no one hears me cry


Decided to post some of my real art that isn’t fandom related to my blog, just to see what would happen if I posted something personal. Such a game changer. So, here are some portrait studies for this evening…

I do take requests if I feel like it and I’m dying for things to draw so please put some in my ask box!!

Watching the Princess Bride I kept thinking about how awesome it would be for Cas to use his pop culture knowledge and start saying “As You Wish” to Dean. But then I realised that he doesn’t need to say “As You Wish” because he already has his own version.

“Of Course”.


the smals™ using the talls™ while doing sports

I’m so sick of begging people to talk to me or to hangout with me. I’m done. I rather be alone overthinking and crying then talking to or being with someone who I have to beg, over and over to see! I’m done trying, I’m not talking to anyone till they want to talk to me and I refuse to hangout with someone who doesn’t get excited to make plans with me or that shuts me down when I ask to talk to or to see them. I feel so hurt right now and I’m trying to just stop crying because I can’t take this pain anymore.

I still cry when I watch this video. I’m so grateful for Tyler and Josh.

how to spot a supernatural fan in public

1. start playing carry on my wayward son

2. look for the people who drop to the ground sobbing in a puddle of their own tears

3. that is all


#btsimagine (use headphones) • you’re in a long distance relationship with Tae and you’re meeting again tomorrow after being weeks apart

Happy birthday to my best friend @bxngtxnfluffandotherstuff ♡♡♡ You were one of the first people I started talking to on tumblr and I still can’t get over how easy it was to talk to you. After five minutes it was like I had known you for years. Now, less than a year later, I honestly don’t know what I’d do without you in my life. Our late night talks mean more to me than you’ll ever know. I’m not great at sharing and often hold things back, but you made it so easy to get comfortable. Maybe a bit too comfortable haha, I don’t think I’ve ever shared the sides of me to anyone else that I’ve shown you. You are such a beautiful human being, inside and out, and you really do mean the world to me. I love you to the moon and back, happy birthday! ♡

Headcanon: Since Italy was raised by Austria, he actually knows German really well. Sometimes when he’s talking with Germany, he’ll start speaking German all of a sudden, and to this day Germany is surprised whenever he does that (((and is trying to learn Italian so he can do the same c:))

Nomi’s Pride Speech

I’ve been thinking about my life and all of the mistakes that I’ve made – the ones that stay with me or the ones that I regret are the ones that I made because of fear.  For a long time I was afraid to be who I am because I was taught by my parents that there’s something wrong with someone like me – something offensive, something you will avoid, maybe even pity.  

Something that you could never love.  

My mom – she’s a fan of St. Thomas Aquinas and she calls Pride a sin.  And of all the venal and moral sins St. Thomas saw pride as the queen of the seven deadly sins.  He saw it as the ultimate gateway sin that would turn you quickly into a sinaholic.  But hating isn’t a sin on that list.  Neither is shame.  

I was afraid of this parade because I wanted so badly to be a part of it.  So today I’m marching for that part of me that was once too afraid to march and for all the people who can’t march:  the people living lives like I did.  Today I march to remember that I’m not just a me. I’m also a we and we march with pride.

So go fuck yourself, Aquinas.

Sense 8, Episode 2: I Am Also A We

hear me roar ➔ sebastian x alec

❝ we’re up to no good / Lee Sebastian x Lee Alec

It was almost abnormal the noise that came from his enchanted quill, and being alone in the library amplified the sound, making the librarian look at him with a pained expression. Sebastian sighed, disliking the fact that he had been discovered and now he would have to leave his research for the next day, which was awful because he was already late on the potions assignment.

But the reason for him being kindly escorted out of the library with a warning to not bring noisy instruments there again was enough to make Sebastian smile and ignore for a moment what he was supposed to do.

Every two days he would wait until everyone went to bed and he would cross the school’s grounds, always looking over his shoulder to see if someone would be following him, like a teacher or a prefect, reaching to the quidditch pitch, where he would find the same person waiting for him, holding two brooms.

Alec was his partner in crime, or so Sebastian wanted to believe for the simple fact that he liked to misbehave (not that Sebastian did that often), but he never denied him the fun of being flying, practicing or even just talking in the middle of the night, breathing the fresh air of the night, with stars as witnesses of their actions.

“Next time you decide to charm something, don’t make it look like the merfolks were trying to communicate.” With a smile he made himself notice, as Alex stood with his back turned to him. “Miss Pince told me I was being a naughty boy.” And he rolled his eyes, sitting beside his friend. “Whatever she means with that.”


I’m so in love with myself, now more than ever, in a way that isn’t narcissistic, in a liberating way, in a way that makes other people smile just watching me be free. I had to discover this side of me. I wasn’t always free spirited. It feels like how music does when it makes you zone out and you’re by yourself in your room and you just feel great. It’s weird. I hope every person gets to this place I’m finally in. I used to cry in my shower so no one could hear me. I used to be angry that I was misunderstood or misrepresented. I think I’ve finally grasped the concept of one-ness.

I can’t thank Jack enough for addressing this. 

I have been diagnosed with ADD and have to deal with these stereotypes every day. Whenever i tell someone, their response is usually ‘Oh haha same i can never concentrate!’ or ‘Me too i can never sit still lol’ when they really have no idea what ADD actually is and how much it can have an impact on someones day-to-day life. Any disorder like ADD needs to be taken seriously and diagnosed by a professional.

Thats why i urge anyone who legitimately is concerned that they may have ADD or any other mental disorder to PLEASE talk to someone about it, preferably your doctor so they can diagnose you and help you deal with it in the right way. Mental health is so important and shouldn’t be ignored! 

When we’re told in a meeting about paperwork we were supposed to have been keeping track of all year, and none of us knew about it.