i know you are already happy, i am happy that you no longer have to suffer longer. i have seen how you suffer the pain. i have to admit, after i saw how you’re breathing heavily a few minutes before you pass away, i am already praying that the Good Lord help you out. either heal you or just take you. i know it is selfish. i want my kids to spend time with you, but i know it would be hard. at least you got the chance to see them and they spent time with you. my apologies Inay, nahihirapan ako.
i can’t move on easily. i am at the office and i have been crying here like a boy. it’s very hard for me. it has been 3 days already and still, i have your face in my head. i still can hear how you breathe. and it really pains me.
please tell Itay that i really am sorry for not being there when he was buried. it was my final interview and i really wanted to be there.
i really miss you. i love you Inay. it will definitely take time for me to move forward. but the good thing is, i know where you are. me and my family misses you. like my colleague mentioned, “we do not forget.”
i love you Inay. and i thank God that He made me part of our family.
thank you. i love you.