no but seriously why am i still awake

“Because it’s kind of great, being an idea that everybody likes. But I could never be the idea to myself, not all the way.”  — pg 293, Paper Towns, John Green (Bloomsbury, December 2013 Edition)

I just finished this book recently and I absolutely loved it. The ending left me in awe. I love Margo’s complexity and Quentin’s obliviousness. One of the top bildungsroman novels I have read so far. 

I AM SO MAD WITH THIS SHOW RN

I CAN’T BELIEVE I’M STILL AWAKE AT NEARLY 4AM BC OF THAT MESS OF AN EPISODE LIKE TWO TWINS DATING EACH OTHER???????? A TRANS VILLAIN WITH “MENTAL PROBLEMs” LIKE SERIOUSLY???????? WHO THE FUCK KILLED JESSICA WHY IS SARA EVEN RELEVANT RN LET ALONE FREAKING RED COAT OMG AND HOW ON EARTH WAS MARION KILLED WHEN CHARLES WAS A CHILD WHEN ALI SAW HER ALIVE IN TOBY’S HOUSE WHEN SHE WAS A TEEN
AND CECE’s MOTIVE TO TORTURE THE GIRLS IS LITERALLY NON EXISTENT IT’s EVEN WORSE THAN MONA’s
ALSO WTF MONA YOU KILLED BETHANY???!??????

WHAT THE ACTUAL FUCK DID JUST HAPPEN???!?!?????!?!!!!!?????