never help anyone

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There is a sacred bond between those who watch volleyball together…

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Today I found out that as a fanartist I was probably given too much power

(14/2 is Yamagata’s birthday and 15/2 is Kinoshita’s and I was drawing them for it and then I wondered)

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Save him. Don’t think anyone else is going to save him, because there isn’t anyone. It’s up to you. Save him. But I do think you’re going to need a little bit of help with that, because you’re not exactly good with people, so here’s a few things you need to know about the man we both love. And more importantly, what you’re going to need to do to save him. John Watson never accepts help. Not from anyone, not ever. But here’s the thing - he never refuses it. So, here’s what you are going to do. You can’t save John, because he won’t let you. He won’t allow himself to be saved. The only way to save John is to make him save you. Go to hell, Sherlock. Go right into hell and make it look like you mean it.

IF WE GET THE SECOND STYDIA KISS TO EVER EXIST IN THE SAME PLACE THE FIRST STYDIA KISS HAPPENED–IF WE MAKE THAT FULL CIRCLE–I WILL SELF DESTRUCT IN A BRILLIANT FLASH OF WHITE LIGHT AND MY ASHES WILL FLY TO THE SKY TO SPELL STYDIA IN THE STARS.

The cherik fandom is so wide and varied. We have writers and artists who all believe in different head canons and try out different tropes is so many ways. Sometimes we don’t all agree on everything but I just want to delight in the one thing every single member of the cherik fandom agrees upon:


Erik has a big dick.

Before it was killed, the Nightmare managed to damage Garrett’s memory. For a brief few days, he remembered nothing at all, not even his own name or who anyone was. Needless to say, Fenris was terrified when all he got from his husband was a very blank look and ‘who are you?’ when he went to tell him off for throwing his life away.

Eventually his memory began to recover with the help of his friends and family, but in places there are gaps where there shouldn’t be. So the others help to fill in the gaps with stories, dramatic retellings and Varric being told off for exaggerating or outright lying again. Fenris in particular is intensely dedicated to helping Garrett’s mind and memory heal for obvious reasons. If Garrett is uncertain if he’s recalling a certain memory correctly, he asks Fenris, and Fenris tells him if it’s real or not real.

Because Fenris never had anyone help his mind to heal. He never had anyone help him recover what was take away from him. Fenris lost everything because no one cared if he could remember the love of his mother, or the games he played with his sister. He lost everything because no one cared, and he’ll never allow that to happen to Garrett.

This time last year, I’d become depressed as everything that was happening in my life at that time had completely overwhelmed me. I’d lost motivation to do anything, giving up on my studies and even eating or sleeping properly. I’d fall asleep so late every night consumed by my thoughts, and I felt so isolated and alone physically and emotionally. I was lost, empty and hopeless.
While I was going through honestly one of the hardest times of my life, I often felt despairing and as though I’d never feel anything but numbness again. But I never gave up hope in Allah, and prayed endlessly for Him to give me peace in my heart.  It literally fills me with so much joy to think about how far I’ve come since then, how much happiness is in my life now, and how much stronger and wiser I am. Alhamdulillah, truly. 

I was in seventh grade

and I said no to a boy who asked me out

it was my first time getting asked out

I wondered why all the girls were jealous


In high school I always wondered 

what point there was to my friends dating 

just to break up months later


Tenth grade a boy asked me out

I didn’t see any point

He didn’t know me, I didn’t know him

I declined multiple times

even after he gave me a bouquet of roses

even after I agreed to go to prom as friends


By senior year that same boy and I became best friends

and once again he asked me out

this time I said yes

since we’ve already gotten so close I thought I’d give it a shot

but I didn’t want to ever do boyfriend/girlfriend things with him

I was annoyed when he would walk me to class

it was out of his way and so it was illogical

I declined to go out on a date on valentines day

I never even kissed him

so I told him I liked it better when we were just friends


My family would always ask when I was going to get a boyfriend

strangers would ask if I had a boyfriend

I never did

I never wanted one

I never felt like I needed one


By college I had figured out I was attracted to both guys and girls

I found all genders beautiful

but only if they were aesthetically pleasing

my friends would call me shallow

they would say that I was horrible 

when I would tell them I only wanted to marry for money

and not for love


I was at a party and we played spin the bottle

I was nervous because it was my first time kissing

but when we kissed

I felt nothing

it wasn’t that great

and I couldn’t wait till the game was over


One night I was sitting in the car with my friend

she said that she didn’t mind being single 

and I agreed with her

then she asked,

“but don’t you ever feel like it would be nice to have a boyfriend?”

I didn’t agree with her

I’ve always been content with being with myself  


It hasn’t been until now that I realized that I am an 

Aromantic Asexual

I wish I would have known what that was in seventh grade

instead of growing up thinking there was something wrong with me

my whole life I felt different and like an outsider

my whole life I felt awful


When I finally learned that I was an Aro Ace

I felt so relieved

there were other people that felt the same as me

I wasn’t alone

I was happy


But when I expressed this to my friends

they told me it was because I’ve never really been with anyone yet

that I wasn’t ready for a relationship

they felt sorry for me and tried reassuring me that I’ll find someone someday

they missed my point

they thought I was upset that I felt like this

that I don’t have romantic or sexual feelings 

but what made me upset was that they didn’t understand

that this is who I am 

and I was happy


It is important for people to understand 

that there are different types of sexualities

so kids growing up don’t think that there is something wrong with them

that others can understand what that person is going through

that it is normal for people to be like that and to feel that way

I wish I would’ve understood that 

and I wish my friends understood that


It would have made my life so much better

If there is one positive thing I can say about the life I’ve had, it’s that it made me a better person.
As much as I wish I’d had the happy carefree life everyone else seems to have had, I have to admit that it’s made me who I am – for the better, not just the worse.
Every time I’ve been knocked down I’ve gotten back up and it’s a strength I gained from never having anyone to help me. So now when I see someone else who’s down and out, I offer them a compassionate hand because I know how it feels and I believe that in their darkest moments nobody should ever be alone.
Empathy is a gift and I share it with others, but it’s a gift that comes with a terrible price that only those who possess it know… Because to empathize with someone’s pain, you need to have experienced it yourself and that is the hidden price that compassionate people have paid to be who they are.
So as much as I wouldn’t want to go back and relive them all again, I wouldn’t undo my life’s painful experiences either because I know that ultimately I wouldn’t be the same person without them.
—  Ranata Suzuki | Life makes you or breaks you

remember when natsume cried himself to sleep because he was so happy kitamoto and nishimura care about him and he cares about them so much and he just wants to keep them safe forever,, i’m crying i love their friendship

If someone ever loves me romatically I don’t think I would get over the fact that they deserve someone better.
—  momamomami // I mean look at me, I’m a monster

“Hey, it’s okay not to like yourself. I don’t think there is anyone who genuinely does.

But I do hope that you will love yourself. Because when you love something, you accept all of them, their imperfections and their wonderments… You are who you are and that’s special.”

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And now I want brimstone
In my garden
I want roses
Set on fire