no i do not have regrets

anyone else ever have a moment where you’re like “i should brush my teeth” but then you don’t do it and like fifteen minutes later, when it’s too late, you really regret it

FRANKENSTEIN

With the weight of
your body on mine,
I can safely say
that after touching you,
I do not have
the same skin.

A clenched fist is,
before anything else,
a promise,
so take my covenant
straight to the jaw,
sweetheart.

Here are your hands,
sliding up my thighs.
When you are kissing
my throat, do not
stop saying my name.
I never know who I am
until you tell me.

I came to you in parts
and you loved each
part until they started
to look like you.

I’m sorry. I know
it’s easier to fight
than to kiss sweetly,
but all I have are
two sets of bruised
and useless knuckles
and a mouth 
full of honey.

Tell me you don’t 
regret this,
tell me you would do
this again if you had to.

If you love me,
keep loving me.
If you want to kill me -

for God’s sake,
do it right
this time.

THINGS TO KNOW IF YOU’RE NEW TO THE EXO FANDOM

my friends are v new to the exo fandom and i don’t want to scare them by sending them massive spam texts about how hot and talented everyone is so instead let’s kill two birds with one stone and post this so i can send the link to them whoopsies


1. do not attempt to memorize all of their names immediately (especially with ot12).

  • you will regret it
  • you’ll probably mix up baekhyun and kyungsoo how is that possible and end up triggering baekhyun and kyungsoo stans
  • also it’ll give you a pretty bad headache because even some older exo-l still screw up 

2. do not attempt to pick a bias when you watch your first music video.

  • if you do, prepare to go to war with yourself in a few hours after picking your “bias” because you have yet to see their entire character
  • don’t pick based on looks because they’re always changing
  • don’t pick based on popularity because that’s just shallow af

3. do not try to remember members by their hairstyle or hair colour

  • so many of them will change their hairstyle or color every single instagram post and it will horrify you
  • every comeback we don’t know what the fuck sm is gonna do with jongin (kai)’s hair so you really don’t wanna remember what hair he had last
  • sehun i swear changes his hair color every 0.37 seconds so take notes

4. now that you are at step 4, you can attempt to memorize their names.

  • you’ve probably ended up researching them a lil’ bit at this point so i think it’s safe for you to try remembering some names
  • choose a sub-group to start memorizing—it’ll make it much easier because there’s less members
  • once you remember one sub-group, try the other one.

5. you now know their names, now link with their faces.

  • if you’re like me (op), then you’ll probably be able to distinguish the members by looking at their third left toe. just remember facial features first.
  • some good features to remember are: eye shape, face shape, smile, dimples, jawline
  • take your time with this. choose a bias now

6. go to tumblr

  • if you feel that you’re ready to screw up your kpop life by scrolling down thousands of posts that are #relatable, then go to tumblr
  • you’ll find so many fangirls that it’ll scare the living shit out of you
  • apprECIATE ALL THE EXO MEMBERS BECAUSE THEY DESERVE YOUR LOVE EVEN IF YOU DON’T STAN THEM

now it’s time to convert some people

wish me luck

12. Miles Luna

Even after everything, I don’t regret loving you.
Word Count: 580

In a few short years, you had moved from your home state to Austin to Dallas and now back to Austin. It was strange, being back. You didn’t necessarily burn any bridges when you left but you may have put a few trolls under them to discourage any potential crossings from happening.

When you first moved to Austin you worked in their animation department working mostly on RvB and the beginning stages of RWBY. However, you were offered a position in Dallas to work for ScrewAttack and help them do Death Battle. It was a difficult decision to make on many fronts. First, you truly enjoyed your job and the people you worked with. That was a first in your working career.

Keep reading

Ace Book Review

AN: This is about to get personal and deep, so hang in there. 

So I decided the other day at 1 in the morning that I would buy Tash Hearts Tolstoy by Katheryn Ormsbee and boy, do I not regret it. I cried happy tears twice and teared up at the acknowledgments. Now, I have read books with ace protagonists before, but Tash … Tash hit home for me. 

I felt so comforted and validated reading this book. Tash felt like I did. She was going through the same worries and anxiety I was. This sounds fake, I’m probably just a prude, why don’t I want sex, how can I be human is humans are sexual beings and I am not sexual in the least? These all thoughts I’ve had and still struggle with every now and them. And seeing someone else going through what I have, what I am, was like a weight lifting off me. 

“Because how could I like boys - want one to ask me out, tell me he liked me, loved me even - and not want to have sex with them? What if everyone on these forums was just … confused, like me?”

And even though having ace friends and reading blog posts by ace people, this was comforting in a way I had yet to experience. And seeing my thoughts articulated so clearly was … relieving. I got Tash and Tash got me. And I loved having that experience. It was amazing. 

“I know what I want and what I don’t want. I’ve never wanted sex. Never. I’ve never understood why it has to be in every book and movie and television show ever made… I’m not scared, I just don’t want it.” 

I related to a character in a way I have never been able to before, on a very deep and emotional level. I needed this book way more than I thought I did. If you are ace, you deserve this book. If you aren’t ace, this describes asexuality in a real and easy way to understand. 

I know I should talk about the other aspects of the books, so I’ll go over that real quick. 

  • Tash is a great main character, very flawed but also very loving 
  • The relationships in this book were great. Some of the most realistic I’ve read in a while. 
  • There were a few too many characters in my opinion, but I did know who everyone was, so it wasn’t too bad. 
  • The plot was really interesting, I loved exploring Internet fame and how it effects people 
  • Also the portrayal of the Internet was really accurate, which was nice 
  • I loved the family dynamics with Tash and her family 
  • Just all around a good book, with solid plot and characters 
  • (the relationships in this book were just amazing tho!!! Amazing!!!! I love good platonic relationships) 

So go read this book, please!!! It needs all the support it can get. 

I was tagged by @melanchollyman !!!

Rules:  Answer these statements and tag 20 people

I tag UHHHH @morally-ambiguous-llama @dandelionfluph @moonlessdusk @starlightmeadow @heyitsluke @raredelightfulloveoak @syrupnotsyrup @followersoftheapocolypse @succubians @medjedofficial @that1egg @windy-ace @hinagami

(none of y’all have to do this, just if u want to!!)

THE LAST:

1. Drink: Almond Milk

2. Phone call: Dad!

3. Text message: Eises

4. Song you listened to: Hacking to the Gate (on repeat for like 5 hours while i was drawing JHDSKJGDS)

5. Time you cried: A lot yesterday

HAVE YOU:

6. Dated someone twice: Nope

7. Kissed someone and regretted it: Never kissed someone or been kissed fkjhdfk

8. Been cheated on: Yeah

9. Lost someone special: Yeah ;w;

10. Been depressed: Yeah ;;;w;;;

11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: Nope!! alcohol is nastee and i have history of alcoholism in my family so i’m not planning on it

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12. Orange

13. Pink

14. Red

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: yeah!!!!! <3 <3

16. Fallen out of love: maybe JDSHKJGDS i don’t know

17. Laughed until you cried: yes <3

18. Found out someone was talking about you: HAHA YEAH ND I STILL WANT TO DIE

19. Met someone who changed you: <3 streak

20. Found out who your friends are: god yes

21. Kissed someone on your FB list: i don’t have fb and never kissed dskjhgskdj

GENERAL:

22. How many Facebook friends do you know in real life: no fb ;w;

23. Do you have any pets: my cat, Bubbin!!! (and possibly komaeda #4 in the future… i’m working on it)

24. Do you want to change your name: Uhhhh….. maybe. I don’t dislike my name but it’s really common and stresses me out dkjhgsjd

25. What did you do for your last birthday: you know…. i actually don’t remember dfskgjdsjkg

26. What time did you wake up: 5 pm

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: drawing bc i was really stressed

28. Name something you can’t wait for: idk… to see streakie again <3

29. When was the last time you saw your Mom: she finally got home today… <3 so we just ate dinner together

30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: i wish i could undo some bad things i did in the past, but i’ll settle for being a better person from here on out.

31. What are you listening to right now: the sound of the chairs moving upstairs

32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: quite a few!!

33. Something that is getting on your nerves: i guess just that i want to cry bc i don’t know what to do or say rn… i’m so worried

34. Most visited website: here, probably, or youtube for drawing music!!

35. Mole/s: i have one on my neck, one on my leg, and one on my wrist

36. Mark/s: i have some scars on my face/arms/shoulders/feet and scratches from streakie’s kittens

37. Childhood dream: having 50 cats

38. Hair color: coppery currently

39. Long or short hair: i have short hair atm, growing it out to my shoulders!!

40. Do you have a crush on someone?: i don’t know quite yet, i want to be sure

41. What do you like about yourself: i’m trying really hard

42. Piercings: ear lobes, altho they’ve mostly closed dfkhjd

43. Blood type: B 

44: Nicknames: Mads, Maddy, Shrikey, Senna

45. Relationship status: Single

46. Zodiac: Sagittarius (i am the antithesis of every sagittarius stereotype tho sdfgskjg)

47. Pronouns: she/her

48. Favorite TV show(s): Steins;gate

49. Tattoos: nah

50. Right or left hand: Right!!

51. Surgery: wisdom teeth

52. Hair dyed a different color: Yeah! I’ve gone ginger, auburn, darker brown, lighter brown… i’m tryna go back to my regular color now tho

53. Sports: i used to play tons of sports–soccer, basketball, softball, cross country. i’ve been really sick tho so all i’ve been doing recently is track and field!!

54. Vacation: idk i just want to be at home atm KJDKGS i’d like to visit some of my long distance friends

55. Shoes: tennis shoes

56. Eating: i ate taco salad

57. Drinking: nothing atm but i love chocolate (almond) milk bc i can’t drink regular milk sdgjksdk

58. I’m about to: finish my drawing!!!

59. Waiting for: things to go back to normal i guess i’m so stressed sdjgsdkgs

60. Want: stability–something that i can hold on to. people who won’t leave me…

61. Get married: yeah, i want to

62. Career: I want to be a graphic novelist–but i think i’ll go into foreign language and become an interpreter.

WHICH IS BETTER:

63. Hugs or kisses: never been kissed but i think i’ll love both ;w; hugs are so good

64. Lips or eyes: Eyes!!

65. Shorter or taller: either, doesn’t matter to me!!

66. Older or younger: well since i’m 17 everything older or younger gets scrutinized JDHKJGSD, i don’t care honestly as long as it isn’t a creepy age gap.

67. Nice arms or nice stomach: all of the above r good

68. Sensitive or loud: both!!!! i want someone who can be funloving and joke around, but also can understand me and be serious

69. Hook up or relationship: Relationship

70. Troublemaker or hesitant: uhh…. hesitant i guess?? i don’t want to be stressed out all the time KJDSGHKJSD

HAVE YOU EVER:

71. Kissed a stranger: never kissed

72. Drank hard liquor: nah

73. Lost glasses/contact lenses: nah

74. Turned someone down: yeah

75. Sex on first date: nah

76. Broken someone’s heart: i think so

77. Had your heart broken: ;w; yeah

78. Been arrested: nah

79. Cried when someone died: yeah

80. Fallen for a friend: Y E A H (that’s literally the only thing i do KJDHSKGS)

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

81. Yourself: …yes. i’m trying to

82. Miracles: yes.

83. Love at first sight: hella NO

84. Santa Claus: nah

85. Kiss on the first date: sure :-0

OTHER:

86. Current best friend: Streakie

87. Eye color: Blue and grey

88. Favorite movie: not sure!!

92 Statements Tag

I was tagged by @studyeliza​ !

RULES: answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people! it’s past midnight and i’m tired, feel free to do it if you want

LAST:

1. Drink: water
2. Phone call: idk
3. Text message: also idk
4. Song you listened to: whatever the last song of the pjo musical is
5. Time you cried: today lol

HAVE YOU:

6. Dated someone twice: no
7. Kissed someone and regretted it: no
8. Been cheated on: no
9. Lost someone special: sort of
10. Been depressed: hahahahaha yeah
11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: no

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:
12-14: yellow, pink, and aqua

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:
15. Made new friends: not really
16. Fallen out of love: no
17. Laughed until you cried: yes
18. Found out someone was talking about you: yes
19. Met someone who changed you: yes

20. Found out who your friends are: no

21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: no

GENERAL:
22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: well i mean its mostly family so technically all of them
23. Do you have any pets: yeah, a cute but spoiled dog
24. Do you want to change your name: yes but the time i tried it no one could remember my preferred name so i kinda just gave up :/

25. What did you do for your last birthday?: i don’t remember
26. What time did you wake up: i don’t remember (ADHD is great)
27. What were you doing at midnight last night: i don’t – you see where i’m going with this
28. Name something you can’t wait for: uuuuuhhhh idk??
29. When was the last time you saw your mom: about two minutes ago
30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: only one? 
31. What are you listening to right now: silence
32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: if i did i don’t remember
33. Something that is getting on your nerves: my mental disorders
34. Most visited websites: tumblr, pinterest, and AO3

35. Mole/s: no

36. Mark/s: one on my neck 
37. Childhood dream: author
38. Hair color: bland brown
39. Long or short hair: short
40. Do you have a crush on someone: not really

41. What do you like about yourself: my singing voice, my soft hair after being washed
42. Piercings: nope
43. Blood type: A+
44. Nickname: Kee
45. Relationship status: unfortunately single
46. Zodiac: scorpio but its not even close to accurate
47. Pronouns: she/her
48. Favorite TV Show: actually rn i’m not really watching any tv shows

49. Tattoos: nope

50. Right or left hand: right
51. Surgery: yeah 
52. Hair dyed in different color: yep
53. Sport: i mean i used to swim and would like to do that again but nothing rn
55. Vacation: well this past spring break i went to italy that was pretty cool
56. Pair of trainers: i think nike idk they’re comfy that’s what matters 

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: barely lol
58. Drinking: water and lemonade (the more sugar the better)
59. I’m about to: browse tumblr before falling asleep
61. Waiting for:
 next semester and hopefully a better future, a gf
62. Want: to act in a musical, get into the film industry, have money, kiss a girl
63. Get married: if i’m ever lucky enough to get to that stage then yeah i might like that
64. Career: (eventually??) film director 

WHICH IS BETTER

65. Hugs or kisses: never kissed anybody but hugs are p cool 
66. Lips or eyes: i mean if i had to live without one i’d rather keep my eyes
67. Shorter or taller: doesn’t matter
68. Older or younger: about my age
70. Nice arms or nice stomach: for a girl i’d date literally doesn’t matter, on myself i’d go for nice stomach i guess  
71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
72. Hook up or relationship: relationship
73. Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant (i say as i’m not a total sucker for a little bit of mischief)

HAVE YOU EVER:
74. Kissed a Stranger: no
75. Drank hard liquor: no
76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: yes
77. Turned someone down: yes (imagine being a girl at a uni that’s 75% men… yeah i did that quite a few times)
78. Sex on the first date: no
79. Broken someone’s heart: probably
80. Had your heart broken: yes
81. Been arrested: no
82. Cried when someone died: yes
83. Fallen for a friend: yeah a little bit 

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
84. Yourself: not particularly 
85. Miracles: no 
86. Love at first sight: probably not but i mean it’s nice to dream 
87. Santa Claus:
no
88. Kiss on the first date: that’s too early for me 

OTHER:

90. Current best friend name: i don’t really have a bf rn
91. Eye color: blandish brown
92. Favorite movie: don’t make me choose like that, there’s too many

I’ve forgotten what your voice sounds like. I’ve forgotten what your mouth tastes like. I am forgetting everything about you, yet you have been appearing in my dreams recently, which is causing me to miss you. Before a week ago, I hadn’t thought about you in four months. Funny how you can do that. Get over someone and then one little thing reminds you of them and the rush of love and pain and regret come rushing back just like it was yesterday that you last saw them. Don’t get me wrong, I still don’t want to be your friend, like I told you last year on my birthday, but I do miss the friendship that we had. Before you started manipulating me, before we were an “us.” I miss your friendship; I’m sorry the way things ended up. Sorry for your sake, and mine.
Long Tag

I was tagged by the lovely @clearlynottired. Thank you! ^^

Rules: Answer these 92 statements and tag 20 people.

LAST:

1. Drink: water
2. Phone call: mother
3. Text message: best friend
4. Song you listened to: Arctic Monkeys - Do I Wanna Know?
5. Time you cried: one or two months ago

HAVE YOU:

6. Dated someone twice: no
7. Kissed someone and regretted it: no
8. Been cheated on: yes
9. Lost someone special: yes
10. Been depressed: yes
11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: no

LIST 3 FAVORITE COLORS:

12. purple
13. dark blue
14. dark red

IN THE LAST YEAR HAVE YOU:

15. Made new friends: yeah
16. Fallen out of love: (un)fortunately yes
17. Laughed until you cried: not that i can remember
18. Found out someone was talking about you: no 
19*. Tried something new: yeah!
20. Found out who your friends are: hah. yes I did 
21. Kissed someone on your Facebook list: what facebook list

GENERAL:

22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: look above 
23. Do you have any pets: yes <3
24. Do you want to change your name: not really 
25. What did you do for your last birthday: I went out for dinner with some friends
26. What time do you wake up: currently between 9 and 10.30 am

27. What were you doing at midnight last night: playing videogames

28. Name something you can’t wait for: autumn
29. When was the last time you saw your mom? today
30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: oh god there are just too many things
31. What are you listening to right now: BTS - Not Today (pls don’t judge me I literally have no idea why I’m suddenly starting to like their music send h e l p ;-;)
32. Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: not only one but two!
33. Something that is getting on your nerves: people with zero respect for personal space 
34. Fun fact about you: I was born in Switzerland but grew up in Germany
35. Mole(s): nope
36. Mark(s): some

37. Childhood dream: I’ve always dreamed of being a teacher!
38. Hair color: dark brown
39. Long or short hair: long
40. Do you have a crush on someone: nope
41. What do you like about yourself: I achieve the things I set my mind on
42. Piercings: no(t yet)
43. Blood type: A+
44. Nicknames? not really
45. Relationship status: single

46. Zodiac: Sagittarius
47. Pronouns: she/her
48. Favorite TV Show: Game of Thrones
49. Favorite food(s): Sushi, …
50. Right or left hand: right
51. Surgery: nope
52. Hair dyed in different color: no
53. Sport: swimming and air rifle shooting
54. MBTI / Enneagram: INFJ/5w4

55. Vacation: Spain and Italy mostly
56. Pair of trainers: what?

MORE GENERAL:

57. Eating: nothing at the moment
58. Drinking: water
59. I’m about to: get swallowed into bts hell (w h y)
60. Thinking: that this is a very long list of questions
61. Feeling: tired
62. Want: to snuggle my cat

63. Get married: not planning to 
64. Career: editor

65. Hugs or kisses: both are nice (in theory)
66. Lips or eyes: eyes
67. Shorter or taller: since there aren’t that many people shorter than me…
68. Older or younger: probably older, but I don’t really care about this as long as the age gap isn’t too big 
69*. Smart or kind: why not both?
70. Nice arms or nice stomach: uhm… no preference
71. Sensitive or loud: sensitive
72. Hook up or relationship: definitely relationship
73. Troublemaker or hesitant: hesitant

HAVE YOU EVER:

74. Kissed a Stranger: no
75. Drank hard liquor: no
76. Lost glasses/contact lenses: yES
77. Turned someone down: …yes
78. Sex on the first date: big no
79. Broken someone’s heart: um… maybe…
80. Had your heart broken: a little
81. Been arrested: nope
82. Cried when someone died: yes
83. Fallen for a friend: yes

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

84: Yourself: pfft
85. Miracles: no
86. Love at first sight: really not
87. Santa Claus: nope
88. Kiss on the first date: no thank you 
89. God / some omniscient and omnipotent being: maybe yes, maybe no.

OTHER:

90. Current best friend name: Lena!
91. Eye color: hazel
92. Favorite movie: Cloud Atlas!

Tagging @dethnira @megamog @mitoshiperpetuo @dulcetlips @emonerd-io

Rules: you must answer these 83 statements and tag 20 people

i was tagged by @shcdebarrow thanks!!

i don’t know 20 ppl on this site, but i’ll tag @sqye @evensfive @groovycasablancas @shadowhunting @laurarkinney @especially-especial do this or do not idk

Last…

1. drink? chocolate milk
2. phone call? eh some random person at work
3. text message? to my mom
4. song you listened to? idk what i heard on the radio at work but last song i listened on spotify was i miss you by blink-182
5. time you cried? don’t really remember but it was weeks ago at 2am or something

Have you ever…

6. dated someone twice? no
7. kissed someone and regretted it? no
8. been cheated on? no
9. lost someone special? no
10. been depressed? a psychologist said i have mild depression right now so
11. gotten drunk and thrown up? no

Favourite colors:

12. black
13. red
14. pink

In the last year, have you…

15. made new friends? yes
16. fallen out of love? i wasn’t in love to start with so nope
17. laughed until you cried? no
18. found out someone was talking about you? i suppose
19. met someone who changed you? nah
20. found out who your friends are? idk maybe
21. kissed someone on your facebook list? no

General:

22. how many of your facebook friends do you know in real life? i’ve met everyone but i don’t really know a huge deal of them
23. do you have any pets? no 
24. do you want to change your name? idk
25. what did you do for your last birthday? stayed at home 
26. what time did you wake up? 7:17 am
27. what were you doing at midnight last night? reading fanfiction
28. name something you can’t wait for: going to my aunt’s summer cottage next weekend
29. when was the last time you saw your mom? just minutes ago, she’s downstairs
31. have you ever talked to a person named Tom? yes, there’s a guy at work named tom actually
32. something that is getting on your nerves? wellll annoying clients at work
33. most visited website? tumblr most likely
34. hair colour? brown
35. long or short hair? mid-lenght
36. do you have a crush on someone? no, unless you count celebrity crushes
37. what do you like about yourself? i have great imagination
38. piercings: two in each ear
39. blood type: o
40. nickname: jamie is a nickname, also jj
41. relationship status: single yayy
42. zodiac: capricorn
43. pronouns: she/her
44. favourite tv show: skam 
46. right or left handed: right
47. surgery: my leg has been operated twice

48. sport: tennis. and ice hockey, because i’m finnish

49. vacation: i’m not that keen on traveling, expect to a secluded place by a lake here in finland. and i’d like to visit britain again. oh, and i love stockholm

50. pair of trainers: i only wear converses

More General:

51. eating: i just ate pizza
52. drinking: pepsi max
53. im about to: scroll through tumblr
54. waiting for?: idk something to happen
55. want?: to finish writing my novel so i can….write a new one
56. get married?: never
57. career?: writer

Which is Better

58. hugs or kisses?: hugs 
59. lips or eyes?: eyes
60. shorter or taller?: taller
61. older or younger?: older
62. nice arms or nice stomach?: arms
63. hook up or relationship?: hookup
64. troublemaker or hesitant?: troublemaker, hesitant people frustrate me

Have You Ever

65. kissed a stranger: no
66. drank hard liquor: don’t recall
67. lost glasses/contact lenses: don’t wear those
68. turned someone down: ha maybe
69. had sex on the first date: no 
70. broken someones heart: i hope not
71. had your heart broken: nahh
72. been arrested: no
73. cried when someone died: yes
74. fallen for a friend: no

Do You Believe In:

75. yourself? uh
76. miracles? no
77. love at first sight? kind of
78. santa claus? no
79. kiss on the first date? yes
80. angels? yes

Other

81. current best friend’s name? i have four but i’m gonna say espe because she’s going to see this
82. eye colour: greenish brown
83. favourite movie: any star wars movie

Whipsaw

Yesterday I decided I was done reffing hockey.  I don’t have the personality for it and it simply isn’t worth it.  But, last night I reffed (third night in a row) at my favorite rink and had a great time.  Now I’m back to “well, maybe I’ll keep doing it.”  I know I’ll regret that decision so I’m taking all of August off for a break.  I’m just tired of no matter what I do being bitched at by some player or other.  Call a penalty and the player is pissed.  Don’t call a penalty the other player is pissed.  Call a goal one player cheers, the goalie pisses and moans he was in the crease.  On and on it doesn’t matter.  Intellectually I realize that I shouldn’t care since I know someone will always bitch no matter, but it gets old.  In the end, I’ll probably just get even more selective on where and when and how often I do it.

My favorite rink is on the south side of the city.  It’s a nice rink, but what makes it my favorite place are the players.  I won’t have a whole discussion of north side/south side stereotypes, but the south siders are a lot like the people in Good Will Hunting.  The teams all know each other for years.  They all went to the same few Catholic schools.  They’ll be cousins and father/sons and neighbors from the block.  They’ll crash into each other (purpose or other), scrap now and again, but always getting up laughing and smiling.  They might get pissed here and there, but they never bitch to the ref and if they do brawl with each other, it’s just a thing that happens and you move on.  If I miss a call, they actually understand I can’t see every single thing and don’t piss and moan and whine about everything. It’s part of hockey.  If you are guessing I think northsiders are the opposite, you are right….and I’m a northsider.  The difference between reffing at the rink near me and this one on the far south side is night and day.

That’s the long and short of where I’m at with reffing.  I still like the exercise, getting out of the house, getting paid to work on skating and, sometimes, the games themselves.  I won’t do many, if any, kid games because parents/coaches, but I’ll still work adult leagues and just get more selective.  I’m going to pay attention to my partners (one guy gave me two games this month he “couldn’t do” but I know it’s because the other ref is an asshole and sure enough the game was horrible) and teams (one rink I can check online to see what teams are playing and I’ll back out of games with whining teams).

Have I mentioned I’m not much of a fan of people?  I’m getting to the point where blowing it all up and starting over (ala The Flood) seems like a good idea.

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So I was tagged by @pilgriminal (thank you, mate) to do this and my phone had already deleted it all, so now I’m doing this a bit angry, sorry. THE LAST: 1. Drink: water 2. Phone call. The telephone company 3. Text message: To a friend, it was an emoji 4. Song you listened to: And your bird can sing by The Beatles 5. Time you cried: I think last week Have you 6. Dated someone twice: Uhm. No. Exept for friends. 7. Kissed someone and regretted it: Uhm, no. 8. Been cheated on: Eh, yes, I think (but it was with some “friends”) 9. Lost someone special: Yes 10. Been depressed: Yes, more than once 11. Gotten drunk and thrown up: No… List 3 favourite colours: 1. Pale orange 2. Azure 3. Light green In the last year have you: 15. Made new friends: Yep, finally 16. Fallen out of love: No, not this year 17. Laughed until you cried: Yes, many times! 18. Found out someone was talking about you: Yes, and I wasn’t happy then 19. Met someone who changed you: Mh 20. Found out who your friends are: I hope I did 21. Kissed someone on you Facebook list: Nope… General: 22. How many of your Facebook friends do you know in real life: Everyone. 23. Do you have any pets: Well, we have some kittens in our garden…they’re not actual pets 24. Do you want to change your name? I don’t know, maybe in Camilla, the first name my parents had thought for me before choosing Roberta. 25. What did you do for your last birthday: Went out with friends and classmates, I was really happy 26. What time did you wake up: Today? 9 o'clock I think, I’m on holiday 27. What were you doing at midnight last night: Convincing my brother all the members of a band are important 28. Name something you can’t wait for: Eating a cloud 29. When was the last time you saw your mum: A moment ago, she collapsed on the couch because she was tired but had to watch Le Tour de France 30. What is one thing you wish you could change in your life: I’d like to be Tony Stark. 31. What are you listening right now: The boring and stale sound of the washing machine. 32. Have you ever talked to a person called Tom: No, I’m sorry. 33. Something that is getting on your nerves: That broken CD, I wanted to listen to it! 34. Most visited Website: Wikipedia Lost questions (?) Random info: 35. Mole/s: Dunno, fellas 36. Mark/s: As above. 37. Childhood dream: Leader of a successfull band. Still want to. 38. Hair colour: Dark brown 39: Long or short hair: Idk, at the moment I have short hair, but because it’s summer and it’s really hot, I prefer longer hair (on me) 40. Do you have a crush on someone: Yep, John. 41. What do you like about yourself: Uh…my irony? 42. Piercings: None 43. Blood type: I don’t remember, sorry, and I feel so stupid for that. 44. Nickname: UHHH STOP WITH THIS I HAVE TAGGED @paulmcmuffin TOO MANY TIMES (just joking, I love tagging you Magic Taika) 45. Relationship status: Married with books. 46. Zodiac: Cancer 47. Pronouns: She/her 48. Favourite tv show: BBC Sherlock 49. Tattoos: None 50. Right or left hand: Right, but I can surprisingly use also my left hand very well. Not that I write well with it, tho. 51. Surgery: Not yet and I hope I’ll never have to. 52. Hair dyed in different colour: Nope. 53. Sport: Uh, I play tennis and table-tennis with my brother. Also I follow cyclism and I like football, basketball and fencing. 54. Vacation: I absolutely want to go to Liverpool or England in general. 55. Pair of trainers: 3 I think More general: 57: Eating: Nothing at the moment, but I’d like some biscuits. 58. Drinking: As above, but I’d like cold green tea. 59. I’m about to: Put my ‘Rubber Soul’ and 'Revolver’ CDs and do nothing but imagining while listening. 60. Waiting for: A tv series I want to see 61. Want: Happiness, justice and equality in the world. 62. Get married: Yes, maybe 63. Career: Scientist, ancient languages translator, librarian 64. Hugs or kisses: when it’s not too warm why not both? 65. Lips or eyes: eheeheheeh 66. Shorter or taller: Uhm, taller? But really doesn’t matter 67. Older or younger: Older? But as above. 68. Nice arms or nice stomach: ??? Nice arms??? As above, I don’t know. 69. Sensitive or loud: Yeah, both. 70. Hook up or relationship: Relationship? 71. Troublemaker or hesitant: I’m a mixture, too. Have you ever: 72. Kissed a stranger: If the relatives you actually don’t know but you have to pretend knowing don’t count…no. 73. Drank hard liquor: No, never drank anything. 74. Lost glasses/contact lenses: Uh, no, not lost, but my glasses have had some troubles. 75. Turned someone down: Uhm, no. 76. Sex in the first date: No. 77. Broken someone’s heart: I hope no, God, if I did, I think I had apologized. 78. Had your heart broken: Too many times 79. Been arrested: In GTA yes. 80. Cried when someone died: Yes 81. Fallen for a friend: Once. How stupid I was. Do you believe in: 84. Yourself: I’m trying… 85. Miracles: No 86. Love at first sight: Yeah 87. Santa Claus: Uhm, yes, because actually he exists as an icon for a side of Christmas. 88. Kiss on the first date: Who knows, I’ll say yes. 89. Angels: I’m not sure, but maybe no, I believe in the force someone “from the sky” can give you in moments of need Other: 90. Current best friend name: I don’t want to call someone my best friend like I did in the past (two times) and then I was disappointed and heartbroken, so I have friends. 91. Eye colour: Dark green 92. Favourite movie: Oh, I don’t know, I can say I love some Woody Allen’s films, Dead Poets Society and many other films in which Robin Williams is, and The Young Frankenstein with Gene Wilder. Also I love cine-comics, sci-fi (like Star Wars and Star Trek) and fantasy movies.

Now I’ll tag @pmccartney, @abandonedstage, @johannavierow, @jwlennon@doctorlasagna1-2 and @tiinkers-tales​​​​

Cat!Jumin is high very enthusiastic lol
omg i can’t believe i did this shitpost… april fools dlc killed me and what i’ve done to my life… this is pretty weird not gonna lie… many mistakes but too lazy and tired to fix it… many too many frames

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