no love lust

To Bed

I want you to take me
I want you to break me
Lay me down
And whisper sweet nothings in my ear
Take control
Move rhythmically
Feel my body responding
I am yours
I am yours
Pull my hands above my head
Kiss down my neck
Blow on my eyelashes
Ever so gently
My thoughts wander as you trail down my stomach
Is this what it’s supposed to be like?
I’ve only ever known immorality
But this
This is what I should have waited for

I grew up thinking that in order to live a happy life, I had to get good grades and go to a prestigious university and get a highly paid job. But as I grew older I began to realise that in order to life a happy life, I had to choose it for myself and not live a life that others expect of me, whether it be your parents, teachers or friends. This is your life.

I made a decision that I didn’t want to be successful and live in a big house with fancy cars in the drive. So, I packed my bags and got out of this little town that had suffocated me for the last 18 years and drank coffee in small shops in Germany, chased the Horizon in Australia, woke up with a mountain view in Singapore. How beautiful is it to know that your feet have walked the grounds of many different countries and your skin has felt the air of many busy cities.

Please darling, do not get lost in society’s belief that you are only successful if you have a well paid job, like I once had. As humans, we are going to die, that is one thing we are guaranteed in life. What will you care about the most while lying on your death bed, your fancy cars, big house? Or the stories and experience you have encountered on the journey of this beautiful thing called life?

So there’s one thing I ask of you: please travel. Whether you’re 21 or 49. It is never too early nor too late so see the beautiful world.

—  i-wonder-lust 

His hair.
His clothes.
His smell.
His eyes.
His jaw.
His posture.
His mysteriousness.
His quietness.
His loudness.
His competitiveness.
His loyalty.
His dreams.
His goals.
His hands.
His love.
His grasp.
His anger.
His tears.
His smile.
His laugh.
His jokes.
His walk.
His run.
His point of view.
His opinions.
His morals.
His weirdness.
His smartness.
His stubbornness.
His surprises.
His family.
His heart.
His soul.
Every aspect of him, I love.

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Missed Opportunities: Aquarius, Aries, Taurus, Sagittarius

me and you
i think about it all the time
us curdled up post love making on the couch
you tell me i think we should get married
i laugh at the mere idea and say lets just sleep for now
but i see the seriousness in your eyes and i know there is just a matter of time
decades of platonic infatuation accompanied by these years of complete romantic adoration
can only lead to one inevitable fate
i wake up the next morning, long after you and walk out to the porch of our one bedroom apartment
it’s a sunday
i can hear you in the kitchen, making my coffee like you do every sunday
you hate coffee
the ambience of the sun reflects the swelling of my heart when i realize it
i am going to marry you
me and you forever
—  but right now it is a friday night, i am alone and you are with him
Lust Spell 💖

a spell to increase lust in oneself or a consenting individual

💖 gather: a gourd, a daisy, sesame, and vanilla.

💖 cut the gourd in half, hollow it out

💖 in the hollow, place a daisy.

💖 sprinkle vanilla and sesame over the daisy

💖 with your little finger, mix the ingredients clockwise in the hollow

💖 mix a few times for a small increase, many times for a large increase. 

💖 if it is done too much, it can be reversed with this spell

💖 put the gourd back together, and bury if possible. if not, dispose of it.