no really there was a hole

Wanna know the fucking truth? Nobody is fucking happy. Nobody has skin made from oil paint and sunlight. Nobody fucking understands this world. Fuck, nobody probably understands math as much as they claim. You’re here one day and the next you’re not. God? Religion? I’ve learned a lot more about the world by eating acid and swallowing pills. Tell me what your church has done for you? Tell me if you have holes in your mouth from speaking lies? Wanna know the fucking truth? Pity is just another word for pathetic. Drink beer and watch the sunrise from every rooftop. Take photographs naked. Take photographs kissing. Take photographs having sex. Stop making everything about sexuality. Wanna know the fucking truth? Nobody really gives a damn if you lost your virginity at fourteen or if you were the president in high school. Wanna know the fucking truth? There is no such thing as the right person. People leave. They change like ocean currents, they leave you with bruises in your calves. And you wanna know the fucking truth? You get better. You learn to love. You find God in between the cracks of a wall when you’re puking your limbs out. You wanna know the fucking truth? Go find it.
—  Iryna Klishch

ladyrpgr  asked:

Mind sharing why you think Daddy James is a sociopath? That's one Ive not heard before and I want to know more ☺

@cameronaugust and I both felt like something was off with Daddy James but we couldn’t put a finger on it until Cam came across this Reddit post. (Though I’m not sure whether we should portray him as sociopath or psychopath, I’ll need to do some reading on that.) I’m not a fan of turning plot holes/game mechanics into personality disorders but for Mac’s story it’s better than treating him the way the game does: like an angelic karma demigod with absolutely no faults.
For now I can’t really say how well we will communicate this through our future comics - if at all, since we only have one planned with him. It’s just a “by the way” fact.

my depression & anxiety are slowly eating me alive. I can’t remember my life when I wasn’t sad, mostly because I have been sad my whole life. Not for any particular reason, just simply sad. Over the past 4 years I have noticed it develop and grow into a deeper frightening dark hole of sadness. And I’m trying, I really am trying to go out, exercise, be with friends. But I’ll come home at the end of the day and still feel the need to cry and be alone.
My anxiety started in elementary, it started out as panic attacks at first. And now it’s everyday over thinking, questioning, one change of tone, one unanswered text, one picture, one person looking at me and then oh no it feels like everyone is staring at me, can not ask a stranger a question because.. what if I mumble, what if my wording isn’t right, what if I sound stupid, was that a dumb question to ask?? too many thoughts start rushing to my mind,
my heart and chest sink and I can’t seem to hold it all together. To breathe and realize what I’m doing to myself, the stress I am causing myself.
My mind and heart are not at ease and it is so difficult to share this, it is difficult when I do not feel understood, it is so difficult to put myself together so others don’t fall apart either.

Insidious Humdrum (poetry/prose)

Nothing. I am nothing.
I’m an existing void.
I’m nothing.
I am made of nothing.
You use magic, and give me
nothing.
I’m a hole, they say.
Creating more holes.
I’ll suck your magic out of any mage who enters.
It results in nothing.
All I get is more nothing.
I am nothing.
But I am you.
….Or are you me?
The Humdrum.
Crafty, subtle, dull, mundane.
Insidious.
A being made of nothing.
Nothing, nothing, nothing!
I take so much, and yet I am still
Nothing.
You’ll go off, releasing your great magic.
And I’ll take it.
But what do I get?
More nothing.
More of me.
I’m a copy of you, but I’m not even that.
So what if I have your old t-shirt and grotty jeans? I even have your stupid red ball.
I’m a younger version of you.
But I am still made of nothing.
I am literally the void.
I am literally just
Nothing.
My power may be expanding.
My power to be nothing.
Is this not what I’m supposed to do? Expand my nothing?
Take your everything, and still end up with nothing?
I am a hole. I am just a void.
I’m nothing.
What do I even what? To expand into more nothing?
I don’t know. I’m just nothing.
Do holes want to get bigger?
Or do they just want to be filled?

anonymous asked:

now that you've mentioned it, I also see how Dabb is dealing with plot holes/dropped storylines. what bit would you choose to resolve the most?

god, this is tough…Before this I would have said GAVIN! Now…I’m not sure. maybe clarifying the whole angelic war. order of creation timeline…maybe the prophets?

Jesse and Adam don’t really bug me…

OH! What the fuck happened to Castiel’s WIFE? Like…she seemed kinda nice? Did she ever go looking for Emmanuel???

I keep trying to think of a way to write some meta about Bellamy Without Octavia, but I honestly just come up with a black hole of nothing when I think about it.  And that’s really all there is to say, because in Bellamy Blake’s mind, his entire being is predicated on keeping her alive and now he thinks he’s failed at that, so what’s left?

anonymous asked:

plus considering how far automata is in the future compared to when the good ol' n64 launched the people there would look at it and absolutely think its trash compared to pretty much everything else technological

the n64′s innards may be outdated, but its tough spirit and even tougher shell will never die

i’m pretty sure that if you dug a really deep hole and dropped a box of n64s and gamecubes down it, they’d just keep on going until they pierced a hole through the entire planet

anonymous asked:

this is a psa to genderists: sex reassignment surgery doesnt make a vagina. it makes an inverted penis. it makes a wound full of fecal bacteria that needs stretching to stay open. its not a vagina.

Genderists get upset when people point this out but… it’s the harsh truth. And people should really know what they’re getting into when they decide to fall down the transition hole. 

misslyricxo  asked:

Last night I watched a bunch of old and I mean OLD Ari vids from like the glozell days and I miss the old really cute Ari! The Ari that wore girly clothes and and everyone wanted to act & dress like her. I really miss the old Ari

that’s so masochistic lol it’s always so sad to fall into that hole 

I miss her too

anonymous asked:

If that headcanon about Jason and Cass being twins is true, doesn't that mean that David Cain is really Jason's father, not Willis Todd

It’s admittedly a shaky theory, full of potential holes, but yes, it would mean that she had lied to one or both of them and David Cain is either actually Jason’s father or Willis Todd is Cassandra’s.

Some of these problems (but not all) are less of an issue if they’re siblings but not twins, possibly via a surrogate mother on either part.

anonymous asked:

SPC!Anx are you okay? Jeez you just touched Princess

“I don’t really know what happened. It probably had something to do with that black hole and I probably deserved it.”

assembled-philosophies  asked:

heyo, i have a beautiful blue hawk's eye stone and i love it's energy and what it represents and want to keep it with me always but i'm really afraid of losing it, i currently don't have the tools to drill a hole for a necklace. do you have any suggestions?

I wouldn’t drill it! I would wire wrap it so you don’t damage it!

anonymous asked:

I too support WTH deleting asks about C torturing Quinn. To be honest, I am avoiding the forums because of all the whining about Quinn's torture, and the incessant pessimism about every single thing. You are so right in these viewers not understanding the genre. There is a lot of nastiness in these secret worlds. As for Quinn, he knew the risks when he signed up. And I think the suffering (physically and mentally) is sexy too. So glad I'm not the only one. I know he'll be back for revenge. 😍

Yeah, I guess it’s the constant grousing and pessimism that wears on us. At the end of the day, we’re just a bunch of fans trying to enjoy the show and the endless negativity really takes a toll on our enjoyment. 

Like, seriously, we really, really love this show! We love Carrie and we love Quinn and we love all the wacky storylines and the glaring plot-holes and everything! Can you just please let us have some fun??? 

Homeland is not required watching. It’s entertainment. If you really don’t like the show, if you don’t like Carrie, if you don’t like how they’re treating Quinn, if the plot-holes bother you and you think you could write it better, then just stop watching… but let the rest of us have fun. Please! 🙏

Regarding episode titles

Okay listen I’ve been getting kinda pissy about what the crewniverse has been doing recently, like listen I love su and everyone who works on it and I wouldn’t say this if it hadn’t happened more than once recently, they’ve pulled a gem harvest on us AGAIN with rocknaldo, and that misleading promo was just shitty, yeah there was that week long arc but if this show is ending next season like everyone’s been saying then good luck closing plot holes at this point, If the war gets released its probably going to be about the gems playing fucking tug of war like idk I just don’t really think it’s okay to do that if you care about your audience

martameetstumbrl  asked:

So I have a question for those who bought Thor (early access): how does it work? Can you still see him trapped in an ice block with a Frost Giant in the Thunder Zone? Or is there a hole where is body should be? Or is a piece of the ice block missing? (Please submit or send me a pic if he's not trapped in the ice anymore, my ask box/chat is always open and this is really bugging me for some reason, idk)

I have Thor, but I *think* he actually was taken out of the ice awhile ago with the regular storyline (IIRC). I think he doesn’t appear in the ice anymore for everyone. I can’t verify since I bought him the moment he because available.