it’s quite impossible for you to see this because of the overflowing greetings other people will give you but i’ll just say it anyway:
You make me laugh at times that i can’t even smile. your sense of humor is hilarious and i sometimes laugh at random times when i remember your jokes. your voice is incredible and i would die just to hear you and the boys live in a concert.
i’m sorry if i ever contributed to the haroline thing. i admit that i reblogged those jokes about “jokes being old…LIKE CAROLINE!” and for that…I AM REALLY SORRY. I was never against your relationship…in fact, i supported caroline because she was the reason for you to smile. i reblogged those because of the joke…not because i hate her (i’m bad at explaining…sorry). i will support you in anything that you do and support every relationship you will have in the future.
I know this is a terrible graphic but when i was editing it, i felt like i got a brother that i admire because you didn’t change even with all the fame. i promised to myself that if i ever become famous, you and the boys will be my inspiration and i will always remember who changed my life. your determination to win TXF will always be an inspiration to anyone with dreams.
i’m sorry for this weird letter that no one will probably understand because of the way i say things. the point is, i love you for being you and i really want to meet you in real life just so i could personally thank you and the boys. on your 18th birthday, i hope all you will do is put on a real smile and not because cameras are flashing.
THANK YOU FOR EVERYTHING YOU DO. FOR MAKING ME AND OTHER DIRECTIONERS SMILE, LAUGH AND EVEN CRY. THANK YOU FOR BEING PART OF THE BAND WHO FORMED OUR FAMILY. THANK YOU FOR SIMPLY EXISTING.
with love, crizza.
p.s. i’m sorry for this letter because i can’t put indescribable feelings into words.