no one can truly understand my rage

Pride & Prejudice AU || Ignis x Reader

So basically I’m a slut for Pride and Prejudice and when I was watching it the other night I was like….bruh Iggy would be Mr. Darcy and so this happened. Also listen to this if ya wanna while reading

Taggin my baes: @paopuicecream@fieryfantasy @me-yasato @ultimoogle 

The rain poured from the heavens like a sheet.  You could scarcely see what was in front of you, though you had been around this way before so many times previously.  You were aiming for the stone house that was just up ahead, though at this point you were so thoroughly soaked you were sure your ancestors could feel it.  Nevertheless, while walking through the rain helped to cool your burning skin you wanted to stop being assaulted by the raindrops that seemed never ending.  How could he?  You would have spat the words had someone been around to listen to the reason behind your fury.  There were these moments, with Mr. Scientia where you thought perhaps he was not as terrible as you first thought, but then things like this would come up and you’d laugh at yourself for thinking any differently.  Mr. Scientia had sent away the one man your sister truly loved.  A man that was perfect for her in mind, body, and soul.  And he sent him away.  You dear sister hadn’t left the room in days after the letter came that Mr. Argentum, a man you were quite certain was the sun incarnate, had left to go back to his home city.  You shook your head again.  How could he?

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anonymous asked:

I've already seen a post about how Mabel is selfish because she's not supportive of Dipper's dream. Didn't Dipper say that he wanted to make a ghost hunter's show? Wasn't he hesitant about leaving Mabel at first because he loves her and they need each other? Dipper and Mabel have been together their whole life, and if you honestly expect Mabel to be fine with him staying in Gravity Falls for the rest of his life because he has sacrificed so much, then this fandom = blind.

Let’s talk about Dipper’s dream for a second: Dipper’s “dream” is a hasty decision made in the adrenaline of a moment where his uncle nearly wound up dead. A decision Ford practically badgered him over by stroking his ego until Dipper finally said yes. Yes, he will live with the uncle he only met at MOST two weeks prior. An uncle he barely knows anything about, except the fact that he’s the “brilliant author of the journals”. 

Dipper’s dream is gonna blow up in his face when Ford shows his true colors. Oh wait, he’s already started to by informing Dipper that Mabel is “suffocating” him, basing this conclusion solely on his own relationship with Stan. In 40+ years, Ford’s mindset has gone from “Stan ruined my chance to go to my dream school” to “Stan has been holding me back my entire life.” Kinda REALLY screwed-up thinking, isn’t it? Ford is so focused on living vicariously through Dipper, projecting his own baggage onto Dipper, that he hasn’t ONCE stopped to consider that maybe–JUST MAYBE–Dipper and Mabel have a stronger healthier relationship than he and Stan do.

From episode one, and from multiple testimonies from Hirsch, it was established early on that Dipper and Mabel are BEST FRIENDS as well as twin brother and sister. That means they have probably the strongest bond that can ever exist between two people. They have shared everything, they’ve talked about everything, they’ve laughed and cried together, for almost 13 years. Imagine the person you share the strongest bond with, for that many years. Now imagine that person randomly coming up to you and saying they’ve decided to move on. No warning or anything. Not even the slightest inkling of a heads up. How would you feel? 

If you’re being honest with yourself, you know you would feel the same way Mabel did in that moment.

And don’t give me “Mabel’s probably got tons of friends back home”–go back and rewatch the end of Double Dipper and pay attention to her reaction when Candy and Grenda decide they want to stay with her. That is the reaction of a girl who is used to “friends” leaving her for someone better. That is a girl who has not experienced any lasting friendships.

She calls Dipper “the one person I could depend on.” To her, he may possibly be the ONLY person she can truly depend on–just as she is to him. How can people not understand how much these two need each other? Sure, they’re going to go their separate ways when they’re adults, but not now while they’re still kids. Not at this vulnerable transition in their lives.

They need each other now more than ever.

anonymous asked:

What's your problem with hippies & so called 'new age' spirituality? Curious to know

My problem with most New Age spirituality and most self described hippies is the lack of awareness they seem to have. The “do whatever feels right” attitude is garbage without breaking down or even attempting to address racial, economic, social and cultural bias. “We are all one” is easy to say but how in the world can you really believe that when you make no attempt to truly understand someone’s perspective. Doing whatever feels right is also extremely dangerous if you’re say a sociopath who wishes enlightenment in order to rule over people with a raging ego, for they are enlightened and who is on their level?

I distrust any system that says shit like, “There’s nothing to it, all you have to do is breathe!” When there are motherfuckers and institutions that these MFers run that want to make breathing a fucking privilege. The “Inheritor or a dying world,” part of the Golden Dawn initiation is not metaphorical our world (not Earth, this will be here for a long time, us maybe not so long) is on it’s way out. Changing yourself and then the world around you isn’t as easy as accepting your enemies and turning the other cheek so they can fuck you. It’s not as easy as doing some yoga asanas calmly explained to you by a white woman in her mid-twenties while listening to Yoni 3 times a week. Being conscious of your placement in the Universe and on Earth is not the same as recycling or conserving water

I don’t trust a system that doesn’t make you work your ass off. I don’t trust a school of thought that doesn’t make you intensely critical of your own perspective and behaviors. I don’t trust an order without intense ordeals. I don’t trust those who espouse that “spirituality” (or whatever you’d like to call it) is easy and requires no sacrifice or change of actual behaviors.

In short, things aren’t groovy. It is our job to make this world better for Life, Light, Love and Liberty. Not just to make it easy for those with the privilege of thinking it already is.

My 2cents.