no other poser

anonymous asked:

I don't see why anyone likes you you're a piece of crap

I know right. Even I think that about myself :D matter of fact there are tons of reasons to Hate me which I’ve said several times before so lets count em down ^u^

Reasons to Dislike JaxBlade :)

I’m Overly Optimistic….like annoyingly so at times. I look at the glass Half Full and my lifes been crappy but I always see the good. A lot of pessimist people I met don’t like me cause they think I’m fake but hey Most of the time this is me appreciating the good times though to lead into my next one.

I can be a tad emo at times.…There are times where i feel like my friends dont like me at all, I’m burden to them and they are just being polite especially if we go long bouts without talking and i feel all alone and depressed and Kinda clingly. Luckily Im working on that day by day

I can be a Bit Cocky and Arrogant at times. I’m proud of my body and like to show it off cause I used to be fat and seeing myself improve eveyday gives me a slight ego boost and I like to show off.

I can be a such an Attention Whore: In so many areas xD especially If I’m at a place I like to be center of attention and take off my shirt to show off even though

I have mediocre results for a fitness person: I’ve working out since I was 16 and I’ve barely added that much mass to my frame. Speed and Strength have skyrocketed since back then but I’ve been working out Damn near 10 years and my physique honestly isnt that impressive even though I like to gloat

I’m kind of a Perv Not like peeking through windows and stealing womens under-roos but I love women, I love booty and I love breasts. I love the concept of an hour glass woman with curves in all the right places and thats the primary stuff of my Special blog

I can be the Biggest Dick if you’re an Asshole to my friends: when people insult me I gotta thank all those years of bully beatings for giving me tough skin cause i can get on but if someones fucking with a friend of mine or someone close I become like a fuckin supervillain and If they are out of shape and being an ass to my friends I let lose and break their self esteem. Luckily with all the meditation I do now I dont do that as much and focus on my day

I’m indifferent on a lot of things that people get upset over: Like a lot of people can be pissed off and ask me my opinion and Im usually like “yeah that sucks” and they get mad at me cause I’m like Meh. The last time i remember that was that Dear Fat people video that a lot of people bashed and while I personally didnt agree with how she was saying her message as a person who was beaten up and fat shamed and used that as motivation to get in shape. It honestly didnt bother me that much and I didnt think anything of it but a few people got mad at me cause they thought i was promoting fat shaming with my indifference

I’m all for Gay people and their rights: so Some people may call me a “Fag lover” or something cause Im supportive of the gay community BUT i do know something about me. I was at one of my Best friends’ , since we were 14, Wedding 2 years ago he’s gay and been that way since he said he was 12, and I met his husband there and his husband was cool and an awesome dude and I thought they were great. But when they said “Kiss the Bride” I looked away. and I notice I do that a lot when I hang out with my gay friends marcus and kevin and they kiss I just look away. I’m happy that they are happy and in love but seeing two men kiss makes me a lil uncomfortable SO I HAVE to work on myself to be a bit more liberal

I’m Black: so Racists hate me just cause of the melanin in my skin so theres that

The Brony thing: I used to be a Hardcore brony back in 2011-2012 till I dropped the term and now Im just a casual fan of the show. So Some people can dislike me because I watched it and others call me a poser and fake cause im in my Buddy Racebest’s Bronies React videos but i dont use the term brony for myself anymore since im just a casual fan of the show so theres that.

I Prefer Dubbed over Subbed anime

I’m kind of a Man whore

I’ve Lied to the ones I loved the most and the ones I was closest to because I was scared that they’d leave If somethings wrong with me I usually laugh it off and kind of do a Lie of omission if someone asks. So I need to work on being more open to people who care about me

I dont like the Pixar film Up xD and some people have legit told me they hate me for that and unfollowed me

I Quote my Bullying story a Sickening amount for Motivation and Inspiration for people.

I like seeing Criminals and bad people in general die in horrible ways and think they should be put down for the count instead of imprisoned.

If its not Fitness, Health, Exercise, Anime, Cartoon, Comic stuff I can be considered borderline retarded at points

I can be Overbearingly Overcaring for people I care about at points that I come off as Irritatingly clingy

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And theres a WHOOOOOOOLE Lot More that I openly admit and all I can do is acknowledge it and work on bettering myself like a Redemption Arc Yeah like Kenshin when he went from Battosai to Heroic Samurai or Vegeta mass murdering warrior to Lovable Family Guy. Its gonna take some time but I’m willing to work on it But I’ve already accepted all my faults so I can use them to better myself

Grammar note- Reciprocal Reflexive Verbs

A plural reflexive pronoun may be used with a verb to express reciprocity. 

  • Vous vous parlez souvent? Do you speak to each other often?
  • Oui, nous nous téléphonons tous les jours. Yes, we phone each other every day.
  • Marc et Constance se voient souvent? Do Marc and Constance see each other often?
  • Oui, ils se donnent rendez-vous après leur cours. Yes, they make an appointment to see each other after their class.

Common Reciprocal Verbs

  • *s’acheter des cadeaux- to buy gifts for each other
  •  s’aider- to help each other
  •  s’aimer- to love each other
  •  se comprendre- to understand each other
  •  se connaître- to know each other
  •  se détester- to hate each other
  • *se donner rendez-vous- to make an appointment to see each other
  • *s’écrire- to write to each other
  •  s’entraider- to help each other
  • *se mentir- to lie to each other
  • *se parler- to speak to each other
  • *se poser des questions- to ask each other questions
  •  se regarder- to look at each other
  •  se rencontrer- to meet, run into each other
  • *se ressembler- to look alike
  • *se téléphoner- to phone (call) each other
  •  se voir- to see each other

*For these verbs, the reflexive pronoun is an indirect object.

Be My Bad Girl : Suga X Reader FanFic (Part 2)

Part 1

     You ran in the direction of the scream, stopping when you found the guy Haylin met at the party attacking her. ‘My skills are a little rusty, but I have to do something…,’ you thought right before you punched the guy square in the jaw, making him release her. “Ow! You bi-” You kicked him in the stomach and got a few more hits in before he had your arms pinned down. ‘Killed by a drunken idiot…not how I pictured my death…’ Suddenly, your arms were free and you turned in the direction of a scream of pain.  Yoongi had grabbed the guy and knocked him unconscious.  He got up and dusted off his clothes, silently making his was passed you and Haylin. “Wait-”  "Don’t thank me…Just get her home.“         About a week had gone by and you couldn’t help but to think about what happened at the party.  Haylin was fine and everything, but…Yoongi had been…avoiding you?  Ignoring you?  You weren’t sure, but you hardly ever saw him around anymore. Then, when you did see him, or even tried to speak to him, he only gave you a cold stare. You were never really friends, and before last week’s events, you would’ve been more than happy not seeing him…but now you didn’t exactly know how you felt about it.      You eventually decided to confront him. “Hey. We need to talk.” “No we don’t.” he said, rolling his eyes. “Yes we do. I’ve been putting up with your crap for a week now and I’m sick of it. I’m asking you nicely: just listen to what I have to say for two minutes and we’ll never have to speak again.” He thought it over for a minute.  "Alright, two minutes.“ he said, looking at his watch. "Really…? You’re timing me…?”  "One fifty-six. One fifty-five…“ he sighed. "Are you serious? You know what-fine. I’m really sick of you acting so immature.  Clearly our conversation at the party made you uncomfortable, but you don’t need to be a jerk about it now.”  "I’ve been a jerk?  How?,“ he asked, slightly offended. "The weird looks, the cold stares, the back-handed comments to your friends; I’ve noticed it all, Yoongi. Look, you don’t have to like me, but you will respect me. Got it?” “Respect you? For what? What have you done to earn my respect? You’ve probably had everything you ever wanted handed to you by your rich parents and you’re living in a fucking fantasy world where there’s good in everyone. I’ll respect you when you wake up and realize that life doesn’t work that way and you can’t find the good in everyone.” “Don’t act like you know me, okay. Because you don’t,” you said, your voice low with anger. “Oh, don’t I?,” he asked sarcastically. “No, you don’t….But I know you. I know you very well…” “Really, now? How so?,” he said, making it sound like more of a challenge than a question. Little did he know: you never back down from a challenge. “Yoongi…the rebel…the bad boy…the big man on campus. You run things around here, right? This dirt patch of a town is your kingdom, right? You cause trouble to make everyone scared of you, but it’s all an act. You said it yourself: you have a reputation to keep.” “Shut up…,” he said. “You want to impress your idiot friends.” you continued. “Shut up,” he said more sternly. “So, in other words: you’re a poser.” “SHUT UP!,” he yelled. “Oh, did I strike a nerve?,” you asked, sarcasm dripping from your voice. “You’re such a little bitch.” “Says the one who can’t control his temper!” “Look, you don’t know shit about me or my life.” “Oh, but I do. I really do. I had friends who were just like you. My brother was just like you…I was just like you.” “Don’t ever compare yourself to me! I’ve been through stuff you wouldn’t believe! I’ve experienced real life; you haven’t. Things like this happen in real life,” he said, lifting up his shirt and pointing to a scar on his stomach. It looked pretty bad, but it was nothing compared to the one you had. “No…Things like this happen in real life,” you replied, unzipping your hoodie and revealing a scar that stretched from your shoulder to your elbow. All he did was stare as you pulled your hoodie back up and zipped it. “Nothing to say now, huh, Yoongi?” you asked, feeling satisfied with shutting him up. Then you turned around and walked up the stairs to your apartment without another word.      "You think your the best around here, huh? Just wait. After I kick your ass, I’ll take your title as top fighter in the city and then I’ll take your little girlfriend and give her friend to my boys to play with.“ "Fuck you.”  You heard voices from the alley across the street. Against your better judgement, you went to go check it out. Standing behind a nearby wall, you watched as Yoongi fought two guys, one of them being Haylin’s attacker.  You could tell that he needed help before someone did some serious damage, so you went in. “Speak of the devil. Here’s the hottie right now. Aww, are you gonna help your boyfriend?” one of the guys said. Ignoring his comment, you punched him in the face, making him stumble back.  ”_____, what the hell are you doing?!,“ Yoongi demanded. “Baking cookies, what’s it look like?” you retorted, kicking the other guy in the crotch. “Get out of here before you get hurt!,” he said, elbowing one of the guys in the stomach. “I’m saving you here! You should thank me!,” you yelled, getting angry. “But if you get killed, it’ll be my fault!,” he yelled back. The two of you went back and forth, getting angrier by the minute, and letting out our aggression on the two idiots. Eventually, they were both out cold. Suddenly, you heard sirens coming down the street. “Shit!,” Yoongi exclaimed, pulling you along as he ran down the street to the apartment complex.       Once you caught your breath, you looked up at him and noticed that his face was bleeding really badly. “Your face looks really bad.” “Gee, thanks.” he said sarcastically. “No, I didn’t mean it like that. It’s just bleeding a lot.” “It’s fine.” he said, lifting his arm to wipe his face. You grabbed his arm before he could and said, “Don’t do that. It might get infected. Let me clean it.” “No. It’s fine, really.” he tried to explain, but you were already pulling him upstairs to your apartment.        "Sit,“ you commanded, pointing to your bed. "What am I, a dog?,” he asked with a blank stare. Rolling your eyes, you went into the bathroom to grab some alcohol, bandages, and toilet paper. When you came back out, you saw Yoongi standing in front of your dresser, holding a picture frame. “I thought I told you to sit down,” you muttered, annoyed. “This your boyfriend or something?”  "No…..My brother,“ you answered, pulling the frame out of his hand and setting it face-down on the dresser. "What happened to him?” You took a long pause, not sure of how to answer. “You don’t have to answer if you don’t want to.” he said sympathetically. You gave a weak smile to say “thank you”. “Well, come on. Let’s get you cleaned up,” you said as you pulled out the alcohol. “Why don’t you just use peroxide?,” he asked, his brows furrowing in worry. “All out. Besides, it’ll only sting a little.” After wetting the paper with the alcohol, you reached toward his face, but his hand quickly grabbed yours. “Wait!” “Oh, come on! You get into fights like every other day, and you’re scared of a little alcohol?,” you laughed. “I’m not scared, okay! But that shit burns!”  "Look, if I don’t clean it, it’ll get infected. “Fine; just get it over with…” You held the paper up to his face and asked, “You ready?” “Yeah, just do it…” Then you put it on his cheek as gently as possible as he winced. “Sorry. I know it burns, but it needs to be done.” I said before throwing away the toilet paper and blowing on the cuts to ease the pain. Pulling away, you picked up a bandage and gently placed it on his face. When you were done, you took a step back to examine your handiwork, but were surprised at the almost dazed expression on his face.  He pulled your chin toward him and leaned in, his eyes gliding from yours to your mouth.  His lips met yours in a soft kiss. He pulled away slightly and chuckled a little. “What?,” you asked, putting your hand over your lips. “Nothing….you just look really cute when you’re blushing.” he smirked, biting his bottom lip. 
mbti types as posers
  • ENFP: the head poser (they’re so fucking chill, like omg. How are they even a poser???)
  • INFP: the cute poser you fall in love with
  • ENFJ: the poser who can talk the talk, but can’t walk the walk
  • INFJ: the poser who knows you’re a poser
  • ENTP: the poser who you try to call out, but in reality, you’re more of a poser than they are
  • INTP: the poser who seriously knows their shit
  • ENTJ: the poser who calls out other posers (like c’mon man, we’re all in this together)
  • INTJ: the poser everyone’s too afraid to call out
  • ESFJ: the original poser
  • ISFJ: the poser who defends other posers
  • ESTJ: Boss-level poser
  • ISTJ: the poser who makes the rules
  • ESFP: the poser who’s not fooling anyone, but they’re so nice that nobody even cares
  • ISFP: Are they even a poser???? Nobody knows.
  • ESTP: the most convincing poser you will ever meet. Ever.
  • ISTP: the “before it was cool” poser.

We are all posers. And we are all beautiful.

shenkuchan  asked:

Hey jax, As someone who's being bullied right now I could really use some of your advice. A lot of these folks at school always bring up my faults and it brings me down and i dont know what to do to stop them. Im not buff like you yet so Im not confident but what should I do? They dislike me but i dont know why and I want to not care. help me senpai

Sure man and sorry to hear that and I’ll gladly help. 

With your current situation its mainly insults correct? SO i think the best bet would be to pull a 8- mile and B- Rabbit yourself

Dont know what I mean well watch this clip.


Now I’m not telling you to Rap Battle them….I mean…..unless you got skills like that But just look what Eminem did there.

He acknowledged every one of his Faults and Owned up to them like the boss.

So thats what you gotta do. If you got something that people make fun of and make you feel down about Own it up to it just be like “Yeah that is true but what ya gonna do, thems the breaks i guess” or if people are making fun of you for effing up just be like “Yeah I really suck at this do you mind helping” 

Acknowledging your mistakes and faults takes away SOOOO MUCH of a Bully/Troll/Hater’s power because they want to be the one to get to you and be like “it was so funny to see him spazz” and more than likely if you did acknowledge your faults they’d be befuddled and might not show it and then say “Well you just did my job for me I’m glad you know how much of a worthless crap stain you are” just to get the last word in.  So Dont do do it with Anger, just do it casually and cool. Just like “Yeah I suck here but im trying my best” It takes all the fun away. 

But jax it seems so simple why doesnt everyone do this?

Well the admitting your faults part can mess with a lot of people cause they dont want to face it so when someone hits a sore spot it can be really damaging. Thats why its best to make peace with yourself on something or be like yeah I really fucked up here but im moving forward so you can acknowledge it and have POWER over yourself.

for example

I HAVE A SHIT TOOOOON OF Faults and Reasons why people Could/Should Dislike me or Talk shit or Hate me

So here as an example I’ll give you a few reasons why you could. I want to make this super easy for people if they ever do a Worst of List featuring me xD and some of em may make you want to un-follow but hey I like to keep shit Absolutely Real so lets get to it

Reasons to Dislike JaxBlade :)

I’m Overly Optimistic….like annoyingly so at times. I look at the glass Half Full and my lifes been crappy but I always see the good. A lot of pessimist people I met don’t like me cause they think I’m fake but hey Most of the time this is me appreciating the good times though to lead into my next one.

I can be a tad emo at times.…There are times where i feel like my friends dont like me at all, I’m burden to them and they are just being polite especially if we go long bouts without talking and i feel all alone and depressed and Kinda clingly. Luckily Im working on that day by day

I can be a Bit Cocky and Arrogant at times. I’m proud of my body and like to show it off cause I used to be fat and seeing myself improve eveyday gives me a slight ego boost and I like to show off.

I can be a such an Attention Whore: In so many areas xD especially If I’m at a place I like to be center of attention and take off my shirt to show off even though 

I have mediocre results for a fitness person: I’ve working out since I was 16 and I’ve barely added that much mass to my frame. Speed and Strength have skyrocketed since back then but I’ve been working out Damn near 10 years and my physique honestly isnt that impressive even though I like to gloat

I’m kind of a Perv Not like peeking through windows and stealing womens under-roos but I love women, I love booty and I love breasts. I love the concept of an hour glass woman with curves in all the right places and thats the primary stuff of my Special blog

I can be the Biggest Dick if you’re an Asshole to my friends: when people insult me I gotta thank all those years of bully beatings for giving me tough skin cause i can get on but if someones fucking with a friend of mine or someone close I become like a fuckin supervillain and If they are out of shape and being an ass to my friends I let lose and break their self esteem. Luckily with all the meditation I do now I dont do that as much and focus on my day

I’m indifferent on a lot of things that people get upset over: Like a lot of people can be pissed off and ask me my opinion and Im usually like “yeah that sucks” and they get mad at me cause I’m like Meh. The last time i remember that was that Dear Fat people video that a lot of people bashed and while I personally didnt agree with how she was saying her message as a person who was beaten up and fat shamed and used that as motivation to get in shape. It honestly didnt bother me that much and I didnt think anything of it but a few people got mad at me cause they thought i was promoting fat shaming with my indifference

I’m all for Gay people and their rights: so Some people may call me a “Fag lover” or something cause Im supportive of the gay community BUT i do know something about me. I was at one of my Best friends’ , since we were 14, Wedding 2 years ago he’s gay and been that way since he said he was 12, and I met his husband there and his husband was cool and an awesome dude and I thought they were great. But when they said “Kiss the Bride” I looked away. and I notice I do that a lot when I hang out with my gay friends marcus and kevin and they kiss I just look away. I’m happy that they are happy and in love but seeing two men kiss makes me a lil uncomfortable SO I HAVE to work on myself to be a bit more liberal 

I’m Black: so Racists hate me just cause of the melanin in my skin so theres that

The Brony thing: I used to be a Hardcore brony back in 2011-2012 till I dropped the term and now Im just a casual fan of the show. So Some people can dislike me because I watched it and others call me a poser and fake cause im in my Buddy Racebest’s Bronies React videos but i dont use the term brony for myself anymore since im just a casual fan of the show so theres that. 

I Prefer Dubbed over Subbed anime

I’m kind of a Man whore 

I dont like the Pixar film Up xD and some people have legit told me they hate me for that and unfollowed me

I Quote my Bullying story a Sickening amount for Motivation and Inspiration for people. 

I like seeing Criminals and bad people in general die in horrible ways and think they should be put down for the count instead of imprisoned. 

If its not Fitness, Health, Exercise, Anime, Cartoon, Comic stuff I can be considered borderline retarded at points

I can be Overbearingly Overcaring for people I care about at points

If somethings wrong with me I usually laugh it off and kind of do a Lie of omission if someone asks. So I need to work on being more open to people who care about me 

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Thats all I can think of right now But I can disperse more when i think of them. The point is. Make peace with yourself. Realize your faults, Accept them and if you can change them DO IT. But otherwise dont let them bring you down. You’re a tough badass who can’t be brought down. Remember, If they are trying to bring you down it already means you are above them. Hope that helps 

To me, girls may become interested in getting a board because of a “style or look”. What she chooses to do on that board is up to her. If she just cruises that’s cool but hopefully she gets hooked, digs a little deeper, and finds this world of trickery, speed, and mountainous wonders surrounded by the support and love of other shredders. ‘Posers’ don’t bother me much. I just hope they stumble across the deeper waters of skateboarding and what it means to be called a shredder. However, the shredders that do exist need to be brought to light. As much publicity as there is of girls being “bare-foot and half dressed” I feel there should be just as much if not more publicity of these girls killing it on the hills and dancing through the streets. If a longboard is what you want, you should get one. What you choose to do with it is totally your choice. Whatever you choose I hope you enjoy yourself whole heartily, but more than anything, I hope you explore further into our world. You can’t find yourself if your holding on to someone else’s image.
—  Check out Maria Arndt’s project, Girls in Longboarding, on Facebook to see some shredders.

Positive has become THE word used to describe great blogs and I feel weird about this because I don’t think I have the same opinion as to what “positive” is. Idk, like this post I saw days ago that says “I am a MEA positive-only blog so you won’t see arguments there or critical discussions” with some people somehow replying that this is the way to be a real fan.
Eh, no. First of all no one can tell us what is a “real” fan, because it implies that there are “fake” fans and that’s just bullshit, like a sort of gatekeeping argument where only the true fans know what’s good and only them truly appreciate the game for what it is. Others are posers, basically. That’s ridiculous.
And then it also implies that if you’re critical, you’re a fake fan. So basically, I’m a fake fan. Yes. Me.
I’m a fake Mass Effect fan, because I’m critical sometimes.
Does that also mean I’m a negative blog? According to some people, yes.

But here’s the thing: if I never have discussions with people, I can never learn. I can never understand the opinions of others, I can never see what is interesting or not about a specific topic, I will miss things that others have noticed. It can be quite important, so let’s not forget that having discussions, sharing opinions and being critical sometimes can have very positive outcomes. Being critical of your own fandom can also have positive outcomes. This is not always some sort of drama-focused, angsty, angry, bashing fest - the opposite in fact.

And to go back to the definition of the word or the way it’s been used: positive, to me, is not just about seeing the good in the games. It’s also about respecting others, respecting their opinions, agreeing to disagree and having thoughtful conversations that you enjoy (even if you’re critical). I don’t think people are hateful or a negative presence when they do all this.
What is hateful or negative is when people start bashing and insulting others or when they refuse to listen to others because they’re sure their opinion is the best. When they bully others because others have a different opinion than them. It goes on and on.

Anyway, if you want enthusiasm all the time, this is your choice and no one can tell you what to do. Create your fandom experience with enthusiastic only discussions and people, I think it’s entirely normal, valid and justified to want this. Life is hard enough, we all have our own problems and issues. Wanting to avoid critical stuff is more than okay.
What is not okay is that people who are critical usually express themselves in a polite manner, only to be completely rejected and badly treated by a lot of people, the same people who will go on and on about the importance of being “positive.”
My question is: why are you celebrating how “positive” you are when you can’t even be nice to people in your own fandom? 
At this point, it makes me want to stay in my negative and evil bubble, the fake fan that I am :D

danielleorama  asked:

Out of all the fabulous mxas gifts I gave you what are your TOP 5!!

The Technodrome 

A Mana Drain

A hand painted Time Walk card made by the original artist

Ghost and Goblins Model kit 

A giant Jason cardboard standee + loads of other horror themed posters/toys/things.

Booty