no really he did

1. A boy who wants to speak to you will message you, if he’s not messaging you then it’s probably because he doesn’t want to.
2. If he’s not asking you out on a date then it’s most likely because he doesn’t want to take you on one.  
3. Calling you ‘crazy’ or ‘strange’ is his way of trying to make you feel like your feelings are unnecessary, don’t stay with someone who makes you feel stupid for having feelings.
4. You never really know what he’s thinking so don’t for a second think you do because you’ll end up getting disappointed.
5. A boy who truly likes you will never put himself in a position to lose you.
6. Know when to walk away, you will find a boy who appreciates you.
7. Don’t chase him, if he wants to leave let him. If he really did like you as much as you liked him he wouldn’t be walking away in the first place, remember that.
8. There’s always someone else, they might not be right for you either but there will always be someone you find after them and eventually you’ll find the right person.
9. Don’t ignore the red flags, if you think something isn’t right then trust your gut, you’re probably right anyway.
10. If he likes you then he’ll want to talk to you and only you and will make an active effort to do so.
11. “I’m not looking for anything serious right now” means “I’m not looking for anything serious with you”.  
12. A boy who likes you will want to be with you. 
13. If he tells you he’s going to bed but is then actively on social media then don’t dare message him the next day.  
14. A boy who likes you will want to speak to you everyday, not once a week or whenever it suits him.
15. Watch out for the boys who speak to you in their free time and the boys who’ll free their time to speak to you, it’s important to learn the difference.
16. If he ignores any of your messages, whether they’re messages that have an answer to them or ones that could be ignored then he’s probably not interested.
17. If a boy is interested in you then he’s going to message you back even if your last message was one he didn’t have to reply to, if he likes you he’ll want to talk to you.
18. Actions will always speak louder than words, don’t believe anything he says unless he actively proves it with his actions.
19. Boys say things they don’t mean.  
20. Once it’s over walk away, he’s made it clear how he feels about you or rather how he doesn’t so leave it at that.
—  20 lessons I’ve learned (and never want to forget).

Dean had been hit by a truth telling spell. He had been spewing his deepest darkest secrets without a care in the world. There was one thing you wanted to know, and as much as you knew it was taking advantage of the situation, you had to know what Dean Winchester thought of you.

You looked at him as he fiddled with his gun, taking it apart and putting it back together again to keep himself from talking.

“Dean?” you questioned, touching his thigh gently. “I’ve got a question.”

He looked up at you expectantly. “Shoot, princess. I’m a straight shooter today, so it’s your lucky day,” he smiled.

“What do you really think of me? Like why did you let me come with you and Sam? You have no ties to me. I’m not blood. Why me?” you sighed finally.

Dean narrowed his eyes at you before he opened his mouth.

“I love you,” he stated simply. He looked at you like it was the most obvious answer.

“What?” you breathed, staring at his dark green eyes.

“You’re awkward and weird, and I fucking love it. You exude a confidence that is sexy as hell because you don’t give two fucks about what anyone thinks about you. You like what you like whether I tease you about it or not. You stand your ground and that is a huge turn on. You don’t let me being an ass sway you from being you. And I love you and all your quirks. Shit, I love every damn thing about you,” Dean breathed out, staring into your eyes.

You stared at him, but before you could respond, Sam came through the hotel room door.

“Is it done?” you asked. “Is the witch dead?”

Sam nodded. He looked exhausted. “Yeah, about thirty minutes ago. I’m gonna hit the shower. Dean you alright?” Sam asked Dean.

Dean nodded as your eyes met his, a look of confusion spreading across your face. “I’m way good, dude.”

Sam nodded curtly and went into the bathroom, closing the door behind him.

“Thirty minutes ago?” you breathed out.

“Yeah. I felt it,” he laughed softly, looking into your eyes.

“And everything you just said,” you barely whispered.

“The absolute fucking truth. I’m tired of pretending like it isn’t, sweetheart. That truth spell made me realize that I couldn’t keep it from you anymore. I’ve loved you from the minute you ganked that vamp,” he chuckled at the memory.

“I distinctly remember you telling it to ‘suck on that’ right after you separated its head from its body,” Dean smiled. “I knew right then you weren’t like other hunters. You’re different, and I love it,” Dean swallowed. “I love you,” he reiterated.

You stared at him, desperately trying to blink away the tears. Your weird awkwardness had always kept you in the friend zone with most guys. Most weren’t able to believe that a girl like you existed, a girl who loved video games, writing, rock music, and loved any movie that was quotable, so they always kept you at an arms length.

You thought Dean had been another guy to stick you in the friend zone, never getting any other indication from him, until now.

“You don’t believe me,” he mumbled, stepping closer to you.

“It’s not that,” you started but before you could finish, Dean’s hand landed on your neck and pulled your lips to his. He pressed his lips firmly against yours as his arm snaked around your back and pressed you into him, like he wanted the two of you to become one.

You wrapped your arms around this shoulders melted and into him. His lips and roaming hands confirmed everything his mouth had just confessed.

Dean Winchester loved you and all of you. How did a girl like you get so damn lucky?

anonymous asked:

I love this blog, it warms my heart and soul and agh! I love it! Anyway, keyword: Hugs

Awww thank you <3

Keyword Requests:

  • Before Victor, Yuuri gave and received hugs, but they never really meant anything to him. He mostly did it because people wanted them. After Victor, Yuuri has become almost addicted to hugs (or at least, hugs with Victor), and they serve as his reassurance and strength and all the rest. 
  • When Victor’s not around and Yuuri’s clearly panicking or upset, one of the other skaters will try to act as a stand-in until Victor’s back (they learnt their lesson after that first time Yuuri went on a hugging spree). 
  • Before Yuuri, Victor never really liked to touch people. He kept to himself because he liked his personal space and saw it as something private. After Yuuri, Victor will still only really hug Yuuri, though he’s a little more open to other touches like handshakes or pats on the back and the like. 
  • The two adore hugs, and it’s practically part of their signature look. They hug each other at every opportunity, and have long since stopped caring whether people are watching (anything further than a hug, and Yuuri tends to get a little embarrassed unless it’s their friends). 
  • When their alone, they barely let go of each other. One of them will always have their arms wrapped around the other, even if it means trailing around the apartment stuck to them like a limpet. Neither of them mind.
  • They sleep with their arms around each other, because why wouldn’t they? The only time this changes is when Makkachin is feeling lonely and fits himself in between them. 
  • When Yuuri’s feeling especially anxious or struggling, he doesn’t like hugs, and Victor knows that simple touches - a hand to his shoulder or knee, or something - are all he needs. Once Yuuri is at least a little calmer, he lets Victor know by initiating the first proper hug. 
  • Whenever they’re excited or hugging in celebration, Victor likes to hold Yuuri tight to his chest and smell his hair. 
  • When Victor’s pouting or upset over something, Yuuri lets him lay with his head in his lap, which usually ends with Victor hugging Yuuri’s lower half. 

anonymous asked:

People are talking badly about Tae's live 😡. Since you went there, what did you think about it? I just really hope he doesn't see what they are saying 😫

?????? Are they deaf?? I’m actually not being biased here believe it or not, but Tae’s high notes were so on point, I’ve never been prouder and more surprised. Haters got nothing else to talk about >_>

If you don’t mind me asking Kelly..What are you studying? I’d love to study abroad! 😊

At Yonsei University!

how close were u to the stage?

Here’s the view from my seat:

As you can see, the stage is actually pretty far, I usually only see 7 dancing figures or look at the big monitors. But when BTS passed by on the car, they were near the green area, which is VERY CLOSE to me. I still have a mini heart attack thinking of that moment

Episode 10 impressions

Just finished the episode and want to tell you guys my instant thoughts.I’m always happy to hear what you think.This are instant impressions.I may change my opinion after watching the episode again and again…

1. I’m honest.I was actually underwhelmed by the second hug and everything that happened inside the house. It was so short.It was still too ambiguous imo. It was nothing really new either.What Daryl did for Carol through lying,he did for her before,although on another level.We all thought the creepy house was a setup for relationship development,(perfect setting by the way)imo it was a setup for Carol to finally leave her misery and to show us the amount of HURT from both sides.

2. BUT I was overwhelmed by other scenes actually.There was one particular scene that confirmed Daryl’s romantic love for Carol more than I have ever dared to hope. When he asks Richard about the woman’s name,he knows it is Carol just by knowing it is a woman.

You can see how his heartrate picks up and his mind goes blank,his eyes are glazed,he even squints as if he is about to faint,he looks like he is in trance.It’s shock,it’s relief,it’s the realisation what he was about to do,it’s so much LOVE his body nearly can’t handle it.

Everything that goes down with Richard and even with Morgan (at the beginning and end) is so much confirmation I just can’t. Confirmation happened actually in places I didn’t expect it to happen and it was purely in a “passive”way.

3.Melissa McBride’s performance was not from this earth,but Norman Reedus’ performance was equally as good. The best acting I ever saw from him.His facial expressions and especially his eyes ARE PHENOMENAL.Holy shit that man is fucking INTENSE.Hats off.

4. I saw nothing,I REPEAT NOTHING that points to Carzekiel AT ALL.

5. One thing was clear as day. Daryl has gained a lot of confidence,has come into his own.He is determined. And most important,it very much seems to me as if Carol’s and his roles are switched right now. You see it in the way they hug and how he breaks away first both times. Is it hurt about her leaving him?Has he lost hope that she would ever feel about him THAT way and it is finally enough for him if he is only able to keep her save&alive?Is it that he can’t handle to prolong it because the emotions would carry him away?Does he leave a ball in her court?I don’t know.Carol actually seems actually way more involved in the sentiment for me( but only during that time they are actually together!)Anyway,in this episode,he is clearly the leading one of both.

6. In that scene with Shiva, I think you can briefly see how happy Daryl is about finding Carol when he tells Morgan.Also,Shiva /Daryl parallel confirmation.

7.I still have to watch TTD,but many Carylers seem to be angry at Norman. What happened?

8. conclusion. I’m clearly going with canon in season 8, hopefully 8.1

Hello || Joe (pt 2)

(part 1)

-

You were awake long before Joe was. Worried that Joe may wake up with no recollection of the night before, you had him sleep in your bed while you stayed on the couch. Sure, it had you tossing and turning all night, but you thought that was better than waking up to Joe’s confused and hungover face.

As soon as the sun started to peek through your windows, you were out of bed. You made yourself a cup of coffee and walked out to your porch, dragging a blanket out with you. You sat on your patio couch, tucking your feet underneath you and pulling the blanket over your lap. You were dressed in shorts and a jumper, and with a blanket covering your legs, you were quite comfortable in the brisk March air.

While your body was comfortable, your mind was going mad. Would Joe remember anything when he woke up? Was he drunkenly rambling the night before, or did he really feel the way he expressed? Did you want him to remember? What would happen if he did remember? You weren’t sure you wanted any of those questions to be answered.

Of course though, they had to be. Joe had woken up and was now sitting beside you, a coffee cup in his own hands. “I helped myself,” he mumbled. “Hope you don’t mind.”

“It’s okay,” you said. “Did you find the Advil?”

“Same drawer as always,” he said back. You nodded, staring back off into the skyline. The sun was still rising. “I’m sorry I called you,” he said, breaking the silence between you. “That was wrong.”

“You were drunk,” you said. “I understand.” You paused, taking a sip of your coffee. Joe did so as well. “Do you remember what happened?” you asked quietly.

“Some of it,” he mumbled, his lips still close to his mug. He took another sip. “Enough to know that we should talk about some stuff.”

You stared down at your coffee cup, your heart beating too fast for your liking. “I don’t know what there is to talk about,” you lied blatantly. 

“Can you just,” Joe sighed. “For a few minutes, can you just knock your walls down, just long enough for us to talk?” You sighed, still avoiding eye contact completely with Joe. “You said you still love me,” he said gently. You finally willed yourself to look at him to see that his blue eyes were already staring at you.

You snorted, “That much you remember.”

“(Y/N),” Joe sighed. “Please.”

“I don’t know what you want me to say,” you mumbled.

“Tell me that I heard you right,” he was almost begging now. “Tell me that you still love me.” You sighed, looking down at your mug again.

“Yeah, I still love you,” you said quietly, thinking back to your phone conversation with him the night before. “You’re kind of hard to let go of.”

You still wouldn’t look up at Joe. You stared at the small amount of coffee still swirling at the bottom of your mug as if it was more interesting than the sun slowly rising in the sky. Suddenly, you felt Joe’s hand on top of yours, rubbing his thumb on your skin. It was as if you had gone back in time, remembering all of the moments you had sat with him on his balcony, talking about random things, counting the stars in the sky, fighting and then making up. And then the proposal where you handed him back the ring you couldn’t take and walked out of his life.

In that instant, you started crying. Tears were rolling down your cheeks and you were crying almost silently. You had walked away from the best thing that ever happened to you for what? Safety? Security? Assurance that he could never leave you if you left him first? “You know,” you finally said, sniffing whilst trying to control your tears, “my dad left my mom when I was 12. And my grandpa left my grandma when I was 14. I just, the man has walked out of every marriage I’ve ever seen. I could be in a relationship with you because I convinced myself that we were safe as long as we never got married. Then, well then you proposed and all I could see was my 12 year old self sitting on the couch with my mom while she tried to explain to me what she meant by Dad’s not coming back. Or 14 year old me listening to Mom talk to Grandma on the phone saying things like He left last night? Did he pack all of his things? I felt like I was drowning in the outcomes of every relationship that I’ve ever seen fail. I didn’t want that to be us.”

Joe continued to just rub my arm with his thumb. He didn’t make any moves closer to you, not wanting to break down another wall when you didn’t yet want him to. “You could’ve talked to me,” he said quietly. “I thought you stopped loving me. It fucked me up so bad, (Y/N).”

“I know,” you said, covering your face with your hands. Your breath was shaky and you felt tears on your face again. The guilt you had been carrying was so heavy, the weight of it was finally crashing down on you. “I’m so sorry.”

“Hey, it’s alright,” Joe said quietly, pulling your hands away from your face. His eyes locked with yours and you instantly felt a sense of relief. His eyes always had a way of doing that to you. “You still breathing, yeah?” he said, his thumb resuming the gentle rub on your arm. “You’re alright. You’re alright.” You nodded, sniffing again to compose yourself.

“I’m just so sorry,” you repeated. “I can see it in your eyes that you’re tired. You look sickly, Joe.” And it was true. The bags under his eyes were horrendous and his skin looked pale. He looked even thinner than usual, like he hadn’t been eating properly in months. “Joe when was the last time you ate something?”

“I eat,” he said defensively.

“Like a meal, Joe,” you said.

“I don’t know,” he mumbled, brushing some hair out of his face. “This isn’t about me right now.”

“Joseph you’re not well!” you said sternly. “I don’t like this.” Your thumbs brushed across his face, under his eyes and to his temples. He immediately closed his eyes at your touch. “This is my fault, isn’t it?”

“I’m alright,” he said, his voice small.

“You’re lying,” you said. “I can hear it in your voice.”

Joe sighed, “I told you last night that I just, I don’t know how to be over you. I was bad and then I was okay and now I feel empty again. I’m trying so hard, (Y/N), you gotta know that.” He paused, forcing a smile on his face again, “You’re doing good though, yeah?”

“No, I’m not,” you said firmly, your words slightly shocking you. This was the first time you actually admitted this to yourself, let alone to Joe. “No, I’m not doing good. I let go of the one person who could put up with me because I was afraid. And now, well now I just feel sad all the time. I feel sad and alone and I want to call someone to tell them how I feel but the only person I can think to call is you. I love you. I love you so fucking much that it’s killing me right now to see you like this. If I could take all your pain and put it on my shoulders, I would. Because I’m the one who deserves it. I’m the one who hurt you so I should be suffering. I just want everything to go back to how it was because I have never been happier than during those three years when I was with you. So no Joe, I’m not good. I feel empty and I’m trying to fill myself back up but there’s a hole in my heart and it’s shaped a whole lot like you and I can’t fill that back up on my own.”

Joe pressed his lips against yours so quickly, you almost jumped. The feeling was so familiar, though, that you instantly relaxed and kissed him back. His hands were on your face and yours were around his neck, loving the way his hair felt against your finger tips again. You weren’t sure who pulled away from the kiss, but when you did, your foreheads stayed pressed up against each others. “I’m so in love with you,” Joe whispered. “And we don’t have to get married. Not right now. Not ever if you don’t want to.”

“I want to get married, Joe,” you said. “Maybe not right now, but I will marry you. I will. I really will.” Joe smiled and for the first time in a while, it actually made his eyes light up like they used to. With his lips centimeters away from yours, you could feel him smile again.

“Well, I’m glad I kept that ring then.”

And as the sun came up over the horizon, a new day began and the Earth got a fresh start. So did your relationship with Joe.

anonymous asked:

what's migraine like? personality/relationship wise

migraine (mordecai) is like .. the textbook definition of a softie. soft spoken, soft gestures, soft body. all around comfy. obviously, he’s got his headaches, but because of these, he tends to stray away from loud environments and people so that he doesnt feel yucky and run down. throughout the week he gets progressively happier until friday !! he loves fridays so much, almost like a kid in school would. its the total opposite on the weekends, though … he tends to be nonverbal on saturdays, and he disappears completely on sundays (he hides away at this waterfall to stay calm with his thoughts ). he used to be a beautiful writer but as time has passed, his writing has gotten less and less legible, and it really frustrates him that he cant focus the way he did before without getting another headache. he doesnt really sleep on the weekends, so he stays up with orion to help him with his work ! he tends to snap when he has to justify himself, but he feels veeery guilty right after

2

Two months later, Luna found herself turning over a new leaf in Newcrest. She had quit both her previous jobs in order to pursue writing. She felt happier here, not having to deal with the stress of the city.
Sure, it wasn’t as close to her parents, but maybe that’s what she needed. To get away for a bit.

Sean, too, had managed to land a job. It wasn’t paying very well, and all he really did was running errands for people, but it was better than nothing. At least it got him out of the house.



Speaking of the house, this one, like all the other builds I currently have placed around Newcrest, is by @mdianasanders.
All I’ve done is just mess with the interior a bit. 
Thanks for sharing your builds with us, hun. <3 

anonymous asked:

Um hey, I just, I want to ask, my boyfriend just told me that he danced with and kissed another girl he had been really close to lately, but he seems really upset that he did it, so what do I do, cause I don't know anymore...

I might sound a bit harsh fyi…

But oh goodness, first of all, I’m so sorry that this happened to you love! TT TT Uh how much do you like him? How much do you trust him??? I mean, it’s good that he told you and that he feels remorse (he better feel fucking bad for doing that), but I wouldn’t let him go that easily. Because that’s a fucked up move… it makes me angry for you. If he can’t even control himself after getting close to another girl recently– then that just says a lot for how poor his self control is… A lot of my responses are going to be “ya fuck that guy, he’s not worth.” But just try and talk it out and see how you feel about him and the situation… Essentially what you do in the end is your decision. Hopefully you can work something out between you two, if not then… well you just saved yourself from being with a complete loser! c:

anonymous asked:

Hello! I am rewatching the first season and Clary just doesn't care about Dot? What's this "she's like a big sister" bs xD?? Also Luke deserves better... he should call Clary out for her shitty behaviour... he's too good :'(((

He really should AND HE JUST DID I’M LIVING but also clary literally did not bring up dot when he asked her if she had anything else to say……………..literally just forgot about her “big sister” lmao.

anyway both clary and jace deserved to get their ass handed to them this is the best thing to wake up to it made my morning and i really love that it’s luke because we know how much he cares about clary so the impact of him just telling her off is amazing

also i hope when dot comes back in 1x10 magnus does the same @ clary and jace for only remembering her when they needed her to find valentine or something like i don’t expect this to happen but in my reality it does

IN FULL BLOOM - DESPAIR (MINSEOK, PT. 3) [CHRONICLES OF THE WOLF SERIES]

[ Minseok | In Full Bloom ]

  \ despair

 -

Ever since you felt Jongdae lift you from that cold dungeon floor, you’ve been falling in and out of consciousness. All you could feel was the searing pain on your neck and your whole body protesting against the pain that announced that your first mark from Minseok was scarred over.

Donghwan did as he promised. The hot blade really did burn out the wolf out of you and you felt horribly hollow.

Keep reading

anonymous asked:

What if Lucas and Clancy got married?

( whe ezes ur speaking my language nonny ( also this is the proposal, ill do the actual marriage in another post ))

- clancy said before he would ask when he graduates
- so excatly did that
- it wasn’t really much
- they are just inside his den,
- upstairs from his old room
- he was playing on his phone,
- then he looked at Lucas for a while
- they’ve been dating for a while now
- and he did in fact say
- he was going to ask to marry him when he graduate
- so why the hell not
- what’s he got to lose
- “hey Lucas, wanna get married?”
- lucas fell on the floor
- “oh shit, dude u alright?!”
“r u sure u want to marry me?”
“wait what?”
- Clancy is just looking at him,
- it’s silent for like a minute
- before he starts laughing
- “you asshole! why are u laughing??”
“cause man, ive been waiting to ask u to marry me for like 3
years! and ur asking me if im ready to marry u??”
“fuck you!”
“gladly!”
- he’s just laughing
- like an asshole
- while lucas is just blushing
- and he’s flipping him off
- when his laughter dies down,
- he walks to where Lucas is
- and sits down with him
- “to answer ur question, yes I’m ready to marry u, for like 3 years. now the real question, are u ready to marry me?”
“…”
- he’s crying now oh no
- he never saw lucas cry before this is new
- he doesn’t know how to deal with this
- “holy shit Lucas are u crying?? if u don’t want to marry m–”
“u asshole! ur the only person that I actually love in this fucking
town, what do u think the answer is”
“a yes??”
- when Lucas nods, Clancy is just grinning
- he hugs him really hard
- while Lucas is just crying
- “hell yeah dude! we’re getting married!! I promise u I’ll buy a ring
later but right now I’m too excited!!!”
- he just quickly goes downstairs
- Lucas is chuckling
- Clancy is too fucking excited for this
- he can hear him telling his family that he’s going to get married
- “I’m getting married to Lucas!!”
“that’s great Clancy!”
- he sees them inside the kitchen
- Jack immediately picks them up
- “ahhh!! I’m getting a son in law!!”
- Zoe is being a asshole
- “honestly I’m surprised u got married at all. i thought i would be
first”
“Zoe shut ur damn mouth”
“u know im happy for u lil rascal!”
- eve is there
- “who’s getting married??”
- ethan and mia peek over too
- Clancy picks her up and happily says
- “me and Lucas!”
- she’s smiling as well!!
- “yay!! it took u too long enough!”
- as Mia is congratulating Clancy
- Ethan shakes his hand and says his congrats
- Lucas is just smiling and said thanks
- it’s just a big celebration and it’s all good ^^

anonymous asked:

Part(1)I'm not trying to put down ayato (not at all!), but did people really forget the flashback where he kicked hinami(and that was in his best moments, cause he was trying to protect her)? Cause god only knows what happened between them before ayato changed(cause I'm pretty sure ayato wasn't the type to shy away from these things *cough*kaneki*cough*his sister*cough*). It's not the first time ayato casually beat people up. but eventually, and gladly, he learned his lesson and grew up.

Part(2) in my opinion, I think ayahina is supposed to be the early, much more functioning version of touken. It’s supposed to be the kiddy pure pic(but gender swapped), cause they can deal better with their problems despite their own share of flaws.

I get what you mean, but I think there are many things the fandom needs to understand first. Ghouls aren’t human. They have human feelings, human body, but they’re not humans. They’re ghouls. Not every ghoul has the chance to grow up in a human environment like Hinami did, being able to do more human stuff, like reading (many ghouls don’t know how to read, Banjou was one of them), and have a loving family and not having to kill people in order to eat. Many ghouls did have that at first (Touka and Ayato) but it was taken away from them, forcing them to live on the streets, running away from the CCG (and ghouls too), killing others in order to survive, being a ghoul isn’t easy.

Violence is something very present in a ghoul’s lifestyle, some of them will just kick your ass like Ayato and others will torture you until you become mad, something Eto would do quite often. Is that okay? Is that morally correct? Maybe it’s not, but it’s the only way they can survive. The powerful you are, the more respected you will become among ghouls, you will have certain privileges like running a ward or having other ghouls working with/for you, and that can grant you the possibility to exist a while longer. It’s when ghouls have the chance to experience the human life that they change this violent vision they have of how society/the world works, because for the first time they’re having a different perspective, that you can fix things without being violent. All of the members of Anteiku were violent ghouls until Yoshimura rescued them and taught them a different way to deal with life. But the thing is, sometimes it doesn’t work for ghouls. Sometimes it’s a matter of nature. Aogiri was an extremely dangerous place, like a battlefield. You can’t be a softie in war, you can’t just receive a hug from your superior saying that everything is going to be okay if you don’t want to kill someone by an order.

Hinami had to kill someone and she wasn’t feeling ready for that, Tatara was probably going to punish her for disobeying and it wasn’t going to be a nice punishment. Ayato kicking Hinami wasn’t just a way to punish her himself in a soft way so that Tatara wouldn’t have to interfere in the worst way, but it was also trying to make her stronger. You can’t be like Hinami in the ghoul world and expect to survive. You have to go through a lot of shit to become stronger and be able to handle bad situations, sadly, you have to be a tough one. You have to adapt to the circumstances (good or not) in order to survive, especially in war (Aogiri, CCG, it’s all a war). Now, when you are Touka and you’re not fighting for your life while arguing with Kaneki and you smack him just because you’re angry… that’s different, because you can choose to talk instead of using your violence. Ayato didn’t have a choice, sometimes you just don’t have a choice as a ghoul and violence is the only way out. I don’t want to compare ghouls with animals but a ghoul’s lifestyle is basically very similar to how animals have to fight for food, for territory, for their own survival, they don’t talk, if you are getting in my way I’m going to bite you and that’s not my problem. 

Leons sometimes fight with the cubs in a very aggressive way to help them become stronger, so when they grow up they know how to defend themselves from the enemies. It’s not just about overcoming problems, it’s about the context of the scene, you’re not gonna be treated nicely in this world, Eto was a piece of shit with Hinami and at some point I think she was trying to make her stronger, if you’re going to cry for every punch or evil comment against you then you’re not going to survive in this world, especially if you are a ghoul acting like a human, like Hinami did. Like I said, it’s all about the context, and I think Ayato was doing her a huge favor, and he wasn’t kicking her for fun or because he wanted to hurt her, he went to ask her if she was okay after that, and he knew that she understood that it wasn’t intentional, she knew what he was trying to do, that’s why she said that she was weak, that she wanted to become strong… because she knew she wasn’t tough enough for all this. And what did Ayato said in response? did he said “you’re a fucking weak little girl and now I’m gonna beat the shit out of you to teach you how this works” … no, he didn’t. Even knowing Hinami wasn’t the strongest one, being aware of her insecurities… he said “you’re not weak.” Ayato was probably one of the few people inside Aogiri who treated Hinami with kindness despite his aggressive personality, and Hinami could probably still be alive thanks to him. If he interfered with Tatara to help her, I wonder how many more times he interfered to save her ass from crazy people like Eto or Noro. 

anonymous asked:

this episode fed all my "magnus in red" needs like he literally looks so good in red i'm....wow.....

abloodneedkmart FUCK he really did. the red can you believe it. red is so good on him, red is my favorite on him it suits him so well

i love red on him so much he looks amazing in it, like it’s just such a rich bold color for him??? i’m so glad to see him in red this season and i’m thinking about that embroidered jacket we’ve seen him on set with recently while filming 2b………i’m not gonna survive

anonymous asked:

So.. Andy got choked up talking about his family on stage?? Yeah. I'd be pretty upset too if I could only see my family when I tour without my wife or on holidays for maybe a day before I spend a week with my in laws instead of them. I don't really feel pity or anything for Andy anymore. He did this to himself and now he can deal with it. He's going to wind up with no friends and a dead career. Good luck finding work without a high school degree, Andy. So much for someone I used to look up to.

^^ -N