I mentioned to you guys before about my super awesome, non curable skin disease? Hidradenitis Suppurativa? Yeah. It leaves cysts and scars and bumps and lumps in sensitive places. I get them in my armpits and my inner thighs and very very very very rarely on my butt. I’m lucky though, since some people get them on their breasts, on their faces, on their genitals. And some people get them much much worse than I do. So bad that sometimes skin grafts are necessary. Now, mine could get better or it could get worse or it could stay the same forever. So fun and unpredictable, right?
I’ve had this since I was about 14, hid it from everyone in my life. It hurts most days. Some worse than others. It’s physically and mentally exhausting. It makes me feel really unattractive. I never wore tank tops or shorts or bathing suits. I’m pretty sure most of my depression stemmed from the shame and chronic pain.
But today, I will have no shame. This is me, and this is what I deal with and sometimes it hurts and I will always have it and that is okay.
All you silent sufferers, I’m sending you love and support because I know that pain is not always visible. I love you all.
“You’re done already?” Bofur asked as you set down your fork.
“Yup.” You washed down the meal with a hearty swig of ale. Truth be told, you could easily polish off another plate. Despite what they said about the appetites of dwarves, at the end of the day you were human, twice as large, and you were more than ample at that. Now that you lived as an honored guest in Erebor, the rich food, fish roasted with butter, potatoes whipped with cream, cakes as light as air, had expanded your belly. Dwarves liked their ladies soft, and your husband Bofur assured that you never felt unattractive or undesirable.
“You beat me!” Bombur laughed around a mouthful of food.
just a compilation of harley looking great in suicide squad :))) just harley bein a sex object :))) harley totally there for the male gaze :)) never allowed to look unattractive even for a second :))) definitely nothing here that risks her attractiveness to the audience :)))))))))))))