no one will reblog this anyways


i really hope this doesn’t get lost in the sea of messages mark gets today (wasn’t really planning on writing one because i figured he wouldn’t see it anyway and no one really cares but oh well) because for once i want him to see how he affects me so much

mark, i’ve only been around since february but i can say with total confidence that you have completely transformed my life. i’m going through a lot of shit right now and seeing your crying thumbnail worried me so much.

but after actually sitting and watching that video and listening to you while crying nonstop i thought about how connected i feel to you and how much i’m grateful to have you in my life and even though i’m too far away to ever meet you i still adore you so much and i’m so proud of your journey and i have so much love for your constant ambition to do more.

seeing you strive to always do better and be better is so damn motivating. just hearing you say “you’re fine” made me feel a million times better on its own. the video, albeit painful, showed me that you’re somehow even more loving, kind and grateful than i knew you to be. it’s amazing and i love you so much.

my thoughts are kind of all over the place right now. things are so bad that i felt like i don’t even deserve to be watching your videos or be in this community. i feel so worthless and stupid and useless way too often and it keeps me away from interacting with the wonderful, talented and amazing friends i’ve made here. but you always bring me back. you lift me up. you save me. and i’m so goddamn grateful for that. nobody makes me so happy the way you do.

i wish i could just hug you or talk to you or interact with you but i’m all the way across the world in kuwait, a country in the middle east, where literally nobody goes. i wanna go to pax or vidcon or the yw tour and meet you someday but i know that i can’t and that sucks, i guess, but even still i feel like you’re my best friend. you’re always there for me, even if you can never truly know me.

anyway this got rambly and messy but tldr i love you and thank you for everything okay bye


I have had to block a few people for responding to my Ursa post with all the ways Azula really isn’t at fault for her actions, and Ursa is awful. Hilariously, one of the people writing this also wrote that there was no point in writing meta asserting Azula’s culpability for her actions, because everybody thinks she is. Okay.

Anyway, other than Azula’s supposed blamelessness, there is a common theme to these reblogs, and that is the idea that Ursa and Iroh focused on Zuko, and if they had given Azula equal effort she could have been saved like her brother.

Iroh obviously did focus his efforts on Zuko. He went into exile with him after all. But the show and a little logic makes the reason for this apparent. Before Iroh even arrives home from the front, Azula makes it clear that she does not respect him, in fact she scorns him and is happy at the prospect of his death:

AZULA: If Uncle doesn’t make it back from war, then dad would be next in line to be Fire Lord, wouldn’t he?

URSA: Azula, we don’t speak that way. It would be awful if Uncle Iroh didn’t return. And besides, Fire Lord Azulon is a picture of health.

ZUKO: How would you like it if cousin Lu Ten wanted dad to die?

AZULA: I still think our dad would make a much better Fire Lord than his royal tea loving kookiness.

Azula is even crueler after Lu Ten’s death:

AZULA: By the way, Uncle’s coming home.

ZUKO: Does that mean we won the war?

AZULA: No. It mean’s Uncle’s a quitter and a loser.

ZUKO: What are you talking about? Uncle’s not a quitter.

AZULA: Oh yes, he is. He found out his son died and he just fell apart. A real general would stay and burn Ba Sing Se to the ground, not lose the battle and come home crying.

ZUKO: How do you know what he should do? He’s probably just sad his only kid is gone… forever.

This is of course Ozai’s influence. Azula hasn’t seen her uncle since she was six. However, it does go to show that Azula is not receptive to any overture Iroh might make upon his return, while Zuko is. Ozai has done an excellent job of isolating Azula from his brother’s potential influence, and ensuring that she will listen to her father, and dismiss any advice or affection Iroh might give as worthless. The only way Iroh would have any real hope of building the kind of relationship with Azula he would need to be able to help her, would be to extract her from her father’s influence and power for a very long time, something he does not have the power to do. Iroh focuses on Zuko because Zuko lets him in. Zuko isn’t getting the glut of affirmation from Ozai that Azula is, so Iroh has something to offer him that he wants desperately. And then Ozai banishes Zuko, giving Iroh exactly the opportunity he would never get with Azula.

Ursa meanwhile does not in fact focus all her attention on Zuko. We actually see her trying to curtail Azula’s cruelty, and just as importantly, trying to reinforce pro-social behavior and healthy interaction with her brother:

AZULA: Mom, can you make Zuko play with us? We need equal teams to play a game.

ZUKO: I am not cart wheeling.

AZULA: You won’t have to. Cart wheeling’s not a game, dumb dumb.

ZUKO: I don’t care. I don’t want to play with you.

AZULA: We are brother and sister. It’s important for us to spend time together. Don’t you think so, mom?

URSA: Yes darling, I think it’s a good idea to play with your sister. Go on now, just for a little while.

Critically, before Azula approaches, her mother, she says to Ty Lee, “Watch this.” This shows Ursa’s attempt to encourage her daughter’s good behavior is not a one off. It’s a pattern that Azula can predict and manipulate.

However, Ursa is unable to overcome Ozai’s influence because he is always there to praise Azula and tell her how unjust her mother is every time Ursa tries to stop her cruel behavior, and because she had no access at all to Azula, or for that matter Zuko, after she turned eight.

The idea that Iroh and Ursa are responsible for Azula’s choices and emotional problems, and that they unfairly favored Zuko over her, and this is why Azula and Zuko turned out the way they did, presupposes the two of them having magical healing abilities that they used on Zuko and not on Azula, instead of acknowledging the ways in which Ozai’s power and favoritism shut off any opportunities they had to help Azula as a child.

Back at it again

I don’t know how to make these without dead memes to accompany me.
Anyways I’m making another one of these because my last one is a bit out of date, so, I’d appreciate it if you’d like or reblog this if you post any of the following ~

  • Blend-S
  • Boku No Hero Academia/My Hero Academia
  • Miraculous Ladybug
  • Yuri!!! on Ice [especially if you post.. any character other than yuuri and viktor]
  • Voltron 
  • Vocaloid
  • South Park
  • Haikyuu!!
  • Free!
  • Love Live [muse, aqours, perfect dream project.. all of them]
  • Mystic Messenger [especially zen and/or jaehee ooo]
  • Overwatch [especially mainly fanart nd stuff not POTG videos]
  • Ensemble Stars
  • anything idol related otherwise [actual idol groups, idol game, idol anime.. all of it. 
  • noragami
  • super sonico
  • the arcana
  • rwby
  • fire emblem
  • bravely second
  • dear evan hansen
  • be more chill
  • sailor moon
  • black butler [but like specifically grell. just grell i love her]
  • magical girl stuff of any kind tbh
  • dank memes
  • respectful memes
  • aesthetics eeyy
  • guro/gore woop
  • positivity aaahh
  • art! like your own original art! especially if you draw your own OC’s a lot!
  • you just want some followers because its hip and cool to have those [i’ll just check out your blog, no guaruntees]

P.S. i follow from @beepbeeptrvshmouth !!

anonymous asked:

Agender isn't valid. Fucking idiot, choose one.

Ahh I know who you are because I messaged you earlier asking you if you could delete a reblog of mine. Don’t think I didn’t see your post about that lmao

Anyways thank you for deleting my post from your blog! You’ll be blocked now!

And remember! Agender is 100% valid and the creator of the trans flag literally states that the white stripe is for non-binary people!

You may have previously seen our announcement to host an A/B/O Festive event on our blog. We are still doing that!!! But based on the last two fests (#summertimeslick and #SpookyABO) we’ve decided to amend the structure of this one.

So what has changed? Pretty much just the dates, and here’s why - 

In the summer we ran a fun prompt fest which we loved, but for Halloween as there were plenty of prompt fests and such already happening we decided just to encourage new content (and the sharing of old content) with a general A/B/O Halloween theme. 

However, what we found was that because other prompts were running the whole month, posts were sort of all over the place. And as we reblog all A/B/O content within the Hannibal fandom (including related rarepairs etc) that we can find anyways, it was clear that we should have set our dates to line up with other fests. 

So as with SpookyABO we will continue to reblog your festive A/B/O content - with the tag #FestiveABO - and invite you to put it in the AO3 collection we’ll be opening. We hope this will encourage you to create new and share old content for the holidays in a way that will allow us to log it neatly in the library for the enjoyment of all our followers.

As such, #FestiveABO will now be running 1st - 31st December and we look forward to seeing anything you create whether solely for our fest or for other fests and prompts that fit our remit. 

More info coming soon!

Still have questions? Send us an Ask and we will get back to you!

superqueerpasta replied to your photo “I have spent today doing only three things: 1. Working on three…”

I originally just glanced at the picture and thought it was concerning looking meat and I barely even questioned it because of the strange shit that you get into

I mean, they do look like well-browned porkchops a bit, I suppose :D 

jinjeriffic reblogged your post and added:

Oooh, have you watched Vet Ranch videos?

I have not, thanks for the recommendation! 

drivemetogeek replied to your post “mooseman13579 replied to your post “Sam, what do you think of the…”

Maybe phrase it more as “in lieu of many individual hugs, here’s one big universal hug” our similar to get the same message across but with a more positive frame?

Yeah, possibly. I’ll keep it in mind anyway – we’ll see how we do without it at all, I think it probably just isn’t necessary anymore.

it’s funny that people are reblogging that post about my driving dreams, ‘cause like, usually no one cares about other people’s dreams. anyway here’s some more 

one time i dreamt a really handsome prince came to ask my hand in marriage and i told him i needed to check on my bike and then proceeded to run away. i woke up feeling real gay 

my worst nightmares tend to involve bears, but not like, bears that are mauling me. mostly they’re just hanging out, doing their bear thing somewhere in the background, while i’m panicking about the fact that there’s a bear near me 

when i was nine i was staying at this house with a bunch of white rocks in a loose ring outside. i dreamt that these hooded figures sitting on the rocks had my baby brother, and they proceeded to strangle him to death. i woke up completely terrified and spent the rest of the night watching over my brother to make sure he was breathing. i’ve only found out afterwards he did have some semi-serious health issues back then

one time i reportedly sang a bunch of christmas songs in my sleep. mid summer 

one time i dreamed about the simpsons, but not like, any episode i’ve seen. they were all wearing masks of their own faces over their faces and apparently acting out some kind of ancient play and there was like a massive amounts of lore i’ve forgotten by now

sometimes i dream about this guy i’ve never met who says he’s my relative and proceeds to comment how i’ve grown since last time and asks me how i’m doing and stuff. i always have to do some kind of weird journey before i get to see him. this is a dream i’ve had since i was seven, i think. 

anyways that person who sent me that anon hate is @babysplayfort a d/d/l/g and c/g/l blog who reblogged a post of mine and i asked them to delete it

i noticed that they had this post on their blog where they call nonbinary people “transtrenders” which is how i know it’s them because they say the exact same shit “pick one gender”

here it is in case they delete it:

so they were probs trying to get back at me even though i literally dont care about silly anons and i think its sweet that they’d waste time out of their miserable life trying to validate themselves and their internalized transphobia since they get no form of validation irl and probably have no friends or family that like them other than fellow people who fetishize children’s things

and endangering minors indeed, they say that minors should be allowed to participate in the kink of c/g/l/r/e

strangely enough, they did indeed delete my reblog which is probably the nicest and most productive thing theyve done so far in their pathetic life so kudos i guess to that

War and Peace AU

This is my gift to @shemakesmeforget for guessing why I keep reblogging covers of The New Yorker at certain, very specific, times.

She asked for a preview of future bits of the War and Peace fic. (You can read chapter 1 here)

If you guess correctly why I keep posting covers of The New Yorker, you can also request a fic preview, including any of my ongoing fics or the ones that you can still vote for here.

Anyway, here is a scene from the indeterminate future.

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some good things about kissing girls:

  • when they cup your face with both hands
  • when they tangle a hand in your hair
  • when they bite your lip
  • when they kiss your NECK
  • when they put their hand on your back. bonus if you’re wearing a crop top and they put their hand right when your skin is exposed
  • when you can feel them smile against you
  • when your lips are tingling afterwards
  • everything?????!?
Deadpool (2016) Sentence Starters
  • "Shit... did I leave the stove on?"
  • "You're my hero!"
  • "No, no, no, THAT I ain't."
  • "I had another Liam Neeson nightmare."
  • "You know, they made three of those movies. At some point you have to wonder if he's just a bad parent."
  • "What the SHIT?"
  • "I'm gonna wait out here, okay?"
  • "Fake laughter. Hiding real pain."
  • "I'm about to do to you what Limp Bizkit did to music in the late 90s."
  • "Yeah, technically, this is murder."
  • "Love is blind, ____."
  • "This shit's gonna have nuts in it."
  • "You're a lovely lady/man, but I'm saving myself for ____."
  • "That's why I brought him/her."
  • "Do you like what you see?"
  • "Your face is the stuff of nightmares."
  • "Like a testicle with teeth."
  • "You will die alone."
  • "You look like an avocado had sex with an older, more disgusting avocado."
  • "So, am I suppose to just smile and wave you out the door?"
  • "Think of it like spring cleaning."
  • "Life is an endless series of trainwrecks with only brief, commercial-like breaks of happiness."
  • "Finish fucking her the fuck up."
  • "Language, please."
  • "Suck a cock!"
  • "I'd go with you, but... I don't want to."
  • "If your right leg is Thanksgiving and your left leg is Christmas, can I visit you between the holidays?"
  • "Maximum effort."
  • "I'd say that you sound like an infomercial. But not a good one, like Slap Chop, more Shake Weight-y."
  • "Do you want any clothes that are not monochromatic? Have fun at your midnight showing of Blade II."
  • "Listen ___, if I never see you again, I want you to know that I love you very much."
  • "Wanna get fucked up?"
  • "Have you decided what you're gonna say to her?"
  • "Fuck me!"
  • "I don't have time for your goody two-shoes bullshit right now!"
  • "Why such a douche this morning?"
  • "Why don't you do us all a favor and shut the fuck up."
  • "Today was about as much fun as a sandpaper dildo."
  • "Oh, I wouldn't do that if I were you."
  • "You can't buy love, but you can rent it for three minutes!"
  • "That's the shit emoji. You know the turd with the smiling face and the eyes. I thought it was chocolate yogurt for so long."
  • "You're really gonna fuck this up for me?"
  • "You've got something in your teeth."
  • "Do you have an off switch?"
  • "We have everything we need now."
  • "I swear to God, I will find you in the next life and I'm gonna boom-box Careless Whisper outside your window."
  • "Ever had a cigarette put out on your skin?"
  • "That was not mean! I'm proud of you!"
  • "I'm gonna need all the guns."
  • "What the fuck is wrong with you?"
  • "Seltzer water and lemon for blood."
  • "It reeks like old lady pants in here."
  • "Your crazy matches my crazy. Big time."
  • "Four or five moments. That's all it takes to become a hero."
Popsicles And Kiwis


so this came from a small request about eating a popsicle and accidentally starting something that couldn’t be finished…….i went a bit overboard with it, but i hope u enjoy some smut! please let me know what u think :-) it rLY motivates me ! [feedback] [masterlist]


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Wife {Harry Styles Smut}


hello! this is just a quick one shot that i churned out bc i loved the concept and i was rly motivated! i hope u enjoy it! if u do, feedback is greatly appreciated (it rly motivates me) and here’s my masterlist if u want more lol :-)


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