never doing this again lol


04/01  Happy Birthday, Zen!


“You’re in your element.”

Holby City, 18x36 Missing You Already


WIFEYYYYY yes you are my number one ofc (i better be yours i swear i will punch you if im not) !! but brian and jaebum be my #0 HAHAH :P omg okay so im gonna be cheesy bc i hate you ksldsa thank you so much for always being there for me to scream whenever brian acts like a butt (which is most of the time lol) i love how our urls and icons are practically matching although i had to point it out to you u butt i love your obsession w brian’s hands bc i know im not a weirdo when i remember your fetish :-) but in all honesty im rlly grateful for you S/O TO OUR BOI BRI FOR BRINGING US TOGETHER YO i want to write more cute things but i’d probably be disgusted so,,,,,, stay gross :”))))

send me a number and i’ll write you smth!! 


  • please reply on this post (please don’t spam my askbox and messages, i won’t look at them) with a character (does NOT have to be ML!!)
  • to have some variety, im only going to be doing each character ONCE, even if i get multiple requests for the same character
  • i’ll be posting daily drawings on my twitter (@baraschino), and i’ll post a batch of drawings after each week here on tumblr!
  • all requests are welcome! any character any series! thank you everyone who submits a request, and sorry ahead of time if i don’t pick yours to draw! love you all<33

2.22.16 // Highlights this past week: utilizing the “power hour” concept and being successful (yay!), deleting my Facebook app and only allowing myself 5 minutes of use every day (highly recommend), and visiting my little sister! Thanks for all the music recommendations and wishes for a fun & safe trip 😊✨

anyone else noticed the trend here on tumblr of worshipping certain famous women for like a couple months and there being serious hype for them and then like a month later everyone’s ripping into them and talking about how much they hate them

Anon Requested

Follow Forever.
I’ve never actually done this, it just never crossed my mind, but a very nice Anon requested to see who inspires me, so I’m going to try my best. 

Also, it is VERY VERY long.  [Seriously, VERY VERY long.]
You can use ctrl-f to find yourself…maybe? ;-;
I could’ve just added everyone’s names but I wanted to write a little on each one, or most everyone.
Sorry if I didn’t write about you, but you’re still great in my book guys.
All of you. <3 <3 <3

[I only wrote because I am seriously never doing this again, lol, so once and only time here]
IF IF IF IF I forgot you, I am beyond sorry. Just let me know or something. I’m tired. It’s midnight, and I just wrote all of this and did I mention I’m tired? 

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Top 9 Sui/Han Programs (in no particular order)

Spanish Romance | Champagne | Samson & Delilah
Painted on My Heart | Stray Cat Strut | Terracotta Warrior
Francesca da Rimini | Plants vs. Zombies | La Strada

Fic Author Self Rec

heyyyyy so i was tagged by @karamelised, @fukcinglouis, @suddenclarityharry, and @londonfoginacup so i decided i should stop putting this off and actually get to it.  lol  so when you’re tagged in this you’re supposed to rec your favorite five fics you’ve written and explain why and this is SOOOO HARDDDD but i will do my best.  so here we go (in no particular order):

*The Long Way Home - so this one is kinda cheating, because it’s a series.  however, that being said, the series word total still only comes to 2003 words, so it’s actually kinda debatable as to whether it even counts as a series.  anyway, this made the list, because i’m so attached to it and yet no one ever reads it haha  anyway, it’s the closest i’ve ever come to angst and pain i think, and it all started because i was reading tkg poetry and one suddenly had this really sad and pained version of harry screaming at me and wanting his story told.  so i did.  anyway, i love it a lot.

*(Make You Want To) Scream - i feel like this is cheating a little too, because only the first part is posted, but the rest is written!  i promise!  my beta and brit pick are just super busy and i only finished writing it like…yesterday or something.  BUT while i feel like the second part of it might suck (and i probably only feel that way because @gettingaphdinlarry hasn’t kicked my ass into gear yet lol, she truly is the best), this was one of the hardest fics i’ve written.  i had such a difficult time going through and writing in a way that was clear but also expressing the various difficulties that might be had with inhabiting someone else’s body, much less someone you don’t know and it turns out you’re hella attracted to.  so it was a lot of fun while still flippin hard and i just kinda love it and can’t wait for you to read the rest.

*Who Tells Your Story - this is the fic i’m probably most proud of period and that i love the most out of all my fic babies.  or at least i love it the most so far.  this fic started as one thing and then turned into another and you guys, i hate research, but i actually researched for this fic!  and i had a lot of fun crafting the narrative and having it be larry but not like…only and completely about them.  i also had a blast creating fizzy and the rest of the crew that kinda surrounded louis for the fic and it was just a fun time to write it while also doing what i could to make sure the tone was right.  it was a good time.

*(Won’t You) Stay to the A.M. - so…apparently i can take a prompt that involves famous actor louis and homeless harry and make it pretty much pure fluff.  did you know that was possible?  i didn’t until it happened.  i didn’t even realize it was that fluffy because i still did what i could to make it have plot and conflict and resolution and stuff, but it was.  it ended up being super fluffy shit.  but i also was able to work experimental theater in central park into the fic, so yeah.  and i kinda based harry’s situation on daveed diggs.  so really i took a prompt and made it freaking self-indulgent fluff and yet somehow people still loved it.  which really doesn’t explain why i love it so much?  i’m really bad at this challenge, guys.  i think i have failed.

*Against His Better Judgement - this one…i loved but then i tried reading it again a few months ago and seriously cringed because it was painful for me to read it and it was then that i realized if i ever want to continue to love my fics, i need to never read them again.  lol  i do love this one though because the jane austen loving english major that will always be a huge part of me just can’t let my pride and prejudice au go so here it is.  plus, i mean, i put louis in booty shorts singing bootylicious during karaoke at a costume party.  can’t really go wrong with that, right?

i’m pretty sure everyone and their mom has already been tagged for this and no one actually made it through reading all the way to the end, but imma give it a try anyway!  so i tag @alienproof, @laynefaire, @hazzabooween, @andyouknowitis, @gloriaandrews, @wubwubnparmaham, @haloeverlasting and you.  if you’re reading this and you write fic and you haven’t done this yet, you’re tagged so have at it!

i just had this dream where i had this awesome sword that would light up w blue flames when i said some ‘’’’magic words’’’’!!!!! and then i forgot those ‘’’’’’magic words’’’’ and had to spend the rest of my dream asking ppl what the magic words were 😂😂

In travel news....

I’m still traveling the world one country at a time. I was in Lebanon in late February/Early March. And I’ll be in Portugal and Malta in 2 weeks time. So, I thought I’d share are some of my travel pics from Lebanon and some from my trip to Costa Rica in October. (I haven’t unloaded any pics from my Nikon so all the Lebanon pics are from my iPhone, tho the Costa Rica pics are from a professional photographer)

^This is Byblos, Lebanon. And this was the old castle there. The vie from the top of it was spectacular.^

^Another shot from the top of Byblos Castle.^

^The old Souk in Byblos. I bought so many souvenirs here.^

^A shot of the city of Byblos. I LOVED it there. Of all the places I visited in Lebanon Byblos was my favorite.^

^I believe this is Jounieh. I was driving to Byblos.^

^Downtown Beirut^

^Lebanon from the plane.^

^White water rafting in Costa Rica. This was the most fun yet most terrifying thing I’ve ever done. Everyone on my side of the raft actually fell out at one point. I’m happy I tried it but I’ll never be doing it again! lol

^Ziplining in Costa Rica. This was super fun! And despite being a thousand feet from the ground it wasn’t as scary as I imagined.