tmi y'i y'i
about the confession request.
the open ask box.
i mean i did ask for stories but im unasking.
suddenly im shy.
and awkwardly awkward.
i am actually awkward in real life.
by real, i mean the life where we could literally slap each other.
although i wouldnt slap anyone bc im vegan.
no thats a lie.
i even asked you to message me.
oh hello desperately sad person (me) who is beyond lost and lonely. (sad soundtrack dubset fade in drop now)
begging BEGGING for interaction.
im referring to me, not you.
i dont want to hurt you.
dangit all straight to fck.
and well behaved. dammit.
FCKING IDK i just am trying right now to appear aggressive.
i can swear but still be nonplused.
i dont know what nonplused means.
i have to look it up…wait a sec….oh! it seems like it fits.
it just jumped in my brain so i wrote it down.
this is automatic thought writing.
sorry. this is my actual brain.
i suck in a bad way.
there will be no glory later.
im not going to check this before i post so….
honestly, my stupidest fear is camel toe