This day last year began the first time I felt… I was okay again. Can’t believe it’s been a year. Evening 4th of July, I was drawing my first Haikyuu fanart (Kuroo). I was hanging with Bsumo… who I’d known two years at that point. it was raining and thundering. And I realized, there… where I was. And how things felt. How far away all I’d been through looked. It was one of those points where… as it’s happening, you know it’ll be part of you forever. That night I could tell, this started it over. I could be me again. And I could be even more. I was so eager to start, to create all new memories.
I just. wanna thank bulgariansumo, mjayvevo, aelith-earfalas, for taking me by your side, and treating me like someone. I was honestly in such a mess of a state though I’d never have told then, and… just to be treated in those ways, each of the ways you gave me, just being yourselves… well it’s what can’t be expressed. You’ve been so sweet and kind to me… and my life has changed. I love the 4th of July. Thank you. I love you.