nichol alexander

9

Confusion

Eric: “ It’s freezing cold here! but grandma was so happy when we said we’d visit her today and a little disappointed that we have to leave tomorrow.. Mel? can we enter here for a tea? I froze..

Melika: “ Of course we can-....» what the.. Alex-ander? with a girl all over him?! or my eyes play tricks on me, however much I would like it to be a lie, he is there.. I don’t quite know, how to say, how I feel now, oh my god, breathe. Melika, breathe! you’re going to be okay. This pain you feel is going to pass. Maybe not this moment or today or tomorrow, but sometime soon. The hurt will fade. You may be wounded, but you aren’t broken. You can and will heal. Why I can’t move?! what if he sees me?! I just froze here in front of this window watching the one I thought I.. love with someone else. And thought how I’ll never tell him the way I feel..GOD! I can’t even cry anymore. I can’t feel the cold anymore.. but something stings my face. Then I realize it’s snowing, I can feel the winter on my face now, landing on my forehead, the snow tickles my nose, my cheeks, my eyelids.. I shuddered when I started to hear Eric. I watch the flakes dance around his head.. I can’t say anything just fake a smile for him.. «

Eric: “ Mel?! are you okay? we don’t necessarily have to enter there, you look like you’ve seen a ghost.. But look, it’s snowing, I’ve been waiting for winter so long, it’s a little strange that some leaves didn’t fall off trees yet..

Melika: “ They’ll fall.. the snow loves the trees and fields, it kisses them gently, then it covers them up snug, you know, with a white quilt.. winter puts them to sleep till the summer comes again, anyway.. let’s go before grandma begins to worry. Tomorrow we need to leave, as soon as possible..

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7

Old bad habits

Alexander » It seems that it will snow today because of the cold weather and gray sky.. Oh my god, I don’t know what to do anymore and i hate the fact that i can’t forget your name just for a second.. Over the last few months I tried so hard to find out where you are from your grandmother, but still she doesn’t want to give me your address.. I also have searched for you on every social media.. I need at least something so I could find you.. does your grandmother tell you all these stupid things? I won’t give up even if the skies get rough.. “I’m a very strong believer that whoever is meant to be in your life will always gravitate back towards you, regardless how far they wander.” that’s what your grandmother keeps telling me every time..«

??? : “ Well,well, well look who I ran into! *jumps in his lap* hello handsome, did you miss me?

Alexander: »fuck« Clementine.. what do you want?! Get off me.

Clementine: “ Why?! you used to like it a few months ago, when you know, when we were together..did you find someone else?!

Alexander: “What?! you’re funny, we were never a thing, just f^&k buddies, we only had sexual relations, on the mutual understanding that we both wanted sex and nothing more. It was a long time ago when we started this bullshit. You mistake sex for romance, sex is easy; you can do it with anyone. Romance is when someone you like walks into a room and they take your breath away. Romance is when two people are dancing and they fit together perfectly. Romance is when two people are walking next to each other and all of a sudden they find themselves holding hands, and they don’t know how that happened. We never had that Clem!

Clementine: “ Haha, that’s what you say now, but we’ll see what happens next. I know you’ll come back to mewith your tail between your legs begging for my body!

Alexander: “ You’ll have to find someone else to be your company, cause I’m breaking old bad habits!

Clementine: “Old habits die hard, Alex! don’t forget that..

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