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‘Everywhere I look you’re all I see
Just a fading fucking reminder of who I used to be…’

Levi still sees Erwin where ever he goes, in the halls, in meetings, in his room. When he can’t sleep at night, he puts Erwin’s jacket on and goes looking for him, begging him not to leave.

So yea, I apparently wanted to depress myself! And it’s tricky making shadowy forms look like someone with few features to see. Background is wholly referenced because…backgrounds…

I’m in love with New York. It matches my mood. I’m not overwhelmed. It is the suitable scene for my ever ever heightened life. I love the proportions, the amplitude, the brilliance, the polish, the solidity. I look up at Radio City insolently and love it. It’s all great, and Babylonian. Broadway at night. Cellophane. The newness. The vitality. True, it is only physical. But it’s inspiring. Just bring your own contents, and you create a sparkle of the highest power. I’m not moved, not speechless. I stand straight, tough and I meet the impact. I feel the glow and the dancing in everything. The radio music in the taxis, scientific magic, which can all be used lyrically. That’s my last word. Give New York to a poet. He can use it. It can be poetized. Or maybe that’s mania of mine, to poetize. I live lightly, smoothly, actively, ears or eyes wide open, alert, oiled! I feel the glow and the dancing in every thing and the tempo is like that of my blood. I’m at once beyond, over and in New York, tasting it fully.”
Anaïs Nin

  • Person: What do you want to do with your life?
  • Me: I want to go out and see the beautiful world that I am entitled to. I want to go to school, sit at my desk next to the window, and dream about all the things I could ever possibly desire. I want to go on an adventure and make many friends and memories. I want to meet many new people along the way who may become either my greatest friends, or my greatest enemies. I want to fall in love. I want the person I fell in love with to notice me, and return my feelings as I finally gain the courage to confess to them. I want,no, I need to get stronger. I want to have the strength to always fight, protect the ones I hold dear to my heart, and never ever give up. As long as I am alive, as long as I have people who are by my side, as long as I have those who will always love me, I will continue to fight and fight this cruel yet beautiful world. No matter what happens. No matter all the hardships I will face. I know that I must live. For my family. For my friends. For the one I love most. I will live.
  • Person: Wow. What inspires you to want to do such amazing and beautiful things?
  • Me: Anime and Manga.