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I’m Fed Up


Okay, so being transracial is becoming a thing now. However, I WILL NOT HAVE IT!!! More and more white women are claiming to “feel” like they belong to a different race or wanting to become a different race and going through drastic changes such as getting chemical treatment to have more melanin in their skin and lip injections. Usually, I’m a very open minded person, but I am so sick and tired of more and more white women (not all of course) using their privilege to decide that they want to just slip into another race because we black women are a fucking trend in their eyes. Wanting to copy our hairstyles and renaming them, appropriating aspects of our culture (ex. claiming that Rock and Roll is white music, despite the founders of it were all black), thinking it’s cute to say Nigga or Nigger and get offended when told they can’t say it. I’m tired of some white girls saying shit like their “inner black woman” like we’re some sort of fucking spirit animal.  

This is a prime example of the transracial trend going on. 

Not only am I annoyed with that, but I’m also sick and fucking tired of being told by some of my own community that I’m not black enough. All for dumb shit. I’m called white because I’ve actually left the country, because I sometimes go swimming in the ocean or lakes, for liking other genres of music than just rap and r&b, for speaking correct English, because I don’t like watermelon, because I’m not a Christian, because I’m in touch with my sexuality, because I play bass guitar and fucking love rock & roll, because I like being free spirited, because I’ve dated white boys, because I take my depression and ADHD seriously and don’t pray on it or ignore it, because I don’t know every rap song or every rapper, because I have a lot of white friends, because I can’t twerk (and have a little ass), because I take the time to learn about other cultures and foods, because I’m stick thin, and the list goes on and on. I’m really sick of all of this. I’m sick of feeling that I have to fit inside a box and if I do anything outside of it, I’m not black enough or being called stuck up because I don’t act stereotypically black. I’m sick of being told I’m too nappy headed, that I’m too dark (like that’s supposed to be a bad thing), being told that only light skinned girls and white girls who are wannabes (wanting to be black so damn bad *cough* Kylie Jenner *cough*) are beautiful. And what’s worse is that some white people think that they too have the right to tell me that I “act white” or that even they are “blacker than me”. I’m just saying that these groups of people can fuck right off and kiss my black ass. I’m going to continue being a Carefree Black Girl. 

I’m sorry for all the profanity but I just needed to rant or talk to someone. 

Also I believe that we need more Carefree Black Girls who don’t fit into the stereotypical black girl box. We need more SZA’s, Zoë Kravitz’s, Solange’s, Esperanza Spalding’s, Erykah Badu’s, Lupita Nyongo’s and more Janelle Monáe’s. Women who don’t let their race define their personality. 

Scrolling on Instagram and this is ANOTHER post that popped up on my timeline of the constant hate black men express about black women. So many likes and comments prior to it. I am so tired of black men slandering black women.
Y'all hate yourselves so much that you take your anger out on the ones who is a reflection upon you thinking you’re making yourselves look better when really, you look pathetic asf. Like. Black men are the only race who see their own women as enemies. 😂 Imagine how other people laugh at us.
The funny thing is, is that you swear up and down that how you see and treat black women is different from how the world treats you. When really, how you see us, the world sees you lol! You’re fetished by white women and finally get to be with them without being killed, that you think you’re one step above the pedestal. You think you’re better. So you go and slander the ones who are the female sex of your image, because since were women, were the only ones you can oppress. Because not only were black, but were women. Is that how y'all try to seperate yourselves so that you can feel as superior as the white man?
Little do you know with no self hate and some basic research and education, black women is the motherland of it all. And we carry so much meaning. The meaning society hides to keep our powers low.
And yall dumbasses fall right into the trap, because y'all still trying to be accepted by the white man.
It’s sad because more than half of nonblack women wouldn’t even look a black mans way if he wasn’t rich, famous, or an athlete, or the trend, excluding the sex fetish they have for black men. How many times have black men been jailed, shot, fired from jobs, and basically have their life ruined once they dare to piss off a white woman? How quick they put on those fake tears and run to the white man. And then what? Whole system goes against you and guess who takes y'all coon asses back? Who’s mama house you go to? Oh. A black woman’s.
Y'all degrade your own women to boost the ego of a nonblack woman in order to convince them of why YOU’RE WORTHY ENOUGH of THEIR love, little do you know, they STILL don’t give a fuck about you or your issues being black, but just knows you will treat them like a queen, give them good sex, and whenever they get tired, they can drop your ass for one of their own.
I even saw a black man calling the BLACK WOMAN names for forgiving cheating ass husbands, when it was the husband who CHEATED.
Y'all hate us so much that y'all look for any excuse to go against us. And black women, I’m so sorry this is what we have to go through. It gets tiring seeing your own men treat you like shit and really all of this shit is caused because of what happened hundreds of years ago. We all know were systemically brainwashed. We just can’t grow out of that shit.

A quick review: Future refused to meet Russell, lied about child support & custody on twitter, publicly called Ciara a bitch, wrote multiple songs trashing her and this

is all it takes to redeem him? Nigga wrote 2 run-on sentences and suddenly he’s not a trash ass human being anymore. She literally had to take him to court to see his son regularly and y’all want her to wish him a happy father’s day and ready to talk shit if she doesn’t? Y’all love to make Ci the villain.Get the entire fuck outta here.

Killmonger X Reader

“Wake, Beloved. I need you,” Erik whispers from behind you.

He buries his face into your neck and peppers kisses down toward your shoulder blades. A large hand runs down your side and grips your thigh lightly.

You stir, groaning and desperate to stay asleep but getting the sense that whatever Erik needed of you was important. He knew you hated to be woken up, he wouldn’t be waking you without reason. You feel him sit up next to you and, sitting up, you rub the sleep from your eyes. You offer a sleepy smile and ask what he requires of you so early.

“Beloved…help me pick which sneakers I have to wear to smoke T'Challa’s ass on the court today.”

You roll over and go back to sleep.