I was just thinking, I have never liked someone for a long period of time… The last guy that I could say that I liked was about a month ago… Then I found too many flaws and lost interest, I mean I am not perfect in any way but I don’t understand why I can’t be like most girls that I know that get completely brainwashed by the guy and loose themselves haha. I just can’t, but sometimes I kind of want to. Raaahh so fraustraiiiitttiinnngggg