no but seriously dont just ask someone for a picture if you dont know who they actually are

[SMOL UPDATES] studyblroll!

this is forever a wip!! im always looking for new blogs to add! (if you wanna be in here/have any recommendations just send me a message or ask, friends)

new studyblrs are in bold!!! check them out first, please!!


@academiix - nice studyspo pix. minimalistic theme. elite graphics + icons ~~

@academla - the most amazing #random ramblings as well as masterposts


@alimastudies - NOTESSSS

@aworkinggirlsbujo - how are you a new blog your original content is TEARWORTHY (and there’s so much of it too, so check this blog out!!)

@areistotle - hearts. i cant even explain just click that follow button

@aeristudies - also minimalistic theme. beautiful original posts. some exo here and there. rly sweet and energetic and cute


@artemistudying - love!! her!!

@amoebasisters - omg if ur a scienceblr u will love how cute this blog is

@baejoohyuk - v friendly + energetic + sweet. lots of kpop but also other v nice reblogs + things too

@beanstudy - ahhh their content is goals

@birdkostudies - really calm, refreshing, pastel and spring-themed blog

@biscuitpen - adorable blog (-: easy to navigate + sweet aesthetic!

@bookandcoffeelover - book aesthetic all around

@bookbaristas - tons of beautiful book original posts omg

@bookfully - the love of my life; beautiful note pictures!!

@bookworminabox - v nice book aesthetic

@bulletjournaling101 - if you’re bujo crazy, this is the blog for you

@caffestudy - original posts are to die for

@calligr4phy - if you like those cute little random posts from the blogs u follow, get on this blog. also bullet journal is amazing as heck

@castillos-co - reblogs the most amazing things,,,+ gorgeous selfies

@ciellene - i can’t omg her original posts–

@cinnamonandhappiness - eeee scrolling for days

@coffeesforstudiers - for when you need an inspiration/motivation/productivity boost

@collegerefs - for crazy kids on the pre-college/ college adventure

@csec-studyblr - rly cute original posts

@curious-studies - lot’s of cute original posts!

@designyoself - ahh random ramblings + studyspo

@determinationandcaffeine - self explanatory 


@einstetic - reALLY elite langblr omg

@eiucidate - gay love meet studyblr

@emmastudies - …do i even need a caption for this one

@em-spacestudy - so much content to queue from!!

@equaticns - SELF CARE + blue aesthetic ahhh

@essayinc - get those a-levels honey 

@fall-out-books - BOOKS, HONESTLY

@flaheistudies - …i cant

@fromquantumfluctuations - omg so sweet + i love reading through her orig posts and asks

@gatostudies - omg small bean + handwriting!! <3

@gloomstudy - <33 no explanation necessary

@glorystudiespsych -

@glossie - ahh i love reblogging from this!

@heather-journal - peaceful aesthetic(s)

@hermionegoals - omg the masterposts + advice are so,,,,

@hermione-helpme - reblogs from all over tumblr ahhh

@historyandmemes - for all you humanities nerds who keep being told that ur subject is underrated…think again

@hittingthebooks - i dont even know what to say,,,like her original content is BEAUTIFUL,,, what 2 say???

@hogwartsstudies - harry potter nerd!! check this blog out 

@homework-help-network - run by @rhubarbstudies and i!! a network of students trying to do well in school by helping and communicating with each other.

@illbebachinaminuet - if you like music, (pt 1)

@illeststudy - clean white aesthetic

@intellectus - mmm i like this blog i like this blog

@inspostudying - original posts are killer

@introvertedbookworm24 - for all u fellow book nerds out there



@journalsanctuary - EVERYTHING (about ur bullet journal)

@laminar - ALSO EVERYTHING  (except not about ur bujo)

@lihnguist - studyspo from all over the world hahaha; one of those blogs you can just scroll through for days

@livsdesk - omg

@lorastudies - her lettering omggg + rare yellow aesthetic!

@lucystudiess - original studyspo (the calligraphy. omg.)

@mels-studyblr - scienceblr! BEAUTIFUL  POSTERS AND NOTE HEADERS

@milkstudy - i cant,,,,help crying,,,,over the original posts,,,also milk theme is so calming

@mincrvas - v calm + rainy mood aesthetic original posts; also has a rly nice habit tracker printable!!

@minimaliststudy - ok so i actually love this blog so much? like the content???

@moanastudies - someone managed to combine my two favorite things into one blog


@notestudy - the best the best

@notesworthtea - more like notes worth thousands of dollars

@ohgigue - for poetry as visual art

@organizeandstudy - notes that will literally end your life on the spot


@pastel-highliters - omg i love these two; their original content is so clean and cute and nice

@paperandcaffeine - the aesthetic of all aesthetics

@paperbackstudies - omg ok i cant get over her lettering

@peachychubs - studyblr, memes + kpop!!!

@productivityplant - another person who is everything


@ravnclaw - oh my gosh the handwriting is–

@revisicn - if you want more + new studyspo

@rhubarbstudies - graphics, studyspo and more

@samstudyjam - motivation!!!

@sat-word-of-the-day - omg this is literally the best thing

@scholarstudy - cute lil blog

@skiiistudyyy - really, REALLY cute handwriting and bullet journal!!

@sleepybeanjournals - looking for some new content/blogs? check out her blog, please!!

@southernstudyposts - a southern sweetheart indeed <3</p>

@stress-and-insanity - psychblr!!

@studimae - lettering + bullet journal of the gods


@study-harder - “to live without [this blog] is to cease to live”

@studyaesthetic - dEFINITELY an aesthetic

@studyafternoon - the bullet journal.

@studyblr - url probably worth millions of dollars

@studyblrolo -powerful + inspirational posts but also a studyblr

@studyearlgrey - omg this blog,,, follow them, just follow them

@studyign - check out her yt channel!!!

@studyingbookworm - i’m in love with queue

@studyingcom - calming study blog!! at least imo haha

@studyingdear - her graphics, icons, and original posts are amazing!!! im in love!!


@studylilium - LETTERING

@studylustre - literally so sweet,,, read over her answered asks lol

@studypeaxh - omg clean white aesthetic!!

@studypetals - graphics and bullet journals and washi oh my 

@studyplants - mildliner + note aesthetic

@studying-pterosaur -  content from all over studyblr

@studyquill - her notes omg + yt channel!!

@studyrelief - omg the clean aesthetic

@study-with-joy - my homie edwin’s original posts are so cute omg

@study-with-jules - new studyblr friend!!! tons of great original posts!! (srsly check her blog out)

@studywithzayn - progress, not perfection

@tbhstudying - literally stole my handwriting from her. love u, seo <3</p>

@the-study-buddies - STUDY SQUAD– i’ve always wanted a squad like this, this blog literally makes me so happy

@thisiskillingmetbh - ok im jealous of the original content it looks like she dont try why cant i do that 

@timelesspossibility - pocstudyblr! studyblr + feminism and everything in between.


@undermydarkhat - queue-tiful content

@universi-tea - ahhh graphics and studyspo and college and more

@wingedhoney - ah;;h,, crying over the angelkin aesthetic

@world-of-moana - MOANA.  NO EXPLANATION NEEDED.

@you-had-me-at-e-flat-major - if you like memes, (pt 2)

SERIOUSLY. MESSAGE ME SO I CAN ADD MORE PEOPLE (whether its u or a recommendation of someone else!!)

Monsta X Imagine | As Neighbors

| If it isn’t too much work (I totally understand if it is!) you should do that cute Neighbors AU thing with the members of Monsta X! I feel like they would be 2cute4thisworld as neighbors. BUT only do it if you feel like it isn’t too much to ask for.  | my friend i am so excited for thissss ~Admin H

Shownu: honestly in this AU he’s still a super buff darling dancer that u hear thumping around at 3 am dancing to Big Bang but he’s got a super soft side 2 him and he isn’t afraid of showing it he’s got lovely curtains and he’s v proud of his little herb garden on his balcony and he’s got an apron that says Kiss the Cook on it that Minhyuk got him as a joke but he ended dup loving it a lot and u always see him tending and talking to his plants bc ur balcony is next to his and you think its really sweet until one day the neighbor’s mean old cat climbs into his balcony and starts eating his plants and ur reading ur book on urs and you freak out at it bc no!!! those are his lil friends!!! but he’s not home so you climb over into his balcony and try to shoo the cat off but then shown comes home to u battling a cat away from his plants and its a v strange sight but u guys bc low-key friends until he realizes….wowow ur like…really cute…

Wonho: he’s your low key annoying neighbor that at first you’re like oh god….he’s one of those Party Douchebags that’s constantly bringing girls over and having loud parties but then u find out the only reason he brings girls home is bc he’s making sure that they have a safe place to sleep off the alcohol in their system or get an uber ride home, and he plays loud music bc he’s practicing dancing for a charity show, and the random thumping on walls is when he’s talking to his mom on the phone while doing chores and he walked into a wall and after u help him save a kitten off the streets u guys really bond n now u guys r pretty much inseparable and maybe he starts 2 have feelings for you…. 

Minhyuk: he’s that really loud neighbor but you really dont mind that he’s loud bc he’s so cute and so happy and kind and he’s that neighbor that always orders food at weird times of the day so sometimes you’ll get a knock on the door at like…12 at night and he’s holding a box of pizza and he’s got half a slice in his mouth like…hey i’ve ordered too many boxes do u want to come over w my friends and i and eat some and at first ur like um what time is it but then um free food hell yes and that’s how u become best friends w minhyuk 

Kihyun: he’s the mom neighbor that you can always go to if you need sugar, a bit of flour for something, or if u need advice!! He’s always there for you and he the type of neighbor to bring you cookies if he even gets a hint that you’re feeling down, and he’s the first person you go to if you need someone to watch your apartment/animals when you have to go away for a while, and he’s pretty much one of your best friends in a mothering neighbor form.(he also makes sure that you get home safely if you have a night of drinking, bringing you advil and water in the morning after purposefully talking loudly)

Hyungwon: his apartment is just,,,,instagram goals like seriously,,,,its just so neat and aesthetically pleasing and he loves to find cool little things he can bring back to his apartment to take pictures of and his walls have this huge collection of polaroid pictures and he’s the one you go to when you need advice about interior decorating and when you’ve had a bad day and he’s the king of 6$ wine that tastes like $3,000 and you guys watch dramas or reality shows and talk trash and are salt buddies and you guys have neighbor dates where is just you guys bitching to each other about life over wine and junk food and it’s wonderful and eventually he’s like,,,,instead of being salty over other people how about we like,,,,,,be salty about people together

Jooheon: Joohoney is sort of scary to some of the elderly neighbors like they think he’s up 2 no good bc he always wears dark colors and piercings and in this AU he’s got a tongue piercing bc i can and he just spells bad news and u believe it until one day the power goes out and you just hear this screech and u dont know who it is until theres a knocking on ur door and its Jooheon in a fluffy pink bathrobe w kittens on it and he’s got tears in his eyes and ur like,,,who is this boy and turns out he was in the shower when the power went out and he’s actually….super cute and nice his apartment is filled w cute pictures of animals and really pretty plates and lots of plants that all have names and u guys end up talking for forever until the lights come back on and ur like oh shit,,,,he cute 

Changkyun: he’s just?? he seems like the most normal person in ur building until u hear his screeching along gin the shower to AOA and he has like 15 different packages outside his door like does he have an online shopping problem?(the answer is yes) but it turns out he’s buying amiibos and you once saw him literally wait at the door for a package and he’s got the nintendo switch in his hands and ur like,,,fuck. holy shit. hOOOLY SHIT and you race over there and practically break down his door like heY YOU DONT KNOW ME BUT LIKE THAT’S THE SWITCH ISNT IT and at first he’s like um my door but then hELL YEAH ITS THE SWITCH WANNA PLAY SNIPPERCLIPS TOGETHER and that’s how u guys bond and eventually he’s like…wow this person is not only cute but like,,,,,a huge nerd,,perfect

Internet Friend!Soulmate!AU w/ Taehyung

  • this is based on a real story w/ my wifeu divorce-eu @jungkxmh who is the nicest soft child
  • stan her
  • okay i should stop pretending like i like her bc i hate her (im kidding i respect her 770 bowls of rice) but also we should get started and i should stfu
  • heres some background on the soulmate aspect that i actually forgot to put in:
  • soulmates share a telepathic connection in this and as you grow closer with the other person, your connection slowly starts growing into something more physical
  •  but you dont share all your thoughts until your first kiss is shared
  • when you kiss them, its sort of like a text message but in ya head
  • if you dont pay attention your thoughts can just drift into the other person’s head lmao
  • but about the physical part of the connection, before the kiss it can be anything
  • like a shared injury, scar, birthmark, sickness, ect
  • after, it actually gets less intense? ofc if you two share something like an iconic scar from when one of you fell off your bike or smth then itll stay there
  • but after the big moment the physical aspect isnt that big bu the telepathic bit is stronger if that makes sense
  • anyways too much exposition 
  • and tae and you,,,,
  • neither of you have found your soulmate (obviously) 
  • okay lets get this show on the road 
  • in this, taehyung is this well known tumblr blog who is known for his kpop edits and covers and song writing and basically you name it he can do it
  • his platform expands to youtube, instagram, twitter, etc (i just realized its etc and not ect kill me)
  • hes also known for his stunning visuals
  • he revealed his face at one point and everyone fainted
  • theres practically a fandom for taehyung 
  • albeit his ‘fanbase’ isnt huge like youtuber huge but hes got a good 300k subscribers goin on his yt
  • now onto you, my dear reader
  • youre a long timer in the kpop world
  • mostly of boy groups but you got some of that girl group lovin too
  • youre a fansite master dude
  • but since youre very well versed in the kpop world, your pictures are of whoever your viewers (?) want you to take pictures of
  • your pictures are gorgeous enough to be part of a photoshoot with the idol getting into a specific pose but no
  • you just have a good eye
  • ofc you know about kim taehyung
  • who doesnt? the boy is good enough to be an idol himself whats he doing here with the rest of you
  • youve exchanged a few words with him, all while screaming on the inside bc a good looking and talented gentleman is speaking to you 
  • but unlike him, you go under an alias, ‘A’ 
  • (yall get my drift bc tae’s stage name is v and you both got that single letter thang going on)
  • but also your exchanged words were just
  • “may i use your most recent set of pictures for a few edits?”
  • “yea of course! you know the drill- linked credit and send me the link when youre done!” 
  • and yea thats basically the extent of it
  • there are a few formalities but it never goes beyond “which group are you taking photos of next?” 
  • and even with that lil tidbit youve got a crush
  • hes just so talented and sweet and handsome and charming
  • but how can you love someone who youve never exchanged more than 20 words with at a time
  • one day, youre just :( so you message him and go
  • “i know we’ve never talked much but i dont have that many friends on here can i just rant to you?”
  • and hes like yES
  • and you talk about how the amount of requests for kpop groups and the events to go to and the specific member is becoming overwhelming and you just dont know who to choose
  • tae, on the other side of the screen is very :((((( bc theyre sad :(((( what do :(((
  • but hes all leTS GET DOWN TO BUSINESS
  • THE WORK??
  • yea so together you come up with a solution:
  • you keep a list of groups youre willing to take photos of, and events that you have the money and time to go to
  • theyll vote on first, the group events and then second, the member
  • obviously, some people get upset bc their fave isnt being photgraphed so you section out the time
  • ½ of the time for the voted member and the other half divided between the other members
  • by the time youre done, you rule out every way people could be unhappy that you can think of
  • and your heart is less burdened
  • after that, you two keep going to each other for advice or general mood lifting
  • one day, tae comes to you asking about soulmates
  • “what do you think about soulmates?”
  • “well we all have someone literally waiting for us so.. idk”
  • “like, do you think youll find yours? do you believe in them?” 
  • and youre honestly stumped
  • youve thought about soulmates very briefly, mostly when you heard about them and had the whole thing explained
  • but you passed it off as something very distant in the future so you never gave it much thought
  • he took your silence as a no
  • “ah.. its just me then” and he giggled nervously
  • before you had a chance to explain he moved the topic to something else
  • it was a few days before you two talked again
  • you found this knk’s comeback stage and wanted to talk about it to someone
  • you screenshot the yt page and send it to tae 
  • just as he sends a screenshot of it to you
  • you both laugh it off, and things are back to normal in no time
  • fast forward a week or two
  • you were going to a svt fanmeet to take pictures of requested minghao 
  • appreciate minghao jfc you soggy sandwiches
  • you two were discussing in surprisingly rapid messages
  • like yall had literal lightning fingers bc of the hype 
  • he was addicted to talking w/ you and you were too
  • svt was one of the groups you two biG STANNED
  • and at one point, you got onto china line talking in chinese to each other
  • and you both went “they probably talk shit about the other members”
  • at the same goddamn time
  • do you guys get where im going with this
  • well obviously if you read the title 
  • or read the beginning
  • whatever peanut shut up
  • and it kept happening??
  • like you two would send each other funny shit and then after a while you will go “remember the video of vernon telling his sister that shes not allowed to say god”
  • and he will say it too
  • it was seriously getting weird and at one point you convinced yourself he was a stalker but then you were like ,,,,,, i was thinking it and hadnt typed it yet so he wouldnt know
  • then you were fine again lmao
  • taehyung really wanted to meet you irl bc he knows you both live in seoul
  • (he moved there from daegu and youre a city person)
  • but he didnt know how to say that without sounding like a creep
  • so you two just lived in oblivious peace
  • get it together, reader
  • but you two were friends for almost a year now lmao
  • youve had a ton of iconic moments like the time you two had a cold at the same time 
  • the time he hurt his knee because soccer player!jimin kicked the ball too hard and then your knee was hurting for a week
  • and a ton of other times where you thought the same thing
  • yet it never crossed your minds that you were soULMATES IDK GUYS
  • one day, tae brings up the fact that hes never gone to a girl group fanmeet
  • hes been to girl group concert and basically everything else to really get that kpop experience yanno
  • yoU FREAK
  • obviously youve been to tons of things being a fansite that has no set group or member
  • youre like
  • go big or go home
  • and out of the spur of the moment
  • he says 
  • “well, red velvet is having one soon? why dont you post a poll with it”
  • your response was like 5 minutes late bc you were freaking out
  • (ik yall like to do that thing where you put off replying for a few minutes but youre in love ok)
  • but when he goes 
  • “ :( its okay if you dont wanna go with me its cool “
  • but 30 seconds later the poll was posted and you were both happy 
  • its been a while since you put an option for a girl group so red velvet won big time, and for wendy
  • you manage to score two tickets
  • one of each of you and before you could count the days
  • you werent even focused on red velvet lbr
  • you were deciding what to wear bc you were meeting tae for the first time irl
  • he was gonna meet you at a cafe near the fanmeet before going to the venue place
  • and damn it you wanted to look cute af
  • taehyung was thinking the same thing in his apartment
  • eventually tho, both of you decided on something and were on your way to the cafe
  • taehyung got there first and ordered his drink and shit
  • i said ‘and’ too many times but i dont give a fuck
  • you stumble into the cafe with your fancy camera hanging around your neck 
  • your bag is slung lazily around your shoulder and basically you have the whole “im trying to look like i didnt try too look good but i tried hard on this and it paid off” look going
  • out of shock or happiness or whatever, taehyung stands up and calls out your name
  • there were butterflies in your stomach like literally if you said something your voice would probably blush
  • and tae is far from ‘about to blush’ 
  • his cheeks are lobsters
  • you two have your moment 
  • being the gentleman he is, taehyung buys your drink for you
  • it was cold af so you got a hot chocolate and you two just talked while enjoying your drinks
  • the cafe ‘date’ was almost over bc you needed to get to the fanmeet but as you reach over to get your bag
  • you tip your drink over, effectively spilling it all over your left hand
  • you hiss in pain at the sudden searing pain 
  • tae, across the table, also hisses, clutching his left hand
  • …..
  • and then he starts screaming
  • “sOULMATE!!!! YOU!!!! ME!!!! AHHHH”
  • you two get kicked out lmao
  • but not without him leaping into you to hug you
  • ok here comes the end
  • idk how to end this
  • am i ruining the mood oops
  • but you took considerably alot less pictures than the other events because taehyung couldnt keep his hands off you
  • in an innocent way you nasties
  • he just wanted to wrap his arm around you and hold your hand but faNSITE DUTIES
  • but you gave it after you reached your personal quota
  • and while you two actually met the queens aka red velvet he kept looking at you lmao
  • you two will grow old together
  • and have a family
  • or not hes cool with whatever you want
  • bc he has you, his soulmate
  • and you have him, your soulmate
  • aWWW

(A/N): I feel like this was so fucking messy and the worst thing ive ever done im sorry children ive disappointed you -peanut

Originally posted by bangtanroyalty

Wants you to be totally upfront and real about everything #Aquarius

#Aquarius protect their heart.

#Aquarius will not allow anyone to down talk to them !!

An #Aquarius may come off as cold, but they are just protecting themselves from jerks like you.

If a #Aquarius gets into an argument, they will prove their point and not leave until then.

An #Aquarius regrets not trusting their intuition because it’s usually right.

Regaining an #Aquarius‘ trust is difficult to do. So if you have it, respect it.

As an #Aquarius your biggest issue is to find something that will focus and hold your interest.

#Aquarius lives in a world of logic and cool rationality.

#Aquarius responds well to a relationship with a strong sense of friendship, over traditional romance and feeling tied down.

An #Aquarius will work very hard at not letting you know that you affect them.

An #Aquarius needs to learn how to care for that one special person instead of trying to worry about the whole world.

#Aquarius women think they can do anything a man can.

How to Attract #Aquarius Communication is key. You must be able to stimulate their minds, engage in a friendly witty verbal battle

What makes an #Aquarius So Lovable: In our most fickle moments,you guide us on what to choose, and it’s you who gently prods us to move on.

#Aquarius signs are often calm before venting their anger. I.e. The quiet before the storm.

As an #Aquarius ending friendships is difficult for you because you are closer to your friends than your family.

Aquarius has flashes of intuition

Why you’ll want to date #Aquarius: they respect your independence and refuse to stifle you with emotional demands

When an #Aquarius females mind is made up that she is not interested, she will never be interested.

#Aquarius are so free willed, intelligent and high spirited the words unconditional love definitely come to mind.

AQUARIUS is looking for a motivated, ambitious mate. Not some bum whose ideal life is to sit on the couch eating chips all day.

An #Aquarius takes things on as challenges so they are the best at whatever they decide to do.

#Aquarius: One relationship that looked quite promising could be the means by which an even more promising relationship comes into your life

You can count on an #Aquarius to add a sarcastic or unusual comment to a conversation..

In relationships, an #Aquarius just appear stronger because they have difficulty expressing their feelings

When an #Aquarius loves you, they will become restless and always willing to please their partner

As an #Aquarius a lot of people tell me I have a bad attitude , they’re wrong I just don’t like stupid people.

Don’t try and get an #Aquarius angry, they will say some hurtful things to you and they’ll mean it.

#Aquarius wont stick to anything which they cant figure out for too long, they will lose interest then move on to something else.

#Aquarius women are faithful lovers so they get jealous easily and get very protective over their lovers.

When an #Aquarius woman really loves you, she will overlook anything wrong you do to her, just so she can be with the one she loves.

An #Aquarius wants it THEIR way completely or they won’t give any input at all.

An #Aquarius woman is quite unpredictable, and she leaves others guessing and wary of her

Do not lie to an #Aquarius. Their anger is intense.

#Aquarius may take time to open up but once they develop a comfort zone with their partner, there is no looking back.

An #Aquarius finds it easier to think outside of the box, than within it.

#Aquarius dont like the risk of hurt that comes from emotionally baring your soul convo’s.

After you do an #Aquarius wrong, you’ll notice the difference. The vibe, the attitude, the silent treatment. You’ll notice.

#Aquarius can see the outcome of any given situation, and usually have to deal with much aggravation to be taken seriously about it.

An #Aquarius woman love doing or trying anything new or out of the ordinary.

For an #Aquarius to fall deeply in love, they first have to be friends so don’t rush them

Most #Aquarius are very shy when you first meet them, but once they feel at ease around you OH BUDDY they become the party of your life.

#Aquarius Women A slow starter, she idealizes love and encompasses it with tenderness.

#Aquarius has a problem with caring. Either we care TOO much, or we really could not care at all.

While an #Aquarius can be sociable, at heart they would rather be on their own.

#Aquarius are unique & charismatic & need to get use to being noticed, no matter what they do or where they go

#Aquarius women are very loyal.

Never underestimate an #Aquarius ability to absorb knowledge.

#Aquarius women prefer to open their own door. They dont need a man’s help.

#Aquarius is detached from others, intelligent, objective in mentality, individualistic in attitude, unique, sophisticated, & futuristic.

You can trust an #Aquarius with anything

#Aquarius are independent.

As an #Aquarius If you make a promise, you stand by your word.

An #Aquarius daydreams a lot.

#Aquarius: crazy, loud, shy, quiet, smart, opinionated, sarcastic, stubborn, passionate, dreamer, loyal, trustworthy, life-lover.

An #Aquarius is better at spilling their feelings in writing than in speech.

#Aquarius has no mercy for those who offend them.

An #Aquarius has skill at finding out secrets.

#Aquarius always searches for truth and constantly studies their mind and soul

You’ll rarely find someone as loyal and loving as an #Aquarius. They are one of a kind.

#Aquarius are so sweet, but be careful not to hit their bad side or you will see another person.

#Aquarius are natural born rebels, they learn the system and always find the loopholes.

When an #Aquarius is hurt, they won’t let you know. They’ll put on their best smile and move on

An #Aquarius hates not being taken seriously.

One of the greatest obstacle for an #Aquarius is their fear of rejection.

#Aquarius have an uncanny ability to see both sides of an argument without prejudice

When an #Aquarius is happy, be happy with them. They like that.

Why an #Aquarius will lose interest: The partner overreacts or is too sensitive about every little thing.

What #Aquarius cares about: friends, the future, the underdog, their unique individuality, rebelling against anything that restricts you

#Aquarius:People rarely sense when you’re anxious or insecure because you hide your feelings so well.

#Aquarius might have allot of casual friends but when it comes to a true friend that they can really trust , there’s not many.

Ask an #Aquarius for advice, they are the right people to turn to.

When an #Aquarius doesn’t care about you anymore, they can make you completely invisible to them

#Aquarius tend to look for the best in people, they often give people second chances who don’t deserve one.

Don’t be afraid to be a bit selfish sometimes #Aquarius! It’s better than regretting that someone else got what you wanted and deserved!

#Aquarius are musically driven and inspired. They must have music playing everywhere they go.

#Aquarius: You have a better chance of attracting that someone special if you actually appear as natural & unpresuming as possible.

One of the hardest thing for an #Aquarius is for them to confess their love to someone

#Aquarius take pride in being wise & will take every opportunity to become even wiser.

An #Aquarius doesn’t like crying in front of others.

Love your #Aquarius, treat them steadily and do not try to find anything to argue about. If done, they will be yours for sure.

Before an #Aquarius can allow themselves to develop a love that transcends the ordinary, they must first feel true friendship.

You can’t hide anything from an #Aquarius. They know everything, even if they don’t let on.

When an #Aquarius female falls in love, they will love for a very, very long time..

Once an #Aquarius loses interest it can be hard to get that spark back

#Aquarius are the type who are protective of the ones they love.

#Aquarius always talk to the point. Simple, short, but meaningful.

#Aquarius are confused when hurt because it’s the one thing our block wall usually protects us from.

#Aquarius tend to elevate their thinking to a bigger picture of what’s possible

#Aquarius are often misunderstood because they tend not to show their emotions and secrets.

Watch your back when you embarrass an #Aquarius, they’ll backfire quicker than you think

Don’t hesitate to speak to #Aquarius about a problem. They love to listen and they can help out

#Aquarius will fall in love with the one that can stimulate their mind.

Wants you to be totally upfront and real about everything #Aquarius

Apparently #Aquarius love spending money without much thought.

Though #Aquarius they are heartless they do love for real.”

#Aquarius can lose their focus sometimes. Need someone to give them direction keep them focus.

The amount of times an #Aquarius may tell themselves that they’re aren’t strong enough..they are stronger than they think they are.

When an #Aquarius allows you to become intimately close with them, believe you are very special to them

#Aquarius are the most unique of all the signs.

For an #Aquarius to fall deeply in love, they first have to be friends so don’t rush them”

#Aquarius can separate sex and making love.

#Aquarius is an idealist and a bit of a dreamer. You love to engage people in your vision of an ideal society.”

#Aquarius are friendly but don’t tick them off.”

#Aquarius want comment on everything but tend to just nod and keep it to themselves.

#Aquarius speak their mind and don’t care about how they’re perceived by others.”

#Aquarius is very individualistic.

#Aquarius are sensual, smart and far too logical to give in to emotions.

#Aquarius like to make decisions that will benefit the group as a whole, not just themselves

#Aquarius gets is irritated when someone special in their eyes begins to act just like everyone else in the crowd.

As far as #Aquarius is concerned, anything you cannot explain rationally is complete hogwash.

While #Aquarius is a humanitarian, you can lack real compassion because you go about your mission like a scientist conducting an experiment.

Getting an #Aquarius trust is one of the hardest thing for anyone to achieve. They just don’t trust people easily.

#Aquarius must have their minds seduced first. Once that happens they tend to be loyal partners.

When an #Aquarius allows you to become intimately close with them, believe you are very special to them

If an #Aquarius does not love you anymore, count on them to tell you that to your face..

An #Aquarius will make it a priority to stay humble no matter what they achieve in life.

If you’re an #Aquarius you probably say “I know” & “I wonder” a bit much.

#Aquarius can’t help but to be drawn to the unusual, the unordinary, or the forbidden.

#Aquarius signs hate people who break promises.

An #Aquarius would rather help you with your problems, than discussing their own.

#Aquarians will walk away or keep their distance when they sense that they’re getting pinned to one person

#Aquarians have a dynamic and attractive personality that charms people.

#Aquarians are good at getting people to open up to them,while hiding their feelings.

#Aquarians have the ability to tease you badly until you beg for it. Say the magic words ;)

#Aquarians can be your friend, partner or worst enemy

#Aquarians seem to have their own rules and regulations as to their conduct and they completely reject others telling them what to do.

#Aquarians are thoughtful and reflective and blessed with a sharp mind.

#Aquarians usually see things differently compared to most people.

#Aquarians won’t usually date somebody they wouldn’t want to marry.

#Aquarians have a don’t speak if we are not spoken to attitude..

#Aquarians  are mentally strong, it is amusing that no one ever really knows how they truly feel or what they are thinking about.

#Aquarians can work by themselves without ANY help. Independence comes naturally to them.

#Aquarians don’t loose true feelings for the person they love. It’s just sometimes that person changes. But they love the old them.

#Aquarians hardly fall in love, but when they do they give their all for that one person

#Aquarians are caring & they care about the littlest things other might not.

#Aquarians are the most loving creatures on earth, somehow they don’t know how to express it the way the other person want

#Aquarians have great impacts on people and society and most importantly, #Aquarians have to be in a power positions.

#Aquarians and #Geminis are very enthusiastic individuals, and they’re even more powerful together!

#Aquarians gets bored and restless easily.

 #Aquarians are honest, genuine people, who care so much for people in their lives.

As a thinker, #Aquarians can feel emotions in the mind rather than the heart

#Aquarians very secretly they observe just like a vulture, watching everything quietly. And you wonder why they know everything!

#Aquarians are unforgettable because once they are in your life, they make sure they leave a mark behind”

In their relationships, #Aquarians are teasing and provocative, rather than possessive and jealous

#Aquarians get extremely annoyed with any senseless or purposeless extravagance of any kind.

#Aquarians just won’t do certain things because of how high their pride level is.””

#Aquarians always think of things that have happened in the past, and never regret anything.

#Aquarians wants you to love them for their intellect, and to admire their visions.

#Aquarians need space and value personal freedom. Any attempt to box them in will likely fail.

#Aquarians know just the way to make you smile, or giggle

#Aquarians tend to feel ‘love at first sight’ but rarely act upon it

#Aquarians can smile and laugh even when they are burning and exploding from the inside!”

#Aquarians are good at giving advice because it is mostly based on their experiences and perspectives”

#Aquarians are way better in writing rather than to speak when it comes to express their deep feelings”

#Aquarians can give other people advice and solve problems for other people except they cant fix their own mess”

#Aquarians are demanding.

#Aquarians need to learn how to care about ONE special person rather than the whole world!”

‬#Aquarius‬ is smart, independent, somewhat rebellious and a true original. 

An ‪will always put a smile on just not to kill the mood of anyone else.       

An ‪#Aquarius‬ will not judge others because as human beings, we are all equal and entitled to our own opinions.       

#Aquarius‬ are the people who deviate from the crowd and go their own way.       

#Aquarius‬ is the sign of visionaries, unconventionality and intellectual independence.       

#Aquarians‬ only show their full side to people very close to them.       

#Aquarius‬ are the kind of people that want to travel and maybe live in various parts of the world.       

#Aquarius‬ love interacting with all kinds of people. They’re not the type that can work at a desk for the rest of their lives.       

Sometimes, ‪#Aquarius‬ will listen to a conversation and won’t buy in or say a word. Just quietly listening.       

An ‪#Aquarius‬ is someone that is so hard to figure it out emotionally. One second they hate and the next second they love.

As long as you don’t try to hold them back, ‪#Aquarians‬ are perfect lovers.       

First thing in the morning: ‪#Aquarius‬  turns on the laptop and check various sites before you even do anything else.       

One of  hidden secrets is that they are very anti-social.       

An ‪#Aquarius‬ tends to lose their patience with the people they live with.       

Not everything an ‪#Aquarius‬ fantasies would they dare to do when given then chance.       

An ‪#Aquarius‬ is always analyzing you.. Whether you’re a brand new or long-time friend.       

An ‪#Aquarius‬ cares because you care. Once you stop caring, they will stop caring.       

#Aquarians‬ are very unconventional and always full of excitement.       

#Aquarians‬ are very guarded with their feelings and are uncomfortable talking about their problems.       

#Aquarians‬ have many acquaintances but only a few close friends.       

An ‪#Aquarius‬ aims to experience other people’s perspectives and understanding their point of views.

An ‪#Aquarius‬ aims to experience other people’s perspectives and understanding their point of views.

#Aquarians‬ are the type who see and hear stuff but keep it to themselves.       

#Aquarians‬ can only take so much insecurity from someone until they just stop caring and leave.       

As much as an ‪#Aquarius‬ feels like taking the easy way out sometimes, they make sure they earn what they want!       

#Aquarians‬ want to find their own way, do things the way they themselves think is the best for a situation.       

#Aquarius woman like cool headed dudes who sometimes act like he is ignoring her.

How to seduce #Aquarius act like you don’t know they like you  

#Aquarius sign rules casual connections, and you guard your independence fiercely.

#Aquarius will take the hit for their friends of they know it will help

#Aquarius is a sign that is less likely to care what other people may think of them.

An #Aquarius will change if they feel they should, but not if YOU think they should!

#Aquarius secretly controls everyone around them.

#Aquarius sometimes over think things to a far extent, causing them to be worrisome and somewhat anxious.

#Aquarius does not give themselves up easily. One thing that is not up for discussion: their behavior and independence.

As an #Aquarius you struggle to do what is best for all without going against you own wishes and needs.

As an #Aquarius you struggle to do what is best for all without going against you own wishes and needs.

Before an #Aquarius can allow themselves to develop a love that transcends the ordinary, they must first feel true friendship.

You can’t hide anything from an #Aquarius. They know everything, even if they don’t let on.

When an #Aquarius female falls in love, they will love for a very, very long time..

#Aquarius Turn On: Teasing

#Aquarius is so sweet, but be careful not to hit their bad side or you will see another person.

Don’t hesitate to speak to #Aquarius about a problem. They love to listen and they can help out

An #Aquarius can be quite the compulsive buyer when it comes to having money in their pockets

If you want an #Aquarius to stick around, you’ve got to keep everything out in the open

#Aquarius can read people very well and know the second they meet you if they want you in their life or not.

An #Aquarius will completely cut you out when they’re done chasing you. They don’t want to force you to love them.

#Aquarius: The one you’ve quietly admired may enter your life in the way you always wanted. This will start slow but be so very good.

#Aquarius described in one word: Genius

On the outside, #Aquarius are confident. On the inside, insecurities.

When an #Aquarius is hurt, they won’t let you know. They’ll put on their best smile and move on

An #Aquarius is incredibly open minded and tends to think and do things different from others.

An #Aquarius curiosity is stronger than anyone else.

#Aquarius use intuition, energy, & vibes to try to figure people out. We listen closely when first meeting people.

#Aquarius stubbornness could stop a lot of nicely paved roads for them.

#Aquarius: Use your charm and your gentle disposition to get your loved one to discuss what has been bothering them.

#Aquarius try always to have their guard up protecting themsleves from a broken heart.

How to Befriend an #Aquarius: Understand they’ll talk about anything that comes to their mind, whether it makes sense or not.

If an #Aquarius female loves you then consider yourself lucky. They dont just love anyone!

An #Aquarius isn’t very good at explaining how they feel, you just have to figure it out on your own

How an #Aquarius Deal With a Break Up: They may not show it, but they’ll be very hurt. They’re hurt may show through their body language.

An #Aquarius is always ready to take a leap of faith.

#Aquarius‘ favorite things: different people, technology and gadgets, their individuality, thinking

#Aquarius are probably the friendliest sign in the zodiac everyone is their friend.

#Aquarius can change anyone’s life for the better just by becoming part of it

#Aquarius can bend and form itself into what their lover wants. In return they want true feelings, no lies.

An #Aquarius can be the meanest person when they feel like.

An #Aquarius spends too much time trying to figure out the meaning of every little thing!

When #Aquarius is in love, they give their all to their loved ones.

If an #Aquarius consider you to be a true friend to them, they will go out of their way to help you.

An #Aquarius effort in trying to love you as best they can is very endearing,and makes for a good foundation to a relationship.

For #Aquarius, friendship is more important than sexuality.

Aquarius quietly does everything they can to help out their friends because friends come first.

#Aquarius find it easy to catch feelings.. But a little bit harder to fall in love.

#Aquarius over-analyze situations but go with their gut feelings even if it leads them down a rocky slope.

An #Aquarius dreams very often about the person they want.

There’s no forcing your ideas & beliefs down an #Aquarius throat. We’ll listen, but we’ll silently disagree.

An #Aquarius tends to use heavy loads of sarcasm when they’re pissed off, because they don’t want to say things too hurtful to others

The fear of rejection is a big deal for #Aquarius.

#Aquarius values partners who are also good friends.

#Aquarius are a bit unpredictable, change often, have intuition, genius, and strong individualism.

An #Aquarius may seem calm and humble at first, but if you try taking them for a fool they will turn into a monster.

#Aquarius are very logical thinkers, and often times having time to really think about how or why something may have happened.

#Aquarius hates being lonely.

#Aquarius are capable of real devotion. But have little patience for imperfection.

#Aquarius give all they have and more to loved ones but usually receive nothing in return. Its painful but they do it because they want it

What turns #Aquarius on: Open-mindedness, variety, ideas (outrageous and genius)

#Aquarius are naturally attractive and naturally flirty.

Good thing #Aquarius doesn’t care what anyone else thinks, because their eccentricity can really turn some heads.

An #Aquarius can’t stand people who contradict themselves.

If an #Aquarius is really and truly in love with you, they will never lie to you.

#Aquarius are known for their zany nature & unique magnetism.

As an #Aquarius in your relationships you can sometimes create unnecessary problems because of your inability to say what you really feel.

#Aquarius controls the honesty in a relationship. If they suspect you are not being truthful, they back out.

#Aquarius women have more man friends that female friends. If you’re a jealous type, dont date her.

An #Aquarius is incredibly open minded and tends to think and do things differently than others

An #Aquarius knows if they let themselves fall for you, they would fall hard. Most of the time they rather not fall at all.

The #Aquarius would be the partner to observer their others beauty while they sleep Then be grateful we found them ..if we find them

Well-liked, charming and respected, no one’s ashamed of having an #Aquarius for a friend.

#Aquarius women love having men want her.


Summary: Phil goes to a coffee shop and the cute barista there keeps on finding new ways to misspell his name.

Word count: 1700

A/N: Written for a prompt submitted to phanfic by foxylester, ach I feel like this isn’t what you were looking for and the writing style is kinda all over the place but I hope you enjoy!

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School Info from Kay

Okay so since I’m a senior now i feel like i should give some words of wisdom to the upcoming freshmen on how to “survive” high school and general stuff that comes with it!


  • Make friends. easiest way to do this is by talking to people in class or by joining clubs. I promise you there are people out there who share interests with you, you just gotta find em
  • Don’t go to big parties. I’ve been to a few and honestly they’re really boring and everyone is drunk/high and the cops might show up which just makes you anxious. Freshman year, don’t go to big parties. Instead, go chill with some friends and raid a CVS for soda and chips at 2AM. Way more fun, way less stressful. Better memories too.
  • Hang out with people on weekends! People can generally give/get rides, and chilling out on weekends while studying is a really fun thing to do. Skype is also a great way to do this if rides aren’t available.
  • No one notices if you are alone at lunch/in the hallway, so dont feel worried. If your friends have a different lunch than you, try to make some friends in the same lunch, or pretend youre studying if you feel awkward about sitting alone.
  • Dont. Date. Upperclassmen. Its not that you’re immature or not, but its freaking creepy if an upperclassman wants to date you. There is something wrong with them if they want to date you. Especially seniors - they’re almost adults and they’re going after someone just out of middle school? thats fucked up. Just dont do it. Even if they’re cute and on the tennis team or something, don’t do it. 
  • Don’t have sex/send nudes “just because” Not to be proverbial, but if your friends jumped off a cliff would you? no. I know that you may feel ready, but I can promise you that it just feels bad afterward if you really arent ready. I’m a sex-positive person, but freshman year is too young to put yourself in that emotional position. It’s very stressful, and for myself personally as well as friends of mine it caused us all more anxiety than we would have gotten otherwise.
  • Don’t overstuff your schedule with clubs. I tried this last year, and it was just way too stressful. Instead, focus on one or two clubs that interest you. Leave time for yourself.


  • Be up front with teachers about mental health. Teachers will try to help you. They will work with you on that stuff. I can only speak from my experiences, but finding professional help for my mental illnesses actually helped me in school. 
  • Don’t procrastinate forever. If you have tests, prepare for them ahead of time. If you have projects, start doing research or plan. If you have a paper due, start writing before the last day. Even if it’s possible to do something the last second, the stress isnt worth 
  • Take time for yourself. buy that bath bomb and chill out to the sounds of metallica if you want to, binge watch voltron one weekend if you want to. Take a nap if you want to. Play some video games if you want to. Just, don’t fill your time with school. You will wear yourself out so fast. 
  • Talk to your friends. If you had shit friends in middle school, get new ones who listen to and respect you. Friends are there to be friendly. For those of you who have parents you trust, talk to them.
  • Be super fucking gay. This obviously applies to location, but most schools now have some variation of a gsa/saga. Join them. If you’re closeted, just say you’re looking into it for a research paper or something, or that youre an ally. i can promise you there are more gay people in your school than you expect. Be gay in front of your teachers, in front of your friends, your principal, idgaf, just don’t feel obligated to be a super closeted person in high school. (disclaimer: if you are in an unsafe area do what makes you feel safest. There are tons of online forums for other info - GLSEN is great for school related saga stuff.)
  • Don’t worry about dating. This can fit into the first category, and a lot of overlaps happen like that, but honestly if you cant find a boy/girl/date-friend its okay! I didn’t have a steady relationship until my junior year and no one cared at all. have fun meeting people, and dont pressure yourself into something. If you don’t like someone and they ask you out, don’t say yes just because you want to date someone. Its not worth it.
  • During Summer, don’t completely slack off. I know this sounds counter-intuitive, but don’t just log out of life during summer. Take extra time for yourself, and have fun, but summer is a great time to deal with mental health problems due to increased flexibility. Ex. if you want to start seeing a psychologist/therapist, summer is a great time to start. If you think you need to take medication, summer is a great time to find out.
  • Take Mental Health sick days. Its a legal thing you can do. it counts as a normal sick day. Relax, drink some tea, watch a movie, take a nap. 
  • But if you cant take a day off… talk to your friends, don’t stress yourself with work at school. Explain to your teachers that you dont feel well, just don’t overwork!

School Stuff

  • Don’t stand in the middle of the hallway. Upperclassmen do this too, and if they do it just shove through them. But seriously, its the worst thing to have someone or a group of people standing in the middle of the hall/doorway. If you are walking slowly, stay to the right of traffic.
  • Being late to class sucks, but it’s not everything. no one really cares other than the teacher, but it’s not very fun to miss out on warmup time. Also, you can get in trouble which is crummy.
  • If you are absent, talk to your teacher/classmates. Many schools have an online thing you can check for assignments, but also email your teacher if you are sick. If you know ahead of time that you’ll be out, talk to them about it. And, if possible, work on those assignments/lessons while you’re out to avoid falling behind. 
  • Study. Like, seriously. Even if you never had to study a day in your life before, do it. And take notes. Take notes over and over. Quizlet is great for studying, and there are a ton of studyblrs that can give you tips. 
  • Make your notes readable. I’ve literally had times where i couldn’t read anything ive written. It sucks, but just make sure you take your time. 
  • Listen to teachers rather than writing everything from the slide. Teachers usually tell you whats most important on the slide anyway. Write down what they say. And make funny notes about it - it helps you remember! There was a funny picture in the textbook? Draw it into your notes, or write about it somewhere. Teacher made a joke about the plot of a book? Write that down! Stuff like that will save you on test day!
  • Don’t worry if you’re late on the first day your teachers super duper understand. This also applies if you go to the wrong class or something. No one cares.
  • Have a visible copy of your schedule for at least the first 2 days. You will forget where your rooms are. You will be asked your teacher’s name. You will need to know this stuff. Take a picture on your phone or print out one and put it in your agenda, whatever suits you! Don’t put this away either - keep it out while you’re going to each class. 
  • Don’t stress about knowing the building. I just discovered a new wing of my school last year, so its no big deal if you don’t know every nook and cranny. Ask a teacher/janitor/whoever if you cant find your class. An upperclassman may also know!
  • Don’t act like a dick. You may assume this is common knowledge, but ive met so many kids who act like they’re hot shit on the first day. Seriously, shut up, I just have to go to class and I dont need you acting personally offended when i accidentally push you. Also, if you seriously body slam someone, apologize however quickly, but also don’t be afraid to squeeze through groups of people taking up the hallway (they’re the ones being dicks, not you)
  • Make room for disabled students. Whether this be students with physical or mental handicaps, giving a bit of extra room is really nice. As someone who’s been on crutches at school, being in the middle of a crowd with no room sucks. Mentally disabled students are really chill, but their teachers may want to keep an eye on them so they don’t accidentally get hurt. Be curteous.
  • Get an agenda. Seriously, don’t just use your phone to write everything down. Even if your agenda is a $1 walmart version, its really useful (I got calendar sheets from target for about $1 and a binder for them for $2.) Copying down your assignments physically helps put them in your mind.
  • Write. Your. Notes. Physically. As stated above, writing physically helps you remember things. A tip for those who are willing - write your notes in class messy and then rewrite them more nicely in a binder at home with just the key info. It’s another copy-to-remember session and helps you find key points. Bonus if you put those notes online for your friends to look at too.
  • Don’t go to things you don’t want to. I went to my freshman homecoming dance and it sucked because I didn’t really want to be there/didn’t know a lot of people. I went to prom last year and it was awesome only because I wanted to be there. I’ve never gone to a sports game because I’m not interested. Don’t go just because all of your friends are saying “only losers don’t go” (which is a total lie). Use your parents as an excuse, or say you got sick, or whatever if you don’t want to tell them straight out you aren’t feeling it.
  • Don’t feel obligated to keep up with your blog. My followers probably can tell when school starts for me because im on 10x less than usual. Its okay to use tumblr as a fun time to relax, but don’t spend more than 2 hours on it a day. 
  • Even if homework isnt assigned, do homework. This means studying, reading up on the next chapter, doing makeup work, working on a project/paper, etc. Do something school related for whatever subject doesn’t have homework.
  • DO YOUR WORK ON FRIDAY. Please, take this one to heart. Having a less-awesome friday because you chose to do your homework means you have a less-guilty saturday and sunday (which helps you relax and prepare for the next week of school!) Alternative: do half on friday, half on saturday morning.
  • Go to bed at a reasonable time. This includes if you have homework left and its midnight. Get to sleep, your paper is gunna suck even if you finish it past midnight. I know waking up sucks (im a night owl myself) but seriously, wake up an hour early, take a shower, get a coffee, and plunk yourself in front of that project. in additon, get to bed at a fairly regular time. If you go to bed at 11 every night, thats better than going to sleep at 9, then 7, then 3:30 AM. Regular sleep is key to good sleep. #ap psych taught me that.
  • Don’t stay up chatting with friends. Seriously, if your friends are still awake at 4 AM tell them to get to bed! You won’t miss out on anything if you go to bed early, and even if you do, im sure it wont be so important that it couldnt wait.
  • Don’t be a jerk to teachers! especially your first period jesus. Imagine how tired you are - then multiply it by 100. My mom was a teacher and she always stayed up later than me grading work and planning lessons. Teachers, even if they suck and are assholes, don’t deserve you being a jerk to them. Sure, rant about  them to your friends, but don’t cause problems in their class. Youre not cool, youre just annoying if you do. 

There’s so much more I could put in here, but I really feel like a lot of it just comes naturally. Everyone is different, so pay attention to your own body and needs, but don’t overwork or overstress yourself! High school should be a fun time getting to know your interests, so don’t put pressure on yourself to be the perfect straight A student! if you do, you might realize you missed out on a lot of fun!

This is what made me stop being a fan

“i feel like J will never do anything right in your eyes. like what would he have to do for you to say something positive about him? genuinely asking, not hating”

His life, he can do whatever he wants. But actions have consequences. So whatever he does, he has to be ready to deal with people not necessarily liking it. That’s life. 

Just like K, I too started as a fan. As a quite big fan actually. As someone who did everything they could to support the band. Buy merch, buy Vy tickets, go to shows, do M&Gs, spread the word on sm…And in the beginning I was happy to do that. I admired J because he seemed like a “go-getter” who worked hard, he seemed like he cares and is involved in what goes on around him in our society and around the world (His Oscar speech, anyone? And him speaking about Ukraine, supporting the LGBT community, concern for the environment, etc). He seemed passionate about his art, he obviously is very talented. He was great on stage. And he seemed like the “underdog” and like someone who fights for the underdog. You know, all his speeches about “be who you wanna be, love who you wanna love, be different, fight for your dreams” blah blah blah. And then of course his whole “struggling artist” act, the whole “no ones making any money here”. Yeah I fell for that. “Oh poor thing. He’s so great and so talented. But he’s not making any money. Yeah, we have to support him and his art and give from our very little salaries so that he can keep doing his art.” Yes, in that sense I was one of the “sheep”. I have to laugh at it now. 

Just like K said too, I also didn’t have any specific moment that made me stop being a fan. Shit just kept piling up until it hit the fan. It was just a sum of a lot of different things having happened. 

It started with the London Vy really. When they set the tickets at 10,000. It was insane. Now, nothing wrong in being ambitious and dreaming big and trying to do big things and trying to reach your goals…when YOU work for it. Not someone else. Had they promoted the shit out of it themselves and had done everything they can to get the tickets sold, fine. But it was like “Oh let’s put out 10,000 tickets to make a lot of money but let the fans do all the work any pay for it all.” It’s like DT saying “Let’s build a wall and make Mexico pay for it.” It’s ridicilous. Oh and “let’s sell tickets to an event that has no date so the people who buy live tickets won’t even know if they can watch it.” I mean, seriously? Real “geniuses” at work. Smh! And even though it was clear it will never work and people kept complaining and sending in suggestions, they just ignored it all. And then they did the VIP VV (that was supposed to be a treat for those who got their tickets early) unannounced, so that most of the people missed it. So from that point on I was like “Okay, let’s see them doing some work THEMSELVES to sell their events. I’m done. Unless there is some effort coming from YOUR way, I ain’t doing shit!”. I also stopped buying multiple tickets and I stopped buying VIP. If they don’t put in any effort, why should I? They’re the ones with a company trying to sell a product, not me. I don’t go to my workplace either expecting my clients to do MY work for me while paying ME. It’s ridicilous. And if you wanna improve your product, listen to your costumers. If they tell you something IS NOT WORKING, do something about it. Don’t ignore them, block them, black list them just because they told you their opinion about your product in the hopes of helping you improve it. And for god’s sake don’t be RUDE to them and tell them they should be grateful they got anything at all even though they PAID for the product and dont tell them to fuck off if they dont like it. Well, unless you wanna lose all your costumers. In that case, go ahead. 

And then there was the whole Joker thing with the used condoms and dildos and all his Joker antics. his whole “method actor” bullshit while frolicking around with models, while going rock climbing, while sending pics of himself in Joker makeup to models only to have it leaked and almost ruining things for WB. His antics were disgusting and not funny and if you claim to be a method actor and those stupid antics were needed as a part of your “method acting” then BE a method actor and don’t fuck around with young models or go rock climbing. At least stick to your story then and act like it. 

Which leads to the next problem. His words and actions not matching. Being fake. Lying during interviews. “Be who you wanna be, be different”. Well, why don’t you start with yourself and take your own advice, J? If barely legal underweight girls are your thing and you can’t even be friends with anyone who doesn’t look like a model or isn’t much younger than you are, then be that. If that’s who you are, fine. So be it. If vapid models with half a brain cell are the company you prefer and want around you, it’s okay. But in that case don’t try to speak about women’s rights and about having respect for strong women or any of women’s issues. Keep your mouth shut. And don’t try to hide it and act like that’s not who you are. People are not dumb. So don’t assume they are and treat them like they are. Just because everyone around you are stupid, doesn’t mean the rest of us are, thank you very much. 

Then Gucci came into the picture. Gucci this, Gucci that. Gucci, Gucci, Gucci. I AM SICK OF GUCCI! We get that you are the face of Gucci and friends with AM. But can you not shove Gucci down our throats 24/7, thank you very much. And shut up about “no one’s making any money here” and quit the “struggling artist” act. Please. When youre wearing an outfit that costs more than my whole month’s salary. Go fuck yourself. And if you raise your prices, I expect a stellar product. I expect to get my money’s worth. If I pay thousands to go to Camp MARS, I expect MARS to put some effort into it. Have activities with fans, interact with them. You have the whole weekend. You’re literally booked for the whole weekend. It’s YOUR “festival”. So do the work. And if you sell your camp packages by promising to play new music, then do that and don’t do false advertising, if you’re not intending to play new songs. And can you please tear yourself away from your freeloaders for ONE weekend  and concentrate on your work, thanks. Also, if you’re going to do a show and people paid thousands to see it, can you please rehearse so you actually know the lyrics to your own songs. I don’t come to shows to listen to the fans sing. I come to hear YOU sing. And play. That’s if the band even bothers to show up. 

I could go on and on but what finally made me go “I have had it!” was him disappearing from sm and only coming on when he needs something from us. When he only remembered he has fans when he wanted our votes or our money or  needed us to do PR for him. And him lying the whole time. Can you take things seriously for once and quit being immature and actually say what you mean for once. And do what you say. Don’t expect us to believe you and feel sorry for you if you say your back hurts soooo much, but instead of taking care of it,  you’re flying around long distance to go to fashion shows and to unnecessarily go to some art gallery for a day and when you can go rock climbing with your kittens. Same thing goes for your knee.Don’t go on sm to whine about it to get attention and do ice baths in trash cans and  come on stage wth a cane when you then after two songs take off your knee brace and jump around. 

The last drop for me was the lies about the new album. the ten millionth “#soon. The “we’re 80% done” for 2 years straight. The “We’re finishing the album today” only to tell us two weeks later that he’s working on the lyrics on the first single. Only to tell us the album isn’t even done. At some point it stops being funny and becomes pathetic. Come tease us about a new album WHEN YOU ACTUALLY HAVE AN ALBUM: And dont go around talking about how “exhausted” you are now that you finished ONE SONG. In FOUR years. Seriously, dude! Have you lost touch with reality completely?! Do you actually even know what HARD WORK and REALLY being exhausted from working is like? You need to get out in the real world more, dude. Stop hanging out with your freeloaders whose only job is to go from one vacation to another and lay around by the pool all day or who get dressed by other people and their only job is to look pretty in pictures. That’s not hard work. Neither is doing one song in four years. That’s just insulting.  And if your staff can’t get even one lyric video right, it’s time to finally take a look at your staff and start hiring professionals. How hard is it to get a LYRIC video with two verses right? You write the lyrics down, the person doing the lyric video writes them on the video and reads it through. Another person looks at the LYRICS video when it’s done and compares the lyrics to proofread. Boom. Done. Don’t need to be a genius to do that. 

I don’t know what happened to J. If the Oscar and the millions he got from the Joker role went to his head and his ego got too inflated and he got lazy, because why work when you can make money by doing nothing? Or if he completely lost touch with reality after hanging out too much  with the type of people he does and since he’s dressed head to toe in Gucci and no doubt gets it all for free, he thinks everyone can afford to throw around thousands. Or he just was a shallow douchebag who is full of himself before too and he just played another Oscar worthy role…the “Oscar J” role…and people fell for that PR campaign. And now the real J is coming out again? I don’t know. 

For me to be able to like J again, he needs a huge piece of humble pie. Tone done the attitude. You’re not above everyone else J. You’re not the center of everyone’s universe. You’re not THAT important and you definitely are NOT “different” than most in HW. In fact, you’re pretty much a cliche. So stop acting like you’re “all that”. You’re not. Tone down the Gucci. Seriously. We’re sick of it. Start hanging out with smart people. You’ll be surprised how inspiring smart people actually are. And yeah, most of them don’t look like models, but the good news is you don’t have to sleep with them. You can actually just be friends with people. That’s if you can bear to breathe the same air as someone who is normal weight or, god forbid, overweight. Get involved in your community. If you actually care for the environment or for animals so much, prove it. Letting your interns RT a tweet or two does not count as being “active”. And if you write a “protest song”, please do show with your ACTIONS that you care about things BEFORE writing said song and conveniently using a current unrest to sell it. Stop lying. Seriously. We’re not dumb. Be who you are, whatever it is. But ffs STOP LYING about who you are!!!!!! Put some effort into your work again. Focus. You once did. We want that J back.


Extremely well said, anon.

I found myself nodding and agreeing all the way through.

(Disclaimer and rules)

anonymous asked:

If you had to say by CANON standards, not what SHOULD be canon, or what you WANT to be canon, can you provide subtext or logical proof of Bruce being bisexual?

OKAY, well. 

!!There’s not really such things called logical proof to how someone feels towards another person, regardless of gender!!

honestly im no scientist on why people are bisexual. but I do have my reasons to why I believe that Bruce is bisexual. 

FIRST, let’s start with his beginnings. When he first debuted in the Detective Comics, ESPECIALLY around the time where Robin was introduced and certain aspects had to be taken out of comics due to reader discretion, people thought that Batman was gay. 

I mean, well. 

Yes, that’s why Robin went with the Teen Titans in the first place. It’s also why a change in writers and artists was made, because during the 60s? 50s? 70s? I can’t remember the precise era, but this was frowned upon so FUCK NO we couldn’t have a gay superhero. That being said, he was turned into a ‘hairy chested man’s man’ (and this isn’t my own thoughts, it’s what actual writers have said was the goal) with ladies on his arms. ONLY for that reason. There wasn’t anything towards except that he couldn’t be bisexual since it would make people boycott the Detective Comics, and for this reason alone Batman wouldn’t have made it if the changes never happened. 

That being said, the era did pass. And we could actually look at Bruce Wayne as being an actual HUMAN, instead of something that was making money so we had to go with the public. Now, we can get in there and explore his character a bit more. And, incidentally, a few years after this we were exposed to Midnighter. 

Who’s Midnighter? Well, only a knock off Batman. And that isn’t supposed to be offensive. Seriously, he and Apollo were made to be alike Batman and Superman. Now, since they aren’t ACTUALLY them, NOW it’s okay to have gay superheros. Don’t believe me on just how much they are supposed to be them? Well,

Compare that to this lovely SuperBat fan made panel and actual comic panel for a moment. 

So we can clearly see that this was an intentional comparison between batman and Superman, but it was also the safest way for DC to still not have their comics boycotted since of course that would still happen. and not to mention that they even made apollo and midnighter break up or not have them together in specific issues, things like that due to the controversy around it. 

But this isn’t about SuperBat, although it is the easiest thing to draw from. Okay, let’s go into a deeper analysis of just him and his sexual orientation. 

See, the trouble with writing this about such a famous character is just that. so many people have their own different interpretations, and not to mention the dozns of different canon writers to Batman. So how can we draw specifically when there are so many differing opinions and styles? 

Well, to do that let’s just take all of the different canon relationships that Bruce has been in and find out what different aspects they had, regardless of gender. to see if he likes a specific TRAIT.  

First off, the two biggest ships with Bruce are Selina Kyle and Diana Prince. both are leading roles, with strong personalities, and women who are just downright self reliant and don’t need to be saved. but there are so many women who have been in his life. looking further, theres a good pattern as to who they are. he’s shown to be attracted to lois lane, has been in a relaionship with Andrea Beaumont who ended up being a bit more on the criminal side but still strong and even had her own secret identity and a take on taking down criminals,  Shondra Kinsolving who was a successful doctor all on her own and even helped Bruce to recover after the incidents of Knightfall, TALIA AL GHUL who is the friggin daughter of the league of assassins and knows how to kick ass. 

The reoccurring theme in these love interests follows the same pattern: strong, self reliant, successful, strong. (hmm… lot of… S’s…. HMMM.) But again,that wasn’t what you were asking, was it? okay. lets look into some canon proof of him acting this way towards men. and yes, im going to use superman deal with it i do what i want 

hmm, okay. again. not him doing it. lets see… oh, i know. have these. 

This next picture especially gets to me because there is no one else in the entire worl who he would allow to see him, as batman, at the graves of his parents. no one other than superman. 

now, for the “logic” behind loving someone. and that answer is? love isn’t something you can explain. if you don’t think that batman is bisexual? go ahead. i do. i think that he’s just a man, who fights love because he needs to do what’s right for his city, but finds it anyway. that it can be a man or a woman, but he will love them wholeheartedly. someone who is strong, who he won’t have to feel guilty about leaving at home to go to his city. someone who may be a bit on the dark side,or someone who understands the dark and can see through it or shine a light through it. someone he can go to battle WITH, and not for. for, as well, but someone that he can love SELFLESSLY, and not selfishly always feeling guilty and HAVING to break up with them because Gotham will always take his spot in his heart. someone who knows what that feels like, to dedicate their heart and soul to saving lives. 

and maybe, just maybe, that someone can be a man. because of over 75+ years of Batman writing, I’m sure that he wasn’t always straight to everyone. can we let love be love, and not be forcefully, “logically” explained? 

thank you.

I don't even know your name.
  • *based off the song by Shawn Mendes*
  • *I kinda cringe at this but it's worth a shot*
  • I saw you standing there, My mind was taken over by your brown eyes that somehow shined in the dim room.
  • I dont know if I was drunk or not, I didn't remember much from that day.
  • It was long before I saw you sit down. Alone.
  • I would have walked up to You, Would have talked to you, I would have done anything to see them eyes again.
  • But I was pulled back by Pj, He asked what drink i wanted, I replied to him quickly without thinking.
  • As I turned around you weren't on the sofa any more, I searched the room for you, only to see you beside Me, ordering from the bartender.
  • _______
  • I said hi and you replied with a slightly drunk smile, But I could tell it was genuine.
  • "Hey", You said, taking a sip of your drink.
  • "How are You?", I asked, trying to make small talk.
  • "I'm good now that I have someone to talk to", You smiled.
  • I remember, we talked for a few hours, I made a stupid joke and you laughed at it, Your smile was somehow beautiful.
  • We ordered more drinks, both of us becoming even more intoxicated.
  • You led me to the bathroom, your hand in mine.
  • You pinned me against the wall, Gently somehow, You were so gentle with everything you did, wether that was with the way you spoke or the way you touched Me, You were always so gentle.
  • You had your lips against mine, my hands tugging at your shirt.
  • It was a drunken mess but it felt right, I knew I wouldn t regret it.
  • We didn't take it far, we both knew that was going too fast.
  • I led you away, we smiled at eachother, My head hurt from the amount of alcohol I had consumed but it didnt matter when you smiled at me and the pain was gone.
  • We saw a group of people, you looked like you were trying to hide from Them, they had cameras, I understood.
  • But of course they saw you, we both saw them walk up to us and you quickly scribbled on a piece of paper, I took it without looking at it.
  • And then you were gone, Taken with the crowd.
  • _________
  • Turns out you were a celebrity I had never heard of.
  • I walked- no, I staggered home and almost immediately collapsed on my bed, The alcohol I had drunk that night was too much.
  • I forgot to check that piece of paper.
  • I think I dreamt about You, I don't remember properly.
  • I only remember waking up, In the dream, I only saw a tall silhouette, somehow the dark eyes glowed and it's the only feature i could see.
  • Nothing happened, I was propped on my elbows, just watching the shadows and it was doing the same.
  • Then I woke up.
  • Everything was so quiet and lifeless, my head hurt so much and my throat was dry, I went to the kitchen and downed a few pain killers with water.
  • I remember staggering to the kitchen and putting my clothes into the washing machine, a piece of paper fell out of the pocket of my jeans, I checked it and saw a number written messily on it.
  • Someone picked up the call on the third ring.
  • "Hello?", They said, they're voice hoarse.
  • "Who is this?"
  • "You called Me.."
  • "I found your number on a piece of paper in my jeans"
  • "Ah, You", I could hear your grin, "How are You?"
  • "You still haven't told me your name"
  • "That doesn't matter right now"
  • "But-"
  • "We made out last night"
  • ""
  • "Don't worry, It was great"
  • _____
  • You were always on my mind, I couldn't  sleep properly, couldn't eat, I could barely form a sentence.
  • It had it been a few days, I hadn t called you, I was too shy.
  • I got through work somehow, altough I was constantly drawing you on my notebook, I would get weird looks from my co-workers but I didn't really care, How could I care about other people when you were on my mind?
  • "Why do you keep drawing that one random person?", Pj asked as he say down to eat lunch with Me, of course I left my sandwich untouched.
  • "Um-I, No reason, I just like drawing it", I spluttered, stuffing my notebook into my briefcase and bending the pages slightly.
  • "You know, He looked a bit like someone I keep seeing in magazines", Pj told me.
  • I knew he was talking about you, "W-what's his name?", I asked, desperate to know who you were.
  • "I don't know, I just keep seeing him"
  • I sighed without replying.
  • "What?"
  • "Nothing", I said, getting up and leaving.
  • I took my phone out of my pocket and picked the contact I had saved as 'nameless'.
  • _______
  • "Hey, you", You said down the phone, it made me blush, I'll admit that.
  • "Hi, Can you please tell me your name?"
  • "Why would you want to know my name? Names are just sounds we use to label ourselves"
  • "Shut up, you dork", I laughed, I could hear you laughing to.
  • "I dont know your name either actually"
  • "You mean the sound used to label me?", I smirked.
  • "Yes, I dont know the sound that is used to label you"
  • "That sound is Phil"
  • "Nice sound"
  • "Thank you, altough, you should probably thank my parents"
  • "Ah, Yes, the parents, when do I meet them?"
  • "After you tell me your name.....and buy me dinner"
  • "I'll have to wait then"
  • "Why wont you tell me your name?"
  • "I don't know, it's fun to know you're thinking about me"
  • "Seriously?"
  • "Yeah, Its cute"
  • "Shut up!", I laugh down the phone.
  • "Make me"
  • "I will if we meet up"
  • "Sounds like a plan"
  • You told me to meet you at the coffee shop that was just around the corner from me.
  • It wasn't long until you had your lips against mine and my hands travelling up to your hair.
  • The coffee shop was luckily empty, apart from the woman behind the bar that was listening to music through her headphones and couldn't care less that we were making out in the corner.
  • I pushed you away, "I-I still dont know your name", I muttered, Looking into your lustful eyes.
  • You held a finger to my lips, "soon", You whispered softly.
  • _______
  • The morning after tore me apart, The daily newspaper was delivered, I looked through it and suddenly stopped, dropping the paper immediately, Running into my room and grabbing my phone, I was reading the words over and over, They were imprinted into my mind:
  • Dan Howell caught making out in corner of local coffee shop with mystery man.
  • Followed by a picture of us on the green armchair that I remembered as a place of happiness.
  • I didn't even think this sort of stuff would be printed into a newspaper, It wasn't news-worthy.
  • I called you, You answered, The fist thing you said to me was "I'm sorry", Followed by a small sob.
  • "I-Dan.."
  • "Well now you know my name"
  • "Yeah"
  • "I'm sorry", You said again.
  • "Its-It's okay", I replied.
  • "Really?"
  • "Yeah, Dan, It isn't your fault"
  • "Thank you so much"
  • "Its no proble-", I heard shouting coming from your end of the line.
  • I could only hear a few "Dan Howell!"'s and one person shouted, "Who was that man?!"
  • "Shit, They found out where I live"
  • "Dan?"
  • "Ive gotta go"
  • "Dan?", The line went dead.
  • I didn't hear back from you since.
  • ______
  • I hadn t heard from you in at least a week, your calls went voicemail, you didn't reply to my messages.
  • I searched your name, It said you were some sort of ex-band member.
  • It made sense.
  • I had no idea where to start looking, I didn't know where to go, who to talk to.
  • I called again, It went to voicemail, again.
  • I spent hours everyday, just wandering up streets, Looking  for any sign of you, I found nothing.
  • I searched through magazines, nothing.
  • Nothing.
  • I couldn't take it, I sat in bed, tugging at my hair, Craving you and your beautiful smile, your eyes that seemed to brighten my day, your soft voice and kind words, I missed it all.
  • _______
  • Even the lack of the 10 minute phonecalls we had was killing me slowly.
  • I missed your cocky personality.
  • I missed your stupid remarks.
  • I missed your lips.
  • I missed your name.
  • I missed you.
  • If I couldn't sleep, eat or work earlier, I definetly couldn't now, It wasn't good, It wasn't healthy and I didn't know why you were doing it to me.
  • ____
  • I remember when I found you, I should have been happy but you were shaking, You were crying, you were curled into a ball in the corner of your living room, your for head resting on your knees.
  • You called me, told me the address, I got in the back, past the paparazzi, You told me you couldn't take it anymore, you wanted to be normal, you did want people chasing you around with cameras, making everthing you do public.
  • And I understood.
  • I sat down next to you and wrapped my arms around you, I felt your body relax and I laid your head on my lap, stroking your hair in a comforting manner.
  • You were breaking and I was trying to fix you, bit by bit.
  • It was slow, but it worked.
  • I snuk you through the back of your house, you had a small bag of only important belongings, I held your hand, Running my thumb over he back of it.
  • We walked back to my flat, I let you sleep, you needed it, I saw the bags under your eyes and the way your hands shook slightly.
  • I got in bed beside you and you immediately wrapped your arms and legs around me and nuzzled your head into my chest.
  • I hugged you back, It was comforting for the both of us.
  • "Thank you", I heard you whisper, And you hugged me a little tighter, I stoked your hair.
  • "No Thank you", I whispered back.
  • ________
  • We had been together for 2 years and engaged for 3  months.
  • remember when I proposed.
  • We went on holiday, to Paris.
  • I brought you onto the Eiffel Tower, I giggled when you covered your eyes, you were scared of the height.
  • I told you not to worry, I held both of your hands and told you I was there for you and wouldn t let you fall, I would never let you fall.
  • You smiled at me and kissed my cheek.
  • It was such a beautiful view, you were looking out the window when I laced my hand in yours and kissed it.
  • I got down on one knee and saw your lips stretch into a smile.
  • I pulled out the ring and uttered the words I had been wanting to say since I laid eyes on you.
  • "Will you marry me"
  • You said yes, You said yes and slipped the ring onto your finger, you pulled me into a kiss, cupping my cheeks, I held your waist gently.
  • It was beautiful.
  • ______
  • The wedding was even better somehow.
  • Our families both came together, our friends joined to.
  • No one disturbed the wedding.
  • We said "I do"
  • We told eachother that we Loved one another.
  • It was all true, every word.
  • ' Till death do us part.
  • I remember the after party, we cut the cake and you smashed some into my face as a joke, I laughed with you and did the same.
  • You held my hand while Pj gave the best man speech.
  • We watched our mother's tear up and our father's hug us with a pat on the back.
  • We were told we were perfect for eachother, 'a match made in heaven'
  • We were.
  • We were told our love was from a movie.
  • It felt like it.
  • We were told to take care of eachother.
  • And we did.
  • For a while.
  • _______
  • I miss you.
  • We were married for 3 years.
  • It was the best fucking three years of my entire life.
  • I remember waking up every morning to the smell do you cooking breakfast.
  • I remember how I would lace my arms around your bare back in the shower and wash your hair.
  • The nights we spent watching movies, a bowl of popcorn in front of us, we normally got too involved in eachother to focus on the movie, Sharing soft kisses.
  • The way we would talk about adoption.
  • That never happened.
  • We planned to travel the world.
  • That never happened.
  • I miss the way you would whisper in my ear at night, you would always say "We're in love, aren't we?"
  • It made me smile and I would kiss you before laying down and letting you rest your head on my chest.
  • I would stroke your hair until you fell asleep and let out soft snores.
  • I remember Christmas, we'd put the tree up together and you would make fun of my wrapping skills.
  • I loved it.
  • I loved you.
  • I love you.
  • Our movie-romance soon ended.
  • You became weaker, you couldn't do much.
  • I had to help you get dressed.
  • I had to help feed you.
  • You couldn't whisper to me at night any more and make me smile.
  • You were in hospital most nights and I wasn't allowed to stay.
  • I would grip the space on the mattress where you used to lay.
  • They never did diagnose you.
  • I guess, Just like your name, It was just a sound to label you.
  • You wouldn't have wanted to know What It was, you really did hate labels.
  • And I love you for that.
  • Rest In peace....Nameless.
  • I love you.
  • __________
  • The end 
  • You can call me a liar but you just witnessed the death of Danisnotonfire.
  • (Sorry not sorry)
  • P.s I wrote this at 12am

I woke up at about 6 am this morning after having a dream about pancakes.

To be more specific, I had a dream about checking tumblr and finding a picture of a giant stack of pancakes on Deo’s blog with the comment “goodbye”, and their fans getting mad at people for “pushing them this far” or being worried about what was happening to them off of tumblr.

So I woke up, checked tumblr mobile (which had been on the-problematic-bones’s page), and refreshed the page to see if there was any news about something happening. Then, once I was a little more awake, I made the logical decision to check Deo’s page and sure enough, no pancakes.

Now it could have just been my brain trying to tell me that Dave should be my icon again. After all…

But then I scrolled down a little further. And found their vent art.

“I’ve turned numb to most things over the years.”

“I don’t feel like I’m doing it, but it’s me.” 

“You need to be more compassionate, life isn’t monochromatic and dull”

“I wish this comment hurt me, I know I’m loved and everything’s okay, but it’s my fault for feeling like it’s not true”

I once wrote about Deo (back on Chris’s blog, which I haven’t been able to find) having issues with the concept of “show, dont tell” because rather than reveal information about their characters within the context of the plot, they’d give away all the details in asks and side drawings.

But I was wrong. They’re better at “show dont tell” than I realized, in the most literal sense. They draw all this art that twists the details on what’s happening because it gets reblogged, it shows up on other people’s dashboards, and rather than having to read through a text post, the images draw the eye in much quicker. And then they read through what the pictures have to say and they agree with the (distorted) message or feel bad for the person in the comic.

Deo relies on a lot of “appeal to (emotion)” fallacies when they try to defend themselves. Most commonly pity (argumentum ad miserecordiam), as seen in that mentioned vent comic. It’s also why people who have called out Deo for their abusive actions often receive asks along the lines of “they did nothing to you why are you being mean”.

I mean, seriously. Read over the dialogue in the vent comic. It’s kept vague - and in some parts, misleading - intentionally. They’re not numb “to most things”, they’re numb in particular to namedropping people and having their followers flock to send threats and hate. They don’t “need to be more compassionate” because “life isn’t monochromatic and dull” (because the way I’m reading this, it feels like that person is saying “you need to be nicer because life isn’t boring”), it’s because they’ve hurt people and continue to do so. And at the end of everything, they’re the victim. 

This has been going on and on for almost two years, and may have been going on even longer than that. And then I finally understood.

The meaning of the pancakes.

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patchworkpuppy  asked:

You draw backgrounds very well, and I also see other artist show examples for their portfolios with items such as a bookshelf/various furniture and other drawings of just backgrounds devoid of characters. What helped you draw these better? Where/are there classes to learn this or is it all practice (and if there are classes, what would it be called)? What helped you improve drawing items/props/backgrounds?

Thank you very much!

Since you’re asking about this topic, that’s actually my new job starting in October! Layout designer on a kids show! Which is still probably my best example of how you do NOT have to go to art school to get a job in something, because I left art school being TERRIBLE at bgs. I was constantly frustrated and left a lot of projects unfinished and never really felt comfortable working on backgrounds. So you can MOST DEFINITELY learn this skill, take it from me!!!

So obviously there are classes you can take, and I quite enjoy online classes personally, if you’re someone that takes visual or spoken direction well. I’m taking a class on colour and light right now from CGMA and really enjoying it so far (though I’m in the middle of moving so getting homework in is a NIGHTMARE). Schoolism is also a good one, and Motivarti, which is more of an apprenticeship.

So the biggest step up in learning bgs is twofold– 1)draw a lot of bgs 2)actually finish a lot of bgs.

If you do those two things, regardless of what you know about perspective or anything, you will eventually get good at it. As with anything, doing master studies of cinematography and set design in live-action or animated films is great, same with paintings– it’s a lot better than from photos since these areas were actually made to house people within a frame, rather than using a frame to find a neat picture.  You kind of want to work with forethought. Work in different styles, draw a new background from gravity falls and adventure time and steven universe, and see how the differences in art direction and design compare. Take a look at Wes Anderson movies, which uses super flat 1 pt perspective in a lot of the shots (and they look like they’re not quite real because of it, it’s excellent)

Soak in as much background work as you can and dont be discouraged! I found that was the hardest part for me, because I generally drew characters devoid of any bg whatsoever that the learning curve felt insurmountable. But every finished background was a handle hold to the next skill, and while I’m still not the most comfortable with bgs and still struggle a lot to get things to look the way I feel they should, i’ve hit a point where I sort of know what I’m doing and am really learning more finesse now.

Good luck! Learning bg stuff is also super great for anyone doing boards or comics, so dont leave your characters hanging in space! 

Seriously, you’ll regret it in the future. It’s like when you were in elementary school and drew everyone with their hands behind their backs, be the weird kid who drew the hands (but then also drew panty shots because ??? who knows I was weird)

Stupid Rant Over Relationships In The Nick Series...

You know whats most annoying about the tmnt fandom? Its their lack of positivism. I was in the tmnt tags, and all i saw was griping about the love interest bull crud about Renet and Mikey.

Yeah we get it, Nickelodeon apparently stinks at the whole romance crap, honestly, i see no problem with the relationship things. Guys will be attracted to girls by looks at first, just like girls can be attracted to guys by looks at first, but then  over time they develop a friendship, a bond, a connection.

With Donnie, he fell for April cause she was beautiful in his eyes, that was just a sheltered teen boy seeing a girl for the very first time, and i mean in person not on TV, once he started talking and befriending her, over time it developed even more, i dont get why people are saying there is hardly no character or relationship development between Leo and Karai, or Donnie and April, I’ve seen them develop so much in just three seasons. Leo really liked Karai, cause maybe he had a good feeling about her? or maybe he was attracted to her by looks, but just because a boy has a crush on a girl doesnt automatically make them a couple.

Just like Donnie and April, they over time developed a friendship, and they are closer then ever, no they are not a couple, just because they kissed doesnt mean they are, Donnie seriously has backed off of April since that kiss, and even Casey has backed off. Leo also backed off of Karai at some point, the way i see it, Leo just wants his friend back, and make his master, his father happy again. 

Call me ignorant, or blind, cause well damn i am, i dont see why you guys are complaining about Mikey having a love interest. He is the most affectionate turtle, so yes he will probably fall for her, and you know what its probably not cause of her darn looks, it could of been how she presented herself, not every relationship based on looks, and by the picture that Ciro presented us earlier this week im pretty sure she did something to really impress Mikey.

Some of you just need to back off a bit, not everything is to your standards or will go your way, and im not trying to be rude, im telling you straight up that your jumping to conclusions, and kinda ruining it for the rest of us who are actually excited for Mikey, and for Renet showing up, maybe im the only one who feels this way, i dunno, just i cant even go into the tags without someone spouting off and making me be like “Ugh, alright time to go watch more turtles.”


Okay, rant over, im done, sorry for those who i really offended, this is just how i see things, how i feel about it, and i do not expect anyone to agree, if you wanna talk to me about this, im open to discussions, here

And im asking that if you wanna speak your mind, please be respectful about it, i will certainly respect your ways and views. :)

Also i know this rant probably didnt make anything better, or was worded the way i was trying to express, excuse me for my in corrections or mistakes. ^^;

And guys dont think i dont love you, i do, i really freakin love you guys. NEVER forget that! NO MATTER WHAT!

((And again if anyone has any story requests for Adventures in April sitting aka AIAS send them my way! You can send them here))

Really? Why Cant Angry Turtles Get Some Love Too? Chill.

Okay, so you guys know about that instagram pic that i posted last night right?

this one: 

Well if you look at the comments everyone was excited, except for this one person who claimed she was just a fan and denied the fact that wasnt a fangirl, when clearly she isnt, instead shes one of those fangirls. Her username and picture says it all.

 But due to me being a private person and having respect for that kinda stuff i will black it out.

Sorry guys, Im just particular about that kinda stuff. But here is her first comment.:

Okay, I know Ciro already replied to her, which i will show in a moment, but after I break this comment down, and yes, i will do so because I literally am kinda upset about this.

  • “You guys shouldnt have brought that THING back”

Alright, its fine if you dont like Mona, but really? You have to be that immature about her coming? that THING? Maybe im being sensitive about this, but Mona wasnt even fully developed back in the 80s series, and she hasnt even freakin appeared in this series, this is just like Renet all over again I swear.

  • “This show needs action, not romance”

Besides a small bit of romance in season 1 and 2 this show hasnt really been all that “Romantic” actually its been written really well. As Ive said many times before the boys will have their crushes, and yeah they threw a slim bit of romance your way, but thats it. In season 3 after a foot to big there has hardly been Apriltello moments, hell theres hardly been Capril moments. And no them hugging is not romantic, its just friends being friendly with each other. Same with Donnie and April, they are being friends. Friends hug, and even hold hands, that doesnt mean its automatically romantic, it just shows they care. Guess what? It will probably be the same way with Mona and Raph too but wayyyyyy different. Haha.

  • “Shes gross”

How is she gross? Also your opinion is really invalid if you HAVENT EVEN SEEN HER IN THIS DANG SERIES!!!! EVEN IN THE 80S SERIES HOW CAN YOU FORM THAT OPINION WHEN SHES BEEN IN ONLY ONE EPISODE! *sighs* okay, sorry, just lets move on hm? ^^’

  • “Raph’s better off alone”

Im gonna just call you one of those Raph fangirls right now, no matter what you say. Raph can be better off alone sure but that doesnt mean he cant have a crush here and there. Why? CAUSE HE’S A TEENAGE BOY DAMMIT! Sorry, im trying to be calm, i promise…

  • “No, Im not a fangirl who wants Raph for herself.”

Really? Cause you sound like one of those fangirls. And trust me I know crazed fangirls. Your giving all the signs besides your username and profile picture. 

Signs of being an obsessive crazed Raph fangirl

  • Saying he’s better off alone
  • Denying your not a fangirl
  • Insulting Raphael’s supposed love interest Mona
  • Insulting a great character that hasnt even appeared because she is the crush of Raph
  • Being agressive

Did i forget anything? Im not sure, if you wish yall can add more signs.And Im not buying the whole 

“Im just a fan of the show”

because if that was the case you wouldnt be this upset about Mona coming, or about how Raph has a darn crush, or you wouldnt be acting like its the end of the world. Just saying, Ive seen this aggressive behavior before, with Donnie fans, Leo fans, heck even Mikey fans! Also the fangirls who deny that they are fangirls act exactly like this.

((Not saying all of you fangirls do this)) *shakes head*

Last point

  • “You’ll loose some viewers because of her.”

Considering that most of the fandom is made up of adults or older kids that are in their late teens and have been fans since the 80s or 90s im sure its okay if they loose some fans, why? Because they have a ton more. you know that saying, you loose some, you gain more. Sure they may loose some, but im very sure they will gain more, especially when Mona is being voiced by ZELDA WILLIAMS! ROBIN WILLIAMS DAUGHTER!

Unlike me Ciro kept his cool and told her what was up

he kept it short and simple, to the point, its his show after all.

Here is where Brandon comes in, with his comment, and guys just so you know these two WERE NOT serious, they were trolling this girl.

This was her reply

oh man thats a lot to break down. Lets get started!

  • “What the heck? Babies? -…- Im out”

Alright first off, they were trolling you, secondly who cares if your out, seriously obsessed fangirl.

And to those who actually took Brandon and Ciro’s instagram comments seriously……

my reaction:

Originally posted by booyakashellshocked

And for those who are still taking their comments seriously and wont shut up about it:

Originally posted by sushimanjuu

Really guys? Do I really need to go on a rant about this? Right now Raph is my spirit dude >…> 

  • “Dont do that guys seriously xD”

Okay, im about to defend these creators beacuse im getting really tired about how everyone is up their butts 24/7 telling them how to do their show.

  1.  Its not YOUR show
  2.  Its not your place to tell them what to do
  3.  I dont care if your using that “xD” face, i will say this, chill the shell out, they really can do whatever they want with this show. CIRO CAN DO WHATEVER HE WANTS WITH THIS SHOW.



*bites tongue* 

moving on….

  • “we’re here to see ninjas and fights not babies or romance.” 

Okay, stop talking for the whole fandom. Its YOU who dont want to see babies or romance, I am here to see turtles, no matter what, romance, babies, whatever, as long as turtles are in it, im in, and this is speaking for me, others may not want you to speak for them, I know others do not want ME to SPEAK FOR THEM.  why? Becacuse not everyone has the same views as you do you little —-

*bites tongue again*

Oh man i need to move on...*sighs*

  • “This made the show weird.”

Guys do you feel weird watching this show, a show that has hardly romance at all and when it does its very little? *asks in sarcasm tone*

Like really the romance on this show is so little that you actually gotta pay attention to actually see it, and even then it looks like they’re just being friendly to each other. In my eyes anyways…*shakes head*


  • “Im not a fangirl”

Your a fangirl, no matter what you say, people who say that kinda thing are either in denial or just to blind to see it. 

Actually scratch that, you are not a fangirl.

Theres differences between fangirls and over the top obsessive annoying fangirls who literally do nothing but overreact over every little thing that has to do with their favorite turtle.

you are the second.

  • “I’ve watched previous versions of the show. They didnt have romance and stuff.”

You want some s**t with that bull?



Comics- April and Casey, they even had a child, also the turtles had girlfriends if im not mistaken.
tmnt 80′s- This one hardly had any but i remember seeing a few moments here and there, correct me if im wrong about that
tmnt 90 movie 1- Casey and April, 
tmnt 2003- Casey and April, they got married in season 7 during the last episode. also it was implied that Raph had a slight crush on a friend named Jill or Jen ((Im pretty sure her name was Jill))
tmnt 2007- Casey and April, they were getting married, or was close to an engagement.
tmnt 2012- Leo and Karai, April and Donnie, Casey and April ((maybe))
tmnt 2014- April and Vernen ((IDK if i spelled his name right)) or April and Raph

I swear people like you forget that the other versions had a shit ton of romance ((excuse my language)) But when the nick series do it, its a like sin and you guys act like its a new thing that hasnt been done before.

Look the nick series actually goes by what actual teenagers do while in love or crushing on someone, they make it realistic as possible, is it annoying? Duh, but thats teens and life for you. Fans like you dont seem to get that in your heads, and seem to forget that in this version they are more immature, more teen like, also they relate more with todays generations of kids, maybe not to you, and thats okay, but remember the previous versions you CLAIMED to have watched before trying to make a point. 

Last one

  • “It was tmnt, thats what tmnt is for, ninjutsu”

So apparently tmnt is for ninjutsu, my dear, ninjutsu has a part to play in tmnt, but what is tmnt is the love for family and friends, the honor for your clan, the determination to protect the innocent no matter what, oh and pizza, mainly from what I get, TMNT is a family oriented show, which does include romance, but mainly its about the bond between four brothers thats so strong that nothing or noone can tare them apart. A bond between father and sons/ Sensei and students, And a bond between friends that are considered family.

If you just get ninjutsu from TMNT and nothing else, then you really havent gone in depth with this franchise, or grasped the concept of this show. It teaches about honor, respect, and how family is the most important thing in our lives along with friendships that last a lifetime.

THAT IS WHAT WE WANNA SEE…and Im sure the fandom will allow me to speak for them when i say that.

WE WANT TO SEE THAT. and guess what, most of us see it all the time when we watch any incarnation over and over again.

Its just YOU who only wants to see action, fighting, and ninjas. Dont get me wrong i like that stuff to, but if it was JUST that and nothing else, I’d probably wouldnt be in this fandom, nor like the franchise.

This show, franchise has balance, a best of all genres, Drama, Action, Adeventure, Fantasty, Romance, Family, and even Horror.

And thats what we like, different things that comes into one franchise, and honestly if I have to put up with teen drama BS thats fine. ((Not speaking for all of the fandom)) I will do it as many times, why? Because I love this show and franchise to death, nothing will ever stop me from watching.

And hey maybe some of the fandom feels the way I do, I dunno, but just know that we do not want you to speak for us, and we will defend the Creator of the nick series at any cost….

Okay well I will. ^^ cause I cant really speak for the fandom on that last part. haha.


((Sorry i had to, it was a perfect opportunity.))

Okay, i’ve done my damage here, long post this time, sorry for that.

I also wish to apologize if i sound rude, mean, disrespecful or hateful, this was not my intent, i do not mean to, just when someone does something like this i tend to get defensive over Ciro.

This show is his baby that he created, and honestly he and the crew shouldnt get this much s**t for this kinda thing. And we should know them by know that they werent serious, but Im sorry if i offended you, or my words hurt your feelings. 

Just tired of a great show, and its cast/crew members as well as the creator getting so much hate just because some people cant accept the fact that things will happen differently, So calm down and just have faith in them. Its better when you have fun and just let things go with the flow instead of taking it so seriously that you just stop all together. In my opinion that is…


If you wanna send me discussions here

If you wanna spam me because i tagged this in the wrong tags, or said something that offended you and wanna call me names, here

but if your gonna insult me, be creative and intelligent. I dont have time for idiotic trolls or cyberbullies. Thanks.

as usual!

you know, this is really really fucking sad

ive been a fan of avenged sevenfold since i was 12. im 23 now and i STILL dont know alot of personal information about the band (yes that includes friends and family members)

why dont i know this when i had years to gather that information? because im not an inconsiderate disrespectful piece of shit.

there i said it. take it as you want to but knowing anything about the guys thats outside of the band or zacks clothing line to me personally is crossing a line. yes i can admit i do share pics of the guys with their wives but thats only when the guys are in the picture. as long as the guys are part of it i’ll share it otherwise i dont bother knowing anything about them or their friends or their family. and i definitely dont share pictures of matts kids because yes he actually has stated in interviews that he doesnt want his son to be put in the spotlight and has asked fans personally not to share pics of his sons

and when it comes down to his family and friends having “public” accounts (which btw still doesnt justify being a creep and finding out who associates with the band for the sole purpose of seeing pics of them with the guys) that still does not give ANY OF YOU permission to share pics of his kids. his friends and family have permission. not the fans. and personally who gives a shit what his kids names are or what they look like. kids in general arent fucking cute so why glorify them?

for the most part ive stayed away from making comments about this recent situation because im honestly tired of trying to reason with some people who dont get that they’re being creepy or understand what respecting someones privacy is.

like honestly just imagine yourselves in the guys shoes. honestly sit down and think about how you would feel if you were in a band and your fans wanted to practically know when the next time you were gonna take a shit. just think about it. sounds creepy af right? so why would some of you waste your fucking time doing that. why? why stoop to such a fucking level that honestly makes this fanbase the laughing stock of the rock community? 

because guess what? we are the laughing stock of the rock community. we actually fucking are. all because a majority of this fanbase are a bunch of gossip mongering brats who think theyre entitled to know everything just because they want to? 

fuck i can no longer talk to people about my music interests irl without them making fun of me for liking avenged sevenfold. almost every single person ive encountered has had the nerve to tell me “so since you like a7x you’re like super creepy obsessed right?”

do some of you not understand how shitty that makes me feel? do some of you not understand that i now cannot have decent conversations with people because im afraid they’ll make fun of me? do you not understand that i am now generalized into something i literally have no part of all because some of you dont know how to respect someones privacy? no less someone you dont even fucking know? because literally every single fan on this godforsaken website does not know the guys on a personal level whether youve met them or not.

and when it comes to the wives, you can hate them for all i care. but i see people on here spreading rumors about the wives and literally the rest of you actually believing these rumors and some of you use that as an excuse to hate them and call them bitches or gold diggers and what not. really? really? you literally do not even know them and you want to be negative and all for what? a few notes on a post or a few followers gained? you know how pathetic that makes you?

im not saying you cant hate the wives. by all means more power to you. but keep your negativity out of the fanbase. keep your obsession about matts kids off the internet. keep that shit to yourself. just stop. stop giving this fanbase a bad name. its literally no wonder why so many people in the rock community make fun of a7x fans. its because of all this bullshit. 

honestly im getting tired of it. this whole rant i have going here isnt going to change anything. i already know that, but wishful thinking is a weakness i have and i would hope it would get some of you to change your views and make you better and respectful fans but who knows maybe maybe not.

im not saying im gonna leave the fan base. there are very few of you who ive come to see as actual family in the fan base and so im only going to stay for them. anyone else who’s creeped on the guys and got information on them and has stolen pics of them or matts kids or hell even people who follow their friends cause they know the guys, i want nothing to do with you. i dont want to see that bullshit on my dash anymore and if you condone this idiocy you can unfollow me it wont hurt my feelings. im seriously tired of seeing this fan base fighting over such issues that honestly there are far more important issues in the world and some of you want to pick and choose and argue over the pettiest of shit.

any other fan base i have been in inside the rock and metal community do not act like this. they dont. period. they literally do not act like the way this fan base acts like and in the end.. thats whats really fucking sad. whats even more sad is that i understand now why some of my favorite blogs recently left the fanbase. they dont want to deal with all this bullshit anymore. hell i dont want to either but this band, Avenged Sevenfold is the only band thats keeping my stupid ass alive. they have been for years.

and i know some of you wont stop. i know some of you will still creep the guys family and friends accounts. i know some of you will still want to see pics of matts kids. i cant stop that from happening. but please PLEASE keep that shit off the internet from now on. keep it to yourself. keep it out of the fanbase so maybe someday the rock community can stop looking down on us as if we we’re lower than dirt. i get enough of that with everything else going on in my life, i dont want that in my safe haven.

sorry for the long post. this is all i have to say on the matter.