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Am I the only one saddened by this break up? Their relationship was almost perfect.. it was so clear how much Billy loved Nikki and how much she loved him. It just kinda breaks my heart cuz I never looked at them as just a showbiz couple, to me they were just two normal people that were in love. I know these things happen for a reason but you can’t really blame me.

If this were KathNiel I would be extremely heartbroken. I would probably feel like it was I that got broken up with.

Billy-Nikki Breakup

Sobrang inabangan ko yung interview kay Billy Crawford sa The Buzz kanina. Sa totoo lang, isa si Billy at Nikki sa mga iniidolo kong couple sa showbiz. Bukod sa ang tagal na ng relationship nila, sobrang dalang ko marinig ang pangalan nilang dalawa na naiintriga ng kung anu-anong chismis. At syempre, pinakaina-admire ko sa kanilang dalawa eh yung pagiging malapit nila kay Lord. Alam ko na ginuide ni Lord yung relationship nila. I know how strong Nikki’s faith in God is. Dati pa lang, pinapangarap ko nang magkaron ng relationship na kagaya ng sa kanila. Unang kita ko pa lang sa mukha ni Billy kanina, nakita ko na agad yung pain. Alam ko na nasasaktan siya. Kitang-kita sa mata niya. Nakikita ko din na mahal niya si Nikki. Naiintindihan ko yung side ni Billy. Naiintindihan ko yung gusto niyang hanapin yung sarili niya kaya niya napagdesisyunan na humingi ng space. Kesa nga naman patuloy niyang masaktan si Nikki. Pero sa kabilang banda, ramdam ko din si Nikki. ‘Di ba sabi ni Billy, ang masasabi niya lang daw kay Nikki ay “I hope you understand.” Siguro, kahit naman ako ang nasa sitwasyon ni Nikki, hindi ko din maiintindihan si Billy kasi mahal ko eh. Mas mangingibabaw yung sakit kesa yung pang-unawa. Pero alam ko na matalino si Nikki. Maiintindihan niya din si Billy, hindi man ngayon pero soon. Sana lang mahanap ni Billy yung sarili niya. Sana maging maayos sila parehas. May God bless them and guide them. Alam ko na may rason lahat ng bagay. At gaya nga ng sabi ng iba, “If they’re meant to be, they will always find a way back to each other.

You Are My Life (ft. Billy Crawford)
  • You Are My Life (ft. Billy Crawford)
  • Nikki Gil
  • Somebody To Love
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YOU ARE MY LIFE
By: Nikki Gil feat. Billy Crawford

The first time I met you
I didn’t know what to do
My feelings confused me
I felt I knew you boy
Took the chance, gave you a try
I can’t explain the reason why boy
The only vision that I see
Is you in my life…

The first time I saw you
My dream just came true
Softly, In your eyes
I saw you with me babe
Feelings that I can’t describe
I can’t explain the reason why girl
The only vision that I see
Is you in my hear

Wanna kiss you
Wanna hold you
Wanna love you
Wanna tell you
I’m always there, girl
(I will be waiting for you)

Wanna sing with you
Wanna dance with you
Wanna be with you
Give love to you
I’m always there, girl
(I will be waiting for you)

I will never ever let you go
This you already know
Just gotta let you know, my babe,
You are my life

I want this moment
To never end with you
So gently, you touch me
I feel you with me babe
Thoughts are running through my mind
I wish that they would all come true
The only thing I ask for you
Is never say goodbye

Wanna kiss you
Wanna hold you
Wanna love you
Wanna tell you
I’m always there, girl
(I will be waiting for you)

Wanna sing with you
Wanna dance with you
Wanna be with you
Give love to you
I’m always there, girl
(I will be waiting for you)

I will never ever let you go
This you already know
Just gotta let you know, my babe,
You are my life

Wanna kiss you
Wanna hold you
Wanna love you
Wanna tell you
I’m always there, girl
(I will be waiting for you)

Wanna sing with you
Wanna dance with you
Wanna be with you
Give love to you
I’m always there, girl
(I will be waiting for you)

I will never ever let you go
This you already know
Just gotta let you know ,my babe,
You are my life

Baby, you are
(Baby, you are)
My life

"I'm lost."

Ang dami ko ng narinig na ganyan. Yung Kailangan ko lang hanapin ang sarili ko. Mahirap magmahal na hindi mo mahal ang sarili mo. Kailangan ng time para maintindihan yung totoong nararamdaman kasi sarili mo din, hindi mo maintindihan. Nababasa ko na yan, tsaka napapanuod. Naiintindihan ko naman e. Tama naman e. Okay lang yun.

Hindi naman natin alam yung nangyari sa kanila kasi ang labo ni Billy. Pero, err. Parang ang labo talaga. Lagi kong sinasabing, “Pwede namang hanapin niya yung sarili niya kasama yung mahal niya ah. Bakit kailangang maghiwalay? Pwede namang magtulungan na lang silang hanapin o ibalik yung dating sila, yung dating siya.” Pwede naman di ba? Pero siguro nga, mahirap ngang magpasaya na ikaw mismo, hindi ka masaya. Mahirap ngang magmahal na yung sarili mo, hindi mo magawang mahalin. Kasi wala kang maiishare sa kanya, kasi ikaw mismo, wala ka.

Siguro nga mali nga si Billy. Kasi parang tinatakasan niya e. Parang iniiwasan niya yung problema nila. Ang hina niya kasi isinuko niya si Nikki para sa sariling problema. Pero, yun nga, hindi natin alam yung nararamdaman niya. Hindi nga natin alam kung anong nangyayari sa kanila off-cam. Wala tayong alam kaya kahit siya nakipagbreak, hindi natin siya masisisi. :(

Let’s face the truth. Love is complicated. It’s a roller coaster of emotions. Masaya ka kahapon, tapos mapapaisip ka ngayon. Ganon talaga e. Pero sobrang sayang nila. Sana mahanap ni Billy yung sarili niya. Pwede pa naman ulit sila. :)