no time to bleed

directorofshield-nick-fury asked:

SO U SAW AOU RIGHT? WHEN SCARLET MESSES WITH TONY'S MIND, HE WENT TO STEVE FIRST. I AM CRYING OVER THAT RIGHT NOW. PLEASE SEND COMFORT.

SENDS YOU COMFORT IN THE FORM OF MORE TEARS BECAUSE

  • tony is so deathly afraid of disappointing steve that his greatest fear isn’t just watching him (and all the other avengers) die it’s steve believing he isn’t enough to save them 
  • it’s why his kneejerk reaction to steve being seemingly unaffected by scarlet witch was sheer disbelief after what he’d seen
  • eVERY SINGLE ONE OF THEIR INTERACTIONS IN AOU IS COLORED BY THIS NIGHTMARE OKAY i bet u tony looked steve in the eye countless times and had only flashbacks to seeing him lying there bleeding out across the ground
  • if they could have just taLKED it would have explained so much for steve??? how could he accuse tony of being blindly reckless and arrogant when all of this was so tony could protect the team and protect him 
  • i’m still in shock it happened like obviously you can interpret it any way you want but given the lack of actual interaction in the mcu………THIS IS UNPRECEDENTED LEVELS OF GAY THIS IS COMIC LEVELS OF GAY. AVENGERS ASSEMBLE GAY.
  • tony wanting to be able to go home at the end of all the battles + tony rebuilding the tower so they could have a home + tony’s nightmare = he wANTS to keep steve safe and give steve a place he can call home too
Not Today

Scarce is time in waking hours
squeezing  life
out of daylight

minutes bleed away
hours fade
weekends dissolve

bits of me scatter words
one here
two over there

poems find no resting place

but in my head
I’ve written love and tragedy
a thousand different ways

just don’t look for any today…



anonymous asked:

I just finished watching Daredevil and I'm so. I have legit nobody to cry over it with. What is this? EVERYBODY NEEDS SOMEBODY TO CRY A SHOW OVER WITH. Also. Matt Murdock is my tiny son. Can we just talk about the fact that he gets the shit kicked out of him every episode and he gets back up every. single. time? Like "Oh? I'm bleeding? City need Daredevil. Murdock never quit. Severe cut not severe. I sleep once and I be okay again. City be okay from evil. Matt save day again." I'M SO EMO GOODBYE

MATT MURDOCK IS THE CUTEST LIL VIGILANTE EVER oh my good gosh his tiny socks and his cute lil face and his ability to break a neck w/ his pinky finger god damn


it’s time to re-watch daredevil my friend go re-watch it right now