently.


(this one helps cleanse, soothe skin and reduce allergy symptoms)

2 tsp honey,1 tsp plain yogurt, 1 or 2 drop coconut oil, 1 drop lavender oil

mix them together and apply your face, leave on for 15 minutes and wash your face.


(this one calm breakouts, heals withered skin.rehydrates and renews skin)

1 tbsp milk, ¼ ripe avacado, 1 tsp oatmeal

mix them together and apply all over your face leave on for 15 to 20 minutes and wash your face with cold water.


cute bare faced jiyongie all bundled up (๑>◡<๑)

A Lesson in Love (The End)

Summary: (College!AU) In which you’re assigned to write a story about romance, a subject you know nothing about, and Bucky, a hopeless romantic, offers you his assistance.

Pairing: Bucky x Reader

Word Count: 2,898

A/N: This is it, y’all. We’ve finally reached the final part of the series and, because I’m a sentimental son of a gun, I’ll post a proper goodbye post to this story sometime in the next day or two.

“A Lesson in Love” Masterlist + Soundtrack

@avengerstories - Without you, there would be no ALiL. I can’t thank you enough for you endless support.

Originally posted by caps-bucky

You wake up early the next morning, eyes blinking wearily as you struggle to free yourself from the last remaining tendrils of slumber. It’s not a simple task, mostly because you’re still exhausted and all you want to do is fall go back to sleep.

But you can’t. Something woke you up and you need to figure out what it was.

As you begin to come to, so do your senses. A quick sweep around your surroundings lets you know that you’re not in your apartment and the feeling of someone wrapped around you is the only clue you need to figure out that you’re not alone. You turn your head slightly, nose catching the scent of antibacterial soap - a smell that your brain immediately connects to doctors and hospitals.


The last bit of confusion about your current location fades away as your brain catches up with your senses. You’re with Bucky.

Keep reading


You acted like the bad guy in front of her, but I know you’re hurt inside. I was aiming for that.