no one knows

I'm so tired of

- always being the one who cares more
- knowing i’ll always need them more than they need me
- feeling completely useless
- hating my reflection
- feeling painfully invisible
- having no idea what i’m going to do with my life
- people asking me what i want to do when i leave school
- being stressed, like all the time
- always looking at pretty people and feeling so angry and jealous because of how ugly i am
- feeling like if i died today, no one would notice… no one would care…

And next thing you know, you’re awake, crying, at 3 am with no one to talk to and that’s when you realize that you’re completely and utterly alone.
—  excerpt from a book I’ll never write #7 // D.P
No one ever needs me as much as i need them

Kent Parson gets his belly button pierced in his second year in the NHL and he cries- it hurts so bad because he has like no fat on his stomach. He tries to wear a dangly ring exactly once before it gets caught when he gets dressed and he’s late to practice because he couldn’t get it unstuck