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Dialogue List!

Send me a number and a character.

1. “I don’t even know who I am without you.”

2. “The way you flirt is just shameful.”

3. “I’m flirting with you.”

4. “You don’t need to protect me.”

5. “You can’t even look at me!”

6. “Stop looking at me like that!”

7. “You make a good pillow.”

8. “Does he know about the baby?”

9. “I had a nightmare about you and wanted to make sure you were okay.”

10. “All I wanted was the truth.”

11. “Why are you pushing me away?”

12. “I didn’t realize I needed your permission.”

13. “I can’t believe you talked me into this.”

14. “Nobody trusts me to do anything important!”

15. “I fall for the worst ones.”

16. “You make me feel like I’m not good enough.”

17. “Come over here and make me.”

18. “Stop thinking about him/her/them.”

19. “You’re beautiful/handsome, and I’m not the only one that thinks that.”

20. “I need your forgiveness.”

21. “If you don’t rest, you won’t heal.”

22. “You’re the only one I can trust.”

23. “Kiss me.”

24. “I love you.”

25. “I told you not to fall in love with me.”

26. “I forgive a lot, but I never forget what’s said and done.”

27. “Please shut up. I can’t stand how appealing your voice is.”

28. “Shut up. Just shut up.”

29. “Again?”

30. “I’ve been in love with you my entire life.”

31. “I’m tired of being your secret.”

32. “You know, it’s okay to cry.”

33. “I think we should have another.”

34. “Is there a reason you’re naked in my bed?”

35. “Go on, tell me. Tell me you don’t love me.”

37. “Twins? We’re…we’re having twins?!”

38. “If he’s going to treat you like shit I’m going to kick his ass.”

39. “I just want to be alone right now.”

40. “Those things you said yesterday… Did you mean them?”

41. “You haven’t even touched your food. What’s going on?”

42. “If you don’t want to talk about what happened, then say so. Don’t just lie and say it’s fine.”

43. “Sometimes, there is nothing better than some good old-fashioned, no string attached fucking.”

44. “Stay in bed.”

45. “Stop laughing at me!”

46. “Just say that it is okay. I just need to hear you say it.”

47. “I love you and I am terrified.”

48. “Why does it hurt so much?”

49. “I can’t promise you that…….”

50. “Promise me you will come back….. I need you to promise me.”

51. “I missed you.”

52. “Do you trust me?”

53. “Don’t you look at me like that.”

54. “You’re the most amazing, incredible, beautiful being I’ve ever met.”

55. “I’ll find her and bring her home, I promise.”

56. “You embarrassed me this evening.”

57. “I couldn’t do it….. one look in their eyes and I knew I couldn’t kill them. For that I am sorry.”

58. “Did you enjoy yourself last night?”

59. “I am not losing you again.”

60. “Why don’t they just kiss already?”

61. “You know, it hurt when I realized that you’re not in love with me. But nothing can compare to the pain I felt when I saw you fall in love with her.”

62. “I am different now.”

63. “You left without saying goodbye……. I hate you for that.”

64. “I loved you and then you were gone…….. and I knew I lost you.”

65. “None of that matters now.”

66. “Please say something.”

67. “I shouldn’t have come.”

68. “It was a mistake coming here”

69. “You hate me and I do not know why!!”

70. “Take your fill”

71. “Is that a challenge?”

72. “What the hell was that?!”

73. “Mind if I cut in?”

74. “Did I stutter?”

75. “Why are you being so nice to me all the sudden”

76. “Why are you covered in mud?”

77. “I can’t… I can’t lose you.”

78. “You’ll be the death of me.”

79. “Come back to bed.”

80. “You are so tiny compared to me”

81. “Can I kiss you?”

82. “Bring your pretty little butt over here.”

83. “Why are you dressed like that?”

84. “You deserve so much better.”

85. “You have the most amazing eyes.”

86. “You know, it’s okay to cry.”

87. “That’s distracting.”

88. “That isn’t appropriate.”

89. “Is it possible to love too much?”

90. “Promise me you’ll look after your father.”

91. “How long has it been?”

92. “This relationship used to be all about communication! What ever happened to that?”

93. “If you walk out that door, you’re no longer one of us. You’ll be one of them and that means I’ll treat you like one of them.”

94. “I left everything for this, I left it all…for you!”

95. “Look at me - just breathe, okay?”

96. “I’m sick of being USELESS.”

97. “I almost lost you.”

98. “I wish I could hate you.”

99. “Tell me a secret.”

100. “No one needs to know.”

THIS LIST ISN’T MINE! I actually wanted to give credit to the account where i found it be he/she deactivated her/his account!

Also can we just. Take a moment and feel for him in For Forever. When he’s talking about running to the tree. He sings in such a hopeful tone like if he’s convinced himself it’s happened this way. He’s so lonely and lost he convinced himself this happened and he’s /happy/ and hopeful. Like I’m a crying mess right now Bc this lie he started to tell is also a coping method for him and *Screams*

I don’t really have the words for what I want to say right now. I’m very tired and in a lot of pain. But I’m going to try anyway.

You matter to me.

It doesn’t matter if we met decades ago or ten minutes ago, I care about your existence. And it breaks my heart that so many of you are hurting and there’s not much I can do about it but offer you kind words and a wider audience to boost your cry for help. And I’ll always try my hardest to do both. Some days it’s easier than others, some days I’m barely hanging in there myself. But I do, and I try, and am forced reluctantly to take my own advice that sometimes that is enough.

But even on those days when I can’t reply, when I’m in so much pain I can’t type–you still matter to me, and I read all your messages and I take your words and I hold them close to my heart and offer them up to the universe and hope it grants you peace.

More than that I hope you find stability, contentment, friendship, joy.

I hope so much for all of you, I pray, I carry you with me in my thoughts and send you my love and I know that counts for very little. But I also hope that should you ever need this, you know you’ll always matter to someone. And they are so proud of you for hanging on.

So please don’t apologize for wanting to say hi. Or for needing help, or for not knowing what to say once you do. It doesn’t matter to me. What matters to me, is you. And you’re going to be okay. I promise.

The Voicemail

Written for @xfficchallenges Dialogue Only Challenge.  

Timeline: Pre-Revival
Rating: R
Author: @piecesofscully
A/N: Sorry in advance? And thank you to my beautiful baeta @kateyes224 for always making my words pretty, pushing me to continue that thought, and encouraging me with a lot of expletives to write this.


“…sent me to voicemail?  Shit.  Uh, hey.  Hey, Scully.  It’s me.  Uh, Mulder.  You probably knew that.  I mean, who else would be calling you at, um, it’s 3:07.  3:07 in the morning?  Does someone else call you at 3:07 in the morning?  Don’t answer that.  S’better than showing up at your door three sheets to the wind in the middle of the night.  Trousered, almost shit-faced, nearly tanked.

“Ha, remember the last time I did that, Scully?  Las’ time you called me out for being drunk.  I have a confession, Scully.  I was drunk.  So drunk, in fact, that the pretty little barmaid cut me off.  86 was my lucky number, she’d said.  Pay the tab, and call a cab.  It’s a good thing I’m home now, no tabs t’pay, no cabs that smell like the vomit from the last drink-  er, drunk guy.  

“Just an empty couch that still smells like that perfume I bought you three years ago…

“I told her one was the loneliest number, and ya know what?  Scully, you know what?  I was wrong.  I know you like to hear me say that, so I’ll say it again.  I. Was.  Wrong.  The loneliest number’s two.  Two that’s still two, but half of it packed up its bags and walked out the front door.  You forgot to slam the door when you left, Scully.

“Fuck, I miss you.

“I miss you sticking your cold feet under my legs before falling asleep.  And that breathy sigh you make when you first wake up, and that awful tuna casserole you make on Fridays.  Fish on Fridays, like a good little Catholic. That stuff is really terrible, Scully.  Tastes like a burnt noodle coated in expired tuna.  But I ate it anyways, cause you made it.  

“You knew I didn’t like it, and you still made it, and I still ate it.  You know what I think?  I’m gonna tell you a secret.  I think that you liked to punish me, and I liked being punished.  Maybe you were right, maybe I’m a masochist.  That you enjoy dishing it out, though, makes you the sadist to my masochist.  Sadistic Scully. Has a ring to it, dontcha think?  I miss the way that you hated me, Sadistic Scully.  Meant you loved me.  Can’t have hate without love, right?

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Jared Leto Imagine -Please Don’t Go

Anonymous said:Jared Leto imagine where the reader finds out that jared only used her for publicity at first but jared tries to get her back and say sorry and that he had fallen in love with herr 😋❤️️


Your P.O.V.

Everything that surrounded felt like a perfect surface to punch and kick at. I was so angry but at the same time I was absolutely devastated. After feeling happy for the first time in months, everything came crashing down. My home didn’t even feel like my home. It’s like the past year had been a fucking lie.

My ‘boyfriend’ had used me for publicity. He had been fooling me for a year! One fucking year, 52 weeks you get it.

I had thrown the magazine that had written a full two sided article about me and Jared away and I had managed to break a flower vase. Now it was on the bedroom floor completely shattered and dirt was everywhere. I didn’t care. I was fighting my tears hard as I tried to pack a suitcase.

Jared was supposed to be at the studio for two more hours so I thought I could leave without him interrupting me. I didn’t know what I’d do if I saw him. Surprise surprise he came home early. I heard his heavy footsteps because he was running. They were approaching. ‘’Y/N! Y/N?’’ He called out for me worriedly. He sounded really jittery.

The door opened and I knew he saw me by the end of the bed, packing my belongings. ‘’Jesus’’ He breathed out and came over. My emotions took over me easily and I knew I was going to break down. I turned around with teary eyed and I saw him. Jared’s hair was a mess and his eyes were really glossy like he was on the verge of tears. 

‘’Fuck you!’’ I spat angrily and then felt my own hot tears smudging my make up even more. ‘’Baby..listen to me. I-I can explain everything’’ He promised me. Jared tried to walk closer to me and he tried to touch my shoulder, but I slapped his hand away. ‘’Don’t touch me Jared! I hate you!’’ I swore with fire in my veins. It caused his mouth to gape.

Silence fell upon us. I guess it was easy to notice that we were both shocked. I just said that and honestly I wasn’t sure what to feel. Could I be sorry? Was he really sad? Or was this an act too?

I groaned and looked away from him. The look on his face was just too much for me to handle. I was going to grab a shirt but Jared grabbed my wrist. ‘’Y/N please listen to me okay?’’ He begged and then stepped closer. I took a deep shaky breath and that’s when I smelled his sweet cologne. It just made me even more emotionally confused. ‘’I see that you saw those articles’’ He started with a small voice. Damn right I did.

‘’And I admit it’s true but they’ve twisted so many things. Can we please just take a seat and talk?’’ He requested wistfully. That’s when I pulled my hand away from him and raised them up. ‘’Jared there’s nothing to talk about! You lied to me. You used me. How the hell am I supposed to believe anything if all we’ve had has been a big fat lie?’’ I hollered furiously, but at the same time crying. Jared was crying too now and I hated this sight but I wouldn’t comfort him. No matter how much I wanted to.

Suddenly he put his hands together and kneeled down so he was literally in a begging position. It made me shut up and my heart started beating harder. What was he doing? ‘’Y/N please..I’m begging you. Give me one chance’’ He pleaded. Then he came a little closer to me. I looked into his pretty blue eyes and it caused my heart to throb painfully.

‘’Y/N please I love you’’ he added and that was too much. ‘’Fine’’ I gave in and then I took a deep breath. Jared’s lips were trembling. He stood up and grabbed my hands, leading me to the right side of the bed. I forced myself to follow and then sit down next to him. This was his one chance. 

‘’First of all I’m not expecting you to forgive me for anything just let me explain’’ Jared started as he still held my hands. I didn’t bother to pull them back. I just nodded and let him explain. ‘’In the beginning over a year ago my managers got angry because I had been single for so long. They said that the band needed more articles and interviews. So they came up with a solution. I had to find a girlfriend’’ He began and honestly I felt so stupid. Why didn’t I see through his lies?

‘’I saw you. Once we started talking I felt like you were perfect. The managers said that you had to be younger so we’d be the center of spotlight. I admit that first I didn’t think this was going to be important but the more I got to know you the better things got. I was happy because I actually liked you. It didn’t feel like a job anymore. This what we have felt real. I thought I could just forget the reason why we got together. I wanted to forget the past and actually be with you like a normal couple’’ Jared promised me and he ignored his tears that silently rolled down his face.

I was speechless. I wanted to believe him but I didn’t know how. This was really hard and truly overwhelming. Jared looked at me sadly but with a little hope. He probably expected some sort of a reaction but I was as quiet as a rock.

‘’Please say something’’ He whispered and snapped me out of my little bubble. Our eyes met and I could feel his sorrow. It was genuine. But I didn’t know if I could trust my senses. After all I never doubted him. Could it be because he wasn’t acting? Could it really be that he had actually fallen in love with me?

‘’I don’t know what to say Jared’’ I whimpered and blinked away more tears. Damn I swear I was crying a river. ‘’Just please don’t leave me’’ He begged and cupped my cheek. His thumb wiped away my tears and it caused me to close my eyes. I just tried to relax as his hand touched me so closely. I just remembered all the times we had been closer. All our dates, happy memories, sad memories, everything. I truly wanted them to be real.

The feeling of being emotionally overwhelmed was awful. I was sick of this feeling so for once I did the right thing and I pushed my thoughts away. Then for a little moment I just wanted to be with him without thinking. I leaned closer to Jared and I wrapped my arms around him. First he tensed up but it didn’t take long until he pulled me closer so my legs were in his lap and his strong arms were around me. Then I lost it.

Tears kept rolling down my face and I was sobbing uncontrollably. Jared’s hand was running up and down my back like he always did when he was comforting me. Then he rocked us gently, letting me weep. I could tell that he was crying too.’’I’m sorry’’ He kept telling me over and over again. ‘’I don’t w-want to go away Jared’’ I stuttered with a lump in my throat. Speaking felt really hard.

‘’I’m not going anywhere as long as you stay. Okay?’’ He whispered and tried to make a deal. I just nodded and melted into his arms. I could think later when I calmed down. We could talk things through but for now I just wanted to close my eyes and be here with him. My head ached way too much for it to think. ‘’I love you Y/N please just..know that I mean it’’ He reminded me. His voice was hoarse but the way he spoke sounded very reassuring.

I love you too, I thought in my head. Right now I couldn’t bring myself to the point where I could say that but I knew he knew my feelings were mutual. If not, I would be long gone already.

Puppy Love

I wrote this last night at 2 AM haha
I go back to school on Monday so I’m trying to get as much content out now as I can
Hope you guys like this one! xx

Title: Puppy Love
Pairing: Barry Allen x reader
Summary: You get a puppy, but Barry is a little bit wary of your furry friend
Word Count: 1,596
Warnings: Food mention

Your name: submit What is this?

             "I want a dog,“ you announce to Barry one morning during breakfast.

           Barry nearly chokes, spitting out his coffee. "You what?” he asks, still coughing.

           You giggle at Barry’s reaction, handing him a napkin to clean up the drops of coffee on him. He gladly accepts, an embarrassed flush on his face. You didn’t expect to surprise him so much with the prospect of a dog.

           "I want a dog,“ you repeat firmly. "I think that would be a good step in our relationship.”

           "Y/N, are you sure?“ he asks you, setting down the coffee-stained napkins. "I mean, a dog is a big deal.”

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A Day in the Life of Dan, Phil, and Emily // A Phan One-Shot

Genre: family fluff, domestic fluff. Parent!phan

Words: 3.2k

Relationship status: married

Warnings: slight swearing

Summary: YouTube Notification: AmazingPhil just uploaded a video: “A Day in the Life of Dan, Phil, and Emily!”

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DIALOGUE LIST!

Send me a number and a character.

1. “I don’t even know who I am without you.”

2. “The way you flirt is just shameful.”

3. “I’m flirting with you.”

4. “You don’t need to protect me.”

5. “You can’t even look at me!”

6. “Stop looking at me like that!”

7. “You make a good pillow.”

8. “Does he know about the baby?”

9. “I had a nightmare about you and wanted to make sure you were okay.”

10. “All I wanted was the truth.”

11. “Why are you pushing me away?”

12. “I didn’t realize I needed your permission.”

13. “I can’t believe you talked me into this.”

14. “Nobody trusts me to do anything important!”

15. “I fall for the worst ones.”

16. “You make me feel like I’m not good enough.”

17. “Come over here and make me.”

18. “Stop thinking about him/her/them.”

19. “You’re beautiful/handsome, and I’m not the only one that thinks that.”

20. “I need your forgiveness.”

21. “If you don’t rest, you won’t heal.”

22. “You’re the only one I can trust.”

23. “Kiss me.”

24. “I love you.”

25. “I told you not to fall in love with me.”

26. “I forgive a lot, but I never forget what’s said and done.”

27. “Please shut up. I can’t stand how appealing your voice is.”

28. “Shut up. Just shut up.”

29. “Again?”

30. “I’ve been in love with you my entire life.”

31. “I’m tired of being your secret.”

32. “You know, it’s okay to cry.”

33. “I think we should have another.”

34. “Is there a reason you’re naked in my bed?”

35. “Go on, tell me. Tell me you don’t love me.”

37. “Twins? We’re…we’re having twins?!”

38. “If he’s going to treat you like shit I’m going to kick his ass.”

39. “I just want to be alone right now.”

40. “Those things you said yesterday… Did you mean them?”

41. “You haven’t even touched your food. What’s going on?”

42. “If you don’t want to talk about what happened, then say so. Don’t just lie and say it’s fine.”

43. “Sometimes, there is nothing better than some good old-fashioned, no string attached fucking.”

44. “Stay in bed.”

45. “Stop laughing at me!”

46. “Just say that it is okay. I just need to hear you say it.”

47. “I love you and I am terrified.”

48. “Why does it hurt so much?”

49. “I can’t promise you that…….”

50. “Promise me you will come back….. I need you to promise me.”

51. “I missed you.”

52. “Do you trust me?”

53. “Don’t you look at me like that.”

54. “You’re the most amazing, incredible, beautiful being I’ve ever met.”

55. “I’ll find her and bring her home, I promise.”

56. “You embarrassed me this evening.”

57. “I couldn’t do it….. one look in their eyes and I knew I couldn’t kill them. For that I am sorry.”

58. “Did you enjoy yourself last night?”

59. “I am not losing you again.”

60. “Why don’t they just kiss already?”

61. “You know, it hurt when I realized that you’re not in love with me. But nothing can compare to the pain I felt when I saw you fall in love with her.”

62. “I am different now.”

63. “You left without saying goodbye……. I hate you for that.”

64. “I loved you and then you were gone…….. and I knew I lost you.”

65. “None of that matters now.”

66. “Please say something.”

67. “I shouldn’t have come.”

68. “It was a mistake coming here”

69. “You hate me and I do not know why!!”

70. “Take your fill”

71. “Is that a challenge?”

72. “What the hell was that?!”

73. “Mind if I cut in?”

74. “Did I stutter?”

75. “Why are you being so nice to me all the sudden”

76. “Why are you covered in mud?”

77. “I can’t… I can’t lose you.”

78. “You’ll be the death of me.”

79. “Come back to bed.”

80. “You are so tiny compared to me”

81. “Can I kiss you?”

82. “Bring your pretty little butt over here.”

83. “Why are you dressed like that?”

84. “You deserve so much better.”

85. “You have the most amazing eyes.”

86. “You know, it’s okay to cry.”

87. “That’s distracting.”

88. “That isn’t appropriate.”

89. “Is it possible to love too much?”

90. “Promise me you’ll look after your father.”

91. “How long has it been?”

92. “This relationship used to be all about communication! What ever happened to that?”

93. “If you walk out that door, you’re no longer one of us. You’ll be one of them and that means I’ll treat you like one of them.”

94. “I left everything for this, I left it all…for you!”

95. “Look at me - just breathe, okay?”

96. “I’m sick of being USELESS.”

97. “I almost lost you.”

98. “I wish I could hate you.”

99. “Tell me a secret.”

100. “No one needs to know.”

- this isn’t mine! creds go to whoever made it

i write for, skam, tvd, the originals, shadowhunters, and gmw (only riarkle & or lucaya centric fanfics)

The 100: Earth Skills

“Who are they? What are they?”
“We are so screwed”
“It looks like a pain response”
“This is what we’d expect to see with exposure to radiation”
"I know this is hard, but we don’t have time for false hope”
"Please, trust me”
"Where’d you get the clothes?”
“You want it back? Take it”
"Is this what you want? Chaos?”
“What’s wrong with a little chaos?”
“You can stop this”
"Don’t you see you can’t control this?”
“Where’s the food?”
“What the hell happened out there?”
“We were attacked”
“We’re stronger than you think”
"We can take care of ourselves”
"We are not prisoners anymore!”
"We both know that you could have sent an apprentice to do this”
"I need to know where you stand”
“I don’t have a vote”
"But you have no proof”
“Please, stop”
"You wanted to see me?”
“Who shot me?”
“Who benefits most from my death?”
“If you have something to say, just say it”
“I followed the law. I did my job”
"I had nothing to do with the attempt on your life, but I’m not surprised that it happened”
"Keep it covered. It could get infected”
“My ankle’s fine”
“I’m gonna help”
"So far no one else has volunteered”
"You’re too important”
"You think you’re such an adventurer. You’re really just a coward”
"Build a wall. Use the fallen trees”
"You could have been killed”
"I hear you have a gun”
"I don’t need a babysitter”
"I’m gonna make your life a living hell”
"That’s a lie and you know it”
"There’s some kind of a virus”
"Is this all you got?”
“Guess we got more in common than meets the eye, huh?”
“We have nothing in common”
"Your secret’s safe with me”
"I should be out there”
“You’re not gonna cry, are you?”
“We need to take a break”
“Now you sound like my mother”
“We’ve got nothing but time”
“Hey, how do we know this is the right way?”
“Now would be a good time to take out that gun”
"We don’t have time”
"What the hell was that?”
“Did someone call for a mechanic?“
“Follow me”
"Why are you telling me this?”
“Those are my terms. Take it or leave it”
“We’re on first watch”
“I won’t be disobeyed"

Studying and Baseball

Description: You’re studying for your finals and Jeff tries to make you less stressed.

Jeff Atkins x gender neutral reader

Request: none

A/N: Here’s a new update! Please send requests to my ask box or message me! Good luck on your finals if you’re taking any!

“Baaabe?”

“Yes, J?” you sighed as you organized and highlighted your notes.

“Are you done studying yet?”

“Nope,” you smiled. “I still have another few pages of notes to do.

“Can you take a break?” he smiled. “I’ll make you a snack. We can lie down for a few minutes?”

“I don’t have time, J.”

“(Y/N), you’ve been at your desk for hours. Come on, please!” he said as he wrapped his arms around your shoulders and kissed your neck.

“Jeff, stop. I can’t focus while you’re doing that.”

“Just relax-”

“Jeff, stop.”

“Babe, just-”

“Jeff! I’m being serious! I’m trying to study!” you exploded, “I need to get an A on this final tomorrow to get an A in the class, and I just really can’t do anything else right now, but this is so hard, and-” you started to cry and Jeff kneeled next to you.

“Can I hold you?” he whispered. You nodded and leaned into his body. “You’re gonna ace this. I know you can do it, but let’s take a break, okay? I promise I’ll actually help you with this as soon as you eat something and breathe for a second, okay?”

You nodded again and hugged him close to you. He kissed your shoulder. “I love you, and you are going to knock this out of the park.”

“Your baseball analogies are so stupid,” you laughed.

“But it made you laugh,” he smiled. “Don’t think I struck out there, did I?”

You rolled your eyes. “Maybe hit a foul ball with that joke, but you most definitely did not strike out,” you smiled.

“Maybe I’ll hit a home run next time,” he smiled.

“Hopefully, I’m tired of all these bad jokes every day.

Prompt List #3

Requests

  1. “Can you just back off?”
  2. “I’m right here, okay? You’re all right.”
  3. “For fuck’s sake, just shut up.”
  4. “I don’t need you anymore.”
  5. “You’re overreacting.”
  6. “And you thought I’d be okay with that?”
  7. “You can’t keep doing this.”
  8. “I’m so sorry. I can’t even tell you how sorry I am.”
  9. “Is there someone else? Don’t lie.”
  10. “I could just choke you right now.”
  11. “You are everything to me.”
  12. “You can’t just fix everything with a kiss. This isn’t a booboo.”
  13. “Can you slow down?”
  14. “Hey, you’re safe now. It’s over.”
  15. “I didn’t mean to hurt you.”
  16. “Did you use my cologne? You smell like me.”
  17. “I feel like I might be sick.”
  18. “I thought I lost you.”
  19. “I think you need a shower.”
  20. “You taste like toothpaste.”
  21. “Can we just start fresh?”
  22. “I’ve never felt anything like that.”
  23. “You’re driving me mad.”
  24. “Wait, why are you crying?”
  25. “Do this for me and I’ll do anything you want.”
  26. “Let’s see what you’ve got.”
  27. “You make me happy.”
  28. “I should have told you a long time ago.”
  29. “You’re in love with her/him.”
  30. “Watch me.”
  31. “It was you the whole time.”
  32. “You could have died.”
  33. “We need to talk about what happened last night.”
  34. “What happens if I do this?”
  35. “I don’t want to screw this up.”
  36. “Stay Calm!” + “WHY DO PEOPLE ALWAYS SAY THAT IN STRESSFUL SITUATIONS? IF I WAS CALM THE PROBLEM I’M HAVING WOULDN’T BE A PROBLEM.”
  37. “You’re really soft.”
  38. “You’re cute when you’re worried”
  39. “I would’ve had breakfast ready, but you were sleeping on my arm, and I didn’t want to wake you.”
  40. “I’m here for my daily fix of hugs and kisses.”
  41. “I don’t wanna get up– you’re comfy.”
  42. “You came to my room at 4 AM, to cuddle?”
  43. “Is that my shirt?”
  44. “No, like…. It’s just, I can’t believe you’re actually wearing my clothes.”
  45. “Do you believe in love at first sight?”
  46. “You’re my best friend’s sister, we can’t do this.”
  47. "People are jerks, but not you.”
  48. “I can’t believe I got the first date, let alone a year.”
  49. “Can I kiss you?”
  50. “I can’t get over how a few months ago I wanted to learn your name and now you’re having breakfast with me in my sweater.”
  51. “You’re hiding under the blanket because you’re blushing?”
  52. “My parents are coming over in 10 minutes so please put some clothes on”
  53. “You look so comfy, and cuddle-able.”
  54. “You can call me whenever you want… Even if you don’t have a reason to.”
  55. “It’s nice that your voice was the first thing I heard today.”
  56. “Quit smiling at me, I can’t stop messing up my sentences when you look at me like that.”
  57. “You make my dopamine levels surge.”
  58. “It’s starting to kind of hurt my heart that you don’t say I love you back.”
  59. “You’ll catch me, right?”
  60. “Well that was immensely attractive.”
  61. “Having something you can’t bear to lose is fucking scary.”
  62. “I don’t want to go, your dad doesn’t like me.”
  63. “I don’t tell you I love you enough.”
  64. “I’ve never been happier in my life.”
  65. “I should be the only one making you happy.”
  66. “Are you flirting with me?” + “Well, it’s about time you noticed.”
  67. “Wait, what do you mean, you kinda like me?”
  68. “Close your eyes.” + “I swear, if you do something nasty I’m out of here.”
I Have Something To Tell You


Hey guys! So this is a request i got from an anon not too long ago:

“Can you write a oneshot where reader is pregnant with Mr. J’s baby, he’s not thrilled about the pregnancy but then he feels the baby move for the first time and then feels better about it? Thank you 💖💖”

I really hope this is what you were looking for and I really hope everyone likes it! As always, feed back is greatly appreciated and requests are open! I’ve got a few on the way and I’m a little backed up because of school and such but if there’s something you want then I will absolutely get to that!

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You never thought this day would come and you prayed it never would but here you are, sitting on your bathroom floor, that damn tiny stick in your hand. You were pregnant. It hadn’t quite sunken in yet. Thoughts were running through your brain a million miles a minute. How were you gonna tell J? What were you going to do with it? Well you wanted to keep of course, you may be a stone cold killer any other day but even though this isn’t even a human by any means yet it was something you just couldn’t bring yourself to do it. You figured that you may as well just get it over with an tell him and face the consequences. He was off at work for the next couple hours, giving you time to plan your speech on how to tell him you were pregnant and that you were going to keep it no matter what he said.

“Alright J I have something to tell you. I’m pregnant. No that sounds dumb. J we’re having a baby! No no that’s ridiculous. J we have created life. What the fuck who says that?” you argued with yourself in the mirror. You decided to lay down and have a quick nap to clear your head a little bit. You laid in bed, eyes wide open, unable to sleep. You heard the front doors slam and you shot up, scared about what was about to come.

“Y/N I’m home,” he yelled throughout the house. You made your way downstairs to greet the green haired man. “How was your day baby? Did you get wild and crazy?” He winked at you. You smiled and shook your head. Now or never I guess? You thought to yourself.

“J there’s something I gotta tell you and I don’t think you’re going to like it very much…” your voice trailed off. His smile dropped and he looked at with with a deathly serious look. He nodded for you to proceed. “I’m pregnant.”

As soon as the words left your mouth he had you pinned against the wall behind you.

“You’re lying Y/N. Don’t fucking lie to me like that,” he muttered in a dangerously low voice. Your closed your eyes to prevent your from crying.

“I’m not lying J…” You muttered.

“Then why the fuck are we here? I’m driving you to the clinic right now. Get in the car,” he said quickly, turning away to walk out to the car. You grabbed his wrist lightly so he would turn around and face you.

“No J. I’m keeping it. I don’t care what you do. I’m keeping it. Kick me out, do whatever your please, but I’m keeping it.” You were impressed that your voice had remained relatively strong and that you hadn’t let him get to you too much. You ran your hand over your flat tummy. You weren’t stupid, you knew that there wasn’t really anything in there but it gave you an idea of where you would be in 9 months time. You were terrified of what he would do to you but you hoped he wouldn’t be too hard on you.

You felt cold metal press against your forehead and knew immediately what he was going to do. You closed your eyes and waited for the loud bang but it never came. He growled and lowered his weapon.

“I want nothing to do with it. If you’re keeping it I don’t want any part of it. It’s yours, not mine,” he said angrily. You fell to the floor, the rush of being that close to the end of your life made you crash. You were alive, so was your future baby. You breathed a loud sigh of relief and leaned against the wall behind you. It broke your heart to hear those words but you took it for what it was worth and reminded yourself that it was going to be okay eventually.

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It had been 5 months since you had told J that you were pregnant. He spent so long refusing to acknowledge what was happening. Each day it seemed that your belly grew more and more and you were finally showing.

The most significant change though was J’s attitude towards the whole thing. He was slowly becoming more and more accepting of the baby. He was starting to compliment you again, his anger seemed to start dissipating with every passing day.

“J?” You called.

“Yes beautiful?” He replied. You smiled at the compliment and he followed your voice, coming towards you. You smiled down at your belly and lifted your head to smile at him. He didn’t seem especially pleased that you had called him over for something that he found so insignificant.

“J can you please touch my belly at least once? It would mean a lot to me. I know you don’t want anything to do with this and I accepted that a long time ago but could you please do this for me? She’s my little baby girl and I want you to briefly be apart of this,” you begged. He stared at you showing no emotion on your face whatsoever. Your face lit up as he reached for your stomach. You grabbed his hand lightly and put it against your belly. At that moment you felt her kick against the inside of your body. He looked up at you in momentary shock.

“She kicked,” he stated simply, looking up into your eyes.

“Yea that’s the first time! It’s so weird-”

“She did it when I touched your stomach,” he interrupted. His eyes lit up as he realized that your little baby had recognized her father’s touch. “Shh baby, daddy’s here. Daddy’s here princess,” he muttered to your stomach. Your heart exploded as you saw the man you love whisper sweet nothings to your unborn child. “Baby, I’m sorry. This is our child, I shouldn’t let you do this alone. She’ll be beautiful. She’ll have your eyes, or maybe my eyes and your hair. I don’t know but regardless she’s going to be the most beautiful girl I’ll ever lay my eyes on.” You faked being offended and he smiled. “Besides you of course my love.”

Ever since that day he had been nothing but supportive. He was the same crude, violent, insane man that you loved but he was sure to never do anything to harm you or the child. He was the love of your life and he had devoted himself to your and your child.

“I can’t wait to meet you my little nugget,” he said as he kneeled down in front of my belly. I smiled at the whole interaction, admiring his caring side. He was a scary guy, no doubt, but contrary to what most believe he does in fact have a sweet side to him. “We’re in this together baby, now let’s go start you a nice hot bath baby,” he said with his wild silver grin adorning his face.

One of things I like most about Yuri on Ice is how they handle Yuri’s anxiety

I like that Victor showing up didn’t magically fix Yuri’s anxiety disorder. In fact it takes the first four episodes before their relationship is developed enough that Victor is a real help. As they get to know and trust each other Yuri starts getting a better grip on his anxiety but it takes time.

Yes Victor has helped and Yuri has gotten better at dealing with it but it’s also the way he’s helped and what it means to their relationship.

Look lets compare Episode 7 Yuri to Episode 9.

In episode 7 Yuri is having a very public and very obvious meltdown thanks to anxiety as we can see here:

He is shaking and  and a mess.  I think he’s only this obviously anxious because Victor is there.  It’s not that Victor is making him more anxious. This is always how Yuri would have felt it’s that because Yuri is comfortable around Victor he’s able to show his anxiety.

Or more to the point. Yuri can’t really hide his anxiety from Victor at this point even if he tries and he knows that deep down so he’s not putting much energy into trying.

We know from the first episode Yuri tries to hide what he’s really feeling. Even from his family. Hence the crying in the bathroom.

I know cause this was me when I met my husband. Going back to episode 4 for a moment I really think the fact that Yuri knows he can’t really lie and hide his fear and anxiety from Victor is what makes him avoid him.

When I came to England for 6 months on a student visa before we got married it was the first time I was around my now husband for longer then a couple of weeks. What I quickly discovered was that he could see right through my bullshitting and lies that I was doing fine and that frankly my mask that I used to keep my anxiety from the world did not work on him. 

It was fucking terrifying to me. My parents didn’t know the extent of my anxiety and depression, my doctors didn’t but this English guy I was dating did from day one and I found that as time went on it only became harder to hide it from him.

It was horrifying to me. I felt exposed and vulnerable in a way I was not ready for…but eventually I came to not only accept it but welcome it because the reason I couldn’t hide it from him and the reason he could see through me was because of the love we shared and reflected the level of trust I had in him.  

That’s why Yuri is so openly a mess in front of Victor and everyone else in episode 7. Yes being the one to beat doesn’t help but the fact that he’s showing that emotion shows the trust he has in Victor.

I can further prove it because Episode 9 Yuri is actually just as anxious as episode 7.

That is in a lot of ways the same stressed out face but this is the extent of the anxiety we see on the surface with Yuri in episode 9. He’s not really shaking, He’s not covering his face and and bouncing his leg in anxiety.  He’s just got a stressed expression. He’s able to get through the program but not at his best.

I also like the fact in episode 7 Yuri mentally chides Victor for not realising that Yuri’s anxiety issues are old news and that Yuri is used to it and Victor should be prepared to handle it.

In episode 9 he has a set back with his anxiety but one he is able to say would probably be just as bad with Victor there.

A lot of other stories especially ones that focus on the power of love would have Victor’s presence automatically get rid of Yuri’s anxiety but that doesn’t happen. We clearly see that Yuri keeps his problems but is better able to manage them when Victor is there to support him but not consistently because it’s not a consistent progress.

With the short program he’s got an established routine with Victor and a motivation that helps him through his anxiety but he’s not found that with the free skate yet so it’s harder for him to manage it.

As someone with chronic generalised anxiety disorder (aka I’m scared of practically everything) Yuri’s anxiety and how his relationship with the person he loves effects it feels very real and accurate. I can’t praise the show enough for showing someone with this sort of problem depicted in such an accurate way.

jikookdetails  asked:

IM CRYING BC IM HAPPY OMG THESE PHOTOS SKSNXJSNS

SAME!!! , i’m freaking out right now in a good way , i’m not gonna lie ..

are we ever going to get over this ? no . i mean look at jungkook trying his best to be as chill about this as possible but ending up closing his eyes, smiling .. clearly high key enjoying it look at jimin’s face , !!!!!!!!!

and jin’s reaction man! he was like : what ?? what’s happening almost freaking out, thinking they might have accidentally kissed .

JEDI NIGHTMARES

SUMMARY: It’s been about 3 months since Qui-Gon was killed. Obi-Wan is struggling with nightmares, desperately missing his Master, while Anakin is trying to conquer his own fear. An emotional, fluffy piece where Kenobi wakes in the middle of the night and hears his Padawan having a bad dream in the other room. Obi-Wan battles his emotions while helping Anakin navigate his own. Lots of fluff, angst, and love.

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the 2017 ver. of hello is something us LOVEs will forever cherish. no lie, i’m actually crying right now because they’ve worked so hard and went through hell and back, dealing with the possibility of disbandment and rumors that almost ruined them. ajskdkos thank u nu'est for such a beautiful gift and all the work you have done for us. we truly missed you guys so much.