never stopped loving her because of that

Lou is the first woman I’ve learned to humble myself with and admit when I’m wrong. I damn sure have my ways and she is the first person I’m comfortable with calling me out on them. I think that’s because she genuinely treats me with care. I feel her love and everything she does… even her anger towards me… I never stop feeling like there is someone that loves me. She always makes sure I’m fed, feeling good and freshly fucked. That woman will do anything for me and I believe her. I will do anything for her and I hope she always remembers that. She is teaching me to grow. Teaching me that there is no rooms for games in love… there is no winner if we cannot win together. Even in my random acts of stupidity/saying things I don’t mean… she is all I ever dream of….

I dream of her…

Her as she is…

Not her done up, photoshopped, and putting on a show for the people.

I’m talking the snoring, dried crust around her mouth, legs spread, pussy glistening, glow imminent … her… I’ll work to make you smile everyday. Everyday. And when I fuck up, which I will, and I have, I’ll work even harder for that smile.

I love you shorty…. whom happens to be taller than me.

       ( BUT WHAT IF…
         Shigure either asks his father or his sibiling (or both) how to approach
         the person he loves without saying who it is?


         And then this day approaches when someone of his family finds
         all the different pictures he had drawn over the past weeks - all
         with the very same person on it…….And then they all know who it is. WOOPS. )


Felicity Hate

Ok look if u hate her just cuz there are agresive felicity fans that hate Laurel and SPECIALY KATIE. I get it.
But when you make olicity hate posts or felicity hate posts YOU ARE BEING PART OF THE TOXIC PART OF THIS FANDOM. Because of you I started disliking Laurel. I have never been agresive towards you so i ask for the same.
I love Katie and i used to like laurel so stop with this hole hate thing.
SAME FOR THE LAUREL HATERS. Stop. Just stop. I get if u are annoyed by her character but DO NOT ATTACK the actress of the fans

Sombra is 30.

She can be 30 and still be perky and energetic.
She can be 30 and still be youthful looking. 

30 is not old. 30 is not the cryptkeeper. 30 does not mean wrinkles everywhere and/or being unable to be athletic. 

Can we please stop acting like she can’t be 30 because she’s active, sarcastic, and Millennial-esque and also stop acting like you have to make her wrinkly to make her look 30?

Your friendly, neighborhood 33 year old meme-loving, video gaming Millennial. 




You see this face? This is the face of a boy in the most beautiful state of disbelief to ever exist. Stiles stilinski has loved Lydia Martin for years–since the third grade–and has always seen her for who she really is. He listened to her when no one else heard. He paid attention to her when no one else did. He remembered everything she ever tried to hide. He knew how smart she was despite how hard she tried to hide it, and he only loved her more because of it. He never underestimated her. He never sidelined her or blew her off or thought of her as anything less than important. He complimented her. He treated her as an equal. He did anything and everything for her. He risked his life to save hers. But, above all of this, more important than any of this, he LOVED her. He loved her before anything supernatural tested the limits of their emotions. He loved her before they had to fight for their lives and the lives of others. He loved her when he was just a boy and she was just a girl. He loved Lydia Martin like no one else has, and when he knew he was going to be completely erased from existence, he wanted to let her know that. After years of confiding only in his best friend about his feelings, after years of everyone but Lydia knowing about his feelings, after years of silence, Stiles tells Lydia to remember in any way that she can that he loves her. So, when his friends have saved him, when the love of his life made everyone they know remember who he is to bring him back, he finally gets to hear from Lydia. He never–not once–acted like he needed Lydia to admit anything to him. He never pushed her or pressured her or nagged her or coerced her to love him just because he loved her. He simply loved her, but he didn’t realize how, all this time, that was what was needed most. This is the face of a sarcastic and cocky boy with a heart so big that it stores not only unconditinal love but also immense darkness finally having all the love he gave given back. This is the face of a boy who can’t believe that the love of his life–the girl he’s always loved–loves him back. This is the face of a boy who’s heart is skipping beat after beat because he can not believe that Lydia Martin has come to love him. This is Stiles Stilinski learning that he is loved. This is Stiles Stilinski in heartachingly beautiful disbelief because he loves the same girl that loves him. gif source: @obriens


- She was adopted by the Luthors at the young age of 4. Whether her parents died or whether they gave her up it’s heartbreaking enough…

- The only person who made her feel welcomed into the family was Lex, she adored him and it must of absolutely broke her when she failed to stop him from turning bad, she must of felt responsible in some way even though she shouldn’t.

- Lex, the person she once adored and who she never did any wrong by then attempts to have her killed.

- She never felt welcomed by Lillian and always felt second best and as if she could never do anything right. Even though she didn’t want to believe it she knew in her heart that Lillian didn’t really love her because she wasn’t blood family and Lillian pretty much clarified this to her face. How awful, she lost her real mum and then her adoptive mum rejects her and shows her no love or affection.

- She mentioned to Lillian that she always spends thanksgiving alone at her desk which presumably means that she also spends Christmas and Birthdays alone.

- When she told Kara “you are my only friend in National city” she really meant that. She has no one.

- Kara comes along like the little ray of dorky sunshine that she is and she just makes Lena SMILE. You can just see Lena simply lights up when Kara enters a room, she BEAMS, her eyes sparkle. Here is someone who Lena can truly sense means well and is just a GOOD and pure person and she’s never known that in someone before and Kara smiles back at her and she blushes and the affection in Lena’s eyes, damn.

- She has spent a lifetime with pain and loneliness in her wake and she just needs someone, someone to show her that they care and that they care to get to know the REAL Lena, someone just to show a little affection.

- Supercorp could truly be a complex and beautiful love story if allowed to be explored. It could be a love story to end all love stories. Who would of thought it, a Super and a Luthor.

But right now? Right now all I really want is for Kara to give Lena a hug.

Riley: Ever since the day after Cultural Day, when you found out you might have a new ancestry, I started reading about it. Because I love you. And I would always want to know who you are. Merry Christmas, Farkle. Happy Hannekuh. Happy everything.

Smackle: Ever since I’ve known you, you’ve never stopped trying to put yourself back together. I wanted to get you something to let you know that you’ve done a great job, and it’s okay to work on something else.

Zay: “A young lady speaks in a gentle tone and never raises her voice.” Your voice is my favorite thing about you—that’s why i crossed all these things out. That’s why I changed them to the funny things you do that I like. Because I know you’re working on stuff. But I never want you to forget who you are. What makes you wonderful.

Auggie: You gave Maya back to her family. Even though it was hard for you, and you wanted to keep her for yourself. You gave her the gift that would make her truly happy. I don’t have to [tell her]. She already knows.



#Can we talk about this? #This scene takes my breath away. #Every time i see it my whole body shakes and my tears start coming out of my eyes. #She has just remembered the love of her life. #She has just remembered how scared she was when she knew he was going to be taken and she couldn’t do anything for him. #She wasn’t able to say a word. She wasn’t able to do anything to stop the ghost riders and help Stiles. #She was too scared to lose him. #And all of those feelings came back to her. #And she feels guilty about it, because she knows now she could have stopped them from taking Stiles, but she didn’t do anything. #She lost him and she never get to say him how she feels. #She never got to say him she loves her back.

10 reasons to love Cassian Andor:

  • believes in the rebellion wholeheartedly 
  • will never stop fighting for freedom
  • couldn’t bring himself to kill Galen and went against orders because he actually believed and trusted Jyn 
  • looks good in fur 
  • has lost a lot, but isn’t afraid to keep loving 
  • starts caring about Jyn after like a day 
  • “welcome home” 
  • fell for Jyn when she wasted like 5 storm troopers all on her own before he could even think about it
  • hates some of the things he’s had to do in the name of the rebellion, but would probably do them again, if it meant peace throughout the galaxy 
  • has one (1) friend, and he’s a droid who’s a giant asshole 

“You never loved me anyways.” She whispered. I looked at the woman in front of me. Her long dark hair, she cut it all off. She looked more mature, confident, but yet so fragile when she saw me. I wanted to protect her from all the harm, danger and pain. I wanted to wipe away the tears she wasted on me.

“Don’t look for me anymore.” Lie. When she noticed me, I felt my world stopped spinning. The way her brown eyes always sparkled. I remembered how she hated them because she was jealous of mine. Though she will never see it the way I do. Her eyes hid a story, the only story I want to read for the rest of my life. Only one look at her and all my pain vanished away.

“You need to find someone else.” Lie. I want you to fight for me, fight for my demons, to get me out of here. Fight for me like you always used to do. I want you to win me. I know loving me was the hardest yet easiest thing she has ever done. She looked at me, she was trying to read my eyes. That was her magic, she never believed my words and looked for the truth in my eyes. Her eyes brought such warmth with her, every time I looked at her, I knew I was home.

“There is no hope left for us.“

“Lie.” She whispered.

—  Excerpt from a book I will never write #1193 // @writtenbyjana on Instagram
He put a cigarette between his teeth, mumbled a quick “sorry” and lit it, his hands shaking slightly. He could never hold still when she was around. “Remember when you told me you’d stop smoking?” she asked, drawing her woolly scarf tighter around herself. Her breath clouded in front of her face just as he blew out the smoke through his nose. She watched him wearily. Of course he remembered. He remembered all of the things he’d said to her, drunk or sober, but this one he remembered the best. Because the night he told her he’d stop smoking was the night he’d wanted to kiss her for the first time. Her hair had smelled like strawberries and her lips had looked so incredibly soft and she’d said “I can’t stand the smell of smoke, you know”. But this time was over, this time of watching and wanting and aching for their hands to brush, for their lips to meet. He could’ve thrown the cigarette away, could’ve swept her into his arms to keep her warm but he’d ruined it. He hadn’t changed, he never would, and she was too good for him. Too damn good for him. He hoped she knew. So he kept his cigarette in his mouth as he said, “I don’t remember.”
—  excerpt

im watching fucking… ghost hunter shows bc my life is a mess but i can’t stop thinking (and laughting) about like gansey and co. being on one 

imagine like some ghost hunter group want to talk to ppl in henrietta about findings etc and they find gansey and they love him bc the ENTIRE TIME gansey is talking there are CRAZY EVP readings and chilly air and the cameras fucking up and flaring and the crew is totally freaked out the entire time  but like its just noah, sitting behind gansey and saying stupid shit and howling

“maybe i have my own personal ghost i never knew about,” says gansey in his best gentleman’s voice

imagine gansey is walking them down the monmouth stairs and noah just tosses a fucking book at them. they are THRILLED.

blue cant stop laughing while she tries to talk about her moms business because noah keeps making faces and climbing onto gansey’s back and gansey is just.. trying to look unaffected by it

adam freaks the crew out too much for them to talk to him for very long at all like they are literally more comfortable with ghosts than this boys unsettling expression 

when they ask ronan he tells them to eat shit and looks right at noah while he says ghosts aren’t real

noah’s laughter is caught on tape and ronans bit actually ends up being the highlight of the show

Have You Tried Seducing?

Anon Requests: Do you think you could do something like Reader is only wearing Cas’s shirt and they’re in the living room or kitchen or some place like that and Cas thinks it’s Sexy so he decides to fuck reader and they break something, which wakes up in the Winchesters and the Winchesters walk in and Reader get’s embarrassed but Castiel don’t stop fucking until he’s done? Thank you! AND How about a cas x reader where cas has been in love with reader for ages but never acted on his feelings/urges because he’s an angel and it’s a sin for an angel to be with a human(it’s forbidden). The reader overheard cas confess his affection for her to the Winchester boys and she decides to seduce him because she’s always liked him too but felt he hated her(but he was just avoiding temptation). So he just cracks and some really good smut follows and then some cute fluff 🤗 love you btw ✊🏽

Pairing: Castiel x reader

Word Count: 1.6k

Warnings: smut, a little bit of dirty talk, language, nsfw gif further below the cut!!

A/N: I decided to combine 2 requests for this one. hope thats alright!


3 weeks.

It had been 3 weeks since you had overheard Castiel confess his love for you to Sam and Dean.

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Leave your apartment looking terrible. Walk to the deli and see your usual deli guy’s eyes start to widen at your disheveled appearance. This would’ve horrified you yesterday but today it makes you smile. You’ve decided that everything that made you worry will now make you smile.
Walk with better posture. Order two helpings of dessert. Ask someone to take you to a doctor’s appointment and refuse to feel guilty about it. You would do the same for them so why should you feel like you’re putting anyone out? Stand by your opinion that The Shins are a good band even when you’re friends give you hell over it. This is thrilling. Openly loving The Shins has never felt so liberating. Tell your mother that you love her because you do. Don’t tell anyone that you love them if it’s not true, if they don’t deserve it. It’s a privilege to be loved by you. Your emotional …days are effectively over.
—  Ryan O'Connell, How To Stop Caring So Much

“You loved her?” She questioned him,

He nodded,

“So why did you guys end? Why did you leave her?”

“Because,” he paused.
“I don’t know. I wasn’t good for her, I hurt her, you know? I hurt her all the time and sometimes, sometimes.. I meant to, and I hated myself for it but I couldn’t stop. I loved when she stared at me with her big brown eyes that were glistening from the tears. She was so in love with me and I took advantage of it, I was toxic for her. But I loved her, I still do love her. I think a part of me always will. But she deserved so much more and when I left her, I swear the cracks in her heart were visible through her eyes. You could see the pain she was feeling just by looking at her face. But I guess sometimes, you have to hurt someone to help them.”

—  Excerpt of a book I’ll never write

help, i love my wife unconditionally and she’s beautiful and never stops kissing me! i try telling her how much i love her but i cant because she just keeps kissing me!

To All The Girls I’ve Loved Before

I turned my head with an eyebrow raised as she stepped out of her apartment building for the last time. She had a bag packed, draped over her shoulder, and a smile that made my heart stop. She really was coming with me.

 It was then that I realize that she was exactly what I had been looking for all this time.

I’ve never been good at that lovey-dovey, chick-flick moment crap, but there have been a few girls in my life that I thought I loved. 

And I owe them an apology because it turns out that the feelings I had for them weren’t love. I thought they were, but now, knowing the way I feel for Y/N… I have only every truly loved her.

Cassie. She was firey and passionate, and she knew what she wanted. Ultimately, the minute I bared my heart to her, revealed my world to her, she dismissed me as though I couldn’t be bothered to tell her the truth. Even after years apart when she found out the truth, I thought I could love her still. I had really never stopped loving her, but something was missing. 

I didn’t know it at the time, but I know what was wrong now. 

She wasn’t you. 

Lisa. She took me in when I thought I had no place to go. She offered me a home and a life outside of this life. She loved me unconditionally and never questioned the broken mess that I was. She allowed me to love Ben which may have been her greatest gift. She was the hardest to walk away from. 

In the end, my reason for leaving would be Sam, but I realize now what I didn’t know then. 

She wasn’t you. 

Part of me wishes I could go back in time and undo the time that I spent with these women because it was time spent that I could have been finding you, could have been loving you. But I realize now that those experiences made me the man that I am today. Without them, I’m not sure if I would be ready to love you as fully as I do. Without them I may never have realized that you were what I was really missing. 

So, to all the girls I’ve loved before… thank you. Thank you for opening my eyes and making me see. Making me see that I am capable of a love that is greater than myself, capable of loving so deeply it hurts, capable of laying it all on the line once I really found the right reason to. 

And Y/N, that reason is you. I think you know that, or you wouldn’t be coming with me now. 

I just want you to know those women helped make me a better man for you, but I’m so glad that I finally have you in my arms because you are what’s right in my world. You pull me from the darkness. You saved me when I was lost. You are the love of my life.

You, I could never live without. 

I will never be able to stop expressing my love to you, because all the love I have for you within me is eternal.
—  Poets Love Her

anonymous asked:

Im so happy because my little sister is 14 years/old and is trans since a few months so she connects so hard with marco and when we watched heinous together she was so happy and now she cant stop saying : ITS YA GIRL MARCO!! I really hope there's some way to thank nefcy somewhere. Even if its never 100% confirm, what she did is already amazing, thanks her and bless her soul!! i've been scrolling through your blog and showed the best stuff to my sis, she loved it all!!


Honestly I’m so happy to hear this oh my god Marco is so important