nine my love. i miss you

signs you love her

1. you think she is beautiful even when she has acne all over her face and hair tied in a messy bun. you think she looks hot when she tries to be mad at you for being too hard on your self. you think she looks better than most of the human population and you think she looks best when she’s in your arms professing her love for you between sips of that bitter vodka you bought her.

2. you can’t stop thinking about her brown eyes, short black straight hair and freckled pointed nose. you can’t stop thinking of how her lips would feel against yours right this instance. you can’t stop thinking about how perfect her breasts feel in your hands. you can’t stop thinking about the late night conversation you had with her. you just can’t stop thinking about her even when you’re sipping coffee at starbucks, even when you’re watching a horror movie, even when you’re in class studying discrete math.

3. you know when she is angry, or when she is pissed at you for talking about other girls. you know what she likes to eat when she is on her period. you know when she is upset about that paper that she turned in late to her professor. you know she likes to be the centre of your attention always. you know she smiles when you hold her hand firmly in public. you know she bites her nails when she’s stressed out. you know her inside out.

4. you smile like a crazy man when you see her. you smile when someone says her name. you smile when you see a text message from her. you smile when you’re around her. you smile when people say you look good together. you smile when someone tells you she looks beautiful, like its a compliment for you and not her. you smile when she tells you she loves you. you smile when she tells you she loves to be your girl. you smile all day like an idiot and you smile until someone tells you to stop smiling because she’s not even around.

5. you talk about her to everyone, to your mom, to your bestfriend, to your room mate. you tell them everything about her. you tell them about how you read this tumblr post and it made you think of her. you tell them she’s perfect, not because of how she looks, or how smart she is, or how well she writes but because she’s yours. and only yours. you tell them how you don’t date a nine, but always a fucking ten, so yeah you tell everyone how and why she is a perfect ten.

Holmes stories in six words

Bad stepdad nailed bed, trained snake

Treasure lost. Wife gained. Holmes sad.

They hired her for her hair.

Holmes dying. Watson crying. Holmes lying.

Binder full of women. Acidic response.

Six Napoleons? Oh, there it is.

Framed the nanny with a rock.

There’s always a catch, Dr Trevelyan.

The king’s a dick. She’s smarter.

Marry a Lord. Already married? Whoops.

Copy out this encyclopedia, ginger nut.

Egad! Her fiancé’s her disguised stepdad!

Secret daughter welcomed into woke family.

Seriously, who spins a whole carpet?

That burglary was fishy. Oranges everywhere!

Australians are all escaped murderers, probably.

Murder plus lion equals karma, sadly.

Watson, go tromp around the moors.

Idiot stalker fails at addressing mail.

“David” was a reference, you heathen.

Dog didn’t bark; horse needed washing.

Don’t accuse your son on circumstance.

Waterfalls make the best body dumps.

Surprise! Not dead. Are you ok?

My eyes’re dim, I cannot flee.

Golden Boy was the cheat, obviously.

He’s not homeless, he begs recreationally!

Harpooning pigs brings sailors to justice.

She’s foreign, not a bloody vampire.

Apparently dying wives trump rugby matches.

Poison is not a toy, Holmes!

It’s English, just drawn in hieroglyphics.

Blackmailer meets nothing left to lose.

Tracking is all about the tracks.

It was never about the sundial.

Telling geese apart is really hard.

She was under the old lady.

He’s fine, it’s ichthyosis. Stand down.

Act your age, professor. You’re creepy.

A lovely swim interrupted. Jellyfish dunnit!

Fuller’s earth my arse, Nine Fingers.

Everyone wants to marry Miss Smith.

Maybe don’t take the iffy job.


Fentrix Playlist: 

I Can’t Decide - Scissor Sisters

Witchy Woman - Eagles

Crazy Train - Ozzy Ozbourne 

Kill Of The Night - Gin Wigmore

The New Black - Moon Taxi

River - Bishop Briggs

Flesh - Simon Curtis

Emperor’s New Clothes - Panic! At The Disco

Crazy In Love (REMIX) - Beyonce 

Outta My Mind - B.o.B feat. Nicki Minaj

Forsaken - David Draiman

I Know I’m A Wolf - Young Heretics

You Are My Sunshine- Jamey Johnson

Kiss With A Fist - Florence + The Machine

Seven Devils - Florence + The Machine

The Wolf - Fever Ray

Closer - Nine Inch Nails

Topless - Breaking Benjamin 

Down With The Sickness - Disturbed 

Ultra Numb - Blue Stahli 

Soul Hacker - Fear Factory

Let the Bodies Hit the Floor - Drowning Pool

Scream - Avenged Sevenfold

Bad Moon Rising - Mourning Ritual 

I Hate Everything About You - Three Days Grace

I Miss The Misery - Halestorm

Mayhem - Halestorm

Blood - In This Moment

Big Bad Wolf - In This Moment

Sick Like Me - In This Moment

(( OOC: Here’s what I’ve liked so far, feel free to add… Thanks for the suggestions guys! :D 

also, just as a side note… The only reason I enjoy this (terrible) ship is because they’re both absolutely rotten people… but in no way do I think this is a relationship to look up to. Don’t aim for this children. ;) )) 

* next to normal sentence pack ( act 1 )

❛ what are you doing up? it’s 3:30. ❜
❛ it’s the seventh night this week i’ve sat ‘til morning, imagining the ways you might have died. ❜
❛ you’ve got to let go, mom/dad. i’m almost eighteen. ❜
❛ everything’s great! why wouldn’t it be great? it’s great. ❜
❛ some days i think i’m dying, but i’m really only trying to get through. ❜
❛ what doesn’t kill me doesn’t kill me. ❜
❛ it only hurts when i say ‘it’s just another day,’ ❜
❛ we’re a perfect loving family.  if they say we’re not then fuck ‘em. ❜
❛ i think the house is spinning. ❜
❛ everything’s fine. i’m just… making sandwiches. on the floor. ❜
❛ so you graduate early, you’re gone as of may, and there’s nothing your paranoid parents can say. ❜
❛ we’ve gone to school together for, like, six years. i sit behind you in like four classes. ❜
❛ you give up way too easily. ❜
❛ he knows my deepest secrets. i know his name. ❜
❛ oh, you’re one of those pretentious stoner types. ❜
❛ what did mozart know anyway? he should have just smoked a bowl and jammed on Twinkle Twinkle Little Star. ❜
❛ i was so young. and so dumb. and now i am old. ❜
❛ now there’s no sex; she’s depressed; and me, I’m just tired. ❜
❛ they say love is blind, but believe me: love is insane. ❜
❛ i don’t feel like myself. i mean, i don’t feel anything. ❜
❛ your mom is, like, in the next room. ❜
❛ i’m one fuck-up from disaster. ❜
❛ this is one fucked up seduction. ❜
❛ how do you know this isn’t a sign saying we belong together? ❜
❛ how do you know it’s not a sign saying ‘get new rubbers?’ ❜
❛ i miss my life. ❜
❛ everything’s great here. fantastic! i disinfected the entire house, rewired the computer, and did some decoupage. ❜
❛ we’ve been going out for nine weeks and three days. don’t i get to meet your family? ❜
❛ i know that you’re hurting. i’m hurting, too. ❜
❛ it’s like living on a cliffside, not knowing when you’ll dive. ❜
❛ you don’t know what it’s like to live that way. ❜
❛ are you wanting all that she can’t give? ❜
❛ i wish i could fly. i’d fly far away from here. ❜
❛ i love you as much as i can. ❜
❛ they have depression chatrooms? ❜
❛ when i was young, my mother called me high-spirited. she would know. she was so high-spirited, she was banned from the PTA. ❜
❛ most people who think they’re happy just haven’t thought about it enough. most people who think they’re happy are actually just stupid. ❜
❛ this is never going to get better, is it? ❜
❛ you know, _____, it’s not all about your comfort. ❜
❛ if you won’t grieve me, you won’t leave me behind. ❜
❛ the baby wasn’t planned. neither was the marriage. ❜
❛ i couldn’t hold him/her in the hospital. ❜
❛ that’s the first time you’ve mentioned _____ in weeks of therapy. ❜
❛ well that seems very… fucked. ❜
❛ i know i have to help her/him/them but hell if i know how. ❜
❛ what makes you think i’d lose my mind for you? ❜
❛ take this chance ‘cause it may be our last. ❜

Everything about Nine was great

Everything he said was pure gold

And not just the funny and sass…

Literally everything

Even when he don’t say anything, tho

I love how he was always smiling

Even tought he was the most damaged Doctor

The way he looked at Rose


 hells yeah


I want him back

L’Officiel Hommes April 2017; Chanyeol’s interview (Part 2)

L’Officiel Hommes: You’re 25 years of age now. If you were to choose something that you would like to pursue and accomplish while you are still in your twenties, what would it be?
Chanyeol: I have many things that I wish to do within this period of time. It’s almost too much. I don’t simply wish to just accomplish merely one, but all. But if i really had to choose just one out of the list, it would be to release a solo album of my own. By that i mean an album that lives up to not only my personal expectations, but those of the people around me as well.
L’Officiel Hommes: As the saying goes, “With youth, comes pain”. You’re currently at the primer of your youth, what significance does being a youth in your twenties hold to you?
Chanyeol: I personally feel that it’s everyone’s time to shine the brightest when they’re in their twenties. It’s as though we’ve transformed into adults overnight, fueling our desires to take on new challenges that we’ve previously been shying away from. That, i feel, is where the true essence of being in your twenties lies in. When i was in my high school days, i yearned to be 20 years old quickly. It was almost as though it held they key to the doors that opened up to a whole new fascinating world. I still have the same sentiments now that i’m actually in my twenties. Being in this age group is truly a period of time where one’s mental and physical abilities are at its prime. It allows you to undergo the various challenges, while sustaining the tenacity to overcome the underlying failures and obstacles that come your way. It’s a time where instead of feeling isolated, you feel a sense of euphoria in whatever you do. However, being in your twenties isn’t always a bed full of roses either. It’s one where it lets you have a chance to really explore and harness your talents. Hence, to truly enjoy this experience, you would have to physically act on them. In order to achieve what you desire, you have to constantly be pursuing and striving towards them, at the same time keeping yourself in good shape!
L’Officiel Hommes: You’ve recently collaborated with a fellow artist Junggigo on a song entitled “Let Me Love You”. How has this experience made you discover distinctive aspects about working with other artists in the music industry?
Chanyeol: Besides working with people that i’m familiar with, i enjoy the refreshing feeling of being able to meet with new people as part of the learning process. When i’m collaborating with other artists, i enjoy the process of discovering our similarities in music. When we are in the process of discussing about the lyrics, we discover and learn about our mutual passions and concerns outside of music as well, i really enjoy that. Both Junggigo and i harbor a soft spot for a particular line in our recent song “Let Me Love You” that goes “And now, you would just have to nod slightly in agreement”. It’s about a guy professing his love for his partner. I’ve always wanted to bring up this suggestion during my process of lyrical composition, and finding someone who shares the same sentiments. Collaborating on a song is as special as the process of falling in love.
L’Officiel Hommes: You’ve recently portrayed the role of Lee Yeol in the drama series “Missing Nine”. You’re similar to the character in terms of the fact that you’re a composer as well. Where do you particularly harvest your inspirations from and how do you go about doing so (composing)?
Chanyeol: Going as far to label it as “inspiration” sounds a little too far fetched for the time being. If you were to ask me during which point of the day i feel is the easiest to draft out an idea for a self composed song, it’ll be at times when i’m feeling the most empty and lonely. This often happens when i’m overseas during concerts. By the time i return to the hotel at the end of the day, i find myself inevitably absorbed into the realms of composing a song. After performing in front of thousands for a period of 3 hours, i’m alone again once i’m back in the hotel. I’ll just be there sitting quietly, but due to the loud noises during the concert, my ears would still be buzzing. On a whole, how should i put this, i feel a sense of tranquility. And at this moment, i would have various thoughts floating through my mind, and this is exactly when i’m the most fluent in composing. The songs that i’ve revealed on NAVER Vapp are often those that i’ve penned down when i’m in the hotel during my overseas trips for concert tours.
L’Officiel Hommes: During the 4th E-daily Culture awards ceremony held on the 16th February, EXO won the “Most outstanding” award in the concert category. What aspect of the EXO concert are you particularly most detailed and concerned about?
Chanyeol: The preparation of the stages as well as the choreography. I would always make sure to make a constant effort to remember the notes made, as well as the layout and positions that i’m supposed to be in. Also, the certain degree of fan interaction that i would require. Whether they are able to thoroughly feel the energy and message that i’m trying to bring across. I would always say a quick prayer before the start of every concert. “Please give me the peace and the strength for everyone to thoroughly enjoy the performance fervently”. I would feel an immense sense of accomplishment if i felt like i was able to accomplish what i had set out to do. Alternatively, should i fail to do so, i would seek to find ways to improve the situation in the future.
L’Officiel Hommes: Recently what are the 3 things you personally feel you find strength and vitality in?
Chanyeol: Lyrical composition, my beloved animal companion (Toben) and my current interests. I’ve been extremely busy recently, but whenever i feel like it, i would always take the time off to go snowboarding. It is through this that i feel that i’ve fruitfully made use of my free time.
L’Officiel Hommes: My final question for you, what’s your life motto?
Chanyeol: It’s “Just Enjoy”. I’d like to make everything that i do enjoyable for everyone. When i’m enjoying myself, i make sure that not only do i find joy in the process, but to also strive for a positive outcome at the very end. With my recent desire to pick up the Japanese language, i’d love to see it as a light hearted past time, as opposed to pure learning, hence i see myself gradually making improvements along the way. When i make sure to make my lyrical compositions for EXO songs an enjoyable process, i would pour in more effort into it, and in turn embark on a more professional-based betterment of myself.

Translation by Soojung @ fyeah-chanyeol
(Please take out with full credits)




  1. American Psycho (OBC & OBC Closing Night)
  2. Be More Chill (OBC)
  3. Dear Evan Hansen (Colton Ryan, 5/3/17)
  4. Little Miss Sunshine (Reference Recording, all 19 Songs!)
  5. Pokemon Live! Soundtrack


  1. 25th Annual Putnam County Spelling Bee
  2. Amelie
  3. American Psycho
  4. Bare: A Pop Opera
  5. Bonnie and Clyde
  6. Book of Mormon (OBC Preview, Chicago cast)
  7. Bring it On
  8. Come From Away
  9. Dear Evan Hansen
  10. Falsettos (2016) (Bootleg)
  11. Fun Home
  12. Hamilton (OBC)
  13. Heathers (OBC)
  14. Hedwig and the Angry Inch (AR, DC, JCM, MCH, NPH)
  15. Hunchback of Notre Dame (OBC)
  16. In the Heights
  17. Kinky Boots
  18. Legally Blonde
  19. Matilda
  20. Natasha, Pierre, and the Great Comet of 1812 (OBC)
  21. Newsies (Proshot)
  22. Next to Normal
  23. Pippin (ORC)
  24. Pokemon Live!
  25. School of Rock
  26. Something Rotten
  27. Spiderman: Turn Off the Dark
  28. Spongebob
  29. Spring Awakening (OBC, DEAF WEST)
  30. Waitress (OBC)
  31. War Paint (OBC)



  1. Angels in America
  2. Elephant Man
  3. Fat Pig
  4. Intermission
  5. Middletown
  6. Our Town
  7. Peter and the Starcatcher
  8. Red
  9. Thom Pain


  1. 9 to 5
  2. 25th Annual Putnam Spelling Bee
  3. 42nd Street
  4. A Chorus Line
  5. A Little Night Music
  6. A New Brain
  7. A Very Potter Musical
  8. Addams Family
  9. Anything Goes (Original, 2013 Tour)
  10. Avenue Q
  11. Bare: A Pop Opera
  12. Beautiful: A Carole King Musical
  13. Be More Chill
  14. Bonnie and Clyde
  15. Book of Mormon
  16. Bye Bye Birdie
  17. Cabaret
  18. Carousel
  19. Carrie (Original and 2012)
  20. Catch Me if You Can
  21. Chess
  22. Cinderella (Rodgers and Hammerstein)
  23. Company
  24. Curtains
  25. Damn Yankees
  26. Dear Evan Hansen
  27. Dogfight
  28. Evita
  29. Falsettos (Original)
  30. Fiddler on the Roof
  31. First Date
  32. Footloose
  33. Fun Home
  34. Godspell
  35. Grease
  36. Hairspray
  37. Heathers
  38. Hedwig and the Angry Inch
  39. Hello Dolly!
  40. Honk!
  41. Hunchback of Notre Dame (OBC, Papermill Playhouse Version)
  42. If/Then
  43. In The Heights
  44. Into The Woods
  45. Jersey Boys
  46. Les Miserables
  47. Lion King
  48. Little Miss Sunshine 
  49. Little Shop of Horrors
  50. Mamma Mia
  51. Mary Poppins
  52. Matilda Script
  53. Natasha, Pierre, and the Great Comet of 1812
  54. Next to Normal
  55. Oklahoma
  56. Pajama Game
  57. Pal Joey
  58. Parade
  59. Peter Pan
  60. Pippin
  61. Priscilla, Queen of the Desert 
  62. Ragtime
  63. Rent
  64. Seussical
  65. Shrek the Musical
  66. Sideshow
  67. Sound of Music
  68. South Pacific
  69. Spring Awakening
  70. Sunday in the Park with George
  71. Sunset Boulevard
  72. Sweeney Todd (Musical + Movie)
  73. The Drowsy Chaperone
  74. The Last Five Years
  75. The Wedding Singer
  76. Thoroughly Modern Millie
  77. [title of a show]
  78. Tuck Everlasting
  79. Urinetown
  80. We Will Rock You
  81. West Side Story
  82. Wicked
  83. Wild Party
  84. Xanadu
  85. Young Frankenstein

                    🎭SHEET MUSIC🎭


  1. Almost There (Princess and the Frog)
  2. Disney Fake Book
  3. Frozen (Piano)
  4. Hercules
  5. Hunchback of Notre Dame
  6. Tangled Score
  7. The Princess and the Frog


  1. 9 to 5
  2. 13
  3. 21 Chump Street
  4. 25th Annual Putnam Spelling Bee
  5. 42nd Street
  6. A Chorus Line
  7. A Christmas Story
  8. A Little Night Music
  9. American Psycho
  10. A New Brain
  11. A Very Potter Musical
  12. A Very Potter Sequel
  13. Addams Family
  14. Aladdin
  15. American Idiot
  16. Annie
  17. Anything Goes (Original, Patti Lupone)
  18. Avenue Q
  19. Bare: A Pop Opera
  20. Bat Boy
  21. Beautiful: A Carole King Musical
  22. Be More Chill
  23. Billy Elliot
  24. Bonnie and Clyde
  25. Book of Mormon
  26. Bridges of Madison County
  27. Bullets Over Broadway
  28. Bye Bye Birdie
  29. Cabaret
  30. Carousel (1994 Full Score)
  31. Carrie (Original and 2012)
  32. Catch Me if You Can
  33. Cats (Full Score + Score)
  34. Chess
  35. Chicago (Score + Movie Vocal Selections)
  36. Cinderella (Rodgers and Hammerstein)
  37. City of Angels
  38. Company
  39. Curtains
  40. Damn Yankees
  41. Dear Evan Hansen Vocal Selections
  42. Dogfight (Score, Complete Score)
  43. Evita
  44. Fiddler on the Roof
  45. First Date
  46. Footloose
  47. Fun Home
  48. Gentleman’s Guide to Love and Murder
  49. Ghost
  50. Godspell
  51. Grease (2003 Score + Full Score)
  52. Gutenberg The Musical 
  53. Hairspray
  54. Hamilton 
  55. Heathers
  56. Hedwig and the Angry Inch
  57. Hello Dolly!
  58. Homemade Fusion Score
  59. Honk!
  60. High School Musical JR.
  61. Hunchback of Notre Dame (OBC, Papermill Playhouse Version)
  62. Into The Woods
  63. It’s a Bird, It’s a Plane, It’s Superman
  64. Jekyll and Hyde
  65. Jersey Boys
  66. Joseph and the Amazing Technicolor Dreamcoat
  67. Kinky Boots
  68. Les Miserables
  69. Lestat The Musical
  70. Lion King
  71. Little Shop of Horrors (Score + Revival)
  72. Little Women
  73. Mamma Mia
  74. Mary Poppins
  75. Matilda Script
  76. Natasha, Pierre, and the Great Comet of 1812 Vocal Selections 
  77. Newsies (Vocal Selections + Conductor’s Score)
  78. Next to Normal (Score + Vocal Selections)
  79. Oklahoma
  80. Once (Vocal Selections)
  81. Once on this Island
  82. Ordinary Days
  83. Pajama Game
  84. Pal Joey
  85. Parade
  86. Peter Pan
  87. Pippin (Score + Revival)
  88. Ragtime
  89. Rent
  90. Rocky the Musical
  91. Saturday Night
  92. Seussical
  93. Shrek the Musical
  94. Sideshow
  95. Singin’ in the Rain (Piano + Vocal Score)
  96. Sister Act
  97. Sound of Music
  98. Spiderman: Turn Off The Dark 
  99. Spring Awakening
  100. Starlight Express
  101. Steel Pier
  102. Sunday in the Park with George
  103. Sunset Boulevard
  104. Sweeney Todd (Musical + Movie)
  105. Tale of Two Cities
  106. The Color Purple
  107. The Drowsy Chaperone
  108. The King and I
  109. The Last Five Years
  110. The Wedding Singer
  111. Thoroughly Modern Millie
  112. Titanic
  113. [title of a show]
  114. Tommy
  115. Tuck Everlasting 
  116. Urinetown
  117. Waitress (Partial Score)
  118. We Will Rock You
  119. West Side Story
  120. Wicked (Vocal Selections + Score)
  121. Wild Party
  122. Working
  123. Xanadu
  124. Yank 
  125. Young Frankenstein


  1. Costume Party (Come From Away)
  2. I Am What I Am (La Cage Aux Folles)
  3. I Enjoy Being A Girl (Flower Drum)
  4. I Hate Men (Kiss Me Kate)
  5. Magic to Do (Pippin Revival Vers.)
  6. Satisfied (Hamilton)
  7. She Used to be Mine (Waitress)
  8. Something’s Missing (Come From Away)
  9. Somewhere My Love (Dr. Zhivago)
  10. The Girl in 14G (Kristin Chenoweth)
  11. The Way of the World (Little Miss Sunshine)
  12. Unusual Way (Nine)
  13. Waiting for Life to Begin (Once on this Island)
  14. You’ll Be Back (OBC + B Flat)


  1. Coraline The Musical End Credits
  2. Dear Evan Hansen Album Booklet
  3. Falsettos Digital Booklet
  4. Les Mis Act 1 (Conductor’s Piano Score)
  5. Les Mis Digital Booklet (Movie Soundtrack)
  6. Next to Normal Medley
  7. Patience
  8. SMTA Mezzo Belter ( Vol. 1, 3, 5)
  9. The Best in Broadway Sheet Music


  1. Born This Way - Lady Gaga
  2. Joanne (Songbook) - Lady Gaga
  3. Speechless - Lady Gaga


If you have something that I want, PLEASE MESSAGE ME! If something has stars next to it, it means that I REAAAALLLYYYY want it, and would probably sell my soul to you if you have it!

***Anything that is bolded and crossed out means that I found it, or it was given to me! If the title of the show is crossed out but there’s something not crossed out it means I don’t have that one thing. (IE: American Psycho, I have the score but not the script, etc.) Just wanted to clear that up!***

  1. ****American Psycho Score + Script​***
  2. Anything Goes Revival Score
  3. Chicago Movie Score
  4. Come From Away (Script + Score)
  5. Coraline The Musical (Bootleg + Score + Script)
  6. ***Dear Evan Hansen Video Bootleg ​(Colton Ryan as Jared or Evan)***
  7. Falsettos 2016 Score + Script
  8. ****Gold, Linda Eder (Individual Song or full book is fine!)****
  9. Hamilton Score + Script
  10. ***Little Miss Sunshine (Bootleg + Score + Script)***
  11. Natasha, Pierre, and the Great Comet of 1812 (FULL Score)!
  12. Once on this Island Score + Script​ (Also if you have the JR. Version of the show HMU!)
  13. Pippin Revival Score + Script
  14. Spiderman: Turn off the Dark Score + Script
  15. Waitress FULL Score + Script

                                                     🎭     🎭     🎭

Y'ALL I need your help! I need money for a car! My mom just had surgery and can’t drive. So I need a car to help my family out.

Above I’ve included a list of all of the bootlegs and sheet music that I have. I’m basically going to sell bundles of files.

My prices are:

1 file: $2

3 files: $5

5 files: $7

10 files: $10

I’m open to bargaining and whatnot. But please keep in mind that I need help and ANY amount is well appreciated!

Also, if there’s something you want that  you don’t see here just comment and lmk! This list is CONSTANTLY updating! As I add more files into my theatre collection daily!

I’m sorry for doing this y’all, I’d normally give these away for free, but I really need a car. My mom can barely walk rn and I don’t really know what to do. I have one job, and I’m trying to find another, but any donation is really appreciated!

Philip Hamilton word art, made of different variations of “my name is Philip” throughout his life.

“My name is Philip, I am a poet, I wrote this poem just to show it, I just turned nine, you can write rhymes but you can’t write mine.”

“My name is Philip, I am a scholar, going to boarding school so I can be just like my father. I’m kind of scared- the expectations just flare and flare.”

“My name is Philip, I am learning, in year like my ma I’ll have the future burning. I love my mom, one day I’ll be as trusting and strong.”

“My name is Philip, I love my sister. Thank God she’s here because I’d go mad and crazy missing her.”

“My name is Philip, I’m learning plays. I wanna be in a tragedy someday- I hope it comes true- meet a guy and Broadway and then I’m through.”

“My name is Philip, I’m on a break. There’s trouble here, the air seems strange.”

“My name is Philip, I am unknowing. I want to see where my father keeps going. Though I know it ain’t stellar and static, I hope he’s safe from the room where it happens.”

“My name is Philip, I am a poet. I can’t believe it but my father took our name and broke it. My God didn’t come this time- he can save heroes but he couldn’t save mine.”

“My name is Philip, I am a mess. I can only think of lies and a poor lady in a red dress- It’s burnt up my mother- I wish he’d left it untouched and uncovered.”

“My name is Philip, and I am growing. And when I’m older I’ll be my own kind of knowing. I haven’t got long- 19 years old and still going strong.”

“My name is Philip, I am goner. I just wanted to protect my father’s honour. ”

“My name is Philip. I am martyr. Though I’ve failed someone tell the world I love my father.”

it took sixty two days for us to fall in love 
or at least for me to admit it

i told you i didn’t remember but the hangover wasn’t as bad as i made it out to be 

i drank again last night

at sixty four days we admit it again
perfectly sober
staying up past sunrise together 

i didn’t realize something could be so real 

i don’t understand the way your mind works
i can’t believe how you see me
but I want to
because you’re you 

and i want to love you 

at sixty nine days you left
for twenty minutes
to take a shower 

yet my fucked up mine won’t let me be 

you didn’t say goodbye
you didn’t say goodnight
it hasn’t even started yet
please don’t tell me it’s about to end 

i love you 

i miss you
sleep tight

call me later if you want

i want you to call me later 

i wanna get fucked up with you like every other night 
because you’re you
and i want to love you

i’m not good enough for you
and i don’t want you to leave me
but i’m so scared you will

because alone is how i’m meant to be


To every single person who dares call themself a Whovian but skipped my white hot, leather jacket wearing force of fucking nature Ninth Doctor… THIS is what you missed.
THIS passion, this intensity, this much raw power and sex appeal that only a grown man could deliver on screen.
You can see why Rose fell in love with him…how she quivered for him as he spoke.
THIS is Nine. THIS is MY Doctor and I will never apologize for loving him.

mad love | | [ savitar ]

a/n: hey guys, here is another Savitar imagine that is dedicated to one of my writing friends on here well least I think of her as a friend anyway. I’m pretty sure many of you know her if you read a lot of flash stuff, this one is for you @staringatademigod as I promised. Now I was watching Batman cartoons again when I had the idea when it turned to Harley’s backstory before she became the infamous Harley Quinn that was with Joker. So, I got inspired by that with you being similar to old Harleen and Savitar being on the Joker side of things, however I don’t think Savitar would be nearly as abusive as Joker is. This is from an earth where you’re a doctor and everyone has different roles such as Barry goes by Savitar and Joe works as a guard for prisoners for example. YN/N is your nickname and AH/N is your antihero name. Ships are open for the time being and as always requests are open unless stated otherwise by me!

Originally posted by winchestheart

            Relationship(s): Savitar/Reader (eventually established)

You glance at the clipboard in front of you while you pushed up your F/C framed glasses that matched the dress blouse that was under your lab coat, you were Dr. Y/N L/N. In fact, you were a very talented psychological doctor that worked with many of the criminals in Iron Heights Prison in Keystone that impressed the warden very much so and thought he could get more out of the inmates if they talked to you. You always liked your job since it kept you busy since you didn’t have very many friends in the first place as you walked to the person on your clipboard. Your heels clicked through the hard floor as you waved at Julian and Cisco, your fellow coworkers whom were quite nice to you even though you were shy. You took a breath as you looked at the picture attached by a clip, one of the most feared people of them all.

The picture was a man that held a coy grin on his face like he did nothing wrong of any sorts while holding the frame that had his name and number. He wasn’t bad looking per say besides the face that the left side of his face was burnt which resulted in one of his eyes to milky white and had tussled light brown hair while he wore his trench coat at the time when the photo was taken. That man was named Bartholomew Allen but he refused to listen when called that, he much preferred Barry or his new name. He proclaimed that he was the god of speed and such that he decided to give the name of Savitar and said that he will rule while everyone bowed down to his feet. What caused all of this madness from him? Well that’s what you were supposed to find out after Savitar gave the warden very little to go off so the warden asked you to see if you could be of any help.

You smiled at Joe when you approached Savitar’s cell which rendered his speed powers useless, “Hello Joe, it’s nice to see you as always. I need to talk to Mr. Allen, warden’s orders.” You say as the older man nodded before looking at the prisoner and explained he better not do any funny business before walking away to give you two space as you appeared in his view of vison.

An almost similar grin from his picture appeared on his face as you sat on the seat to cross your legs from wearing your black pencil skirt. “Oh, my my. Doctor is gorgeous, I might enjoy myself now. What’s your name doll?” Savitar asks you as he came closer, well as close as he could to you as he grips the bars that held him in his cell.

You jumped at the sound of his voice as you pushed up your glasses, “M-my name is Dr. Y-Y/N L/N but my friends call me YN/N and I’m nowhere near gorgeous but uh, thank you Mr. Allen.” Your S/C toned cheeks turn to a dusty pink from the compliment as the light brown haired male chuckles at your formality. “But I have some questions for you and I want you to answer honestly for me.”

He rolls his eyes, “Please skip the formalities and call me Savitar. What is there to know about me? I want to know about you Miss YN/N, tell me do you really have any friends? And you are gorgeous not to mention brilliant, I mean you are a doctor. Surely your parents must be proud.” He adds as he looks at you with that smile never leaving his face as your face dropped from the mention of friends and parents.

You decided to be honest, maybe that could help him be honest with his answers as well. “My parents died while I was in college and well, I don’t have many friends sadly. I keep myself busy with work here.” You say as Savitar frowns at your answer that you had given him as he moved one hand over his heart.

“You have nobody too? That’s such a pity Miss YN/N, you see me and you are alike in a way. My parents died when I was nine and never felt like I belonged no matter how many foster homes I went through. I was so sad being alone Miss YN/N. I never had much friends because I loved science so much as everyone else mocked me. But you seem like a nice enough person despite we haven’t known each for very long, maybe you can be my friend?” He asks softly which surprised you as you couldn’t help but agree before you talk about things that you two had in common. Savitar was actually really sweet towards you and always showered in compliments, noticing one day when you did something different with your hair.  

You realized you began falling in love with the proclaimed god of speed after receiving a rose that was in a lovely shade of red. You never felt so in love with someone before and it made you feel wonderful before you decided to break out him out so you two could be together. You dressed in a new outfit with black leather clad pants on the right side with F/C on the left side of your pant leg that was tucked in black boots. Your F/C top was different from what you would usually wear as it showed more skin than what was normal of you. No glasses framed your eyes so your E/C eyes shinned brighter. You managed to sneak the keys to Savitar’s cell as you watch Joe walk away to deal with some other criminal in a cell as you ran as quick as you could to get the proclaimed god out.

His head whipped up to see you in your new outfit as you opened the door with a grin on your face, soon his face mirrored yours. “Well, well doctor. I like the new look, it suits you. But what are we going to call you now my goddess?” Savitar says as he tugs you away from being seen by Joe whom would later find out that the god of speed of escaped.

“I was thinking AH/N, you like it? You ask him as he pushed you close to give you a proper kiss, you almost melted in his grasp.

He gave you an eskimo kiss when you both away, “I think it’s perfect. Savitar the god and AH/N as his goddess. Now let’s go have some fun.”

Forbidden [Kim Jongin] - Part 1

Summary: Prince Jongin’s birthday party is about to start. You, as a servant, are not invited, but there’s still an oportunity… Who says someone will recognize you on a masquarade ball?

Genere: Angst, fluff

Warnings: None

AU: Royals

Pairing: Kim Jongin x Reader

Originally posted by kaibility

“Mum?” I whined “Dad?”

All I could see was fire. The flames and smoke were everywhere. My vision started to blurry. I felt dizzy and the breath caught in my throat.

“Mum?” my voice was barely a whisper “Dad?”

I had to get out of here. I blinked a few times and I saw, that the stairs were also on fire. My parents were on the first floor and now they were trapped there. I had to save them, but I couldn’t do it alone. I quickly found the door and got out of the building. When I turned around more flames appeared. I screamed loudly. Tears started to form in my eyes.

I began to run. Our house wasn’t far from the town. I needed to hurry. If I won’t make it on time, then my family…

“Help!” I shouted, hoping someone will hear me

Nothing. What was I expecting? There was almost no possibility, that somebody will be in the middle of the forest. I started to run faster. I had to do it. I had to do it. I don’t want everything to disappear so quickly.

I tripped over a rock and yelled from sudden pain. The forest around me started to spin around. When I saw a white carriage, I was sure I had strong hallucinations. I tried getting up, but instead of it I fell on the ground once more. A beautiful woman got out of the carriage and came closer to me. Long brown hair, pale skin and gentle eyes. I was sure I saw her before, but now it was, too hard to remember when and where.

“Help” I breathed “My house… F-fire…”

She shouted something, but I couldn’t hear what it was. I lost consciousness and the next thing I remember was darkness.

I opened my eyes breathing heavily.

The same dream, the same memory. Someone set our house on fire. I remember it very clearly. That day when I woke up, lying in one of the rooms for servants, I saw lady Lee. She told me that they managed to save me, but nothing about my parents came from her mouth. That was the moment, I realised they didn’t make it. They were dead. That information broke my heart into thousand little pieces. 

My father used to be a king, my mum was the queen and I was the princess. I don’t remember anything from our palace life. A few months after I was born, our kingdom fell. The 4th War began and we had no choice. My parents and I had to hide somewhere. We started to live in a house near small town. I was aware of my father’s enemies and I was sure some of them knew where we were. That’s why we lived in the forest, but now I know it wasn’t enough.

After a few days, I started to work in king Doyun’s palace. No one, even lady Lee, who saved me, didn’t know I was a princess. I was too afraid to share my secret. Too afraid nobody will believe me. Too afraid that the danger will come back again. At least now, I was safe.

“Y/N” I heard Yeuns voice “Are you coming? We don’t have much time.”

“Yeah… I’m on my way” I said yawning a little

Yeun was my roommate. Places where servants lived weren’t big. In our room, there were only two beds and a cupboard. Even the window was tiny. 

I got out of my bed and changed quickly. All female servants had to wear black dresses, which were ending right above the knee. They were much more uncomfortable than they looked.

“So, what’s our job for today?” I asked as we went out of the room

“We need to prepare the ballroom for the party” said Yeun “I’m going to stay there whole day, but you need to meet Miyoung” She’ll definitely need some help”

Miyoung was really young, kind and innocent girl. She wasn’t even sixteen, but she was the main seamstress in this castle. Dresses she was making were at least gorgeous. Every time there was a party, her job was to make gowns for the queen and all the ladies. Of course, Miyoung wasn’t alone. There were other seamstresses, but they weren’t as good as she was and occasionally, I was helping her too.

“I can’t believe the prince is turning twenty three tonight” Yeun smiled “You know, I feel like I’ve known him for my whole life. I was two when he was born, but he spoke to me once or twice.”

“You exactly know why” I exclaimed “You’re a servant and he’s the prince”

“Stop quoting me” she laughed “Usually I’m the one who is reminding you.”

I sighed. I wondered how would it be, to know prince Jongin for such a long time. Maybe he would talk to me more often?

“We need to hurry” said Yeun “The party starts at nine.”

“You have to go there!” Miyoung clapped her hands “You just can’t miss such opportunity!”

“Miyoung, are you crazy?” I shook my head “It’s impossible. Only people from royal family and their friends are invited.”

“Oh, just stop it!” she waved her hand and for a while, the needle was too close to my face “We both know that if you would really want to go to the party, you would do it straight away!”

“I’m a servant!” I shouted

“But just imagine, how romantic would it be, when he would fall in love with you at the ball!”

I blushed suddenly. I never actually thought about him falling in love with me. In my opinion, I wasn’t good enough for him. Even if my family was alive and I was a princess, I still would think that he deserved more. Prince Jongin was kind, gentle, loyal, brave and incredibly handsome. Every young girl in the kingdom wanted to become his wife in the future. I was sure that in few months, king and queen will find him a fiancé. This vision made me feel strange. Sudden sting of jealousy.

“Let’s not talk about this…” I whispered


“Miyoung, please!” I raised my voice

She jumped at my sudden anger. When I saw her face, I realised that I shouldn’t shout at her. Maybe she was just three years younger than me, but she didn’t experience enough in her life. I didn’t want to ruin her perfect vision of the world.

“I’m sorry” I whispered

“It’s okay…” she murmured “I know how hard it is for you. I shouldn’t have insist.”

I knew she was perfectly right. It was so hard for me to talk about the prince, the guy I fell for. I was aware we had no chance to be together. Servant and a prince? I almost laughed. Impossible.

Miyoung’s smile still didn’t appear after I shouted at her.

“Please” I whined “I can’t look at you when you’re sad”

She didn’t look at me.

“What can I do to cheer you up?” I asked putting down my needle “I’ll do anything.”

“Anything?” she rose her eyebrow at me

I nodded.

“Go to prince’s birthday party” she announced

I should’ve expect that.

“Miyoung, you know I ca-”

“You said you’ll do everything”

I hated that she was right. I sighed loudly.

“Okay, so let’s say I agreed” I crossed my arms “But I still have nothing to wear.”

She jumped from excitement and quickly made her way to huge closet. After a few seconds she came back holding a beautiful grey dress. It was long with silver flourishes. Perfect for prince’s birthday party.

“I made it a while ago for lady Shin, but she didn’t like it” Miyoung explained “She didn’t wear it even once”

“It’s beautiful” I said taking the fabric between my fingers “But she would recognize it”

“She’s not going to the party because she’s currently visiting her brother”

I looked down. Maybe Minyoung was right? Maybe it was really great opportunity to meet prince Jongin face to face.

“What about the mask?” I asked “It’s a masquerade after all”

“Oh, I have plenty of them” she waved her hand “Don’t worry about that”

I bit my lip. The dress was beautiful and Minyoung had masks. This really was my chance.

“Give me the mask” I ordered taking the gown from her hands “I’m going to prince Jongin’s birthday party”

Author’s note: Gif above is not mine. There might be some mistakes in the next. I have to check it one more time.

     so, it’s been… a couple of months, maybe? i’m not sure; i struggle to keep track of these things. it feels like i just re-adopted prompto as a muse like, yesterday. but i’m really glad i did. returning to this fandom’s been like coming home. and i have all of you to thank for it!

     to all 300+ of you, thank you for sticking with me. whether we’ve interacted, chatted ooc, liked each others’ posts or i’ve just been gently appreciating you from afar, it’s been beautiful and i’m looking forward to whatever else writing this muse with all of you may bring! 

     softly smooches all your faces. you’re great. ♥

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