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thinkmethoughtless  asked:

You say to finish things...but I can't even start. I was a writer as a kid, and I finished and started things constantly. My confidence slowly shattered as a teen. I'm now in my 20s and I'm a nervous wreck. I long to write, but the thought of it makes me so anxious. I've created a legitimate fear. How might I overcome this?

I’d suggest two different ways, very different from each other.

You could tell yourself it doesn’t matter, and start finding out how to write for fun again. Give yourself an hour a day to write in: no phone, no internet, no reading books or talking to people, no Tumblr, just time to write in. And in that time, write whatever you want, or don’t. A poem. A description of someone. A memory. A sea-shanty for seven morose pirates and a raccoon. Anything. Just give yourself time to write and find that writing can be fun again.

Or else…

Join a writing group. The kind of group, online or in real life, where you have to produce work to be read by the other people in the group. Where not writing will have consequences, even if the consequence is that people will be disappointed. So there’s enough external push to conquer the anxiousness on your part.

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This is a Kaisoo analysis, again! I just made one yesterday (you can check it out because that Kaisoo moment hit me all the soft spots), and doing another now. This is not healthy, at all… And I’m half conscious so perhaps this is not really coherent…

First off, I wanna say many thanks to Alvabear94 for her amazing JI and Kaisoo videos. If you haven’t followed her Instagram, please do or you’ll miss out on many awesome vids!

Now, I wanna make a (not so) brief analysis on the Shyness of JI and KS at the last part of this vid.

This is super duper obvious that JI was a lot bit flustered when they all did that kneeling move and he met KS’s gaze. He all but blinked and averted his eyes (JI practically turned his head from left to right, shying away from making eye-contact with KS) and then reverted his eyes back to KS’s back again. (Could you be more obvious, Nini??)

But, the thing I found extremely interesting here is that KS immediately turned his head away too (Very subtle, Mr. Do!). I was wondering Why? Why after all those years living and working and falling in love with each other, they were still acting like they just met and got to know each other and flushed while being caught stealing glances (like they were just new in this relationship lmao).

And the most interesting thing is that when the kneeling move ended, all the members got to stand up, KS for a moment turned around again and smiled (that’s too obvious that he was smiling with his cheekbone rising even when the angle blocked most of his face). Why did he suddenly smile? What did he smile at? Who did he smile to?

So my sorry head used all the rare neurons that it possesses to over analyze everything, again. I’m not able to read KS’ mind whatsoever, so my next hypothesized monologue is just plainly based on what I think KS’ facial expressions were showing.

At first when he knelt down and caught JI’s gaze, he abruptly turned away because “Holy fck, our eyes locked. I’m so embarrassed. What should I do? Turn away, turn the fck away now.”

And then he just nervously stared at JD’s neck and back (it even looked like he almost lost balance while finding a right spot on the ground to put his palm on to gain support. Holy shit, I’m like over observing and commenting on every trivial stuff lol). And he was looking like considering something in his pretty little head. Probably he was thinking “Maybe I should give JI a smile when we stand up. Maybe a smile can make things less awkward from that flustering eyes locked (and just because it’s JI, he deserves all my pretty heart heart-shaped smiles lol).”

So he did just so. Given by how high his cheekbone rose, I bet he was smiling his face into half. So bad JI didn’t get a chance to see it or else he would be in ninth cloud and we could have a lot of Kaisoo smiling at each other pics now .

But when he realized that JI wasn’t looking in his direction anymore, he turned his face to other side and his smile faded and he looked extremely disheartened. Poor thing I just wanna hug the hell out of him. And when he walked to another spot on the stage, he even looked like heaving a sigh of disappointment.

I just really love it when KS can keep his emotions at bay, but it’s just so endearing to watch his getting all flustered around JI even though most of the time it’s JI who has his heart on his sleeve.

So that’s it. That’s all. That’s just a lame analysis and I bet most of you watching the vid can already see it. But I just have a lot of free time now, which makes me wanna rambling a lot. (sorry not sorry)

I know a big defense of romance novels is that they're not all about sex

And they’re definitely not! I love watching two people fall in love. I love female friendships. I love seeing people work hard to get what they want.


But there’s also something really really satisfying about reading a book where a woman enjoys sex and her partner makes sure she enjoys sex because HE wants her to enjoy sex too.

A book where a man knows what a clitoris is.

I’m typing this from my phone and my autocorrect didn’t even know what that was.

So no, romance novels aren’t all about sex, but I think it helps teach women how to enjoy sex and how to ask for what they want in bed. Which is rarely something people see.

And I just think these things are really important. And I think people who read romance novels would agree.

Oh, wow. It's Munday already. Put some of these in my askbox and I'll respond OOC.
  • ᄏ: Play any instruments?
  • ω: Have you ever dyed your hair? If so, what color(s)?
  • △: Have you ever painted the walls of your room?
  • 【・ヘ・?】: Ever tripped in front a bunch of people?
  • *: When was the last time you tied your hair up? (if your hair is long enough)
  • 旦: Last time you drove your car (if you can drive/have one)?
  • 愛: Are you currently dating?
  • 太: When it's New Year's, do you make New Year Resolutions and actually commit to them?
  • @: Ever felt attracted to the opposite sex before?
  • 空: Did you ever throw up after one roller coaster ride or a few?
  • ☆: Have you ever played games such as 'Spin the Bottle'?
  • ⊙: Are you happy with where you are in life right now?
  • ピ: Did you like Pokemon as a child?
  • ♪: Do you find yourself singing or humming to yourself sometimes?
  • ☁: Ever wanted to learn a foreign language?
  • ス: Have you ever swallowed gum?
  • ⅚: Post the link if your current favorite song.
  • ღ: Post a gif of what you're currently feeling right now.
  • ≘: Have you ever watched the sun rise?
  • ☄: Would you defend a friend if they were in danger?
  • ➍: Ever been to a concert? Was it fun?
  • ♛: Do you like group projects?
  • 高: How often do you use headphones/earbuds?
  • ಲ: Headphones or earbuds?
  • ♞: Showers or baths?
  • ✗: Walks on the beach or in a forest?
  • ⊙﹏⊙: Which horror movie scared you the most? If any?
  • ^∇^: Has your best friend ever made you angry?
  • (._.): Do you think you are an awkward person?
  • メ: Cupcakes or muffins?
  • ♯: Would you like to be able to fly?
  • ℝ: What color shirt are you currently wearing?
  • Æ: What color underwear did you wear yesterday?
  • ☪: Have you ever flipped off someone?
  • ♬: Cats or dogs?
  • 礼: Would you swim in the lake or ocean?
  • の: Chocolate or Vanilla?
  • ◐: Have you ever seen a meteor shower?
  • ᄇ: Have you ever broken a bone?
  • ℨ: If you could go anywhere in the world, where would you go?
  • ♔: Know the Duck Song? The Llama Song? Banana Phone?
  • ۞: What shows did you watch when you were a child?
  • ▼: Could you live without the internet?
  • Д: Strangest food you've eaten?
  • 까: Cookies or brownies?
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I was tagged by @nctreacting a few times for the bias selfie tag, i think that’s what its called? But yes thank you Flo for tagging me, and sorry it took me so long to do this bc i’m a shy bean. I mean idk, i guess this is my face? I can’t choose one bias because i’m a hoe like that, so i’d like to take this opportunity to sandwich myself in between my two biases Jaehyun and Ten. 

I’d like to tag my other hoe @cremethorns, Sheep aka @chipsandwaffles (if you don’t take the opportunity to post a picture of an actual sheep then i’ll delete you. Or you can post yourself ofc ☺️) @chani-babe, @yoonohsdimples@frxggi, @inseong-youngbin-hwiyoung-dawon and anyone else who wants to do this. Its optional of course!

Hi everyone,

to make long story short, due to various reasons (mostly my shitty salary) I’m in a serious need of money.
That’s why I decided to sell my drawings.

But… I don’t know how much I can sell an original drawing by me, and, well, I don’t even know if anyone would be interested to buy them.

Thus if any of you think they could be interested, please contact me.

You can see some of my drawings on the picture above, all of them can be found in my “my drawings” tag (i’m very unoriginal).

I might take some times to answer, as my internet had been cut off, I only have the 4G on my phone, but please feel free to ask me anything you want.

If you have no interest in buying them, it’ll be very kind if you could reblog this post, thanks.

Please help

Okay, so here’s the deal. I have a chronic illness (Hidradenitis Suppurativa) that has kept me from working for a while now. I’m in danger of losing everything. My house. My kids. Everything. I’ve tried getting TANF and food stamps, but, even though I haven’t got a paycheck in two months and even submitted paperwork to show that, I “make too much” to qualify. I try every day, but I am in so much pain that often times I can’t even move.

I am asking for help from people with a lot of trepidation. If you can help with donations, it would be greatly appreciated. I would even write you an spn ficlet if you’d like. I have no other talents or I would take advantage of that. If you can donate via PayPal my email is jaydeamali@gmail.com. If you can’t, please repost this so others can see and decide if they want to help or reblog.

Do I expect people to help, actually no. I don’t. Let’s face it. I’m not in the “in” crowd. Im just someone over here doing his own thing. I just don’t want to lose everything, so I’m asking for help. I have until the 21st to get rent in or they evict. I have until the 23rd to get the electric bill paid. I still have to pay At&T their share for Internet and phones. I have to get my meds to keep my anxiety under control. All in all, I’m about $1,000 short for the month. Anything would help. Even if I can get just one bill paid, it would be a relief.

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Shiro loves mac and cheese, baby

I couldn’t sleep yesterday night so, naturally, I doodled some sheith
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Cyber Sleuth’s story is completely insane. It has all of these totally mundane quests you would expect from a detective agency focused on cyber cases, but then two seconds later you’re contracted for a job that involves stopping the end of the world. This happens all the time. Every chapter.

“Hey my cell phone is acting really weird and I don’t remember taking these pictures. Could you take a look at it real quick, cyber sleuth?”

“EVIL SCIENTISTS AT GOOGLE™ UNLEASHED A GIANT INTERNET DRAGON. AND IT HAS A GUN. SAVE US CYBER SLEUTH.”

anonymous asked:

Any scorbus smut/light smut fics?

For fics written after CC was released with an explicit/R rating, off the top of my head I can only think of:

There’s more, obviously. Hopefully people will reply to this with more? It’s just that most of the fics I’ve read with those ratings were written before CC was released and I know canon characterisations are important to some people. But if it’s not an issue then I’ll gladly put together a list of pre 2016 Scorbus fic recs! Like I said, characterisations in those fics range from scarily spot on to completely OOC, but who doesn’t love a good AU?! She says, talking about a play with actual canon AUs, one of which is described as ‘hell’.

anonymous asked:

What video games do you play? I know you play DA do you prefer RPGs? Ever get into the Final Fantasy series?

I strongly prefer turn-based RPGs actually. Dragon Age is the first ‘action’ RPG I’ve played, because I don’t generally like that format.

Games that I play, it’s a really big mix, especially as I have the retro NES build. Primarily I play through Steam or on 3DS or on phone though. But anyway, here’s a sampling of the ones I’ve played most! Most of these I’ve completed.

* Final Fantasy VII (Was my first FF in 1997)
* Final Fantasy VIII, IX, VI, and 1->5. I own some of the later ones but didn’t love them. I actually don’t love when realism trumps what I enjoy about gameplay.
* Final Fantasy Tactics A2 Grimoire of the Rift (favourite Final Fantasy game, on the 3DS)
* Stardew Valley (I have over 500 hours logged on this *head desks*)
* All of the main Pokemon games and also;
* Pokemon Conquest (I think I have 300 hours logged on this, lol)
* Child of Light
* Epic Battle Fantasy 4
* Morphopolis
* Super Panda Adventures
* Mario Bros, Super Mario Bros, Super Mario Bros 2, Super Mario Bros 3
* Galaga (lol)
* The first three Megaman games
* Just about all the Sonics thanks to a friend while growing up lol
* Phantasy Star Online
* Tsum Tsum
* Cook, Serve, Delicious!
* Wip3Out (and its steam equivalent, BallisticNG), particularly Fury.
* Botanicula
* Disgaea
* Evoland
* Legend of Zelda and Adventures of Link (I’ve only ever played NES Zelda lol)
* Plants vs. Zombies
* NiGHTS
* Ori and the Blind Forest
* Heroes of Mana
* ChronoTrigger
* Tekken / Street Fighter / Mortal Kombat etc. etc. etc.
* Tetris / Dr. Mario / etc.
* Grandia
* Ecco the Dolphin
* Panzer Dragoon

These days though, I mostly play Stardew Valley, Zen Koi and Tsum Tsum, lol. And then sometimes when I’m super mad I play Wip3Out in Elimination mode. I go through gaming phases. I can go months without doing it. And then I’ll do it really obsessively. I spend a lot of time looking for good turn-based RPGs and failing to find them. I think I’ve played most of the ones out there for the 3DS though, which is like, the last bastion of the turn-based RPG.

anonymous asked:

Hi! I'm looking for a fic where Dan got angry at Phil and they fought about something and they both started playing each other's first videos and Phil brought up when they first met and he said something really hurtful to Dan(I think it was "you were begging me to touch you). Dan got really upset and Phil tried to apologize and that's were I got to before my phone shut off.

Hello Internet ;) (ao3) - Phil plays ‘Hello Internet’ to get Dan to shut up during an argument. It leads to watching PINOF and discovering lost feelings, which in turn leads to a lot of sex.

- Emily

I need friends...
  • Hello peeps! This may be a bad idea but like screw it! I really want to make internet friends so if you are in any of the fandoms tagged below and also want to make friends, I'm here and pretty much always on my phone so I'll pretty much always respond! Also messages are open! Whoop!
Help please!

hey buddies it’s that time again! what time, you ask? time for me to beg for money again because I’m terrible at being a person! My usual PayPal account has been frozen so I’m basically back at square one, I can’t get to any of the money I have in there, I’m having to use my partners one as a substitute.
I need £93 to pay for my Internet, which is the most important as I work online, then I need £50 for my phone bill, both of these are due in the next few days, and finally, £375 for my back rent. On top of this some money for food would be great.
If you have anything spare you could send me please donate to fgcopping@gmail.com I will be able to repay any amount I get once my PayPal account is unfrozen and I have access again.