no matter what i'm sure about that

Shout out to everyone who is trans/nonbinary/questioning their gender and identifies as ace and/or aro - spec but aren’t sure if they are actually ace and/or aro or if it just dysphoria acting up.

You are valid in using the ace or aro labels. If you find out later it was dysphoria or something else that made you identify as ace or aro and you want to change labels, then that’s completely ok and great!! And if you always identify as ace or aro, that is also completely ok and great!! I love you all and I wish you all the best!~


i’ve been formulating this……..concept

that may or may not get written

it doesn’t matter, what DOES matter is this minor concept that has become a spin-off of the main one and i HAVE to share:

in this au, soulmates can feel each other’s emotions constantly - it’s like an automatic connection, one that’s on all the time, no matter how far away you are from your soulmate

so jake and amy are soulmates (obviously) and have found each other (obviously) and it’s all peachy

and then he gets sent to florida

(they’re not married - she’s not allowed to go, for all WITSEC knows they’re lying about being soulmates and the risk is too great)

so for six months, amy can feel the full depth of jake’s depression

and for six months, jake can feel every ounce of amy’s heartache

and when the moment comes that they’re reunited, the awkwardness stems from the fact that they’re both so jittery with nerves that they can’t quite seem to function around it all

the moment that amy finds figgis with a gun pressed to jake’s temple and she’s looking into jake’s eyes, all she can feel is this overwhelming, open sense of trust (with just the tiniest hint of dread - he knows it’s gonna hurt)

she finds him in the back of his ambulance and once she’s told him that the police chief is okay, she kind of trails off

they’re both grinning at each other - there’s still a ghost of an ache, the wound of six months spent apart slow-healing - but when amy tentatively steps into his space, he feels like his whole body is opening up to her

and he can feel hers doing the same for him

and the kiss is - well, it would be enough to knock him off his feet if he were standing; he feels the sparks of electricity running through his body and the sudden heedy relief that originates in amy and it’s no surprise to anyone that they both start crying in the middle of the kiss

(and later when he’s on painkillers, it’s all kind of diluted in the haze, but he can feel her affection settling over him like a warm blanket and he loves her all the more for it. all she can feel is this dopey, dizzy kind of adoration that makes her head spin, and it’s all she can do not to squeeze him to death in relief)

anyways i’m



[ I had wanted to celebrate Clear’s birthday no matter what, so I had suggested, “How about we make the day you and your grandpa met for first the time, your birthday?”.
And of course, Clear had remembered the date of that day without fail.
That date was today.
20th February. ] x

Happy birthday, Clear!♡

It’s weird when your friends die, because they don’t stop being you friend

They’re always going to be you friend, they’re just not around anymore, and it becomes your job to make sure people don’t forget them

Never forget the way they smiled and laughed, how they brightened a room just by walking in, how everything they did was to help those they cared about

These are the things that matter, what they deserve to be remembered as, because being remembered is all we can hope for after we’re gone

I still miss you, but I don’t want to forget you ever, and I don’t want anyone else to either. You remain alive in our memories and the ghosts you left in the machines. You are still here in pixels and data, your words and creations are preserved through wires and WiFi

A living memorial to everything you loved, and everything you meant to us

It doesn’t make the pain go away, but it is comforting

do you ever think about harry and louis’ routine when they’re apart like…they would be texting as much as they can, probably leaving voice messages on whatsapp when they know the other is going to be tied up for a few hours…they make sure to say goodnight and good morning to one another without fail no matter what the time difference…they probably set skype or facetime dates and stick to that time and sometimes they have long conversations and sometimes it gets dirty and sometimes they watch a movie or cook together…they share weird memes and random news events and they bring friends and family members into the conversation occasionally when they can…and they’re strong individuals who can spend time apart but they have a count down to when they will be reunited again anyway

i think i have a problem with communicating things clearly … like when i have a strong stance on something and someone else says/does something i don’t agree with, i don’t want to tell them that directly, i just kind of … send bad vibes? x.x it’s because i don’t like confrontation. but that ends up making it worse than just having a conversation about it.



“Any job that I care about when I first start it is just a tremendous amount of stress. Because you’re not sure you can do it. If it’s a job that I’m like "oh yeah, I would totally rock that”, I don’t really want it. I have to be afraid that I’m gonna mess it up. If you’re not challenged. If you’re not afraid to fail, then you’re not really pushing yourself.“

“We sure bump into each other a lot!!”


“I’m worried about both of you, but especially Viridis…”

His tsun-tsun personality reminds me too much of Chocobohead…

“Well…I might as well check up on Mom while I’m at it.”

“Haha, is that what you call the lady in the castle? That’s adorable!!”


I said I would follow through with this running gag, no matter how awkward it can get!

“Hahahhaa, anyways…”

Blake is such a sweetie…his smile gives me confidence…

Enough confidence for another medal draw!!

THERE’S MY BEAUTIFUL GIRL!! AND WITH AQUA!! And I’m pretty sure I now have enough to Guilt both Lexaeus and Alice (I actually did).

Oh who am I kidding, that’s a mercy Xion I got because it’s the fifth draw. But whatever, I’m happy I finally have her!! She’ll be a good blue medal to have on!!

okay no. Do you know what one of the most annoying things about cc is?

the fact that she claims that malec is really important to her. Like where is the proof? certainly not in her books that’s for damn sure.

she made their whole story revolve around each other. She didn’t add any defining qualities to Alec other than the fact he’s gay and an archer. She didn’t really care much about him being an archer either for that matter considering she had Simon outdo him.

also, near enough all of their story was written off the page. Their first kiss wasn’t in the main books, she wrote that later after she saw how popular the ship and characters were and wanted to use that to get fans to like her again. she’s doing the exact same thing with writing their first time and trying to get involved in the show.

She didn’t even write Alec coming out in his point of view like wtf? that was obviously a big moment for him and we didn’t even hear his thoughts on it or magnus’ for that matter. Did we see how his confrontation with his parents about his sexuality and relationship went? Nope. But at first we all thought ‘you know that’s fine, we’ll get to see their relationship in the next book’.

Except oh wait, we didn’t because she shipped them off on a vacation for the most of the book and only brought them back so she could create drama.

then she had them have all this angst and then break up and they didn’t even talk to each other for ages. then we got a paragraph about Alec setting ground rules before they got back into their relationship. what happened to the Magnus ‘looking in the book of white to take his immortality away’ story? abandoned because God forbid these characters actually get a happy ending.

So excuse me for not believing her when she says that malec are super important to her and she wants to write them well because I don’t see any proof of this. None at all. Nada.

anonymous asked:

I wanted to come off anon really but I'm not sure what kind of person you are so I dont feel comfortabel about that just yet... I'm really sorry if that comes off as rude. It's just recently I lost my best friend over shipping sheith, shance, the works. It was real nasty. I've almost lost my love for my ships. And worse yet my blog has been under fire. I'm just so tired all the time I don't want to deal with anymore. I thought I could trust them but I was wrong. They were my only friend on here.

That’s probably super personal for someone who ddnt want to come off anon lol I’m so sorry I’m like this I just wanted to say it someone and hope they listen. I’m sorry if all I’m doing is bothering you. I’m just really… lonely is all. I’m sorry really sorry… I just don’t know what to do right now. They told me I should just disappear for being like a cancer to the fandom and Im starting to believe them. Please? Help?

They didnt even let me say anything they just… said so many mean things… I couldnt tell them about why or what happened to me years back… we were close but I couldnt say it I dont like talking about it I’m so stupid I should have…

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gehennaabsolute  asked:


Send a 💬 to hear how my muse feels about yours.

ooc; Cahem.
Wrath RESPECTS Gehenna so much, so so so much. He has a strong sense of “you either are on my side or against me” and no matter what, Gehenna always seem to be on his side. She aids him, he trusts (!!!!) her to know what he’s up to without worrying that she will try to stop him, she has so much faith in his abilities and it earns a ton of points in her favor. 

That’s what he likes someone to do for him. To acknowledge that despite his erractic, whimsical, turbulent ways, he has his shit together. He knows what he’s doing, he knows the consequences and no matter, and I repeat, no matter how disastrous they are, he’s ready. He knows when he stands a chance against someone and when he doesn’t, but it won’t ever stop him from doing The Thing. And Gehenna is right there, she’s helped him multiple times, she doesn’t ask, she doesn’t complain about and he knows it’s because she’s exactly like that too. Maybe not for the same reasons, not for the same purposes, but her way of handling things? Just like him. 

She’s always there to put a hello kitty band aid on him after he does something stupid and they laugh about it, she doesn’t lecture him. With the relationship they have currently, he’d do unspeakable things for her. He’d get his hands dirty, he’d welcome the backlash, anything. But he also knows she wouldn’t let anyone take the fun of it from her. So again, just like him.

She’s ascended and he’s cheering her on. She’s his best best friend and he’s her ally. He’s ready to wreak havoc by her side. He’d never expected to have this deep ass friendship with anyone. 

They can and will beat the shit out of each other for fun, and if the next second Gehenna needs someone to help her battle something/someone, he will be on his feet automatically with his fists up and ready for action. I honestly don’t see how this could ever change and I hope it never does.

Battlebros 4lyfe


today my 15 yr old sister was sent to the office bc apparently, what she was wearing was inappropriate. she literally has NO SKIN showing and was dress coded. bc leggings are inappropriate??? she even took the extra measure and made sure to wear a long shirt that covered her butt but the outfit was still deemed inappropriate. they wouldn’t even let her walk about thirty feet to the cafeteria to get her books.

the principal even told my sister that “girls really love to push the limit” with the dress code. no, girls want to be able to wear what they want and no be sexualized for it and robbed of precious class time bc some boys are gonna get horny over legs.

//this has been a rant.

Bayonetta   {Sentence Starters} 

  • “Rise my child! Rise to realize your true potential!”
  • “You know, I still don’t get why the hell you drag me out here for these things.”
  • “Don’t worry about quality. I’ve got quantity!”
  • “Those assholes sure know how to get attention.”
  • “Let’s go! Just stay close to me!”
  • “What’s the matter sweetie? Afraid of something, are you?”
  • “As long as there’s music, I’ll keep on dancing.”
  • “I’ll always see to it no harm comes to you.”
  • “But you’ll have to forgive me, do we know each other?”
  • “Hey! I’m not dead yet!”
  • “You only run away so fast because you’ve got something to run from.”
  • “Out to find some answers about your past, are we?”
  • “You again? And here I thought I’d seen the last of you.”
  • “Just a child? What are you doing running around?”
  • “You’re much too ugly not to put out of your misery.”
  • “Damn it! Who did that!? I just bought the damn thing!”
  • “If you get in my way, I will, how do the Americans put it? Oh yes. Bust a cap in yo’ ass.”
  • “I’m sure you will be more than hospitable to me this time around.“
  • “We both know you came here for something.”
  • “You have any idea how much this is going to cost to fix!?”
  • “This is a waste of my time. You’re still not ready.“
  • “Yours is a face only a mother could love, and one I could never forget.”
  • “Whoa! Whoa! You’re getting the wrong idea.”
  • “You’ve been cheating on me, haven’t you? Someone else caught your eye?”
  • “Do I look like I have any interest in children?”
  • “I’ll hazard a guess this isn’t your home, so what on earth are you doing here?” 
  • “I told you there was nothing to worry about!”
  • “You’ve got to be a strong little one to survive in a place like this. “
  • “You’re really not going to like what comes next. I hope you know that.”
  • “Holy crap! For fuck’s sake, that’s overdoing it!”
  • “Monsters? I don’t think you know who the real monsters are.”
  • “ It’s a celebration, bitches.”
  • “You want to touch me?”
  • “ I should have been a pole dancer!”
  • “Right! Turn Right! Get off the road!”
  • “You think you’ve got me figured out, don’t you?”
  • “Do you have anything you really like? Something really important to you?”
  • “You here for business or pleasure? Either way, I’ll hook you up.”

anonymous asked:

Do you think peeta is bland and only matters because he love Katniss

What . lol. No.

I think that’s why people in this fandom love him, though. They love him because he loves Katniss and orient him solely around her. Even the people who hate Peeta hate him because they think him bland and boring because he loves Katniss, when he’s actually, if you really look at him, the most layered character in this whole series. You can fight me on it. I have a tag full of rants about it.  

Pre-Mockingjay, Peeta was shaping up to be the most layered and complex character these books had. And while some of his traits shine through when he’s with Katniss, I didn’t fall in love with him because of his love for Katniss. I fell in love with Peeta’s character out of his own merits. I’ve already talked about this here

Things that showcase how great he is /without/ talking about Katniss:

  • He’s an abused child that tries to use his words instead of violence.
  •  In spite of the aforementioned fact, he isn’t afraid of using violence when needed. He was a wrestler after all.
  • He’s a sarcastic asshole.
  • He spews jokes about frosting and dying in such a cavalier manner, who gave him the right.
  • “The more likeable he is, the deadlier he is.”
  • He wants to define himself. He’s not here for people telling him who he is. He doesn’t want the Capitol to change him.
  • He doesn’t think that killing people makes him a bad person. I’m going to write that again: he doesn’t think that killing will make him a bad person. He’s not your goody-two-shoes puppy, fandom. I’m sorry but he’s not. He thinks that he can kill people and that through that process he can still remain the person he is. He finishes off the girl who made the bonfire to keep his alibi intact.
  • He is so good with words he fools the goddamn Careers (who are smart and vicious as well) into forming an alliance with them.
  • He also manipulates the stakes in his favor when he lies in the first interviews. Do you think he didn’t know what he was doing when he said what he said?
  • He’s human enough to be petty when he realizes that Katniss doesn’t love him at the end of the First games. He admits he pulled away because he was jealous. Which lol, this fandom forgets about that vital flaw. He can be an asshole, he just chooses not to.
  • He offers Rue and Thresh’s families money out of his own volition. He didn’t know how that would turn out but his heart was in the right place.
  • He gets violent when he realizes that Katniss has kept Snow’s threat from him. He gets violent and destroys the place in District 11 because Peeta doesn’t like being lied to. Which is hypocritical in a sense because he hates not knowing what the picture is. He is a painter, he can craft paintings with frosting, and landscapes and situations with just his words, and he dislikes being lied to. 
  • He’s the first out of the trio to realize that a revolution is needed outside of Gale. Gale is always aware of the need for a rebellion but Peeta advocates for it IN THE PRESIDENT’S FUCKING HOUSE. Of all places, he does it in the heart of this corrupt government.
  • Once Katniss tells him that they have to run away right before they whip Gale, he laughs in her face. He knows that at this point they can’t and shouldn’t fucking run.
  • When he finds out about the Quell he forces Haymitch and Katniss to train. People are like he speaks for peace this child. Fucking please. He is the one who forces them to train to make their bodies killer weapons so that they can survive.
  • He rebels by painting Rue on the floor of the training center to hold the Capitol accountable for what they did. This is especially more complex when you remember that Peeta was not there when Rue was killed. Which means that he has watched the footage several times in order to paint it as it happened.
  • He manipulates the stakes again when he drops the baby bomb, like… tbh, Peeta is better at playing this game of pretending and PR better than any of them.
  • He offers comfort words to the morphling addict as she’s dying.
  • You know that scene fandom loves a lot with the necklace of “Nobody really needs me”? He’s lying, again. Because remember this is the same Peeta that got violent when Katniss didn’t tell him about Snow’s threat because He also had family and people he needed to protect.
  • He kills Brutus.
  • In the first interview when he’s hostage at the Capitol, he’s still saying whatever he thinks will benefit his interests because he’s aware that he can do a lot with his words.
  • And you know what? Even hijacked he knows that his words have effects. When he calls Katniss a “mutt” and is super mean to her, he’s projecting his own lack of self on to her. He is fully aware of what his words are doing. I have talked about this here.

 Because of everything that I have written, which has nothing to do with Katniss at all, he’s anything but bland. He could have been the best character in this series, if he hadn’t been hijacked and removed from his own narrative. If Collins hadn’t failed her own project in Peeta, who was driven by calling his own shots and deciding to lie so long as it was his choice, and being himself, he would have aided the rebellion. That’s what he wanted. He believed in the rebellion too. Think of how useful he would have been to the rebellion if his author just hadn’t failed him.

Also, Peeta isn’t just important because he loves Katniss. Katniss is an unreliable narrator this whole series, and that includes how much she understands Peeta. The fandom thinks Peeta is only relevant because he loves Katniss but that’s what Katniss thinks. This is why when he’s hijacked and isn’t treating her kindly or “lovingly” it breaks her apart. Because she has only known him loving her. This is why the entire existence of Delly Cartwright upsets her. Because Delly has a bunch of information on Peeta that no one else has, and that Katniss can certainly not supply. Think of the time that Katniss tells him “You’re a painter. You’re a baker. You like to sleep with windows open. You never take sugar in your tea. And you always double-knot your shoelaces.”. Katniss can only offer 5 sentences about Peeta. Five sentences. That’s all she can offer. Whereas Delly holds information about them at school, about his family, about his friends. Katniss doesn’t know any of that. She just has pieces of him (the rhythm of his heart, how he keeps still with nightmares when he sleeps, how he takes his tea, that he paints his nightmares), but those pieces do not make a whole person. Katniss cannot supply anything about Peeta that doesn’t revolve around her. I have also talked about this here. And that is co-dependency, and sad because Peeta was a person all on himself, and on his own, and Collins fails him. And at the end of this series, he never gains himself back. Because a kiss, and answering back always does not fix the hijacking. A kiss does not fix brainwashing sorry, this isn’t a true love’s kiss scenario.

So lol, no. He’s not important just because he loves Katniss.  He’s important on all on his own, which is why I’m so incredibly angry at people who claim to be his fans and are not angry about his fate. Collins took her most layered character and destroyed him. Because all of those things listed get erased with no chance of being brought back the second he is brainwashed. He cannot be brainwashed with the severity of the torture explained in MJ and telling me that he doesn’t lose himself. People love that he loves Katniss. They don’t love him. And the tragedy of Peeta Mellark is that even those who hate him, hate him wrong, calling him bland and boring, when their hatred should be that he wasn’t bland and boring, he was complex, human and an asshole sometimes.

friendly reminder that in every single alternate reality situation rhett and link are presented with, no matter what the circumstances are, they figure out a way to be together in it

friendly reminder that this quote: “and i’d choose you; in a hundred lifetimes, in a hundred worlds, in any version of reality, i’d find you and i’d choose you” - is literally, legitimately about them like i don’t care if you ship it or not the truth is that they are soulmates, two halves of a whole by their own admission

that’s all have a nice night

No matter what happens Kaneki will probably never die in :Re...but

As far as I remember Ishida mentioned some time ago that we can decide for ourselves what :Re means. Of course Ishida also uses :re as chapter titles and to make puns (:reborn etc.), but I rembered the tarot reverse theory from two months ago (x) which scared me a bit at first because I really believe TG follows the fool’s journey more or less. Now after thinking about it no matter if this theory turns out to be true or not, maybe :re = reverse is actually a good sign…. but maybe also a bad one even without the tarot cards theory.

Because if we look at all the parallels etc. a lot of things are really reversed:

Just some examples:

TG=Kaneki’s life among ghouls, Tsukiyama wants to eat Kaneki and doesn’t realise he cares about him, Touka tells Kaneki at the start of the manga that he doesn’t have a place where he belongs to, Amon is not really able to understand Kaneki because he only looks at the world from the CCG/human perspective….etc.

TG :Re=Kaneki’s life among humans, Tsukiyama realises he cares about Kaneki and wants to help him, Touka creates :Re and even says if Kaneki’s memories return then he can call :Re his home, Amon and Kaneki switch roles and Amon will finally see the world from both perspectives

So we thought Kaneki died in the end of TG and reversed means he will live, but now there’s something which is even more interesting and it makes me worried and hopeful at the same time.

The opposite of tragedy is comedy, but TG :Re is a fucked up comedy. A good end is possible if we look at the definition of tragicomedy (x), but what’s even more interesting is the opposite of the term tragic hero (and we know Kaneki had been one in TG).

What’s actually the opposite of it? There are now two possibilities if I’m not wrong.

A legend, but in the sense of a fortunate hero (if we just reverse the word tragic) or a legend in the sense of a successful villain (if we reverse both words).

I just wanted to leave this here after the new chapter.

Edit: but I still believe in a positive/bittersweet end. It’s just interesting to think about this.