no bottled water

Something just like this

Originally posted by caps-bucky

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x Reader

Word Count: 2193

Warnings: Angst, Smut!, Fluffy in the end

A/N: This oneshot is based on the song “Something Just like This” by The Chainsmokers and Coldplay. I love so much this song, it’s like a drug!

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Will come back.
I take a deep breath, and in the meantime, I take the bottle of water, and I drink. By now, it’s been two weeks since Bucky left for a mission in Russia, along with Steve and Tony. I remained at the base of the Avengers, until my boyfriend, Bucky Barnes, not back. I hate staying at home alone; It reminds me every fucking minute that he’s not there, and the silence overwhelms me. So for now I sleep in the room next to Natasha; At least I try. I miss Bucky. I miss my boyfriend. I miss his voice, his contagious laugh, his eyes staring at me, his soft and sweet lips on mine, his arms around my waist. It’s horrible to be so far away from him, and not having news of him.
I drain the anger and frustration pulling punches in punching bag, but doesn’t help much; I hear the gym door open, and enters Natasha smiling.
“Y/n, dinner is almost ready.”
“Thanks Nat.”
Without another word, Natasha comes out, and I remain alone again. I sigh; she and Sam are the fantastic friends, and in all this time that Bucky is not there, did everything they could to distract me; we went to the movies, to eat a pizza, at Luna Park. But they’re not my Bucky.
I return to my room, and after a quick shower, I go into the kitchen. Natasha and Sam are already there, sitting on the couch watching a movie; after greeting Sam, I sit down beside him, and I watch the film with them. Just when it’s late, I greet you both, and silently I go back in the room. This is my daily routine, for two long weeks.
I want my Bucky.

Will come back.
And another day began; after breakfast, Sam and I have made a run, and we bet about who was faster; when there is no Steve to run with him, Sam is always happy, because it’s easier to win for him.
When we returned to base, I’m back in the gym, and I started to give again to punch the punching bag; it’s the only thing that calms me. After a while I stop and support the forehead of the punching bag, and I close my eyes; Bucky is my life, since I was back to being himself. The first time I met him, he was still the Winter Soldier, and I have done nothing but fight him; he was strong, and he put me to the mat in a few moves. At that moment I thought that I hated him. I am a proud person, and I hate to lose; in spite of everything, I felt a shiver when our eyes met. I didn’t pay much attention, but when Bucky is back to being.. Bucky, everything changed.
He’s fantastic, sweet, and kind, and even broken. And since we attend us, he makes me feel alive. For him it wasn’t easy to get back to ‘normal’ life, what the HYDRA did to him.. after all this time, sometimes he wakes up at night, because of a nightmare, and I try to comfort the more likely. I am still absorbed in my thoughts, when I hear the door open; without looking, I sigh.
“Yeah, Nat. Lunch is ready. ”
“Can I be your food?”
I open my eyes when I hear his voice; I quickly turn to the door to be sure I recogniz the voice of my boyfriend, or if it’s just a dream; but he’s there. Bucky, in his combat uniform, half dirt, but all his glory. Instinctively, I run towards him, and in a few seconds I throw myself into his arms, my legs around his waist. We remain silent for a while, enjoying this intimate moment between us; I inhale his scent, I brush his skin with the fingers.
“I missed you so much.”
“I’ve noticed.”
I blush, and having stretched the legs and resting my feet on the ground, I look in his eyes.
Bucky smiles, and laying his hands cupped my cheeks, he grabs my lips with his, and pulls me to his chest. How much he missed me..
I try to deepen the kiss, but then I remember that we are in the gym, and that someone can come suddenly.
“I missed you too.” he says when we move away, his arms still around my waist.
“When did you come back?”
“I have just returned. Natasha had told me you were here, and then I’m over here right away.”
I smile. He tries to get close, but jokingly I run him by me.
“Calm down, big boy. You need a shower, and long. ”
He laughs; I’m so happy that he is here with me, and his laugh is so contagious, that I begin laughing too.
“Why are you crying?” he suddenly asked; I frown, and I touch my face with the hand. I feel it’s wet, and I smile.
“I’m just glad you’re here.”
Bucky pulls me to him, and kisses my forehead.
“How about if we go back to our home?” he asks me as grazes my ear with his lips, making me shiver, “Take a shower, we have dinner, and we’re together.”
I swallow hard when I hear the last words; now that he’s finally back, I want him all to myself.
“Let’s go back to our home.”

After entering the house, me and Bucky we head both in the bathroom. I open the valve of the tap, and while the tub fills with hot water, I undress. I remain alone with the bra and panties, and suddenly I feel the Bucky’s eyes fixed on me. I smile, and satisfied with the effect that I do to him, I glance over my shoulder.
“Like what you see, James?”
I call him by his first name, knowing what causes in him when he hears my voice say it; he’s approaching menacingly at me, his hands touching my hips, and I feel a shiver along my spine when his metal fingers brush my bare skin. My back touch his bare chest, and Bucky leaves wet kisses in the hollow of my neck.
“After all this time, hell, of course I like it, doll.”
I turn to him, and I wrap my arms around his neck, I brush his lips, and I shrink, trying to provoke him.
“Will you do me the honour, James, to take my clothes off?”
“I’m the one just returned from a mission. You should undress me. ”
I bite my lip, and not make me say it twice, I lower the zipper of his pants, and I lower them along with the boxer; he does the same with me, and when we are both naked, we enter into the tub, facing each other. We relax both in contact with the hot water, that loosens our tense muscles. I look at Bucky, and only now I notice a tinge of sadness in his face; I was so glad to see him again, I didn’t ask him how was your mission. When I ask him, with a sad look tries to divert the issue. If he doesn’t want to talk, it means that something went wrong. I get close to him, and sat down on his legs, I obliged him to look at me.
“What’s wrong, Buck?”
He swallows, and then look at me; he touches my cheek with his metal arm, and a sad smile appears on his face.
“Why me?”
“I don’t understand.”
“Why did you choose me? Why are you with me? ”
I remain surprised by his words; I thought he knew why I’m with him. We talked about it a lot of times.
“Because I love you, Bucky.”
“Are you sure?”
I feel the tears fill my eyes, and I am speechless. Why he thinks I don’t love him?
“Bucky what happened during the mission?”
Bucky continues to look helpless, and after a while he sighs, and looks down.
“We saved the civilians by.. a bomb, I think. And when at last they were safe, people have approached us to thank us. They were so happy to see Captain America and Iron Man. But when they saw me.. I think they were afraid. I know it’s a stupid thing, but.. I’m not a hero, Y/n. Steve and Tony are. I’m just a horrible experiment, which kill.. ”
Bucky doesn’t finish the sentence because of me. My lips are placed on his, and I kiss him hard; my tongue makes contact with his, and my teeth biting his bottom lip, making him moan. I feel his erection touching my leg, but I try not to pay attention; I just want him to understand that I didn’t need a hero.

I’m not looking for somebody
With some superhuman gifts
Some superhero
Some fairytale bliss
Just something I can turn to
Somebody I can kiss

We finish the kiss, but my lips brush even those of Bucky, while his arms leaning on my waist. I look into his eyes, trying not to cry.
“Those people are idiots, they don’t know what they missed. If they got to you, they would know that you are a wonderful, sweet, kind, and selfless. I love you, Bucky.”
“I was a monster before.” Bucky says, the trembling voice. Tears streaming down his face, and I push off with the thumbs. I put my lips on his again, then on the cheeks, then on the eyes, then on the forehead; I wrap my arms around his neck and I hug him.
“It wasn’t your fault. You were under the control of HYDRA, but now you are free. You have your life again, you have your best friend, and other friends who love you. You have me. I don’t need a superhero.”

I’m not looking for somebody
With some superhuman gifts
Some superhero
Some fairytale bliss
Just something I can turn to
Somebody I can miss

The Bucky’s metal arm is laying on my back, massaging it up and down.
My eyes met his, and he slings on my lips, and kisses me. I put my hands cupped over his face, and I closer and closer to me; my body in contact with his drives me crazy, and makes the same effect on Bucky. He begins to torture the hollow’s neck, then the collarbone, up to fall on my breasts; he leaves me deep marks, making me moan. His erection pushes more towards me, and I just want to feel him inside of me, to make him feel how much I love him.
“I know doll, I know..”
Bucky pushes me away from him on the other side of the tub, and ranks on me; our movements they drop the water on the floor, but none of us matter at this time. My hands are on his shoulders, while he brushes my entry without preamble, and in a moment his cock inside me. I yell, while Bucky fills me more and more; he begins to push, and I cling closer to him, my legs around his waist. Our skin slamming against each other, and the water that moves around our bodies, it causes weird sounds.
“I love you, Y/n.”
My eyes met his, and Bucky pushes more and more inside of me. I arch my back, and I try to still get closer to him.
“I love you too, Bucky. I love you so much.. ”
It’s true. I love him. Despite the things that he did, in spite of the horrors he lived, I love him. I feel my body tremble, and then I come, continuing to repeat his name, and that I love him. Bucky groans, and with one final push he comes too. I don’t care if for the others he’s not a superhero; I don’t love the Winter Soldier. I love Bucky Barnes.

Oh I want something just like this
Oh I want something just like this

After our intimate moment, and putting in order the bathroom, me and Bucky we put in the kitchen to cook something. We laughed and joked, and almost burned the kitchen. Now we’re both lying on the couch, me in his arms, with the TV on. Bucky caresses my hair, and suddenly I feel him smile.
“You know you’re beautiful with this shirt on?”
I smile, realizing that the shirt is talking about is his. I lifted my face to look at him, and my eyes meet his.
“I have to thank the owner of the shirt.”
His lips brush my temple, and I feel a shiver down my spine; it always happens when he touches me.
“Now you know.” I say suddenly, losing myself in his grey eyes. He furrows his eyebrows, not understanding what I’m talking about.
“That I’m with you for who you are, not for what you do.”
“I love you, Y/n.”
“And I love you, Bucky Barnes.”

Oh I want something just like this
Oh I want something just like this

Forever Tag:

anonymous asked:

okay bee, I need to ask you. if the whole water bottle flipping trend made it to the lost light, then who would get it on their first try? who would never be able to flip their bottle correctly? who would refuse to partake in these events? who would get annoyed when others flip bottles around them? who would flip a bottle at any given chance? who would make a big deal about when they actually flipped it? this has been circling my mid for days and I had to ask you. thanks bee I love you❤️

except theyre flipping glass bottles of energon, and i love u too honeybae B)

Autobots (MTMTE)

  • Who would get it on their first try: Brainstorm, Perceptor, Rodimus, Ultra Magnus, Skids, Chromedome, Nightbeat

  • Who would never get it correctly: Whirl (no hands makes for hard flipping), Nautica, Rewind, Drift, First Aid, Rung

  • Who makes a big deal when they actually flip it: Tailgate

  • Who refuses to participate: Megatron, Ravage, Ratchet, Ambulon, Cyclonus

  • Who gets annoyed with it: SWERVE (STOP FLIPPING HIS DAMN DRINKS)

anonymous asked:

hey there meike!! do you have any tips to be more focused? My mind keeps wondering away when I sit down to study and it's so frustrating. Thank you 💕

Hi! I’ll try my best :) 

Staying Focused While Studying

1. Keep your study space clean

A tidy study space means less possibilities for distraction! I’d recommend to only have textbooks you constantly need, essential stationery supplies (calculator, stapler, post-it notes etc), paper, your notes, a water bottle, and if necessary your laptop on your desk. Everything else (bills, receipts, letters, used tea cups, other books, loose notes from subjects you’re not studying right now etc) has to go somewhere else. Consider leaving your phone somewhere else as well, unless you’re disciplined enough to not look at it too often. Try an extension that blocks certain websites if necessary.

2. Set clear goals

“I’ll do my homework” is not a defined goal, it’s much too vague. Set goals that are clear and binding – my advice would be to always include numbers so that your progress can be measured. Read 20 pages, write one essay, learn 30 words, do 15 problem sets. Here’s a great post by @studyanne about setting goals!

3. Make studying fun (or at least more exciting) 

Just sitting there silently reading a textbook doesn’t exactly sound like a fun time. Try different study techniques to make the studying process more active – write a poem or a rap about your material (this is especially suitable if you have things to memorise, like history – I once wrote a three-page poem about the Roman Empire for finals!), write summaries, visualise the content with pictures, try colour-coding, mind-maps, cornell notes, pomodoros, anything you’d like!

4. Reward yourself 

Accomplished your goals? Then reward yourself for doing so! Netflix, ice cream, a nice bath, the football game on TV, yoga, youtube, tumblr, a book, cookies… Plan your reward in advance so you have more motivation to accomplish your goal!

I hope this helped! Let me know if it works :) 


Today I’m only asking for one thing: for you to unbox a pair of hummingbird wings for me. Something slender and sea foam green and see through. Just shave a space and jam them in. Lie here prone with me, while the living room drowns us in sunlight. This bottled water has bubbles I wasn’t expecting. They make my heart beat that much faster. Feet leaving the ground. Arms slapping the wind. I’ll never be young again, I know that, but I can still watch the beautiful people on TV do it for me. They die each night, for my entertainment, kissing each other madly on sea side cliff or a burning ferris wheel. While we tie our fingers together, safe and tired, and say, Maybe next year.

anonymous asked:

How do you think Zack Taylor would ask you out?

Oh wow, this boy

Originally posted by prgifs

So he is an obvious flirt right?

And he’s had a crush on your for like- as long as you’ve been rangers 

Naturally he jokingly asks you out like ALL the time

Just out of the blue, as a joke as first 

But then he realizes that every time he asks you out, he’s really wanting you to say yes 

So it would probably go something like this….. 

You had just finished training, sadly without your suits this time around. You had all decided it was better to learn by yourselves sometimes, and sometimes adding the suits. 

Frowning, you sat on the nearest rock and leaned on Zack. Feeling his eyes boring into you, you turned around. 

“Can I help you?” You chuckled, grabbing a water bottle. 

“"Yeah, actually why don’t we go on a date?” 

Laughing at the childish grin on his face you took a large drink of your water. 

“C’mon! You, me, the movies, or maybe even a nice dinner?” He insisted and you laughed some more. 

“Ha-ha,” you teased, locking eyes with him but he stared intently back at you. 

“You’re… not serious?” You trailed off and he nodded. “You are? Why didn’t you say anything?” You gasped, a grin forming its way on your face. 

“"I kind of have been for like 2 months,” he chuckled and pushed a lock of your hair behind your ear. 

“Well,” you stood up, grabbing your bag and turning to smile at him one last time. "You can pick me up at 8.” 

anonymous asked:

I saw on twitter that some legal development was just made to replace the water infrastructure in Flint. Is that real or just lip service being paid so people stop thinking about it?

All the money that keeps being sent here is honestly not going anywhere outside of bandaid measures – filters and bottled water. No one has started pipe work on my side of town, I haven’t seen any downtown or in the business districts either. It’s allegedly going to a new Mayor’s Aide position or something, I won’t believe any funding is coming through until they start fixing my pipes in front of my eyes and I havent heard of repairs from anyone else.

5 Easy methods of protecting yourself.

Whether you have been practising magic for 30 years or a little witchling or anywhere in between protecting yourself (and your home) is probably something you are going to want to do, there are some pretty simple ways to do so, here is my list and ideas, yes there are more than this, but these are my go to ideas.

1.       Salt: salt is amazing for protection, whether it is a line in front or around your house, or salt water (sea water works also) in a spray bottle, spray it on yourself visualising it creating a protective barrier over you or in your home. Using salt water in a spray bottle is also fantastic for cleansing.

2.       Protection pennies: this little simple spell is used on pennies, the pennies can then be carried around with you for protection, or they can be put in the entryways/windows of your home. Just make sure as you are doing this spell you are putting your intent into it.

3.       Sigils: you could design your own sigil, or find one in a book or online that fits with your needs and draw it on yourself, home, car, and even another person.

4.       Charm bags or witchy bottles: bag or bottle of specially picked herbs, with intent put into it then either worn/carried on your person or hung up around your home.

5.       Ask for it: If you work with deities, entities or even spirits you could ask them for help in protecting yourself or home. You never know they may be willing to protect you.