no more tissues

I am not the first person you loved.
You are not the first person I looked at
with a mouthful of forevers. We
have both known loss like the sharp edges
of a knife. We have both lived with lips
more scar tissue than skin. Our love came
unannounced in the middle of the night.
Our love came when we’d given up
on asking love to come. I think
that has to be part
of its miracle.
This is how we heal.
I will kiss you like forgiveness. You
will hold me like I’m hope. Our arms
will bandage and we will press promises
between us like flowers in a book.
I will write sonnets to the salt of sweat
on your skin. I will write novels to the scar
of your nose. I will write a dictionary
of all the words I have used trying
to describe the way it feels to have finally,
finally found you.

And I will not be afraid
of your scars.

I know sometimes
it’s still hard to let me see you
in all your cracked perfection,
but please know:
whether it’s the days you burn
more brilliant than the sun
or the nights you collapse into my lap
your body broken into a thousand questions,
you are the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.
I will love you when you are a still day.
I will love you when you are a hurricane.

I am not the first person you loved.
You are not the first person I looked at
with a mouthful of forevers. We
have both known loss like the sharp edges
of a knife. We have both lived with lips
more scar tissue than skin. Our love came
unannounced in the middle of the night.
Our love came when we’d given up
on asking love to come. I think
that has to be part
of its miracle.
This is how we heal.
I will kiss you like forgiveness. You
will hold me like I’m hope. Our arms
will bandage and we will press promises
between us like flowers in a book.
I will write sonnets to the salt of sweat
on your skin. I will write novels to the scar
of your nose. I will write a dictionary
of all the words I have used trying
to describe the way it feels to have finally,
finally found you.

And I will not be afraid
of your scars.

I know sometimes
it’s still hard to let me see you
in all your cracked perfection,
but please know:
whether it’s the days you burn
more brilliant than the sun
or the nights you collapse into my lap
your body broken into a thousand questions,
you are the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.
I will love you when you are a still day.
I will love you when you are a hurricane.

—  Clementine von Radics, Mouthful of Forevers
EVEN AS YOUNG AS YOU ARE

everyone get on the pain train

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I am not the first person you loved.
You are not the first person I looked at
with a mouthful of forevers. We
have both known loss like the sharp edges
of a knife. We have both lived with lips
more scar tissue than skin. Our love came
unannounced in the middle of the night.
Our love came when we’d given up
on asking love to come. I think
that has to be part
of its miracle.
—  Clementine von Radics, Mouthful of Forevers
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The Magnar would be coming up that road before the day was done, his Thenns marching behind him with axes and spears in their hands and their bronze-and-leather shields on their backs. Grigg the Goat, Quort, Big Boil, and the rest will be coming as well. And Ygritte. The wildlings had never been his friends, he had not allowed them to be his friends, but her… He could feel the throb of pain where her arrow had gone through the meat and muscle of his thigh. He remembered the old man’s eyes too, and the black blood rushing from his throat as the storm cracked overhead. But he remembered the grotto best of all, the look of her naked in the torchlight, the taste of her mouth when it opened under his. Ygritte, stay away. Go south and raid, go hide in one of those roundtowers you liked so well. You’ll find nothing here but death…”

I am not the first person you loved.
You are not the first person I looked at
with a mouthful of forevers. We
have both known loss like the sharp edges
of a knife. We have both lived with lips
more scar tissue than skin. Our love came
unannounced in the middle of the night.
Our love came when we’d given up
on asking love to come. I think
that has to be part
of its miracle.
This is how we heal.
I will kiss you like forgiveness. You
will hold me like I’m hope. Our arms
will bandage and we will press promises
between us like flowers in a book.
I will write sonnets to the salt of sweat
on your skin. I will write novels to the scar
of your nose. I will write a dictionary
of all the words I have used trying
to describe the way it feels to have finally,
finally found you.

And I will not be afraid
of your scars.

I know sometimes
it’s still hard to let me see you
in all your cracked perfection,
but please know:
whether it’s the days you burn
more brilliant than the sun
or the nights you collapse into my lap
your body broken into a thousand questions,
you are the most beautiful thing I’ve ever seen.
I will love you when you are a still day.
I will love you when you are a hurricane.

—  Clementine von Radics, Mouthful of Forevers

Stuck with You | Ten/Rose | Doctor Who

DeviantArt

An idea given to me by @effulgent-girl, who suggested Ten and Rose snuggling under his coat in a rain storm.  :)  I had so much fun with this, and reminded me of happier times (and yet… it hurts all the same).  Some Ten/Rose chibis were long overdue.  Must do more. 

(more Doctor Who fanart)

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I remember that I told @niklisson I would have a Solas heartbreak tissue-box to dry the tears of my fellow Solavellan-hell residents? xD
Maybe the box whispers “Vhenan” everytime a tissue is taken out of it.

Idk I’m too tired to make sense anymore ahaha.

The second pic has no background, if you want to use it. (Just credit me)

Bagginshield videos that will probably most definitely make you cry

**please reblog and add more because we need to create the ultimate playlist of the otp that rules them all**

warning: don’t watch the following if you are a) emotionally unstable b) lol no you have to watch anyway   

“He was my friend” - this was the video that really got me into the bagginshield fandom and made me ship them more than life (seriously you have to watch all the videos by oakenbaggins because they are all stunning)

Why can’t you stay - okay thorin absolutely slayed me in this one, smiling thorin is my weakness 

Bonfire hearts- this is just so uplifting. fili and kili giggling at the end is literally life. i imagine those two get a lot of laughs watching these two besotted idiots

Talk some sense to me - okay so now you’re spirits are high (sort of) i’m gonna absolutely destroy you with this video. the editing of this is fucking stunning, and the song… it was basically written for them 

Farewell, Master burglar - okay i’m gonna finish with this soul crusher, the end ruined me. it should be illegal to put this music with thorin and bilbo  

i have spent so long bracing myself for the collision
that i have forgotten what softness felt like.
forgotten that love doesn’t have to be 3am speeding
with the windows down and my ribs in my throat
and my heart between your fingertips. i have forgotten
how to kiss without tasting blood, without drawing it too.
 
it’s just that holding your hand feels like tying myself
to a shipwreck and i’ve lost too much fighting to breathe
to risk going under the waves again. it’s just that
at this point i’m more scar tissue than girl,
more ashes than flame. it’s just that i’ve spent
so long falling, i’ve forgotten what it means to fly.
—  collision theory | a.c. | check out my poetry chapbook unmythologize!
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Top: Rodent ulcer of twelve years duration (spontaneous cicatrization [sealing off; stopping spreading])

Bottom: Rodent ulcer of sixteen years duration (Terebant [Piercing] type)

Rodent ulcers” (also known as Jacobi ulcers) are so named due to their rat-gnawed appearance.
They are a manifestation of basal-cell carcinoma (BCC), and while they’re rarely fatal, they have the potential to be extremely disfiguring. Unlike most BCCs, rodent ulcers have significant central necrotization, leading to more tissue damage.

While the extreme destruction seen on these two patients is no longer commonplace in the developed world, treatment and removal of these ulcers can be very expensive, and they often recur, even with treatment. As they don’t often kill and often strike the very elderly, with removal frequently being more painful than the ulcer itself, basal-cell carcinoma is of the few cancers that is often simply monitored, rather than aggressively treated.

In Caucasian people, up to 30% of adults will develop some form of this cancer in their lifetimes. The most common cause is significant unprotected sun exposure, but genetics also plays a role in susceptibility. Thankfully, rodent ulcers are one of the less-common presentations.

Diseases of the Skin. James H. Sequeira, 1919.

Here’s what ultimately gets me about claiming that Kylo MUST be headed towards redemption “because Anakin!!!11!1” (brilliant argument):

Anakin fell to the dark side because he desperately wanted to save his family. Kylo, on the other hand? He’s not “falling” to the dark side. This fucker is diving in head first and actively trying to destroy his family in the process.

Certain parts of this fandom need to take a break from imagining what it’s like to smell Adam Driver’s hair and actually think about the difference.

What I've learned from Hetalia horror games

-Don’t go in mansions
-lock the doors
-bring tissues
-There is a high chance your favorite charactor will die
-Please don’t go into mansions
-bring more tissues
-Something bad is gonna happen
-there is a high chance one, or both, of the Italy brothers will have a tragic death
-DO NOT UNDER ANY CIRCUMSTANCES GO INTO MANSIONS

struggles of international kpop fans

first of all.. kpop = korean pop

- kst is very inconvenient aka no sleep (looking at you live v app broadcasts .-.)

- korea happens to be 923857 miles away

- merch is overpriced and takes a month to come??

- no concerts (america tour = la, world tour = sydney)

^and the ones we actually get are like $800 per ticket?

comebacks jfc

- staying up to watch the mv

- spending hours and hours of your life on an incognito tab rewatching the mv (gotta earn the dance practice)

-being in the pit constantly due to fighting 17 people at once (all at 3pm of course)

- having to go buy more tissues because you ran out (& ice cream)

- voting until your thumb dies

- too much feels to the point it actually hurts

- comeback/promotion performances (mocking the stylist noonas, screaming fan chants in your room, thankful to korean fans for being there)

- the 97238476 selcas they post???? (n o t  c o o l)

- AIRPORT PICS

- fansign videos ;-;

just videos in general

- SUBS??? (preferably english???)

other humans

- constant judging (everyone keeping their obsession low-key)

- “is kpOP CHINESE????”

- “why do yOU LISTEN TO IT IF YOU DON’T KNOW WHAT THEY’RE SAYING???”

- “theY ALL LOOK THE SAME”

- netizens hating on your every action 

(knet vs international o.o)

mAN OUR LIVES ARE JUST FULL OF STRESS