never know what to do with it

Thank You

Hey guys,

I’ve been reading your messages all morning and I’m just honored by the outpouring of love. I didn’t really expect that video to get the response it did and I hope I didn’t worry anyone with it. I’ve always wanted to be honest with you guys both with the good and the bad in my life and I hope you know that I don’t regret getting to this point. I’ve come a long way down this road and I don’t intend to turn back anytime soon.

The heart of the matter is finding that next big thing to chase. What dream should I pursue next? Because there’s a lot of options opening up in front of me and I’m not sure which one I want to pour my heart and soul into. I know it’s a bit of an asinine thing to complain about but I’ve always found it hard to do things just for my own sake. I would never have pushed myself so hard as a YouTuber if it weren’t for you all cheering me on the whole way. That’s what I mean when I say I owe EVERYTHING to you.

So thank you.

Thank you, honestly and truly for everything you’ve done along the way. I still don’t know where this road is going to lead me but I don’t want you all to worry that I’m going to abandon you or YouTube or stop creating in general. My life stands still when I’m not making something to try to impress you haha.

-Mark “The Night Vlogger” Iplier

I drive with silence.

It’s a lonely road, and one I never thought I’d travel. I never would have imagined this to be my path of life. It’s been an uphill struggle, with sharp bends and sudden dips—sometimes I lost sight of the top of that hill.

But it’s the hill I chose to climb, and now… here I am, at its peak, looking back into my past. My perspective has changed. Here I am, at its peak, and I’m not looking up anymore.

(Have I left you behind? I reach out, can you take my hand? But everyone is still climbing their hill—I’ve reached the top of mine.) Here I am.

Where do I go now? There’s no more path, no more road to travel, not like the one I had. Will I ever get that back, that path towards something?

Where do I go now?

I’m wandering. I’m lost.

Can you see me, from the top of this hill? Can you see who I am?

See who I am. I am what I love.

And I love you. I love what you do; I love who you are. Each and every one of you—a unique and individual human, climbing their own hill. So take my hand, and we’ll walk this next path together.

—thoughts and feelings from @markiplier’s “I Feel Lost

A kiss never forgotten

*Chap 1: A drunken night*

*Chap 2: A blurred night*

*Chap 3: The bath house*

*Chap 4: A Thousand pieces*

*Chap 5: Heart beat*

*Chap 6: Surprise*

*Chap 7: Sunsets, trees and you*

*Chap 8: What now?*

*Chap 9: Healing the unfixable*

*Chap 10: So, this is it?*

*Chap 11: What now?*

*Chap 12: Kids and kisses*

Chap 13: Its time

Naruto was excited but hesitant towards today. He woke in the morning with a strange queasy feeling within his stomach. His hands clenched into a tight fist whilst his stomach convulsed in the strangest ways.

He looked down to see Sasuke’s hands limp on his stomach, lying there lifeless as he slept. He was enormously tempted to kiss it awake but he didn’t want Sasuke to murder him, so he decided best not.

Today was the day. The day he was excited to get over and done with. Tonight, after work he was meeting with Sakura and Hinata to finally tell them about his relationship with Sasuke.

He wasn’t sure how they would take it, but it had been 3 months since the divorce and he didn’t want to stretch it out anymore. On top of that Kakashi was draining them of their money to keep his mouth shut, which was starting to have a heavy toll on Naruto’s bank account.

Naruto looked over to Sasuke slowly bent down and kissed his warm cheek, earning him a mumbled grunt. He slipped out of bed and headed for his daily morning shower.

As he walked down the grey corridor that lead him to his shower he started liking the colour of the blank grey walls. He wasn’t sure if the colour had grown on him or if it was due to him moving out next week with Sasuke which made him feel sad of letting go of this shitty apartment.

He entered the bathroom, hissing as his feet hit the cold tiled floors. He reached for the water tap turning it on, making sure that it was going to be blistering hot when he got in.  He turned around to find his towel whist simultaneously ripping off his clothes.

As he stepped into the shower he knew he was no longer alone.

“Sasuke, you do know I am not a private peep show?” “Well you certainly are a sight to look at.” Naruto chuckled lightly. He loved this. He loved waking up with Sasuke, talking to him in the morning, being with him through every mundane daily morning routine.

“Well are you going to just look at me you perv? Or are you coming in the shower?

“Tch, like you even need to ask.”


Naruto made two coffees to go, pouring 5 times the amount of sugar in one and leaving the other as bitter as possible. He handed Sasuke his dark coffee and grabbed the house keys and hurried his sleepy boyfriend out the door.

Sasuke had yet accustomed to Naruto’s morning time, but seeming as he refused to let Naruto go to work alone he had to face the pain of waking up before the sun rose.

It surprised Naruto how normal it felt to have Sasuke in his life, it felt more natural than anything else his ever done. The mundane task at home didn’t seem so boring anymore, going grocery shopping turned into balls of laughter and staying home on the weekends had become his most treasured past times.

Naruto was happy, after so many years he finally reached happiness. His heart had been filled with joy over the past few months, something it wasn’t very used to.

Naruto and Sasuke walked in silence, each blissfully happy in each other’s company. Naruto looked over to Sasuke never truly being satisfied with a glance, wishing he could stare for hours and get away with no one noticing.

He had never seen Sasuke so at ease before, he usually had a smirk on his face when they were together which made every part of Naruto warm up like he had just taken a sip of hot tea.

Naruto was not only glad for his own happiness but it brought him joy seeing Sasuke finally opening up, being kinder and happier instead of dark and moody all the time. Naruto started giggling to himself thinking about how much Sasuke has changed over the last few months.

“What are you laughing about dobe?”

“Oh, nothing.”

“What? Tell me, or I might have to chidori your ass.”

“Hm, I just think your becoming soft Uchiha I don’t think he have threatened to kill anyone in the last month.”


“Oh, I know you’re not.”

“Gross, get your head out of the gutters.”

Naruto and Sasuke spent the entire time laughing about Sasuke becoming soft. But in reality Naruto knew Sasuke was changing for the better and he was beyond happy that Sasuke also found his happy place.

Before Naruto and Sasuke reached the door that lead into the Hokage tower Naruto stopped.

This was the same place were Sasuke and himself confessed everything, that night was seared into Naruto’s brain. He remembered Sasuke standing where he was and himself at the door trying to convince himself to not be happy. He was thankful to that night, if it weren’t for 20 plus drinks he wouldn’t be standing here today looking at his boyfriend.

“Hey teme!”


“I love you.”

Sasuke was obviously trying to hide his smile. But the Sasuke who stood here today no longer needed a reason to suppress his feelings, so he decided to let it out.

Naruto was hit with a sight of pure perfection, Sasuke smiling amongst glistening stars which brightly sparkled around Sasuke, illuminating him against the rest of the world. He could never stop loving that man and no matter how long they were together he knew he would fall for that smile every time.


Naruto entered his office with Sasuke not far behind. It was strange that his happiness had flowed into work. He no longer found the long nights and the overbearing paper work so hard and the reason was walking in right now with the most beautiful smile he has ever seen.

Since he started dating Sasuke he found he couldn’t get rid of him, nor did he want to. Sasuke spent most days helping Naruto if he didn’t have to be with his chunin team which Naruto never heard the end off.

Sasuke would constantly whine that he hated baby sitting and as much as Naruto tried to convince him that he was modelling the future generation, Sasuke still showed no sign of actually giving a crap.

Every other night Naruto would go spend time with his kids, he always had some crazy adventures planned for the evening and each night was a new night. Naruto didn’t let Sasuke off the hook for being literally one of the worst dads in existent, so Sakura was met with a big surprised when she saw Sasuke at her door after a night of Naruto pushing him to go. It seemed like everything was working out for the best with Naruto and Sasuke together.

Not only is Naruto getting his work done quicker and was ten times more productive at work with Sasuke around. He also spent more time with his children and was developing a tighter bond with both of them. Sasuke in the other hand was also improving in the father department, surprisingly going to see Sarada and Sakura more than once in a week now.

Naruto had been glowing in the past months and people started to notice his change of behaviour and nature. The village was more surprised to find out Sasuke had a heart and his change in nature was being well received by pretty much everyone besides close friends who were wildly suspicious about his calm and nearly gentle nature. The only one who wasn’t suspicious was Kakashi because he knew exactly why both of them where in such high spirits.


Naruto looked out his window, the day was beautiful, the sky crystal blue with a few scattered clouds. The streets where beginning to burst back to life with bakers and chefs starting up their ovens. A few ninja’s and early risers where wondering the streets greeting each other amongst the village.

Naruto felt a loving warm sensation caress him, weaving his arms around his lower stomach. A gentle kiss stroked his cheek.

“Sasuke you know Kakashi will be here in literally 2 minutes?”

“So? Torture him a little bit, why not?”

“Your evil, you know that?” Sasuke let out a deep chuckle.

Naruto turned around and kissed Sasuke deeply, bitting his lower lip to tease to tease him a little.

“Hey, calm down. Don’t tease me like that baka.”

“What you can’t handle me Uchiha?”

Sasuke let out a low growl. “I hate you.”

Naruto couldn’t handle how much he loved this man in every possible way. “I love you too.”

Naruto picked up Sasuke and lowered him onto the Hokage table. Steadily wrapping his hands around his darkened locks.

He brought Sasuke an inch away from his lips and whispered “I will never let you go again, you know that?”

“Hmph”, Sasuke grumbled in the midst of bighting back Naruto’s lips.

Naruto harshly pushed his lips onto Sasuke’s wanting to taste everything he could, he was started to lose control.

“Ahem…If I wanted a porno I would have stayed at home.”

Both Naruto and Sasuke let out a chuckle. They loved torturing Kakashi seeming as they were still paying him to keep his mouth shut. Recently they had been juicing the fact that Kakashi can’t tell and every morning they would purposely try and act raunchy to piss him off.

“Hey Kakashi, you’re so early, I was about to pound Uchiha hard on the table. Shame.”

Sasuke’s eyes widened looking at Naruto with confusion. “You where?”

“No Baka, unless you want me to?”

Kakashi walked towards them and slammed him palm on the table. “NO! I will kill you two.”

“Okay, okay sensei.” Naruto winked at Kakashi and let Sasuke get down from the table.

“Okay team, let’s get to it. We have a lot of work to do and me and Sasuke have to be out of here by 7.”

Kakashi raised a questioning eyebrow “what for?”

“Well let’s just say after tonight you can no longer bride us.”

“GOD DAMMIT! But there is a new book I want.”

Sasuke answered dryly “what a shame.”


The clock had seemed like it was going 5 times the speed, Naruto wanted time to rehearse what he was going to say to Hinata and Sakura, but before he knew it the clock was already reaching 7pm.

“Okay good job team! Let’s pack up or me and Sasuke are going to be late.”

Kakashi yawned and slowly started moving the packs of paper back to the table “but if you go, that means I won’t be able to bribe you anymore, so I am going to move slowly.”

Sasuke darkly chuckled, “oh Kakashi this is going to be fun, no more bribing bullshit.”

Naruto looked over to the two bickering children and questioned how both these men where over 12 years old.

Naruto made 5 clones which got the job done in 2 seconds, “you guys kept acting like children and weren’t actually doing anything about cleaning up, so I just did it for you.”

Naruto raised his eyebrows in annoyance and folded his arms in the best father figure position possible.

“Okay Sasuke if you are done arguing with Kakashi we have somewhere to be.”


Kakashi laughed at Sasuke, whilst pulling out a book.

“I would kill you if it were up to me” Sasuke hissed back at Kakashi’s childish laughter.

“Okay, off we go. Bye Kakashi, oh and be here at 6 am to start the paper work as punishment for being mean to my boyfriend.”

“Hey! That’s not fair!”

“UH! Hokage orders.”

Sasuke was mildly amused by this whole scene, “Sasuke I will kick you in the face next time.”

“Come get me grandpa” Sasuke taunted back.

Naruto pushed Sasuke out and left Kakashi standing in the Hokage’s room threating to ninja kick the shit out of Sasuke. As Naruto closed the door he let out an irritated sigh.

“You two act like your 12, next time I’m going to kick the both of you.”

“Hah, like you can take me on.”

Naruto looked at Sasuke with a cheeky and challenging look, “next week? Training grounds, let’s do it.”

“Oh, it is on Uzumaki.”

“For now, let’s think about our plan of attack for this dinner.”

“Oh yer. What about I’m gay I have the hots for your ex-husband and we have been together for 3 months. Sound good?”

Naruto just let out a frustrated sigh, he knew this was going to be all on him. Passive and effective communication was something Sasuke never mastered and from that dismal answer he was still shit at it.

“You know what, let me do the talking.”

“Haha, sounds perfect.”

Sasuke stuck out his tongue cheekily at Naruto and then grabbed Naruto’s hand down the hallway. From today onwards they have no reason to hide their relationship and Sasuke was going to use this freedom to show the entire world Naruto was finally his.

“Teme are you going to hold my hand the whole way there?”


“Alrighty then, prepare for stares galore.”


Naruto’s premonition was correct, on their way to dinner everyone who saw Naruto and Sasuke holding hands had either started crying, screaming or their faces looked like they had unnaturally contorted to allow their jaws to fall to the ground.

Some people had enough courage to come up to both of them and ask what was going on, once they heard the news they congratulated both of them and gave Natuto a big hug.

No one came near Sasuke unless it was a slight tap of congratulations on the shoulder. Half the village was still scared of him and were still afraid of getting beaten up. Most of the village women and teens ended up crying over the fact Naruto was taken again, which Sasuke evilly snickered at.

Naruto let go of Sasuke’s hands as soon as the restaurant was in sight, “sorry teme, but I don’t think we should go in holding hands.”

“Tch, your right. Alright let’s do this.”

Naruto nodded his head looked at Sasuke lovingly and walked forward with his head held high.


Naruto and Sasuke where sitting on one side of the table whilst Hinata and Sakura were sitting on the other. They decided to not talk about anything serious until the meal was over and everyone had gone through at least 2 rounds of drinks.

Both Hinata and Sakura had confused and worried looks when Naruto said they had big news but they were going to wait till the end of the meal to tell them.

After everyone had finished there second round of drinks Sakura couldn’t hold it in anymore.

“Okay, if you don’t tell us what this news is now I am going to explode, what the hell is happening?”

Naruto looked at Sasuke, steadied his breathe. He tried to calm his heart which was echoing in his ear drums.

“Well, um…”

Naruto struggled to express the words he was trying to say. He felt a loving hand wrap around his knee and saw Sasuke’s firm hand supporting his every breath.

“Well, this is going to be quite difficult to process and I really want you two to have an open mind.”

Both Sakura and Hinata nodded with worried creases covering their foreheads.

“Me and Sasuke are actually dating and we have been for a while now, we kind of feel in love. I know this might be strange, but both of us can’t stop the way we feel towards each other.”

Naruto took in another breath feeling is adams apple burn from the level of stress he felt.

“I Love him so much and I’m finally so happy, I just…”

“Please don’t hate us, we want all of us to be happy and ultimately I would love to join both of our families together so we can be happy all together.”

Naruto waited for something, anything. But the room was dead quiet, all that could be heard was the noise from the restaurant outside their private room. The hurrying feet of waitresses and the chatter and laughter from dinners echoed into their rooms.


Sakura had an astonished look on her face, tears started to fill her eyes.

“Wow! Guys, I am so happy for you.”

A huge wave of relief washed over Naruto’s shoulders. Sakura got up and went to hug Sasuke tightly.


Naruto was trying to see Hinata behind Sakura who was coming closer for a hug. All he could see was her face completely red, her eyes swelling up. Her facial expression seemed like it had just seen death, she barely looked like she was breathing or blinking for the matter.

Hinata got up quickly, “if you please excuse me”.

Hinata ran out and slammed the door behind her. Naruto felt like the tightness come back to his chest and shoulders.

He looked at Sasuke who had a worried look glazed over his face.

“Should I?”

Naruto stood up “no let me.”

He felt a hot liquid fill his heart, he hadn’t felt this sensation in a while. This overbearing feeling of sadness and pain, he thought he wouldn’t have to face it again. As he walked out the door, he heard Sakura energetically talking to Sasuke about him, he wished it could have been this easy with Hinata.

In the back of his mind he knew it wasn’t going to be, Sakura has known for years Sasuke was gay, Hinata in the other hand had a husband who she assumed was straight till right now.

Naruto quickly ran out the restaurant, looking up and down the street. Tears now filling his eyes, muscles clenching harshly within his chest. His breathe was unsteady, his pulse unbalanced. “HINATA!!!!”

Long Will The World Remember

May your sorrows be few
your blessings many
may abundance flow through you
as a river
to quench the parched throats
of all those who of hope haven’t any
may your courage face adversity
armed with but love and a winning smile
even if the unaware should dislike
and perhaps as well despise you
do not return their dark imaginings
for that you know was never your style
equally greet misfortune and gain
be compassionate to all who pass your way
and though
*you’re only dancing on this earth for a short while
walk your own path, follow your heart
and long will the world remember you loved
and lived well this day

*Oh very young
What will you leave us this time
You’re only dancing on this earth for a short while
- Cat Stevens Oh Very Young

I know, I know, my tumblr rarely have activity and I basicly switch fandom everytime I log in but…

I’m serious, I’m dead serious, I love Tsubasa and @completeoveranalysis ‘s liveblog. Now everyday I have something to look forward to and I swear their liveblog is GOLD!

So I’m just gonna give them (I hope the tagging works) a congrats picture since I cannot thank people properly in english *looks away* so this is my way of “Thank you, please continue and never stop” (lol)

But, Seriously, Thank you.

/is it gonna always be Fai pic?/


/What do you mean you want someone else?/

/No, I’m absolutely not drawing Fai because I’m bias—/

anonymous asked:

Could I have some dialogue prompts between two brothers who were close as kids, but enemies as adults? One's quiet and kind while the other one's arrogant and cruel. Could you do this please?

My pleasure!

1. “What happened to you?”

“What-what happened to me? Are you serious? You’re going to sit there, looking all innocent, and pretend you don’t know?”

2. “We were best friends!”

“We were never friends, idiot. You only thought we were.”

3. “I need your help.”

“My help? After everything that happened, you come crawling to me, begging for help? Why would I ever help you?”

4. “I miss you. I miss seeing you every day.”

“Check my Instagram.”

5. “Why would you do this? Why now?”

“Because I can. Because you can’t stop me.”

6. “Guess I know why you’re still single. Couldn’t get anyone to stay, could you?”

“Please, can’t we try to be civil?”

“You always were kind of hopeless when it came to stuff like this.”

“You used to help me.”

7. “If you think I’ve forgiven you, guess again.”

“Forgiven me for what? I didn’t do anything.”

“You did everything.”

I hope these help!


Graduation Day

Kaia never did see Morgan after the Event, not that she would have apologised… she deserved it. 

Anyway graduation day finally came and Kaia and Teddy were ready to move on to the next phase of their lives… what was next? careers? marriage, children? Who knew what the future would hold. Teddy had an interview lined up in San Myshuno to begin his political career, while Kaia was due to start her new job in a week. Aleah and Xavier stayed in Windenberg. Aleah got a job in PR and Xavier as a tech Guru. 

can we all just imagine Super Virgin Prince Sidon

everyone loves him and hes supposed to be this sex god who everyone wants to fuck but just imagine him going bright red (redder?) and stuttering and not knowing what to do and hes never seen anotherperson naked before and hes jsut , ,, , , ghghg ,, ,h,

anonymous asked:

Vampire Prompt Here! I love the ones you gave! Can I get some serious ones too?

I’m so glad you like them!! :D And sure! Take two.

1. “This isn’t what I wanted.”

2. “Can you fix me? Please, tell me you can fix me.”

3. “You don’t understand. I never feel more alive than when the sunlight hits my face, warming me to my soul. I can’t lose that.”

4. “I’m scared. Is that what you want to hear? I’m terrified. I never asked for this, and now I don’t know how to make it stop.”

5. “I’m starting to crave blood. I can’t-I can’t be around you anymore. I’m too scared of what I could do to you.”

6. “My family… They don’t deserve this. Maybe I do, but not them.”

7. “Don’t tell me you trust me, like that’s supposed to fix anything. You CAN’T trust me. That’s the point.”

8. “I haven’t told anyone else. I couldn’t keep it from you, though. Never you.”

9. “I’ll protect you. That’s the one advantage to all of this: I’ll be stronger. Faster. I’ll never have to let anyone hurt you again.”

10. “Somehow, even with everything, you make me feel safe. Like, as long as you’re around, I won’t lose control. I won’t hurt anyone.”

I hope these help! :D

Teaching To Love Again Teacher Bucky AU - Part 5

Pairing: Bucky Barnes x OFC (Alice Manning)

Rating: General

Genre: Fluff, Romance, slight angst

Word Count: 915

Plot: When single mother Alice goes to meet her daughter’s first teacher for a parent/teacher conference, but things do not go as planned. She hopes to never have to see Mr. Barnes ever again, but life has other ideas for Alice and Bucky.

Part 1, Part 2, Part 3, Part 4,

Originally posted by sadie96dr3amz

Alice sits in her car, staring at the apartment complex where her daughter and mother are waiting for her to get in. They are waiting to hear about how her conference with Mr. Barnes went. She knows that Katie will be excited to know what she thought of her teacher. There is no way she can look her little girl in her big blue eyes and say she thinks Mr. Barnes is a grade A jackass.

Clearing her throat, Alice wipes her face of all trace of tears, checking the mirror to make sure her eyes weren’t puffy and red. She did not need to go in there and it be a dead giveaway that she spent the drive home crying. Now if she could just figure out what to say to Katie about meet that ass hat.

‘Now or never, better get it over with.’

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muchachadeningunaparte  asked:

I felt Baz arms wrapping my waist from behind...

“BAZ, WHAT IN MORGANA’S NAME DO YOU THINK YOU’RE DOING,” I screeched, whipping around and shoving Simon’s vampire off. 

He stared down at me blankly, the smell of mulled wine from the holiday party hovering around him like a cloud as he finally realized I am not, in fact, Simon. 

“Bunce,” he said haughtily, swaying slightly on his feet. “Where is my boyfriend?”

“Off drinking his weight in rumchata with Micah, and I just hope you know I’ll never let you forget that you once embraced me lovingly.”  

Send me the first line of a fic and I’ll write the next five!

There was never an us,
For we cannot be together,
For in the eyes of many,
You are in love with someone,
And that someone’s not me.

There was never an us,
For I have to hide from them,
Seems like a secret love song,
For things may get worst,
And you cannot handle that.

There was never an us,
For we can’t work things out,
You allow your insecurities,
Eat your heart out,
When you know me so well.

There can never be an us,
For I am not the one you need,
Maybe you do,
But what is the truth?
What do you really feel?

There can never be an us,
‘Cause even if know each other,
Long enough now,
You still see things the same,
And trust is the main issue.

Even if, there can be an US,
Chances are, we will fail again,
For love itself wasn’t enough,
For trust itself is scarce,
US? No. We were never be.

anonymous asked:

I'm afraid because I think this lucky thing will end someday, but I got so used to it I don't think I'll be able to start DOING SOMETHING with my life. Like, education? What am I going to do after? Everyone says it doesn't work like that, and if my whole life was built on coincidences, there is a chance I'll just starve accidentally, won't sleep enough and just die, etc. I know I'm pretty pathetic without that luck, and I'm very afraid of the future, I don't know how to start - crazy life anon

Well, it seems to me that you are hyper aware of what you are afraid of. It’s not too late to start doing exactly what you say you don’t do now then? Start to put effort into what you think you’ve never had and secure this success instead of ever gotta worry it’ll one day disappear! Never too late, even if some shit really did happen then it’s a good life lesson to learn. 

anonymous asked:

PSA please don't touch people in cosplay. One time I went time square dressed as Anna and had 5 people all come up to me and hug me tightly without permission and one of them even kissed me and said I love you like a fucking creep. Now who were these people you might ask. They were all grown ass adult who are paid to be mascot and take pictures with people! What the fuck!? Them of all people should know not to do that shit. I hope I never see those creeps again!

Mamamoo Reaction To Cheating And Getting Caught

Solar: When you got home and heard loud moans on the other side of the door you would already know what was happening. You would caught her in the act. That would hurt you in a extreme level and Yongsun only realized that when she saw you cursing and storming around your living room. She would feel so guilty and would probably feel like the worst person in the world for doing that to you. It would hurt her so much to see you cry and to know that she caused that. She would never forgive herself.

Originally posted by wheeinthisish

Moonbyul: It would break your heart in a thousand of pieces when you opened the door from the dressing room she was for a show there and found her in the middle of a make out session with another girl. Moonbyul at first wouldn’t realize what she has done to you, so she wouldn’t try to make excuses or go after you to try to explain anything. She would wait for you to come back. But when she noticed that you weren’t coming back she went after you. And when she found you sitting on the floor crying she would recognize the shit she’s done.

Originally posted by chunghasluv

Hwasa: She would be shocked to see you standing at the door staring at her and the girl that she was cheating you with. She would have nothing to say. The only thing she would feel would be guilt and sorrow. She would probably try to apologize but she knew that none of the excuses explained the reason why she cheated on you. All she could do was watch while the person she loved the most walk away from her life.

Originally posted by moomoocentral

Wheein: You wouldn’t caught her in the act but she wouldn’t bear the guilt eating her inside. So she would tell you everything about it and would totally understand if you never forgive her again. She would see you cry and curse at her and she would feel like she just joined the trash club known as cheaters. She would be ashamed of herself for doing that to you.

Originally posted by wheestle

No amount of hate in the tags or calling someone disgusting, telling them you wish them to be hurt or anything else will ever stop people from shipping something. You will not “educate” them or “make them see the light". They see it, they know their fictional interest might not always translate into something acceptable in reality. Other times they see what is your personal opinion on adult behavior and know that it does not matter, adults can do as they please with other adults. They accept that. We explore things in fiction, it happens all the time if you look at media and games.

There is a huge franchise for assassinating people, we don’t go out doing that. There are books containing things you rally against but never speak a word about. These things will never simply vanish by telling people on the internet that they are disgusting. Many times, artists of all kinds will do things out of spite, just to make those talking down to them angrier by doing what is not wanted of them. They feel that much more inclined just because someone insulted them.

There are better things to be an anti for, better uses of your time. Donate money to charities for victims. Spread info about help groups/lines. Educate others on safe internet browsing. We are not required to cater to you just because you insult us, we do our best to make things avoidable. Spend time helping rather than being pointless.

I haven’t figured out why I really want in life. I thought I knew it for a long time. Sadly, it’s not what I want that was instilled in me. I thought, it would be okay because they know best. I even forced myself to love it which caused my failure. I don’t know how to say it, but I’m not happy anymore.

With that, I never knew what’s the best for me. I don’t know where I’m best at. I don’t even know if I’m good at something. I wasn’t allowed to explore my life and a big part of me is missing, I can feel that. In exchange of the wisdom and discipline that I have right now, I am not happy.

And ever since, that’s what I like to do. Get out of my box. Explore. Travel. Meet new people. Be blessed and be a blessing to others.