harry thinks I’m going to survive a whole week of him non stop? of him on the late late show? interacting and making jokes with the guests? performing a new song every night? wearing different breathtaking outfits every night? he really thinks i will make it out alive?
the nurse lady told me that once she put this shit in my iv that I would start to get loopy and then they would cart me in. To be honest I usually have a really high tolerance to that kind of shit so I was like “pft yeah right” in my head. So, she put it in and wouldn’t ya guess it BAM I was loopy as fuck and my mother kept asking me “Do you feel it?” and I would just go “No.”
It’s like 15 minutes in im HOT TO TROT….I seeing shit all over the place and thinking to myself but im trying REALLY hard not talk because im terrified of saying something stupid under the influence of something so I dont talk…..but the nurse comes back in. “We are going to take you in now” and they lay the bed flat and start moving me. My parents get up and start saying “we love you good luck” and I look straight at them as im almost out the door and I start singing……..loudly fucking Styx - Come Sail Away. “COME SAIL AWAY WITH MEEEE” and then im going into the surgery room.
………the last thing I said to my parents was COME SAIL AWAY WITH ME IF I WOULD HAVE DIED THOSE WERE MY LAST WORDS. I remember being carted into the room thinking “damn those were the dumbest last words anyone could have said”
i watched matt mercers silk gown q&a expecting a silly npc creation and some trivial fan questions and instead i got 2 hours of the sweetest most genuine guy ever opening up about his personal life experiences what the fuck