no one is bella but kristen


“It seemed very natural to lean in and press my lips to her forehead. She smelled wonderful. The scent of her skin set my throat burning, but it was easy to ignore. It didn’t strip the joy from the moment. Renesmee was real and I knew her. She was the same one I’d fought for from the beginning. My little nudger, the one who loved me from the inside, too. Half Edward, perfect and lovely. And half me – which, surprisingly, made her better rather than detracting. I’d been right all along. She was worth the fight.”


Sometimes I think I’m not that strong
But there’s a force that carries me on
Sick of my small heart, made of steel
Sick of those wounds that never heal

tonight’s episode of SNL = everything I never knew I wanted
  • Kristen Stewart came out on live TV
  • “Totinos” = basically lesbian Twilight, in which a three-minute sketch had more gay content and sexual tension than any film Kristen has ever done (yes, even the Runaways)
  • Kristen was legit hilarious, hit all her lines, showed she has comedic timing
  • Melissa McCarthy as Sean Spicer!! !!
  • Cold open & the White House sketches were on point - as good as they could be considering they’re reflecting unbelievable current events
  • Kristen as Gisele Bundchen
  • Kate McKinnon silently cheering on Leslie Jones in the Family Feud skit
  • By far one of the best episodes of 2017 so far, if not the best.

On a personal note… I’ve literally had a crush on Kristen Stewart for >10 years, since before I knew I was gay. I watched the Twilight movies with my friends because I secretly thought Bella was hot. So this episode fulfilled at least 3 different dreams. Any ladies out there who share these feelings, please raise your hands.


>>Smoke Show<<

“I feel like some girls around my age are less inclined to say, "Of course I’m a feminist, and of course I believe in equal rights for men and women,” because there are implications that go along with the word feminist that they feel are too in-your-face or aggressive. A lot of girls nowadays are like, “Eww, I’m not like that.” They don’t get that there’s no one particular way you have to be in order to stand for all of the things feminism stands for.“ ~Kristen Stewart for Wonderland Magazine

Are you gonna stay the night? mikey way imagine.

A/N: woop nr. 2 of the day is done. i am proud of myself. so yeah, hope you enjoy.

Y/N`s P.O.V. 

I was sitting on Mikeys couch ”watching” the movie. It was a bad movie, which made it way more fun to make fun of the movie than actually watch the movie. There is nothing wrong with that. We were laughing about the cheesiness of one of the characters, it was so staged it was unbelieveble. ”I can’t do this Karen I love her.” he said, with the least feeling I have seen any actors express since Kristen Steward in Twilight. If you are a Twilight fan don’t get mad at me. but come on you have to admit Bella Swan is the most boring teenage girl ever. It is like she is constantly on her period. Which I imagine Edward fucking loves. When I told this to Mikey he laughed so hard he got cramps. Actual stomach cramps. I jawned and looked at the time. I looked at Mikey who turned his head to me in a sweet matter.

”I should head home. It is getting late.” I said jawning, while I got up from the couch.

He rolled his eyes, and grabbed my wrist pulling me down again.

”Just stay the night. It is to late to drive anyway.” He said.

I knew it was true, and I stayed there all the time. I just nodded and shrugged. Why not? I texted my mom letting her know I was staying with Mike. She just responded ”K” she was probably already asleep so I didn’t think anything of her short response. I poked Mikey to get his attention, he looked at me and I smirked.

”Looks like I’m staying.” I said singing the last word a little. He chuckled and shook his head at me.

”You are such a weirdo.” he said, I just rolled my eyes at him.

We turned our attention back to the movie. Just like watching Twilight, even though we missed 10 minutes, you didn’t really miss anything. I jawned for the 3rd time and Mike noticed.

He smiled a little and looked at me for approval. He put his arm around me and I cuddled into his chest. We had done this before as well. nothing new there. Finally the movie ended and we moved the party to his bedroom. I stayed over pretty often so I had a tooth brush there. I went out to brush my teeth, and put my hair into a braid. My hair is mid lenght and pretty thick. So I  hated sleeping with it loose. I walked into Mikey bedroom. he had changed into the pj´s I gave him last christmas. I smiled when i saw him wearing them. Then I frowned. I would prefer not to sleep in my current clothes, and unlike the tooth brush I didn’t have pjs lying at their house.

”Hey Mike, I have nothing to sleep in.” Said and put a pout on my face.

”Aw we can’t have that can we?” he said pouting back at me and then smiling. He turned around to look through his closet.

”uhm.. here just wear that. I am in the bathroom so you can just change here.” he said throwing me a t-shirt and some boxers.

He then turned around and walked to the bathroom closing the door behind him. I sighed and got up from the bed and took of my jeans, put the boxers on, took of my shirt and put on his t-shirt. It smelled nice. Like him. Maybe a little cleaner but that is a different story. I smiled to myself when I knocked on the door letting Mike know I was covered. He opened it and smiled at the sight of me. I looked at him confused and he chuckled.

He took my hand and spun me around.

”You look good in my clothes. You should wear it more often.” He said, I smiled and rolled my eyes.

”Even though it is like 2 sizes too big. Sure.” I said and he chuckled.

I was about to walked away but he pulled me back like he had done on the couch.

”Where are you going?” He asked and smiled.

I rolled my eyes. ”To sleep on the couch. Like I always do.” I said, he knew this.

”Come on we could share a bed when we were younger, just lay in my bed.” He said I shook my head and sighed.

”Fine. But you better not be hugging the covers.” I said. He rolled his eyes, and we laid down in the bed.

He turned of the light on his nightstand and we were in complete darkness. I could feel his arm around my waist and i scooted a bit closer to him until we were spooning. I smiled to myself and closed my eyes to go to sleep.

*the next morning*

both Mike and I awoke from our sleep like nothing had happened. we just walked down stairs getting break fast. Gerard was already sitting there eating some toast.

”Oh Hey the love birds are up.” He said and smirked at us. I looked at him confused. Since when are Mike and I love birds?

Mike apparently noticed my puzzled look and puffed my arm with his albow giving me a little smile. He then handed me a bowl and cereal and I smiled, he for no reason always made me cereal as well when he was making his own. Go figure.

I just took a spoon, handed him one and dug in. He sat down beside Gerard. Looking up at me.

”Nah, you’re just jealous because you dont have a pretty girl sleeping in your bed wearing your clothes.” 


“You’re gonna be one tough little newborn.”


Twilight: Director’s Notebook by Catherine Hardwicke
watercolors by Kathy Shorkey

So no one seems to want to suggest who I should add to the blog, so I’m just going to decided myself. I’ve decided to add 4 female celebs and 1 more male celeb. So on this blog I will also do imagines for Joel Kinnaman which will include imagines for his character Rick Flag from Suicide Squad. And the females are Danielle Panabaker which will include requests for Caitlin Snow/Killer Frost. Shay Mitchell which will include requests for Emily Fields from Pretty Little Liars. Kristen Stewart which will include imagines for Bella Swan from Twilight and Snow White from Snow White and the Huntsman. And the final female celeb I’m going to add to this blog is Jennifer Lawrence which can include requests for Katniss Everdeen from The Hunger Games, Joy from Joy, Raven Darkholme/Mystique from X-Men and Tiffany from The Silver Linings Playbook.