“No, no, no, no”, Kylo muttered over and over again as he saw his sister fall over the edge. He hadn’t meant to kill you, never you. After leaving the family he had always regretted leaving you. Realizing what he had done hurt more than anything he had ever felt before.
“No!”, he yelled one final time as he bent over the edge with tears in his eyes. Han’s arms went around his son in worry of what he might do because of the emotional pain. In that moment Kylo knew exactly how the dark side worked, and he never wanted anything to do with it again. That was his sign.
They say you should never regret anything because at one time it was exactly what you wanted. And oh god is that true. I swear the pain you caused me almost killed me; but darling i wouldn’t trade what we had for the world
They told me it gets better but it still hurts like hell