Right now you’re crying over him. And I know it hurts, trust me I know that pain. You’re blaming yourself, wondering what you could have done to make him stay. Should you have laughed more, kissed him more, done more.
You couldn’t have done anything to stop him leaving. But I promise you, it’ll get better.
In a year everything will change, the pain will fade, you’ll think about him less. Time will go by and you’ll find yourself laughing again. You’ll be changing and growing into this incredible person he never could have deserved.
Your eyes will shine with happiness not tears.
You will be ok.
You will survive without him.
He will regret letting you go.
Just give it time.
Hibari is the leader of the Namimori Middle Disciplinary Committee. He cannot stand being restrained and absolutely refuses to allow himself to be controlled. Hibari is considered the strongest guardian of the 10th generation.
headcanon: As long as him getting stronger, Sesshomaru also had a late growth spurt during the manga storyline. But his fluffly thing also grew a bit and then he was walking around with Rin and eventually Kohaku who were also getting taller so everything kept proportional enough that for a while no one noticed - they just thought Jaken was getting progressively smaller instead.
No one questioned why Jaken would be shrinking. Not even Jaken.
Well, at leat I tried.
It is my first fanfic in english, so please forgive the mistakes. I’m not used with write in english.
Death isn’t like the stories that the people know.
He isn’t so much of a sadistic, he don’t feel joy while kill, don’t like our pain. He will not be rude when you die. His job is the worst thing that ever happened with him, because he smiles and do anything that needs to be done, even if every death kill him inside. He just don’t show it for anyone. Reaper is kind. But, somehow, he grows to don’t feel anything for his job. He can’t care. If he do, will get crazy.
And I know, you know and he know that Death shouldn’t never let anyone escape from him, c'mon, look at Reaper!Chara, it can’t happen again. And while he looks at Geno it is all he can think: “I don’t want to reap this one, but I can’t let he be corrupted, no Geno”.
Reaper cry. Yes, he cry as he smile, knowing that it is his job. He can’t escape from this. No one can escape from death, not even Death himself. Reaper cries as he enter the Aftertale’s save screen, knowing that one more time death would take one person that Death loves. But, what? Geno don’t has those glitchs anymore. His eyesocket is ok, and don’t has blood in his clothes. He is talking with Papyrus, Sans e Frisk, smiling as he cry. No more pain. No more genocide. He can be happy this time.
And Reaper is just so, so happy that the person whom he loves is ok. He don’t need to kill Geno anymore. But the other skeleton don’t need him anymore, he realizes. Geno has everyone and everything that wanted. And Death smile as he cry, like he always do, and is almost making a portal to Reapertale when Geno see him:
“Uh, yeah, babe?” He turns around, letting his hood hide the tears in his face.
“You came here to kill me this time?”
“… Yes, I did. But everything is alright now. I don’t know how you did it, but now hasn’t that "death’s aura” around you. This means that luckily I don’t need to kill you anymore. Goodbye, Geno.“
"Wait! You’re going to visit me, aren’t you?
Reaper gasped in surprise:
"You want me to go see you? I thought you’re going to be happy now. You don’t need me anymore.”
“Who said I’ve ever need you, you idiot?” Geno blush. “But you’re my friend, AFTER all.”
Death chuckle, his face turning blue.
“So, you want me to go see you sometimes?”
“Uh, yeah. Obviously, bitch. It wouldn’t be so good without you.”
“Oh. Sup.” Death smiles.
And suddenly Geno notices:
“Hey, are you crying?!”
“No! No, I’m not.”
He hides his face with the hood, not even trying to wash the tears. Shit. Shitshitshit. How he forgot to hide his tears? No one need to know, Reaper. You’re just something that everyone hates…
Geno toke Death’s hood from his face, looking seriously at the god. His own face, now not hided by glitchs, looks pretty and strange at same time. It’s like Reaper is looking at a mirror. The same sadness is in Geno’s face, except that now has hope. Reaper blushes. Shit. He knew about his crush on Geno but… Shit.
“Uh, we should do something?” He listen Papyrus saying.
“Shhh, I ship them” Frisk whispers.
“Why are you crying, Reaper?” Geno asks, looking at Death’s eyesockets. “Was you so scared of kill me?”
“Of course I was! I don’t want to kill anyone, and for sure I don’t want to kill you!”
Reaper yell before realizes what said. Blushed lighly.
“Death, do you hate your job?”
“Uh, this isn’t important, babe. Instead of talking about it, what about we go on a date? I know a place and-…”
“This IS importante, you idiot” Geno hugs Reaper, don’t mindind about the god’s surprise. “I do care about you.”
“Awwwww” They listens Frisk whisper.
“You’re so soft today” Reaper tease. “Usually you would just call me ‘bastard’ and punch me.”
“Yeah, those aren’t normal days. And, despite the fact that you ARE a hopeless idiot, I like you. I really, really like you… Like a friend… And, uh, romantic way too”.
He likes Geno too. The skeleton is just too much strong and loyal, even in anger he never said something that he knew would hurt Death. And now he don’t need reap Geno anymore. But, even if he don’t need, he will if touch Geno.
Reaper really want to kiss him. But he can’t. He is death. He don’t know how to heal a broken heart, he can just breakand hurt and kill. He is what he is and it will never change.
A hug is ok, Geno’s arms don’t touch Death’s bones and Reaper’s hands are in his jacket. No direct contact. Even when the mortal toke his hood, he didn’t touck Death’s face.
But a kiss? No. Just a touch and it would kill every hope of Geno gettibg out of save screen.
“I love you, Geno” Death smiles, 'cause this is what he know to do. Break his own heart isn’t so hard when you do this everyday, or this just makes things worst? He don’t know. Death only can think about the agony in his soul. “But I can’t touch you. Never. Or you will be dead or, at least, unhappy. I can deal with distance, but not with your despair.”
Geno blinks, knowing that Reaper is right. He smiles sadly and steps back:
“Just friends, so?”
And Reaper don’t cry. He smile, knowing that his tears would make Geno upset. He contain the pain, the sadness, and smile, and let Geno go. They knows. “Just friends” will not work. Reaper will keep a eyesocket in Geno, but will not show himself. He can’t. And knowing all this, they only smiles.
“Be happy, Geno” he asks. “Please, just be happy.”
Because Death is too kind for his own good.
Geno belongs to @loveofpiggies.
Reaper!Sans belongs to @renrink
YOU GUYS. it’s been exactly TWO YEARS since i remade my old ( read: est. aug. 2011 ) classic!Lara blog, and I honestly couldn’t be more grateful for all the experiences, lessons, and memories that came along with writing this wonderful, volatile idiot — but, most of all, i’m grateful for all the friends i made along the way. so this post is to honor you; my friends, my faves, & everyone i’ve come to know and cherish in the past two years.
@mollv. MY DARLING. we’ve been friends for so long, i honestly can’t remember my life without you in it anymore. you are my strength, most of my impulse control, and the one person i know i can always turn to, no matter what. i love you more than i can put into words, and even though we’ve had our ups and downs, i wouldn’t want to miss you ever again !! you’re my #1 fave, my sister, and the most wonderful writer & darling i know. <3
@femmekill. MY SOSIG. okay but lets be real here for a second. you are such a positive influence on me, your heart is 100% pure and ?? i’m so utterly thankful for all the jokes we shared, all the 4am-conversations, all the input. i love you so, so, so much, and you will always be my sosig — as i will always be your cabig !!
@gunkanjiima/ @barbwiire. MY LIL BAB. well, what can i say ?? you’re absolutely wonderful and i love you to bits. even though we don’t talk that much anymore, you’re one of my absolute faves & one of the most precious & amazing people i know !! never ever change ok ?? <3
@sydas. EDEN !!! you are such a sweetheart, oh m y g o d. and so funny ??? i mean, i don’t think i’ve laughed that much in my entire life. you make me so happy & i’m so so so glad you got Gallie back !! i love you a lot <3
@subsolanus / @speculae. RED!! what can i say ?? you are a darling & an amazing writer, and i’m so utterly glad to have you in my life. you’re absolutely magnificent, and a sensational friend, and i love you to bits and pieces<3