The mass audience doesn’t want to see you if you aren’t perfect. If you don’t look a certain way, if you don’t have big pecs and great skin and the perfect eyes. And it’s unfortunate, because kids are growing up with body image dysmorphia because not everyone is represented on the screen.
It’s funny when I feel left out, or in the cold, and
everyone’s focusing on me. On stage, it’s so much about the music that I feel
comfortable. But being the frontwoman is not an easy job, it’s something I’m
really proud to be getting better at; performing really well, singing really
well and speaking to the crowd – that’s the part I’m most nervous about, like
“What do I say that makes me sound cool?”
lmao idk why this made me laugh but it didd. but omg thank you for asking and i don’t know if you mean like what is she up to or like is something wrong but she is finee, she’s staying on campus for the summer because she was accepted into a program but it’s only 3 days a week so she also got a part-time job as a lifeguard as well because why tf not :D and also her and arias broke up, he was her first real relationship and she kind of had a freak out moment about it after their like 5 month anniversary and panicked and broke up with him. so right now she’s like in hangover mode about it kind of regretting it and feeling down. also she moved out of her dorms and into a sort of boarding house/apartment with 4 other people so she’s trying to settle in and get to know her new roomies too. she’s distracted right now by a lot of things at least. and that’s what’s up with my baby scout phewf if you made it this far i’m hugging you <33