no really i guess i am sorry

smallry  asked:

I imagine Jesper like soft curls and a deep tan-middle eastern looking? does anyone else feel this way I don't imagine him black?

hmmmm….well idk if anyone else feels that way…but i certainly do not. i guess i can see how he could be interpreted differently because he is mixed race and his dad is said to be pale with reddish hair (right?) but his mother has dark skin……but look my dad is a very pale filipino man and my mom is black yet i am still very distinctively black so i need jesper to be too :) that representation is important to me and i’m sure it is for many other people as well. and i don’t know for certain what zemeni is based off, if someone has an idea please tell me, but there is a zemen in ethiopia, which i know because a quick search of zemeni shows results of a drama based there (and okay yes there’s a zemen in bulgaria too) which just solidifies my belief that jesper is very much black. 

i really had no idea people envisioned him differently and now i’m especially curious. pls come talk to me about jesper lmao

well, I am having one of those moments when I feel awkward on this blog. I dunno why I feel that I like people but at the same time they kinda see me intimidating or they aren’t really interested to keep interacting with me? and it’s kinda making me sad, I’d talk to some and see if they want to do something but it’s like…I feel I bother them or they are actually annoyed with me.

I dunno, I’d like to know why…because if I keep answering some threads is because I get reply, if not I keep waiting until someone replies back which rarely happens now, and I  DON’T  want to force anyone to reply back to me—but seeing no one is doing it its like well?? what do I do now?

I’m not in the mood to do starters calls because people likes my posts and then never answer to them and it’s like, why?? is because tumblr never notify them or it’s just they don’t actually want to interact with me?? I don’t want to make assumptions without asking first but eh, it’s uncomfortable for me.

I’ve been getting unfollows lately and usually they don’t bother me but…heck, it makes me feel insecure.

I’m feeling really insecure right now…and I am just thinking to stop rping for that reason and focus on my art blogs. I really feel unappreciated and ignored right now and I just…don’t have energy to ask for answers directly.

if someone has a problem with me…I’d like to know why.

anonymous asked:

Hey, I'm kinda new to witchcraft and I'm just wondering if there's a craft specificly for british witches? I want to work with my surroundings and am really interested in british myths and folklore and such. I want my craft to be more connected to my heritage and work with it I guess? I probably phrased this really weirdly but I tried sorry if this is a weird ask aah

i don’t know if there’s a specific type of witchcraft for that, maybe you could say traditional witchcraft counts as that, i think there might be a wiccan tradition that is british based? 

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happy birthday to.. me! haha uh its kind of a birthday tradition of mine to draw whatever i feel like no matter how little sense it makes lmao anyway here are yuuri and victor in kinda matchy KotOR star wars robes!! its very late!!! this is not an au dont @ me victor would never work for the jedi he is good and i trust him okay im leaving now bed time

They’re watching baby animals videos

( @greyhairsowhat happy birthday dear !!!!  (ノ ´ 3 ` )ノ  ❤️️💕)

tenderest lines in bbc sherlock: 

  • “i never guess.” “yes, you do. what are you so happy about?”
  • “take my card.”
  • “feeling better?”
  • “uh, milk. we need milk.” “i’ll get some.” “really?” “really.” “and some beans, then?” “mmm.”
  • “that…thing that you, uh, that you did. that, um, you offered to do. that was, um…good.”
  • “somebody loves you.”
  • “look at them. they all care so much. do you ever wonder if there’s something wrong with us?” “all lives end, all hearts are broken. caring is not an advantage, sherlock.”
  • “i am sorry. forgive me. merry christmas, molly hooper.”
  • “this is low tar.” “well, you barely knew her.” 
  • “merry christmas, mycroft.” “and a happy new year!”
  • “are you sure tonight’s a danger night?” “no, but then i never am. you have to stay with him, john.”
  • “he’s sherlock. how will we ever know what goes on in that funny old head?”
  • “shame on you, john watson.” “shame on me?” “mrs. hudson leave baker street? england would fall.”
  • “so she’s alive, then? how are we feeling about that?” “happy new year, john.”
  • “my brother has the brain of a scientist or a philosopher, yet he elects to be a detective. what might we deduce about his heart?” “i don’t know.” “neither do i. but initially, he wanted to be a pirate.”
  • “i don’t have friends. i’ve just got one.”
  • “sentiment?” “sentiment.”
  • “ready?” “yes.”
  • “you look sad. when you think he can’t see you.”
  • “sherlock, i don’t want the world believing-” “that i’m what?” “a fraud.”
  • “no, i know you’re for real.” “100 percent?” “well, nobody could fake being such an annoying dick all the time.”
  • “you’re wrong, you know? you do count. you’e always counted and i’ve always trusted you. but you were right. i’m not okay.” “tell me what’s wrong.” “molly, i think i’m going to die.” “what do you need?” “if i wasn’t everything that you think i am, everything that i think i am, would you still want to help me?” “what do you need?” 
  • “please, will you do this for me?” “do what?” “this phone call, it’s my note. it’s what people do, don’t they? leave a note?” “leave a note when?” “goodbye, john.”
  • “i’m a doctor, let me come through. let me come through, please. he’s my friend. he’s my friend, please.”
  • “you told me once that you weren’t a hero. um, there were times i didn’t even think you were human, but let me tell you this: you were the best man the most human human being that i’ve ever known and no one will ever convince me that you told me a lie. so there. i was so alone and i owe you so much.“
  • “i’m not lonely, sherlock.” “how would you know?”
  • “i hope you’ll be very happy, molly hooper. you deserve it.”
  • “please john, forgive me for all the hurt i caused you.”
  • “look, i find it difficult. i find it difficult, this sort of stuff.” “i know.” “you were the best and the wisest man that i have ever known. yes, of course i forgive you.”
  • “oh, those things you said- such sweet things! i never knew you cared!”
  • “i asked you for one more miracle. i asked you to stop being dead.” “i heard you.”
  • “i mean, who leaves a wedding early?”
  • “into battle.”
  • “i thanked him for the trust he placed in me and indicated that i was, in some ways, very close to being…moved by it.”
  • “you- you mean-” “yes.” “i’m your…best…” “man.” “-friend?” “yeah, of course you are. of course you’re my best friend.”
  • “the point i’m trying to make is that i am the most unpleasant, rude, ignorant and all-round obnoxious arsehole that anyone could possibly have the misfortune to meet. i am dismissive of the virtuous, unaware of the beautiful, and uncomprehending in the face of the happy. so if i didn’t understand i was being asked to be best man, it is because i never expected to be anybody’s best friend. certainly not the best friend of the bravest and kindest and wisest human being i have ever had the good fortune of knowing.”
  • “john, i am a ridiculous man, redeemed only by the warmth and constancy of your friendship.”
  • “what’s wrong? what happened? why are you all doing that? john? did i do it wrong?” “no, you didn’t. come here.”
  • “clever?” “i’d say so.” “you would? am i important?” “to some people.”
  • “not you! not you! not you! you. it’s always you. john watson, you keep me right.”
  • “we wouldn’t do that, would we- you and me? we would never do that to john watson.”
  • “how dare you throw away the beautiful gifts you were born with? and how dare you betray the love of your friends?”
  • “human error.”
  • “hello, redbeard. they’re putting me down too, now. it’s no fun, is it?”
  • “john will cry buckets and buckets. it’s him that i worry about the most.”
  • “your loss would break my heart.” “what the hell am i supposed to say to that?”
  • “oh, sherlock. what have you done?”
  • “john, there’s something i should say, i’ve meant to say always and then never have. since it’s unlikely we’ll ever meet again, i might as well say it now. sherlock is actually a girl’s name.”
  • “to the very best of times.”
  • “you’ve been reading john’s blog. the story of how you met.”
  • “wherever i find him, whatever back alley or doss house, there will always be a list.”
  • “there’s always the two of us. don’t you read the strand?”
  • “since when do you call me john?” “you’d be surprised.” “no, i wouldn’t.”
  • “sherlock. promise me?”
  • “doctor watson? look after him, please?”
  • “you just like this dog, don’t you?” “well, i like you.”
  • “your life is not your own. keep your hands off it, do you hear me?”
  • “you can keep your scars.”
  • “well, that’s interesting.” “what is?” “the way you think.” “superbly?” “sweetly.” “i’m not sweet, i’m just high.”
  • “he’s not about thinking, not sherlock. no, no. he’s more emotional, isn’t he?” 
  • “i’m gonna make a deduction.” “oh, okay, that’s good.” and if my deduction is right, you’re gonna be honest, and tell me, okay?” “okay. though i should mention that it is possible for any given text alert to become randomly attached to-” “happy birthday.” “thank you, john. that’s…very kind of you.” 
  • “it’s okay.” “it’s not okay.” “no. but it is what it is.” 
Bts reaction to their s/o flinching when they get mad:

Anon requested:  Hiii i just want to sayy i loveee ur blog😊 and i would like to ask if u can do a gif reaction for bts and while ur arguing they come closer and u flinch thankuuu 

A/N: guess who is done with mid-terms, sorry for delaying it so much, it’s kinda short, but the Gifs are supposed to express a lot ;;)


Jin:

Originally posted by myjaebutt

Mad at himself for forgetting, takes a breathe and steps forward with open arms and a serious face, “It’s me princess, don’t worry”

Suga:

Originally posted by sugutie

Takes a minute to process the whole situation while punching himself mentally. “Come, let’s cuddle, this is pointless”

J-Hope:

Visibilly hurt. Like he would be trying to hide his tears “I am sorry, baby I really am” he’ll say before pulling you into his arms.

Rap Monster:

Originally posted by myloveseokjin

“you do know that I’ll never ever hurt you right? No matter how angry I am”

Jimin:

Originally posted by mvssmedia

Takes a deep breathe to calm himself, switching to calm you down despite his raging anger. “Who did this to you? Who did this to my girl”

V/ Taehyung:

Originally posted by jiminarmy

Totally forgets about the fight and rushes to you in concern. “Baby, no matter what happens, I’ll never hurt you, calm down”

Jungkook:

Originally posted by officialwookkibby

Stops talking and stares at you, in such disbelief he’ll be smiling “I am not like the ones before me, I won’t use my muscles on you, not my baby girl”
Strings of Fate - Part 4

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Masterlist


Summary:

Soulmate AU
“Funny how I finally got what I always wanted, but it was given to you instead.”

Warnings: mentions of blood, maybe swearing? 

Word count: 3109

A/N: I am so happy I finally managed to post this! I know I’ve been missing from tumblr but school has been really busy and guess what? I AM NOW A CERTIFIED POLYGLOT!!! aaaaaaaagh! I’m so happy because I Invested so much time into this certification for the past few weeks (hence, my absence from tumblr) but I’m finally done and winter break is near, so I hope you’ll get another chapter really soon

Anyways, enjoy! and thank you to @wingtaken @aubzylynn @mellifluous-melodramas and @poe-also-bucky for being such amazing human beings


Originally posted by bellasmith45

Two days later and you’re sitting on a park bench, your third cup of hot chocolate in under one hour safely tucked between your hands, the steam rising softly from the thin layer of foam.

Nat is late.

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Episode 12x01 spoilers, watch out for unoriginality since people have probably already done this

@destieldrabblesdaily Shirley this is all your fault (I guess you could say happy really late birthday I don’t know)

Guess who’s back bitches?!? Miss me? Lmao sorry for leaving you guys, I was really depressed for a while and I didn’t have enough room for the photos and I wasn’t up for it but I think I am now so for those of you who waited thank you. And thank you to those who sent me love even while I was inactive, it was exactly the boost I needed to come back to ❤❤❤

anonymous requested: hii~ madelyn💕I think you can guess who I am haha! I was wondering if I could request a fluffy scenario where the reader is really shy and get’s scared easily so when she gets scared by something she runs to Jungkook’s arms and tries to hide her self in his chest and she’s all scared and he’s all protective of her? lol I hope this isn’t too much work for you!😅


Okay let me just start off by apologizing for taking foreverrrr to write this. I honestly have no other excuse than just being super unmotivated to write lately! I’m so sorry! Even so, I hope you enjoy this! This is my Valentine’s Day gift to all of you (:

WORD COUNT: 1760

SUGGESTION: Listen to Spring Day while reading (: ALSO STREAM THE F OUT OF THIS MV PLS AND THANK YOU <3

Originally posted by staymyfreak

Scared, are you?

Friday night, 10:45 pm

“AAAAHHH!!!!!” you screamed as you quickly shut the TV off, threw the remote across the room, and clutched your rapidly beating heart. Short and detached breaths left your mouth, which was wide open from the jump scare you had just watched in Train to Busan. After you calmed down a bit and your breathing and heart rates returned to their normal paces, you slowly walked from the couch to the kitchen and grabbed a large knife, accidentally leaving your phone on the couch. You sighed when you remembered this fact, and you picked up your house phone to call the one number you knew by heart: Jeon Jungkook’s. And boy was he in for it.

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When Jefferson Arranged the Menu (aka what really happened in "The Room Where It Happens")
  • Jefferson: Would you like to see a menu?
  • Hamilton: Sure
  • Jefferson: *opens up the menu to reveal only the word "macaroni" in big letters across two pages*
  • Madison: I guess we'll have the macaroni.
  • Jefferson: I am sorry, we are out of the macaroni.
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