Caroline tilts her head up to glimpse the devil in question. his perm emirk (that really highlights the dimples, damn him) and stubble are in place. Jeans, Henley, necklaces? Check. His hair’s a bit longer than it had been the last time she’d seen him. She really hates he’s so freaking attractive.
There are a lot of times when I just want to post something outrageous and obviously made in jest like, “Light is a more interesting character than L and ya’ll are just in denial” but then I catch myself muttering under my breath like, but I’m actually not kidding.
I’m debating about asking for a beta reader… I have a lot of insecurities (said everyone on tumblr ever) about opening up my writing process and accepting criticism, no matter how constructive. Plus, I’m a really, REALLY slow writer. It takes a long time to make any progress on a fic, and part of me is hoping maybe a beta reader will help, or having someone to bouce ideas off of.
I have this horrible mentality that if I don’t get it right the first time, then I’m not good enough to get it the second. It’s stupid, and I know I do it, and I try to nip it in the bud when I can, but sometimes it just kills whatever I’m working on.
It goes hand in hand with my mentality that I shouldn’t need to ask for help for anything, that I should be good enough to do it myself. It can be a rather vicious cycle.
Anyway, all that aside, I have no idea what the expectations are, who to ask, or anything.