so, i’m still devastated about this whole thing. not only did i lose all my fandom posts and my original gifsets and writings, but i lost journal entries, posts i made every time one of my nieces and nephews were born, jokes my dad would tell, fan accounts from concerts. it’s like, i feel like i lost part of my identity. i’m not joking when i say that tumblr and that blog shaped me into who i am. everywhere i look around my house, i see things that remind me of that blog. a song will come on and it’ll remind me that i discovered it on tumblr. i feel like everything i love now - movies, tv shows, books - i love because i discovered it on tumblr and i shared that love with you all on my blog. and it’s all gone. i feel like a piece of me went missing when that blog got deleted. i know i’ll get over it, but i know it’s going to take some time. i dedicated so much of my life and time to that blog. i lost my safe haven.
anyway, i guess what i’m trying to say is that i may have gotten my same username back, but this blog won’t be the same as it was. to make sure this never happens to me again, i’m going to refrain from making original posts and content, unless something brilliant strikes. i’ll mostly stick to reblogging content. i’m going to try and find some of my original Sterek posts on friend’s blogs and get them back on this new blog.
i know a few of you have given me links to some of my posts and i love you guys for that. i’d really appreciate it if any of you have links to my stuff, if you could send them to me.
i’ll stop rambling now, but i just wanted you guys to know kind of where i’m at right now. love you guys!