never again will i do one of these based off a tour video

Fifth Harmony

It was the sixth anniversary of Fifth Harmony and what better way of celebrating another milestone in their careers than by singing in front of thousands of people. It wasn’t just any other concert. It was in Madison Square Garden, New York no less. This was their biggest concert by far. Lauren Jauregui, Dinah Jane, Normani Kordei, and Ally Brooke sang and danced to their songs from Reflection, 727, and their self-titled album Fifth Harmony.

My innocence is wearing thin

But my heart is growing strong

So call me, call me, call me

Miss movin’ on, oh-oh-oh (ohhhhh)

Miss movin’ on, oh-oh-oh (on and on and on and on and on)

Miss movin’ on, oh-oh-oh (on and on and on and on, on and on and on and on)

Miss movin’ on, oh-oh-oh (hey… yeah yeah)

Yeah, I’m movin’ on



“Madison square garden thank you so much for having us tonight!” Dinah speaks loudly through her microphone. The crowd goes wild as the four girls move closer towards the centre.

“Tonight is a special night for all of us as you know. Six years of Fifth Harmony and we couldn’t have a better celebration tonight. We started off six years ago with thirty to forty people coming to our mall tours now we have 85,000. This is unbelievable” Normani says with extreme awe at the crowd in front of them. Indeed, through that six years, their fan base has grown bigger.

Ally took her turn to speak. “We’d like to share this special moment with you as we all look back to our journey. So, join us as we view this short video of Fifth Harmony through the years”

All four of them turn around to look at the screen in front. A montage starts playing. None of the girls has seen this video. They knew something would be playing but the management never told them what it would be. A surprise for them as well in some sense. (video would be something like this credits to owner)

As much as they try not to be emotional, they can’t help themselves from tearing up. One drop follows another. The crowd too had tears in their eyes, witnessing the transformation of young dreamers into the pop stars that they are now. Before anyone realises it, Camila appears on screen and cheers can be heard all over the place. Even the girls were quite taken aback by her participation on the montage.

“Thank you so much harmonizers for supporting the group through the years. We won’t be here without you guys. Seriously, thank you so much. I’m so proud of the girls for what they’ve achieved, for their success, and will always be proud of them. To my girls, I will always love you. You are my sisters for life. We may have had our differences but deep in my heart I still love you so much. I will always be a part of Fifth Harmony and you will always be a part of me.” Camila ends her message by blowing a kiss to the camera. The video continues to play, recounting all the awards and achievements they received in their six years together. The last frame ends with simple words, “Thank you Fifth Harmony.”

The girls try to clean up their faces before turning around again to face their fans. Everyone claps their hands for a wonderful video that summed up the years of Fifth Harmony.

Normani is the first to speak amongst the four. “We were five normal girls trying to reach our dreams and here we are today standing proudly on this stage. If not for you, we wouldn’t be here today so, thank you so much harmonizers. I would like to thank our families too for keeping our feet to the ground and protecting us and loving us no matter what. Our dream was very small. It was just an idea of us recording our own songs and maybe one day sing it in our own concert. Then it got bigger and bigger. Our lives did change.”

“We’ve become who we’ve always wanted to be. With you and our families and our team, we’ve gotten something not every fifteen or sixteen-year-old could have. We started touring the world and wherever we were there were people screaming at us. We didn’t know what was happening. You guys are one of the main reasons why we’re still here tonight. My mom, my dad, my siblings, and every one of you thank you all so much. You have truly been amazing.” Lauren says through her tears, her raspy voice sounding even raspier.

“We’ve had our sacrifices our differences but at the end of the day, we made it through the crazy because of you. I believed in myself because you believed in me too, in us. Thank you guys so so much. My family, my relatives, every single one of you, thank you for making everything possible. You made our dreams come true over and over again. We’ve met people the people we’ve met because you lined up in our concerts, bought our albums, you did everything for us. It’s been absolutely incredible.” Dinah blows a kiss after her own words.

Ally then speaks up after the youngest amongst them was done. “The past six years would literally be nothing without you. We’re so blessed to be here in front of such lovely crowd because of your support and love. Thank you, harmonizers. We appreciate what you’ve done for us and you made us realise what we’re doing was something amazing. You’ve supported each and everyone in the group through our ups and downs. Once again thank you so much. And to our families thank you for supporting us in our six years.” Cheers go louder as the tears on the girls’ faces pour down. Smiling through tears is something not easy to do.

Lauren clears her throat as she recomposes herself for her next words. “Sadly, the time has come for us to say goodbye.” Gasps from the fans can be heard all over Madison Square Garden. “Trust me we’re all dreading this” she continued with her voice breaking. “Our lives have changed drastically and it’s very overwhelming. We didn’t know what was happening to us and here we are six years later saying goodbye to it all. It’s not an easy thing, I tell you” Lauren wipes her tears as Dinah comforts her with a side hug.

“This song, this next and last song is very special to each of us in Fifth Harmony. This started everything for us; our dreams, our career, everything. This means so much to us and we hope this would mean something to you too.” Normani introduced their finale song and the melody starts playing as she spoke. “May this song remind everyone of you here right now that everything is possible. That the impossible is possible if you just believe. You believed in us and we got to do everything for six years because of all you here tonight.”

“Madison Square this is ‘Impossible’ and this will be our last memory of Fifth Harmony so make it a good one!” Dinah tried to put the crowd in hype despite her own voice betraying her. Ally shouts “We love you” before they started singing.  


I remember years ago

Someone told me I should take caution when it comes to love

I did


And now when all is done

There is nothing to say

You have gone and so effortlessly

You have won You can go ahead tell them

Tell them all I know now

Shout it from the rooftops

Write it on the skyline

All we had is gone now


Tell them I was happy and my heart is broken

All my scars are open

Tell them what I hoped would be


[Dinah & Normani:]




[Dinah & Normani:]




[Dinah & Normani:]



I remember years ago

Someone told me I should take caution when it comes to love

I did


The song becomes very emotional like every word sang by them is a blade plunge to everyone’s hearts. This their last song and it was their very first song together. This is mainly the reason why all four of them decided to end their journey with the same song that fired up their dreams. It felt…home.

At the end of the song, Lauren, Ally, Normani and Dinah hugged each other just like all their other performances. They broke off their embrace and started speaking again starting with Ally.

“I’m trying my best not to cry but I’m crying.” Ally tries to joke around. “We’re all crying. Lauren’s crying, Dinah’s crying, Mani’s crying, you guys are crying. It’s really hard to hold back our tears tonight, isn’t it? It’s really true when they say ‘as one journey ends, another one begins.’ Fifth Harmony maybe closing its book but four stories will be opening after tonight. Dinah, Normani, Lauren, and I will be braving the world as solo artists but we’ll continue to support each other nevertheless. These three ladies right there are my sisters. Thank you for being my sisters. I’ve had the best time in my life more than you could ever imagine. We’ve literally had so much fun and I couldn’t imagine doing it with someone else. I love you so much ladies and I will always be here for you.” There were a lot of ‘awws’ heard in the audience with Ally’s speech.

Normani followed after with her own words of gratitude. “We started out as strangers from different states and walks of life but we’re ending our story together as sisters. It’s been a wild ride but no matter how fun every ride is; it just has its end. Despite that, I know I would always have these ladies with me. Lauren, Dinah, and Ally, you are the sisters God forgot to give me. Your parents are my parents and my parents are yours. My three best friends in the whole world, thank you so much for our time together. No matter what, regardless of any circumstance you are always in my heart. I am and will always be proud of you. I love you”

Seeing as though they were speaking by age, Lauren took the chance to speak after Normani. “To my sisters Normani, Dinah Jane, and Ally, I love you so much I hope you know that. DJ I’ll miss your annoying arse pranking us 24/7, and Mani I’ll miss your chicken wings cravings, and Allyson Brooke, the sunshine of the group, I will definitely miss your cooking. We’ve spent our teenage years together and you’ve been my pillar through everything that was thrown my way. You’ve accepted me for who I am when I was confused and scared and trying to figure out myself. I just want to give a massive shout out to the three of you. You all are such amazing ladies. I love you so much.” Lauren was beaming with pride for her sweet speech. It’s true that the girls have been there for her no matter what and thanking them through those short sentences was not enough but it would have to do for now. “Also to Camila, Camila who’s not here with us tonight, thank you very much Camz for all the love and all the time you gave us when you were still in the band. We love you very much.” Of course the fans especially those who have been rooting for any interaction between Lauren and Camila have their spirits on cloud nine for Lauren’s unexpected message to Camila. Dinah Jane smiled to herself thankful that Lauren had done that. In the end, Dinah never stopped being Camila’s friend.

“Alright. Alright, my turn I guess. What’s up Madison Square? Six years with these girls were crazy. Imagine living with four hormonal teenage girls. I have a bunch of siblings and when I got into Fifth Harmony I gained four more. These three girls, Ally, Mani and Lauren will always be the big sisters that I will look up to for the rest of my life. I can do stupid things and I know they won’t judge me. We may be halfway across world away from each other, I know they’d be wherever I was if I needed them to. I love you girls so much. Imagine all the aeroplane rides and the buses we’ve been on. You’ve given me millions of memories I will keep forever. I love Y'all.” The four of them gather again for one more hug. Dinah broke away however so she could shout something one last time. “Me and my girls will always conquer the impossible!”

The crowd claps their hands for a very touching night. It’s been surreal to witness a very wonderful performance that turned out to be a finale performance then witness again the goodbyes of the four girls.

“There’s also one more person who also would like to join you ladies there on stage if you’d like me to.” The girls are startled with the footage that played behind them. They are very familiar with that view. It was the passage from the backstage towards the front stage and the person in the view is no other than their former member, Camila Cabello. The fans go wild again upon seeing Camila joining the rest of the girls in her old costume.

“I’ve spent four and a half years with you ladies and I just couldn’t miss paying my tribute to this band that I once called family. Like I said we’ve had our differences and troubles but we’re all past that now. I wanted to take this chance, we all wanted to take this chance to give you this proper goodbye that you all deserved. No more letters. Here I am joining my sisters in this stage for this final moment. And I also would like to use this time to give a special shoutout to the four of you. People always ask, ‘what’s your favourite memory of Fifth Harmony’ and I guess this one of those favourites. I will never forget this night just like all those times we’ve had together. Dinah, Ally, Normani, and Lolo, I love you girls so much. Thank you for everything” The girls welcomed Camila to their embrace after her heart-warming speech. They may have had some trials and tribulations before but none of those matters anymore tonight.

“After 6 years of being together, we are doing this one last time,” Dinah announces to the crowd as she smiles to her girls.

“Hi, I’m Dinah Jane,”

“Hey, it’s Normani Kordei,”

“Hi, I’m Lauren,”

“Hey, I’m Ally,”

“Hi I’m Camilla”

They all took hold of each other’s hands, interlocking them together. Normani on the farthest right with Ally on her side. Beside Ally is Dinah who has Lauren in between her and Camila. For the last time, they spoke the words they’ve mastered by heart.

“and we’re Fifth Harmony!”

They raised their interlocked hands up in the air before taking their final bow. The confetti dropped on cue while the girls continued to bow in every side of the Madison Square Garden. “Once again thank you Madison Square Garden and the rest of our Harmonizers all over the world. Goodnight everyone and goodbye!”

Six years together, five sisters brought by fate, four promotional singles, three albums released, two record labels, and one story that ended in harmony. They are and will always be Fifth Harmony.

Anniversary Surprise

Not requested, but here’s some dad!shawn, based off of this video where Lee Brice’s wife surprised him on tour with their sons, and the boys ran out onstage in the middle of the show. It is absolutely adorable and heartwarming. 

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Your four year old is in your arms, and your seven year old is standing next to you watching Shawn perform from backstage. This is the first time you’re seeing him in person in three weeks, and he doesn’t even know you’re here yet. You secretly flew out to Seattle to surprise him for your anniversary, and as far as you know, he has no idea that you’re here. The boys are bouncing with excitement. They’re so happy to finally see their dad again. Three weeks is a long time for little boys.  

After a few songs, Shawn is singing one of his newer songs, one he actually wrote for your boys, which is why it is the perfect time for the surprise. You put your youngest down, and tell both boys to “Go to daddy.” They don’t need any more prompting, as the two of them walk onto the stage. Shawn is facing the crowd so he doesn’t see them coming from behind, but the crowd does, and the screaming gets louder. You can see your boys’ nervousness and hesitance being in front of so many people at first, but they just run for their dad, knowing they’re always safe with him. 

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(Untitled) // Neighbor Shawn Oneshot

Waking up and seeing pictures of yourself sitting on Shawn’s lap on his couch was not what you expected first thing Monday morning. The responses were alarming, the hate, the scathing words from people who didn’t know you. It was weird because you barely even knew Shawn. Now you were part of some internet fan base scandal.

Let’s rewind a little. 

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On my video phone.

Hello, Love bugs!

Dan X Reader

Warning- smut.

HEY you should write a smut about the reader sending a naughty vid to dan/phil while they’re gone to YouTube or something and then dan/Phil get off to it :3 -Anon

They say that the honeymoon phase in relationships only lasts about two years. Well, yourself and Dan had gone way past the two years mark and the both of you were still head over heals for each other. It always sucked when he was gone for work. When he was on tour you were sure your heart was missing for the two months he was away. He had only been gone for three days this time but it was still killer. It was never the same waking up alone in bed. You almost poured a cup of tea for him this morning before remembering he was gone for another two days. Texting him was hard because the time difference in LA was stupid. Plus the fact he and Phil were crazy busy filming with everyone and anyone. The last conversation you had with him was at seven in the morning for him but three in the afternoon for yourself. It was a killer trying to text him at appropriate times in the day. 

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Is That Her?

Prompt: Hi! Your writing is amazing x)! I was wondering if I could request a one-shot where Steve and the reader are dating and they’re both heroes but they don’t realize the other person is a hero, if that makes sense, and they only find out the other is a hero when they’re working together to fight a common enemy. Thank you so much if you do decide to write this :)

So I did it a little differently than the prompt asks, but I did my best! Hope you like it  xxsound-and-silencexx


“I can’t, Nick. I have a date tonight!”

Nick Fury lets out an exasperated huff, “I don’t really care what you have planned. You are a SHIELD asset and I need you at SHIED. I’m going to introduce you to the Avengers. Your skills are going to be needed on their next mission”

You let out a huff and debate on just hanging up on him, but eventually decide against it, “Fine. I’ll cancel my date, but next time I want at least 24 hour notice. You know that I hate last minute shit”

“You aren’t in the place to demand anything, Sparrow”

“Funny, Patchy. I think it’s you who can’t demand anything of me. I’ve already paid back my debts to SHIELD. I’m only a contractor at this point” You snap. You hate it when Fury forgets that you’re a private contractor now. Your SHELD days are officially over, but sometimes Fury will call in a favor to try and get you back on the payroll.

You can almost hear Fury grit his teeth, “You were one of SHIELD’s greatest assets. I would greatly appreciate it if you would come in this afternoon”


This time Fury does growl, “I will endeavor to give you more notice and not interfere with your plans”


“I apologize for the short notice”

“Thank you! God! It’s like pulling teeth to get an apology out of you!”

“Be here at 1800 … please”

You roll your eyes, “I’ll be there, but I’m not wearing my suit, and I don’t want them to either. I’m not doing the whole pissing contest thing with a bunch of spies, super soldiers, and geniuses”


“Good. I’ll make sure I’m there, and I swear that if I get stopped by security again I won’t be as nice as I was last time.”

“Understood, Sparrow. I will give them fair warning”

“Goodbye, Director”

Once you hang up with Fury, you quickly put in a call to your date, Stevie. The two of you had met on an online dating site and had instantly clicked. He was on because his friends thought that if he met someone it would help him get reintegrated into society, and you were on because it was difficult to look for dates while being a superhero. The two of you talk every day, both over the phone and video chats, but had never met in person, today was supposed to be that day. Now though, you would have to cancel.

Stevie picks up on the first ring, “Hey, Y/N! I was actually about to call you.”

You can’t help but smile, “Oh really, couldn’t wait for tonight?”

He chuckles, “That’s actually what I wanted to talk to you about, doll. I’m afraid that I have to cancel. Something came up at work, and I’ll be there until late”

Letting out a breathy chuckle you close your eyes in relief. You really hate to cancel plans, and now you won’t feel guilty, “That’s fine, babe. It’s actually what I was gonna say too. An old boss of mine needs my help tonight”

Stevie chuckles, “Well at least I don’t have to feel guilty for canceling! We’ll just have to reschedule our date”

“Yeah, Stevie we definitely will! I’ll text you after my meeting tonight, alight?”

“Alright, doll. I’ll talk to you later. I really am sorry that we can’t go on out date tonight”

“You’ll just have to make it up to me then, won’t you?”

“Of course, doll”

“Bye, Stevie”

“Bye, Y/N”

You stroll into SHIELD at 1755, and make your way to Fury’s office. “Hey, Nick!”

Fury is standing by his desk, “You are late”

Checking your watch you smirk, “Not late. You said that the meeting is at 1800, it’s 1758, technically I’m early”

Fury just rolls his eyes, “Let’s go. The Avengers are waiting for us”

You smirk and fall is beside Fury, “So what is their next mission?”

“We need to track down the last of HYDRA, and the files on the Winter Soldier. I need you’re ties with HYDRA to do that”

Immediately you freeze, “No. I told you that I will never infiltrate HYDRA again. Last time I did that they captured and tortured me, not again.”

Nick stops and turns to look at you, “Their mission is at the base where you were captured. You have intimate knowledge of the areas and layout of the facility that they will need if they are going to be successful in their mission. I would like you accompany them, but at the very least I need you to be on the comms with them”

“I’ll be on the comms with them, but I just … I can’t go in there again, Nick”

He places a hand on your shoulder, “I may be an asshole, Y/N, but I would never hurt any of my assets on purpose.”

You nod stiffly, “I know. Now” You shake off the phantom pain from your time in the HYDRA facility, “Let’s go meet your newest pet project”

As soon as you walk into the conference room you freeze, “Stevie?”

He looks up, “Y/N? What are you doing here?”

“I’m here to help the Avengers on their next mission”

Suddenly two men lean toward Stevie, “Is that her?”

From their voices, they sound like Sam and Bucky, who are constantly shouting the background whenever you’re video chatting with Steve. “Yeah, that’s Y/N” Steve turns back to you, “I didn’t know you worked for SHIELD”

“I’m a private contractor, actually. Nick just calls me in when he needs my help, and on this particular mission I think I’ll be of use to you guys”

Fury steps forward, “Yes. This is Y/N, code name Sparrow …”

Suddenly a blond man shoots up in his chair, Clint, your mind supplies, “No way! You’re a legend here! The only one to survive …”

“As I was saying, she will be providing inside information on HYDRA facility that is known to have the last information on Project Rebirth and on the Winter Soldier”

The only other woman present, who you assume is Natasha Romanoff speaks up, “Why do we need her? James was a HYDRA asset for 70 years, why can’t we just use his knowledge?”

Fury locks his one eye on her, “Y/N has an intimate knowledge of this particular facility, and according to the files we have the Winter Soldier was never brought there.”

Steve is still staring at you, assessing you, “Why do you have such an intimate knowledge of this facility?”

You tense, but Nick steps in, talking quietly, “You don’t have to tell them”

“No, I do” You square your shoulders and look up, meeting Steve’s eyes, “One year ago, on my last SHIELD mission, I was sent to infiltrate and steal top secret HYDRA files. Unfortunately, my handler at the time was a HYDRA spy, and gave away my position. I was captured and tortured for three months before SHIELD was able to figure out what happened. By the time I was rescued, I had valuable information on the layout of the HYDRA base. The others that were captured with me … they didn’t make it. I tried to keep the scientist’s attentions on me, but sometimes the experiments they would run on me, would have a different effect on the others. So yes, Agent Barton, I am the only one to survive in Croatia, and no, that isn’t something that I’m proud of”

Everyone is quiet when you finish your explanation, Fury is the one to speak up, “I’ll leave you here, Y/N, to get to know your new team. Tony has already said that you can stay at his tower in order to get to know everyone”

You stiffen, “That is a very kind offer, Mr. Stark. However, I have my own apartment”

“You will be staying in Avengers Tower. I want you all to be running smoothly by the end of the week. You can’t do that if you stay in your apartment”

“Director …”

“No arguments. SHIELD is currently your employer, and this is part of your mission parameters.”


The Avengers look on, amused, and Tony has been surprisingly silent through the whole thing. You wonder if he actually offered you a place to stay, or if he was ordered to house you.

Once Fury leaves you turn back to face the Avengers, “I promise that you don’t have to let me stay at the tower. I really do have my own place. I don’t want to encroach on any of your space, and I know that having a stranger stay in your home is not fun”

Tony waves away your concern, “I have an entire floor for guests, so it’s fine. Anyway …” Suddenly he smirks, “so you’re the girl who has Capsicle all hot and bothered.”


Steve’s protests are waved off, “I also know that this is the first time you’re seeing him in person. So did you know that the guy you met online is Captain America?”

You let out a chuckle, “I didn’t actually! That’s usually something that comes up on the first date, and we haven’t managed to have one of those yet”

Steve chuckles, “At least I don’t have to worry about you only dating me because I’m Captain America”

Bucky snorts, “Don’t get cocky, punk. You still haven’t actually sealed a date with the girl”

Steve snorts, “Jerk.” Then he turns to look at you, “Will you take a walk with me?”

“Oh no!” Sam shouts, “Don’t try and run away now!”

Steve flushes red, and you can’t help but wonder how far down that blush goes. Pulling your head out of the gutter, you tune back into the conversation. “Sam, I don’t want to put her on the spot! Y/N …”

“Will you go on a date with me?” You interrupt, “After the mission of course”

Steve stares at you in shock, “Y-Yeah. Yes, I’d love to go on a date with you”

You grin, “Good! Now that that’s settled maybe you guys can show me the tower? If I’m gonna be living there I need a tour, and to go get my stuff by tonight”

Everyone gets up, officially introduces themselves, and you all head out and make your way to the tower. Steve hesitantly takes your hand as you walk to the cars, and you smile up at him happily. As you watch the Avengers playfully shove each other and joke around, you have a feeling that you’re really gonna like working with this band of misfits.


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Here is the transcript from the panel only including the actual questions, for the people who cant watch / don’t have time / or who were triggered by some of the topics discussed. 

All of the personal stories have been removed, this is just the questions that the fans asked and Jack answered. Some questions were left out as i either couldn’t hear it properly or they were too complicated to write out (only one or two). Enjoy!

Fan: I wanted to know if you could speak another language?

Jack: Uh, kinda? I mean- I barely speak english, so. I speak a small bit of Irish, French, Danish, a little bit of Korean. Not very well!


Fan: I have a serious question, do you want to go to prom with me?

Jack: I was waiting for some very strong political commentary or something. Dude i’ll go to prom with you! I’m not a cheap date though. Im gonna need a limo, a dress, flowers.. Ok, sure. No problem. Hit me up. Hit me up in the DMs. Slide into them DMs man.


Fan: Do you prefer the original ghostbusters or the remake?

Jack: What do you think? It’s like- Do you like to eat pizza, or do you like to eat garbage? Does that answer your question? [laughs]


Fan: What’s your favourite song?

Jack: Im gonna have to go with the opening to Peppa Pig. It’s the best. It’s hard to top that. [snorts] [quietly sings Peppa Pig theme song]


Fan: Whats your favourite soundtrack from a game?

Jack: Oh, Jesus. See, everyone wants me to say Undertale, and that’s a good one, but i’m going to have to go with Shadow of the Colossus. And thats not just because its my favourite game ever, i think the soundtrack is really good and it really compliments that game as well. And its epic, you should work out to that soundtrack. Just like, battling titans, its amazing.


Fan: Since you don’t like Guinness, what kind of beer do you like?

Jack: See i’m like the worst irishman. I like beer but it’s like, Miller and Coors. Im so not patriotic at all. I like light beers. Im sorry everybody!


Fan: Do you like Twenty One Pilots and if so, what’s your favourite song by them?

Jack: I started off listening to their Blurry Face album- [Audience cheers] Man, thats all i have to talk about is Twenty One Pilots and then i’m good? [Audience cheers again] My favourite song from them is Lame Boy.


Fan: I wanted to know what your favourite storyline series is on the channel? Aside from Shadow of the Colossus.

Jack: Oh god, hit me with all the big questions. I don’t know, there’s a lot of good ones that i’ve played that have really good stories. My current favourite one is Night in the Woods. I love it, it’s just so weird! “Im a total trash mammal”. But probably Undertale. I’m not pandering either, i really like it.


Fan: Is there something that you wanted to try in the next year that you haven’t tried before?

Jack: Hmm, how much am i allowed to say… One thing that i want to try more of, and i’ve said this in videos, is to try and do this kind of thing in a touring fashion. To try and go around- because we always go to these events, and we always go to panels at them, but not everyone can come to this and there’s people watching at home- Hi people at home! [waves at camera] So it kind of sucks because all of these events go on in places that certain people can’t get to. So im going to try and do a thing- its not going to be anything crazy. We’re just going to try and do a thing where we go to more places and try and do more of these at different venues. Hopefully, i don’t know how that’s going to work, we need to test it out first. It could be awful. But hopefully we can get it done.


Fan: What video was the most fun for you to make?

Jack: Oh god, there’s like four million of them. I don’t know, it’s different because different things are fun for different reasons. Recording certain series- recording Shadow of the Colossus was really fun because its my favourite game, and then recording The Last Guardian was awesome because that was the sequel to that. And then recording with these guys [gestures to Mark, Ethan, etc] is awesome as well because we always laugh a lot. Different games for different reasons, certain things that- well, its more the ones that stand out to me more so the ones that are ‘fun’. It’s easy to have fun but its hard for a game to have a huge impact on you. 

So two games that come to mind that have had a huge impact on me was ‘That Dragon, Cancer’ because thats just a rollercoaster from start to finish. That and ‘The Beginners Guide’ was a big one for me. Because i remember when i finished recording that video i was like “Ok, people are going to like this. I love this, this was a good thing to record.” And it was a nice experience to share and i don’t often get to do that with games. Like its fun to do Happy Wheels and everything, but at the end of the day they all kind of blend together. These are the ones that stand out, and it’s the one that stand out and sit there for a very long time that mean the most to you. Not that they were the most fun to record, but they were the ones to kind of stay with me the longest.


Fan: Is there a game that you play that you’re not very fond of?

Jack: Ooo, good one. I don’t know, i don’t think there is. If there’s ever a game that i’m not really fond of i just don’t play it. I think that goes for a lot of people. Or if i get bored of something i usually stop playing it. Well a lot of games i don’t know what they’re going to be like until i play it. God i wish i had an example, im bad at this. What videos have i recorded?


Fan: If you were to discover a planet in outer space, what would you name that planet?

Jack: Well, Uranus is taken. So im going to have to go with Urectum.


Fan: What kept you motivated throughout your entire YouTube career even when things seemed like they would never go your way?

Jack: Its going to sound like a cop out, but literally the people who watch the videos. I know it sounds cheesy and it sounds like you’re pandering to the people, but thats the real reason. There’s always a time when you’re uploading stuff that you don’t know if its going to do well or you don’t know if people are going to like it, and sometimes it just takes off and people love it. Then there’s always the times when you feel really down and you can go into the comments or go on Instagram or Tumblr or Twitter or something, and you can see people saying really nice things, or you will see them drawing fan art of the game that you’ve played or telling you their story. Like the people who have come up and said that you’ve helped them a lot, its that kind of stuff that keeps you going. 

Because it’s very easy when you’re doing YouTube to get very jaded by it, because there’s a lot of- like when you get super involved in it and you do it as your job and you’re doing it day after day all the time, its very easy for it to consume you and to make you feel a bit cynical about everything. I don’t know, like you kind of take for granted what you have. So its when you do things like this, when you meet people, when you hear their stories and you hear how much what you do means to them, even if you think its silly, that keeps you going. Because you mean a lot for other people, as much as the people mean for you when they watch your videos. It’s a very back and forth thing and i definitely think its the viewers who watch your content.


Fan: Does pineapple belong on pizza?



Fan: What do you want to say to all of the haters of pineapple on pizza out there?

Jack: Fuck you. There’s two types of people in the world, people who like pineapple on pizza, and people who are wrong [points at Mark]


Fan: When the full release [of Subnautica] comes out in May, are you going to re-do the series?

Jack: Yes. I mean, i feel like i kind of have to. Well i’ll probably skip a lot of the similar stuff like building bases and farming things [can’t hear what he said here] and whatever we haven’t seen or if stuff has changed or anything like that. I will definitely do it again, i love that game. The more Subnautica i get to play, the better. Its like the best game ever.


Fan: How is it like to make people smile every day?

Jack: It’s the best, man. Its awesome. It’s weird when you do- like i know that YouTube, what we do, people don’t consider it a job, but it is a job. And not a lot of people get to have that sort of feedback in their job or their line of work or the stuff that they like to do, or in their hobbies even. So its really cool that the stuff that we get to do that makes us happy, in turn reflects and makes other people happy, which in turn makes us happy, then it makes you happy. So its a really cool thing. I love it. I can’t imagine myself doing anything else anymore and it’s the best feeling in the world.


Fan: What’s a big goal that you want to achieve this year or in the next coming years?

Jack: Its like talking to a guidance counsellor again, like, ‘Where do you see yourself in five years?’. I don’t know, happy? [laughs]

Fan: It’s ok, happy is good. Stay happy!

Jack: I will try my best. As i said in the other question, i hope to do touring, and there’s other stuff that i’m trying to get done, that i can’t really say anything about and we don’t know if they’re going to happen or not so i don’t want to put stuff out there. As i said in the new years video i did, i just want to try and reach my potential or at least push past that. Because again, it’s very easy to just get complacent and just upload videos and do whatever, but you need to have that drive and that fire in you to keep going and try new things. I really want to try new things because i keep putting it off a lot of the time like, ‘oh, i have to make videos today i don’t have time for that.’ 

So i want to try and do more, and try and do bigger and better things because i always see other people do bigger and better things and its really inspiring. I want to try and reach that kind of potential as well. And i want to surprise people more than anything. I don’t want to just do the same thing over and over again and people think ‘oh its the loud, swearing Irishman.’ That’s cool, and that’s going to be on my gravestone, but i want to do more, and i want to as i said, surprise people and maybe do stuff that people thought i couldn’t do or stuff that i didn’t think i could do. I don’t know what that is, but we will find out together.


Fan: What’s it like knowing that thousands, millions of people support you in your dream even though 95% of them you’ve never met?

Jack: That is a weird thing, isn’t it? Because i always meet people and like all you guys here, a lot of you know who i am, some of you probably don’t, you probably just wandered in here, saw a crowd and was like ‘sure, whats going on in here?’ [laughs] So its really weird when you meet people and they know so much about you but you know almost nothing about them. Or maybe you know their username or their avatar and stuff like that, so i don’t know, it’s really bizarre. It’s a really surreal feeling, it’s awesome, i love that. I love that when you do YouTube you can reach so many different people, and not just world wide, there is so many people in different countries that speak languages that i had never even heard spoken, that you can see watched your video and im like, how? That kind of stuff is just so cool. I’m always fascinated by it. I don’t think i’ll ever stop being fascinated by it.


Fan: When did you and Signe meet? And how?

Jack: We actually met through Tumblr, which is really weird. Whenever i tell people that, they are kind of like ‘Oh.. i don’t know..’ Oh, we have five minutes! Ok, really fast. So, i was on Tumblr one day, and i was looking at a cool thing, and then she was like ‘hey dude wassup’ and i was like ‘yo girl wassup’ and then i was like ‘oh awesome.. thats pretty cool’ [laughs] 

No, she had drawn some stuff of me a long time ago and then we just got talking. I can’t remember what we got talking about first, i’m terrible. And then i needed- I asked her if i could use one of her pieces of art in a thumbnail for a fan game that was done, so we just kind of got talking through that. And then she was doing a livestream on her birthday, and she was drawing me in it, so i stopped in, creepily. And i just said, “Hey, you better draw me pretty.” as a joke and she said “Go fuck yourself.” so i was like [nods head] Suh dude? [laughs] Its not just some magical fairytale, i didn’t ride in on a white horse brandishing a blade. I’m such a Casanova, right?

{Special} College!AU Jackson

{warning: mentions of drinking}

  • major: dance performance & choreography 
  • minor: chinese studies 
  • sports: captain of the fencing team and very very very proud of it
  • clubs: choreographs for the schools modern dance club and hiphop dance club (sometimes he performs with them too), is a on-campus tour guide on the weekends
  • jackson wang is honest to god the most kind and positive person anyone has ever meet and like everyone tells him that. all the time. because it’s like you meet him and in exactly 4.56 seconds after that you want him to be your best friend. it’s his charm. his DNA is structured that way. it’s plain damn science
  • and the best part about it is,jackson wang wants to be your best friend too! esp if you laugh along with his albit corny jokes or you compliment his hair or you tell him he looks like he’s really strong i.e. jackson is a sucker for compliments and not afraid to show it
  • and sure there are some salty, ugly, lonely people who have started to dislike him because of his loud personality - but all those people can’t dare say a word because mark, jacksons best friend and roommate, will come for them along with literally every other student on campus and even the president of the uni
  • because you bet jackson is on a first name basis with even the president. not to mention all other faculty in and out of his major
  • speaking of his major, he does choreography because he really likes to dance and along with his natural leadership he’s always the person in class to ask questions, share his opinions, and basically not be afraid to take risks
  • the freshmen in the dance major basically cling to him for dear life because he’s always sweet and helping. and also if he ever sees anyone try to bully them he’s always the first to stand up against it
  • and the upperclassmen will be like “jackson, it’s fine. all freshman have to clean up the practice studio - it’s a tradition to help learn respect” and jackson, vigorously wiping the practice mirror and scrubbing the floors is like “um no. you learn respect through hard work in class, not chores. now hand me the windex” 
  • he has the same mindset when he’s coaching the fencing team. like even the newest additions or people who just wanna try and see if the sport is for them, jackson is encouraging and helpful and never ever demeaning 
  • and god is he energetic at actual competitions like the team doesn’t have a mascot, because jackson IS THE MASCOT like he’s the leader and everyone is like “you need to come off mature and seri-” jackson standing on the top of the bleachers; “MY TEAM? MY KIDS? BEST IN THE W O R L D”
  • there’s no point in the team even getting embarrassed about it anymore they just cheer along w him like “YES we’RE HIS KIDS!!!!!”
  • mark and jinyoung are jackson’s like. filters 
  • like most of jackson’s classes are based around dance and technique so it’s all very physical but he had to take chinese calligraphy for his minor and mark took it with him JUST so he could make sure jackson didn’t accidentally knock over ink out of excitement or get into a debate w one of the other students about which is better to eat at dim sum: char siu or siu app (bbq pork or roasted duck)
  • his side job as the on-campus tour guide is like the reason people even enroll in this college. like he makes the whole experience fun and it’s more like a trip to the movies than a tour around campus because jackson is so funny like ????
  • but he did once try to imitate the head of the dance departments nasally voice and got caught by ….the head of the dance dept who was standing behind him like “jackson………….”
  • is friends w literally someone from every major so it’s funny he’s always busy hanging out or doing a favor for someone. like he was in one of hyuk’s films, he helped hoshi with some line-reading in theater, was a model for some of hakyeon’s clothes, tried to help wonho with his chinese before he went abroad, even goes to the museum with jaebum sometimes even tho all he does is imitate the old greek sculptures and jaebum is like god why did i bring you again…..
  • tl;dr: jackson is the shining sun on campus like he shows up to class and is like HEEEEY and everyone is like hEEEEEY and he goes around high fiving everyone and idk how he even gets any sleep he always has plans with someone
  • but even with his fluffy and fun personality, when he choreographs and performs he’s super serious. and people expect him to only want to do like hiphop routines, but he’s done work with ballet majors, modern dance majors, even latin dances. 
  • and he’s by no means not academically intelligent, he took a science of movement class and was so good the teacher thought he should go on to study medicine, he doesn’t tell a lot of people but he was even accepted to an ivy in america when applying to colleges but decided not to go 
  • like jackson wang is the whole package: cute as hell, passionate as hell, smart as hell, and …….and just the most considerate angelic presence like
  • but anyway you know jackson because you work the same shifts as him on the campus tour and like. you’re not super close but jackson and you hangout with youngjae and like bambam to go eat and talk about video games or whatever. and like when you guys both punch-in to work he like ruffles your hair to say hello and you guys have some inside jokes
  • but like you don’t ever have deep meaningful talks and it’s not like you’ve known each other for years
  • it’s just casual and light
  • but when you guys host a tour together and you hear someone say something like “that guys so annoying…” “is he older than us? he’s acting like a kid.” “i wish he would shut up i can’t stand his voice already”
  • and it irks you because ,,,ok jackson can be a bit much sometimes but his excitement about sharing his school with new people like ???? that isn’t something to get so damn mean over
  • and you know jackson can hear them too, and you always want to say something to make them stop but jackson somehow beats you to it and just grabs your wrist like “oh!! we should tell them about the art department, right???” and you can only waver a smile and nod
  • but then one day,,,,,,it changes 
  • instead of someone saying something about jackson - this time it’s about you
  • and it’s something gross like an invasive comment on your physical appearance and once you hear it you can only clench your teeth and walk a little faster so you’re not beside the person who said it
  • but once you’re up in front, you hear someone shout and the group stops and you turn to see that jackson’s fell behind and has the person who said the nasty thing about you by the shirt collar and automatically you feel this is bad
  • you run over and you’re like “jackson, it’s not worth it-”
  • but jackson just looks at the guy and is like “apologize.” but ofc the jerk just rolls his eyes and is like “for what?” and jackson’s jaw tightens and you’re like oh no
  • but he just says “apologize” again but the jerk just pushes jackson’s hand off and is like “why would i, you know what i said is true, like you haven’t thought about i-”
  • and that’s when jackson just, snaps
  • and you’re too late to hold him back but he pins the guy to the wall and he doesn’t hit him - jackson isn’t prone to that - but he just brings his face close and he’s like “is that how you talk about people? is that how you talk about other people’s bodies, like you own them? that’s disgraceful, did your parents raise you like this?”
  • and although jackson hasn’t hurt the guy, it is obvious from the way jackson’s jaw is clenched and his hand is tightly grasping the guys collar that there is a  fine line being walked
  • and the guy just cowers because ,,,, jackson can look quite intimidating when he’s not smiling and laughing and he’s just like stuttering and you’re like “jackson, let him go - please you could get in trouble”
  • and you’re tugging on jackson’s shirt, basically begging him and jackson holds the dude for a bit longer before finally letting him go
  • and the jerk like slides to the floor trying to catch his breath but before jackson turns to leave you hear the guy call jackson a slur and you straight up turn around and decide that maybe you should just knock this guy out yourself but jackson puts a hand around your waist and  tugs you back from walking forward and whispers that you’re right you both could get in trouble
  • and with that the tour ends and you apologize to the people for what happened, even though you really shouldn’t have to. jackson tries to apologize too but you stop him because if anything you don’t want them to remember his name or face and report him
  • but…………..the minute you get back to hand in your clipboards and stuff the senior who runs the program is like “jackson, you need to be seen by admissions department head.”
  • and you’re like dreading the worst and you run up to the senior and you’re like “let me go with him and explain-” but he just shakes his head and when you turn back jackson gives you a sad smile and is like it’s fine. ill get going
  • and you panic on your way to your dorm thinking up the worst things that could happen to jackson: probation? suspension? dismissal? 
  • and your head is spinning so much that you decide that you can’t go home you have to wait for jackson and so you call bambam and ask which dorm jackson is in
  • and when you show up, a very surprised mark opens the door and he knows you ofc but he’s like ?????what are you doing here
  • and you’re like “can i come in, jackson isn’t back right??” and you tell mark what happened and he’s like “aish that hot-head….but he didn’t hit him right?” and you’re like no, but he shoved him against a wall…..and marks like “let’s just hope for the best- ok?”
  • but you’re sitting and fumbling with your fingers nervously and you can’t sit still and when the door unlocks and jackson opens it looking sullen 
  • mark gets up and tries to say something along the lines of “what were you thinking” but you run into jackson, almost head-butting him to the damn floor 
  • and you’re on the verge of crying now because you’re like “jackson, jackson, jackson what happened? this is all my fault, i should have stopped you. jackson oh my god are you going to have to drop out? are you going to have to transfer? jackson please i can’t have you leave plea-”
  • and jackson grabs your shoulders and he’s like “hey hey calm down! im not getting kicked out, im just not allowed to be a campus tour guide anymore.” and you’re like sniffling and he’s grinning down at you
  • and you’re like “don’t…..don’t lie, it has to be worse than that?” and jackson just laughs and smooths his hair with one hand and he’s like “nah, everyone knows id never physically hurt the guy and when i told them what he said-”
  • jackson pauses and he looks at you again, sighing he drops his shoulders and he’s like
  • “im sorry he said that to you. i wish i could have covered your ears and protected you.” 
  • and you’re like kafnovier whERE ARE YOu coming from apologizing nothing is your fault it’s mine- and jackson’s like nOOO it’s not your fault either honestly if i could have i would have snapped his neck but-
  • and mark in the back is watching you and jackson argue over apologizing and he’s just like (: to himself because…….this spark between you two………..hmmm…..HMMMM
  • and you and jackson forget mark is even there LMAO you’re just like “since the punishment isn’t too bad, let’s go eat to forget all this happened. maybe drink too.” and jackson is like call let’s go
  • and he throws an arm around you and you guys set off and as you disappear down the hall, mark opens the group chat and he’s like “yall. i think jackson might finally do it.”
  • immediately everyone’s like “oh ask out the other tour guide he likes (you)” and mark’s just like ^_^ emoji
  • you and jackson have this favorite little place down the corner from the campus and it’s open till like 3 am so you guys settle in and order lots of meat and some beer and jackson’s just like telling you about what happened when he was called in and how he tried to make a joke to lighten the mood but it didn’t work
  • and somehow the topic changes into something else and jackson tells you about the upcoming fencing competition and you tell him about stuff going on in your major
  • and jackson does this really funny impersonation of the head of your majors department 
  • and subtly, so much so that you don’t even notice it, jackson keeps filling your plate with food because he wants you to eat 
  • and as you do he’s like “you eat so cutely, i love it” and you blush and jackson’s like fvksldeg and takes a drink of his beer to hide it
  • but also like,,,,,yall are progressively getting more and more tipsy
  • and one of the ladies comes over to give you guys some water and she’s like “young love is so nice these days” and neither you or jackson even protest you both just smile
  • and jackson finally leans over the table and he’s like “im actually kinda upset about losing the campus tour guide job” and you’re like “why it pretty much sucks” and jackson wipes at his mouth with his sleeve and you roll your eyes and lean over to wipe it off with an actual napkin
  • and as you’re close jackson is just like “it sucks because i won’t get to see your face anymore. i really like it. your face.”
  • and jackson’s voice gets low for a bit and you freeze up and he grins, showing his white teeth and he reaches out to run his finger down your cheek and he’s like
  • “i like you. that guy……today……the asshole……what he said was so fucked up……..but because he said it towards you….i just……..i….” and he makes like a motion with his hand and he’s like “i lost it…….”
  • and you swallow a bit because,,,,because is this a confession?? and you’re like
  • “jackson are you just drunk or-” and he’s like shaking his head furiously like “nononono im not just,,saying this i …..just want you to know i like so bad……………”
  • and with that he closes his eyes and smiles and you’re like,,,,well your heart is beating like crazy because jackson wang just told he liked you 
  • but you don’t have time to dwell because jackson is falling asleep fast and you’re like ldcbvljvoermd i can’t carry him back to school jackson wake up pls
  • and finally you end up going back to school with jackson’s arm around you for support and his head keeps falling into the crook of your neck and when you get him back to his dorm safely jackson is like wait a minute
  • and he takes your hand and a pen from his backpocket and scribbles some numbers on your arm and he’s like ‘tomorrow……..text me…..your answer’ and you’re like ????answer and he’s like ‘if…if you like me too…’
  • and with that he stumbles through his door and you awkwardly nod to mark whose like (——: from inside
  • and the next morning you’re like ow because your head hurts a bit when you wake up from drinking but then you’re also like…looking @ your phone like………right. i need to answer jackson
  • and you don’t know what to say like obviously you like him back. of course. probably for as long as you can remember you’d just been surpressing it because like it’s jackson everyone likes him he has so many people to choose from
  • but he chose you!!! and you’d be lying if you said that doesn’t make you feel special but also like,,,,how do you just text someone ‘yes let’s date’
  • which is what you type you write out ‘yes let’s date’ but then you delete it bUT onLY UP UNTIL YES AND theN you ACCIDENTALLY PRESS SEND
  • so you stare down at your phone and you just wrote ‘yes’ and you’re so embarrassed like yes???????? what the hell????? he’s gonna think you’re so du-
  • but then you get a message back in like 3 seconds and it’s REALLY?!??!?!!??!!
  • followed by 905845 heart emojis
  • followed by 9458042 kissing faces emojis
  • followed by ‘you’re not joking right????’
  • followed by ‘of course you’re not!!!!’
  • followed by ‘meet me outside the campus gym today at 4′
  • followed by ‘IM SO HAPPY’
  • followed by another 94558 heart emojis
  • and you can’t help but laugh into your pillow because WOW even over text wang jackson is loud but you love it
  • and at 4 you’re there and you’re looking around for jackson when someone yells surprise! from behind and you turn to see him standing there with a huge bouqet of flowers and he’s still in his fencing uniform and you’re like ??!?? are these for me
  • and jackson’s like “who else??” and then you hear a whole bunch of whistling only to see the entire fencing team sticking their heads out of the gym like “YESSS CAPTAIN GET ITTTTT” ones of them is like “WANG JACKSON? WANG ROMANTIC~~~~~” 
  • and you’re embarrassed, hiding your face behind the flowers and jackson is all smiles wrapping a hand around your waist and he’s like “shall we?”
  • and you’re like “jackson” and he’s like hmmmm staring into your eyes with all the love in the world and you’re like ‘you’re still in your uniform’ and he’s like rIGHT ILL CHANGE AND THEN we shall go
  • your first date is literally to the park where jackson pulls a picnic blanket out of his duffel bag and tells you that he’ll run to go buy some snacks from a nearby convenience store
  • and he returns like 10 minutes later, arms full of sweet things that he all gives to you and you’re like “which candy do you want for yourself???” and he’s like “it’s ok! i bought organic fruit slices!” that he pulls out of his bag as well and you’re like wow. health god
  • jackson flexing and wiggling his eyebrows: ikr
  • and it’s so calming and relaxing jackson asks you a million questions about your family, friends, your dreams, your favorite kind of dog it’s all fun and sweet
  • and it is never boring because jackson puts effort into the conversation and into making you laugh like no one has ever done before
  • and at some point he’s like “wanna ride a couple bike?” and you’re like skdhgfle isn’t that way too cheesy and jackson is like pLEASE cheesy is my middle name let’s go
  • and tbh jackson does all the pedaling, you try but you can’t keep up and he’s like “this is such a good work out!!!” so instead you just enjoy the breeze and his company
  • and when you’re done jackson insists you guys take a photo together on a bench and even though he’s so open with skinship he actually asks before putting his arm around you and when he takes a photo he’s like “im sending this to my mom”
  • and you’re like oH MY GOD NO take another one i need to look good for her and jackson is like “you always look good??”
  • jackson makes you wear his snapback on the walk home because it’s cold and you didn’t bring a hat and he’s worried now
  • walks you to your dorm and kisses your forehead goodbye and you get pouty because you wanted a kiss on the lips
  • but you don’t say anything except you text him like a lil flirty thing like ‘your kiss was cute, but next time ~~ go all in~~’
  • and at breakfast the next day jackson runs into the campus cafe, turns you around in a flurry and kisses you right on the lips in front of e v e r y o n e
  • your friend drops her damn tray of food she’s so shock (hint: im the friend)
  • and jackson is like “love, i want to stay and look at you some more but i have dance practice so ill text you!! miss you already” and he zooms out
  • and you’re like,,,,,,,,,,,,wow and everyone is like yOURE DATING WANG JACKSON and you’re like,,,,,,,,,,,you’re still like wow
  • and tbh jackson’s kisses are nonstop when he’s with you he just cannot keep his hands off you he is so affectionate that he keeps body contact with you at all times. holding your hand, holding your waist, holding the small of your back, playing with your hair, kissing your lips, kissing your neck, kissing the back of your palm, resting his head on your lap, asking you to play with his hair
  • like if he’s near you he needs to touch you and you don’t mind because he’s gentle and he’s never aggressive about anything unless he gets jealous like then a bit of it comes out like the way he kisses you changes to something more needy
  • but he’s never…….scary you know, he’s always safe and open with his emotions. unless someone says something to you - then it’s a whole different aura and he isn’t afraid to speak more harshly and show off his strength to make sure they think twice about ever messing with the love of his life again
  • but other than that, smiley boyfriend who once did aegyo so you’d kiss him and you were like clenching your  fist and he was like “ok ok ok no aegyo i got it ill just do the squirtle smile you love so much hehehe”
  • mark and jinyoung are so thankful that their duties as jackson’s personal safe-keepers is now in your hands except you love it 
  • because you love jackson and sure sometimes you have to hold his face and be like “sweetie, calm down - you know yugyeom didn’t mean to eat your lunch he just didn’t pack his own. shh no you shouldn’t swap his shampoo with glue, just look at me ok we’ll go get you a nice healthy salad”
  • and jackson is actually more calm when you’re around, mostly because his attention is always on you like nothing else matters to him if you’re in front of him jb says you put jackson into a trance
  • when you’re sad, jackson does anything. literally ANYTHING. to cheer you up and it always works because he’s so silly but so so SOOOOO sweet
  • like he goes from doing ugly faces and dances to serenading you quietly against your ear 
  • treats you like royalty as in pampers you in gifts even when you’re like jackson!!! don’t spend money on me!! like he gonna do it anyway he loves you to death
  • like once he got you a ring that had both your names engraved in it and like couple rings cheesy corny whatever but it was so pretty and you and jackson haven’t taken them off since
  • also jackson comes back to the dorm wiped out after practice and he’ll lay down and if you come over to visit you climb into his lap and you’re like “want me to make you feel better?” and jackson’s like sitting up like what do you mean but you just push him back down and wink
  • and the sock on the door tells mark that he should go back to the library because you and jackson are busy
  • but there was that one time he walked in and heard the shower running and he thought it was just jackson but then he heard you???? moan???? and he was like GTG FAST
  • jackson turning of the water and getting up off his knees like ‘did you heard the door shut?’ you, about to wrap your arms around his neck: ‘no, now kiss me’
  • jackson flaunting the marks you left on his neck and pretending he’s not but it’s so obvious he’s just like “these aren’t mosquito bites” to youngjae and youngjae’s like hYUNG PL E A S E
  • you come to jackson’s dance performance and you see him doing stretches and practicing so diligently and you swoon about it like wOW so handsome and you think he doesn’t see you but when jimin goes over to say hi to you jackson like teleports to your side like “ah so you’ve met MY s/o jimin (——:’ 
  • the fencing team loves you because you keep making handmade banners for them when you go to watch them and one of them literally has jackson’s face screenprinted onto it and everyone’s like “hyung look!!!” and jackson sees you waving it and shoots hearts at you from below and everyone there is like CORNY SO CORNY but yall are in your own universe 
  • you call jackson “jiaer” when he does something that makes you upset and he’s like “oh no, you used my real name im in trouble”
  • his mom texts you about jackson’s well being and when jackson found out he was like you TEXT MY MOM WHAT HAS SHE TOLD YOU and you’re just like “let’s just say i know that little jackson liked being called his mama’s lil jiaozi (steamed dumpling)”
  • jackson: don’t tell anyone
  • you: ok. except i already told mark
  • you and jackson walking by, mark from somewhere: hey y/n. hey…..dumpling
  • jackson: mark you better RUN 

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Music | Jack Avery

Requested? Yup! @why-d-we @books-youtube-internet-obsessed Hope ya’ll like it!

Warnings? Swearing like usual 

Word Count: 2,047 

“Seriously?” Jack says to himself.

“What’s up?” Daniel asks from next him.

“She’s singing One Direction again.”

“Hey don’t bash 1D!” Jonah calls from across the room.

Jacks soulmate has been listening to One Direction for three days straight. He didn’t have a problem with it the first day but after two more days nonstop, he was over it.

“Sound check time. Let’s go.” Corbyn says popping into the room.

The boys were currently at the venue for the first show. They were starting the Invitation tour today and Jack couldn’t be more excited.

The rest of the boys stand up and follow after Corbyn. After they get their mics, they head up on stage to practice for their first show.

“I️ think we should start off with Invitation.” Daniel says as he slips his guitar over his head.

The boys nod in agreement and start off the song. As (Y/N) browses the aisles of Target, doing some late shopping after work, an unfamiliar song gets stuck in her head.

She begins to hum along with the tune, hoping she could figure out what song it was. When nothing comes to her, she shrugs her shoulder and continues on shopping. She figured her soulmate was listening to something she hadn’t heard before and that’s why she didn’t recognize it.

As she continues to shop, the song stuck in her head switches a couple of times, but it never was a song she listened to. She decided that she would look up the song later on and continued to shop.

“Sounds good boys!”

The band turns to see Logan walking up to them. They smile widely at the blonde vlogger before heading backstage again to get ready for the show.

“Do you think our soulmates know we’re a band?” Zach has asked from across the room.

“I️ know mine certainly doesn’t. All she does is listen to One Direction.” Jack says and leans back into his chair.

“But they’re a boyband and so are we. So technically, she could know us.” Jonah points out.

“Yeah maybe you’ll meet her on tour!” Daniel says.

Jack rolled his eyes at his friends but deep down he hoped he would meet her. He was tired of waiting and he knew he’d like her even just based on her music taste.

Sure she’s only listened to One Direction for three days straight, but some of the other stuff she listened to that Jack didn’t know, was beautiful. Deep lyrics that resonated in him and only made him want to learn more about her.

He wanted to meet the girl behind the music.

Back home, (Y/N) still had the same few songs stuck in her head. She didn’t think much of it. Maybe it was a new artist that her soulmate had discovered and he couldn’t stop listening to them. She did that all the time which most likely drove her soulmate insane.

Days went on with your soulmate still singing the same few songs. You had finally gotten a break for a bit after hanging out with your bestfriend and being able to drown out the same few songs.

“Wanna watch Baby Driver?” Your best friend asks from next to you.

“Hell yes.” You respond as she gets up to change the DVDs.

Just as the movie is beginning you get the same song stuck in your head that your soulmate had sang for days now.

“Ugh!” You yell out frustratedly.

“What’s wrong?” Your best friend asks from next to you.

“My soulmate has been singing the same few songs for days now! It’s driving me insane.” You exclaim.

“What song is it?” She asks while sitting up to look at you.

“That’s the worst part. I️ have no clue.”

“Sing it.” She says.

You think about it for a second trying to focus on the words running through your mind. When a few of the lyrics stick with you, you start to sing.

“How about I pick you up at 9?
Meet me outside, baby, it’s a vibe
Roll down the windows, we can fly
I can see the stars, baby, in your eyes.”

“That’s Why Don’t We!” She exclaims happily.

“Why- what?” You ask confused.

“Why Don’t We!” She repeats. “I’ve been obsessed with them since their first single.”

“What song does he keep singing?” You ask.

Instead of answering she holds up one finger before grabbing your TV remote and turning on YouTube. She quickly searches for something called Invitation before clicking on the correct video.

“What is-“ you start but she quickly interrupts you.

“Just watch.” She insists.

The video starts with a boy in ancient clothing. He writes a note and sends it by a carrier pigeon. After waiting for decades, he finally gets a response and the song starts.

You recognize the familiar tune that’s been playing in your head for weeks. You sit up in your chair and start to pay more attention to the video as the song continues to play.

As the video plays you find yourself smiling as you watched it. Now that you had heard the entire song instead of just fragments that got stuck in your head, you loved it.

When the song ends, your best friend turns to you with a smirk on her face. “I told you so.” She says.

“Show me the other songs he keeps singing.”

You give her the list of songs that he’s been singing over and over again and something clicks in her brain. She quickly writes all the songs down before turning back to you.

“I think your soulmate is one of the band members.” She says slowly.

“What?” You ask.

“The songs he keeps singing over and over? That’s their set list. You keep hearing the same songs in the same order because he has to be one of the band members.” She explains.  

Your head was spinning. How could a famous band member be your soulmate? You sat back in your seat trying to process this but your brain wouldn’t let you.

After your best friend goes home, you decide to research the band more. You find out there’s five of them, Corbyn, Daniel, Jonah, Zach, and Jack.

Jack had definitely caught your eye first. He seemed quieter than the rest of the band, probably earning the mysterious role in the band. However you had a feeling he was much more than that.

You stayed up watching their music videos and some of their vlogs all night long. They were absolutely hilarious and amazingly talented in your eyes. If one of them was your soulmate you couldn’t be happier.

After looking around a bit more at their socials you decide to finally head to bed for the night, their songs echoing in your head for the rest of the night.

“Wait guys!” Jack exclaims sitting up in his seat on the bus.

“What?” Daniel asks from next to him.

“She’s listening to our song.”

“For real?” Zach asks.

“Yeah she was just listening to Invitation. Now she’s listening to Nobody Gotta Know.” Jack says as he focuses on the song stuck in his head.

“I told you so!” Jonah calls from his bunk.

“She actually knows who we are.”

While Jack was happy that she knew his music he had to admit he was nervous. What if she was some crazy stalker fan? What if she doesn’t want to be in the spotlight and it doesn’t work out?

He decided to leave it alone for the night and head to bed. The next city awaiting him and possibly his soulmate.


You jolt awake to see your best friend sitting next to you. You look around trying to gain your bearings and see what time it is.

“What?” You ask groggily deciding that it was way too early for your best friend to be waking you up.

“I got tickets for us to see Why Don’t We in New York.”

“You what?”

“I got tickets for us to see-“

“I heard you.” You cut her off. “But I mean how?”

“I know people.” She says smirking at you.

You roll your eyes but smile anyway. “When is it?”

“Tonight.” She replies sheepishly.


After you get up and take a shower, (Y/B/F/N) picks out and outfit for you and you change quickly. After making sure you have everything you need, you two head for the big city.

The concert was a few hours away and you were extremely nervous. You and (Y/B/F/N) were in the front of the line which guaranteed you a spot in front of the stage.

“Alright boys, our biggest show.” Daniel says huddling us all together.

“Don’t be nervous. We’re gonna kill it.” Jonah assures all of us.

Jack could tell Jonah was mostly talking to him. For some reason Jack had a nervous feeling about tonight’s show but he couldn’t quite figure out why. The rest of the boys chalked it up to it being their biggest show but Jack knew differently.

Finally it’s time for the boys to come out and you nervously awaited as the beginning notes of Invitation began to play.

Corbyn comes out first, singing the beginning verse of the song. You sing your heart out as he sings and you dance along with your best friend.

Soon Jack comes out after him, singing his verse. Just as you begin to sing along with him, something clicks in your brain.

I nervously sit back stage waiting to go up after Corbyn. Just before I have to go, Daniel gives me a pat on the back and I jog up onto stage. Just as I start to sing I hear the song echoing in the back of my head.

I snap my eyes in the direction of the girl in the front row, with the same expression I was probably wearing.

I found my soulmate.

Just as Jack looks over at you, your brain goes into overdrive. Your best friend was right, one of the band members was your soulmate.

For the rest of the show you find yourself focused on Jack as your brain tries to comprehend what was happening. You both continue to steal glances at each other causing your stomach to do flips.

At the end of the show, the boys walk off to the side of the stage and you turn towards your best friend who was absolutely ecstatic.

“Holy shit that was amazing!” She exclaims. “Woah, what’s up?” She asks after seeing your expression.

“Jack is my soulmate.”

“No fucking way.” She responds.

“When he started to sing his part and I was singing it, it was echoing in my brain as if it was going to get stuck in my head. As I realized it, Jack looked over and made eye contact as if he realized the same thing.” You explain.

“Damn.” (Y/B/F/N) exhales.

Before you can respond to her, a security guard walks up to the both of you. He says he needs to escort you to the backstage and you turn to look at your best friend with a confused look.

She shrugs her shoulders and calls out that she’ll wait for you out front. You follow the security guard to the back of the stage to be met with Jack.

“H-hi.” He says quietly.


“We’re soulmates.” You both say at the same time causing each other to giggle quietly.

“I’m (Y/N).” You say sticking your hand out for him to take.

“Jack. But you probably already knew that.” He says taking your hand in his.

Suddenly your phone starts to ring and you check it to see your best friend’s name pop up.

“I actually have to go.” You say reluctantly.

Before you go, the two of you swap phone numbers and share a quick hug. When you get outside and find your friend, you realize Invitation was still stuck in your head but only one specific lyric.

How about I pick you up at 9?

Suddenly your phone rings and you pull it out to see that Jack had texted you.

I’m in town for a few more days. Can I pick you up? -Jack

I’d love that.


Send me requests pls 

What to watch during Sean’s break

We all know that Sean is having a break from YouTube while he’s on tour, which I think we all fully support given how hard he works on all of his videos. However, that’s not to say we won’t miss his two videos a day, and may need something else to fill the septic-eye-shaped voids in our hearts (lol cringe).

As a result, I’ve compiled a list of my favourite Jacksepticeye series’, in addition to a couple of stand-alone videos that I’ve loved. If you have any additions, please feel free to add them!

Papers, Please

Number of episodes: 12 (complete)

Average length: 29 minutes


  • Intruiging story
  • Interesting visuals/sounds

  • Sean’s passion for the game really helps to sell it


  • May be a little slow in pace for some people
  • Pretty heavy on dialogue (not a weakness for me but can be off-putting to some people)

Link to first episode:

Content warnings: violence (mild), themes of terrorism

Slime Rancher

Number of episodes: 19 (ongoing)

Average length: 24 minutes 


  • Adorable!
  • Easy to follow and understand
  • Jack gets so attached to all the slimes


  • Some parts feel a little repetitive
  • Not greatly plot-based

Link to first episode:

The Last Guardian

Number of episodes: 8 (complete)

Average length: 1 hour 3 minutes


  • The game itself is absolutely beautiful
  • Very plot- and character-based

  • Jack is so enthusiastic about it


  • ??????? Too good

Link to first episode:

Pokemon GO

Number of episodes: 3 (complete)

Average length: 15 minutes


  • Fun and easy to watch
  • A different style to the typical gaming videos

  • Remniscient of a purer time


  • It’s Pokemon GO

Link to first episode:

Undertale (pacifist route)

Number of episodes: 10 (complete)

Average length: 1 hour 6 minutes


  • Probably my favourite game ever
  • Excellent characters, plot and dialogue

  • Sean’s character voices (especially Papyrus and Undyne!)


  • Some people may not like the art style (pixelated, simplistic)

Link to first episode:

Undertale (genocide route)

Number of episodes: 4 (complete)

Average length: 1 hour


  • Gives an entirely new perspective on the game
  • More Papyrus/Undyne voice acting 


  • Episodes 3 and 4 are largely taken up by a **certain** battle which may feel repetitive after a while

Link to first episode:


Number of episodes: 10 (complete)

Average length: 26 minutes


  • It’s plain ridiculous but you’ll love it
  • Great characters and dialogue

  • T H E  N U G G E T  O F  F R I E N D S H I P


  • Gameplay is based on repetition to get to the end goal which might feel a bit repetitive
  • Jack isn’t fully engaged with the series for the first few episodes (but bear with it!)

Link to first episode:

Content warnings: violence/gore (moderate, but cartoon)

What Remains of Edith Finch

Number of episodes: 3 (complete)

Average length: 43 minutes


  • Calm and relaxing (mostly)
  • Character-based

  • Engaging


  • A little slow in terms of pace
  • More of a “walking simulator” which some people dislike

Link to first episode:

Content warnings: death/drowning

Crash Bandicoot Warped (N Sane Trilogy)

Number of episodes: 5 (complete)

Average length: 37 minutes


  • So nostalgic if you played the game when you were younger
  • Fun, upbeat and easy to watch

  • Aku Aku is a babe


  • Very energetic - not a weakness, but maybe don’t watch this particular series if you’re looking to chill out
  • Not character- or plot-based - again, not necessarily a weakness, but if you prefer depth in characters and plot then this might not be for you

Link to first episode:

Five Nights at Freddy’s Sister Location

Number of episodes: 4 (complete)

Average length: 26 minutes


  • Loads of Antisepticeye moments
  • Facecam glitches out a lot which is cool

  • Did I mention Anti is in it a lot


  • It’s FNAF

Link to first episode:

Content warnings: jumpscares (mild)

Dream Daddy

Number of episodes: 6 (complete)

Average length: 59 minutes


  • The game is really pure and has a load of representation for trans guys!
  • Really good dialogue and characters

  • Gay


  • Very dialogue-heavy, almost a reading sim as opposed to a game
  • Could have been slightly longer

Link to first episodes:


Number of episodes: 6 (complete)

Average length: 29 minutes


  • Old Jacksepticeye makes me nostalgic (to what, I’m not sure, as I didn’t start watching him until 2016)
  • A really cool game idea


  • It’s an RPG Maker game so it’s not top-quality, but if you can look past that it’s still fun

Link to first episodes:

Content warnings: jumpscares (very mild), horror/gore (mild)

Golf With Your Friends

Number of episodes: 3

Average length: 28 minutes


  • Played with Mark, Bob and Wade - the four of them have a really strong friendship (don’t be put off if you don’t watch any of the others - I don’t watch Bob and Wade regularly and I still love these videos)
  • Funny from start to finish



Link to first episode:

Content warnings: golf

That Dragon, Cancer

Length of video: 1 hour 49 minutes

I’m not going to to do strengths and weaknesses on this one, as it addresses such a personal and sensitive topic that I don’t think it’s fair. The game is visually stunning and incredibly emotional to watch, and more emotional for Sean to play, but is such an important experience that you will not regret watching it or playing it yourself. Needless to say, the theme of cancer and death is present throughout the game, so if you feel that these topics will deeply affect you then please proceed with caution.

Link to video:

Reading Your Comments

Number of episodes: 106 (ongoing)

Average length: approx. 10-15 minutes


  • Gets so many people within the community involved
  • Very calming

  • Great if you love Sean’s vlog-style videos


  • Not so great if you don’t love Sean’s vlog-style videos

Link to first episode:

The Beginner’s Guide

Video length: 1 hour 52 minutes


  • Very personal and emotional
  • Unique concept and style

  • Intriguing “story”


  • Not knowing the developer in question makes it a little difficult to understand the game at first

Mario Kart 8 Deluxe

Number of episodes: 5

Average length: 19 minutes


  • It’s Mario Kart
  • It’s Jacksepticeye

  • It’s Jacksepticeye playing Mario Kart


  • So much dabbing
  • Please

  • End my suffering

Link to first episode:

Pretentious GameNumber of episodes: 2 (complete)Average length: 14 minutes
  • Short episodes, easy to watch

  • Actually entertaining

  • Maybe not the most amazing game in the world but who said it was

Link to first episode:

i Saw Her Standing There

Number of episodes: 3 (complete)

Average length: 17 minutes

Strengths and weaknesses same as Pretentious Game, plus more zombies

Link to first episode:

Presentable Liberty

Video length: 1 hour 18 minutes


  • Very simplistic design
  • Strong character development and engagement


  • Some people may say that the game design is overly simplistic

Link to video:

Content warnings: suicide, gore (mild/moderate)

Opening Your Gifts

Number of episodes: 5 (ongoing)

Average length: 45 minutes


  • Another great way of interacting with the audience
  • Great if you love hearing Sean talking about stuff he’s passionate about

  • He’s so enthusastic and kind I’m going to cry


  • Too short I need 7 hours of Jacksepticeye chatting to the camera

Link to first episode:


Number of episodes: 2 (cancelled)

Average length: 1 hour


  • Such a beautiful game
  • Really engaging plot

  • Very relaxing and peaceful


  • Sean played the game for 2 episodes then never returned to it (rip)
  • It’s been 84 years

Link to first episode:

I hope you found something in this list that you hadn’t seen before, and that you’ll have something to occupy your time while Sean is on tour. If you’re reading this @therealjacksepticeye, we all hope that you have an amazing experience and, for God’s sake have a rest when you get home! No need to rush, we’ll all still be here supporting you when you get back!

BTS Reaction ▾ Falling in love with a foreign actress/singer


When you were first introduced to all of the boys, Jin immediately felt a little reserved towards you. You came from a foreign country, much different than his, and even spoke another language. But not even a minute later of being introduce to one another, you spoke to him in fluent Korean when you told him how much you looked forward to working together. Albeit, your words were hesitant and your grammar a little broken, he was just glad he wouldn’t have to struggle because of a measly language barrier. 

And he was definitely glad after working with you because he was a hundred percent sure he’d fallen for you. Spending all that time with you working on this music video together had his a heart in a beating frenzy nowadays. He looked forward to spending more time with you at work, and outside. You spent your free time going to every restaurant he swore served the best food, right alongside him. The best part was, he very quickly realized how much of a happy person you were. Your smile could rival Hoseok’s and that, in itself, was an impressive feat. He only wished you felt the same about him.

Jungkook and Yoongi were the first ones to notice how he felt about you, and the other soon followed suit. They tried to get him to confess his feelings to you. But every time he would muster up enough courage, one look at your face and it would come crashing down. He really was in deep with this one and he had no idea how do get out.

Originally posted by bwiseoks


When your manager had contacted their’s at first about a collab, everyone was on board. They knew you had a large fan base and not only that, you were a well-reputed singer. Yoongi on the other hand didn’t really like it. It wasn’t necessarily that he didn’t like you, he just didn’t like collaborating with other artists because he always worried that they would somehow change the style of their music. But he didn’t want to go against what everyone wanted, so he stayed quiet. 

And he’s glad he did because here you were, in his studio, still recording this song even at five in the morning and his heart swelled at you voice. Your voice slurred into the microphone set in front of you as the light melody of the song played in the background. He can’t believe he had ever been skeptical about this collaboration because he couldn’t imagine this song being completed without yours. He wondered if it was shallow to fall in love with someone because of their voice but he realized he didn’t really care. He liked how you were around him. So shy and humble for someone as big as you. Especially around him. He knew of the crush you had on him, but never wanted to indulge on it. At least not until the song’s over and done with. After that, he would make sure you knew exactly how he felt.

Originally posted by meanyoongis


Hobi is quite sure that it was love at first sight. He doesn’t know why but as soon as you shook his hand and spoke to him, he felt his heart stop but at the same time he felt his blood pumping loud throughout his entire body. You’d only introduced yourself and smiled at him and he was already whipped. He wondered if you sang at all because your voice was sweet but you explained that you only acted. You were going to be in their next short movie project acting as Jin’s love interest. He’s not ever the one to feel jealous but he was envious of Jin. He really had taken an intense liking to you.

Soon, it didn’t matter who you were portrayed to be in love with on screen, because you spend a lot of your free time with him. Sometimes, he would show you around and take you to all the places he wanted you to see. Or sometimes, you would stay at their dorm and just watch some TV. Things already felt so domestic with you that he sometimes forgot that you were supposed to be just friends. And before shooting was even close to done, Hoseok finally asked you out. 

Originally posted by jjeonguk


The both of you knew each other before the idea of doing a song together even came about. You even considered each other close friends. Namjoon had known you for years and always harbored a crush on you but never acted on it for fear of losing you as a friend. Most of that changed when the two of you started to work on this song together. He knew you had a nice voice, being a singer in your own country and all. But he never realized how utterly and beautiful it sounded when you sang in Korean. He found himself entranced by your voice and maybe, this was the little push he needed to just haplessly fall in love with you. 

He suddenly became hyper aware of your every touch and his senses went into overdrive whenever you did touch him. Whereas before, he’d just wrap his arms around you without a second thought and pull you closer into him. It only took a late night recording session for him to finally give up on holding back and make his move by holding you in his arms, and dipping down for a deep kiss. Let’s just say, you felt exactly the same way.

Originally posted by jjeonguk


You weren’t necessarily a big actor in your country but you were good. And they only needed you for a short segment in their new music video so them hiring you wasn’t based on publicity. You just tried out, and got the part. As simple as that. You were pretty ecited to be woring with the band because you’d listened to their music and it wasn’t to insensible. It was actually pretty good. On top of that, the pay wasn’t too bad. 

The first time you actually met Jimin was on set. The director had vaguely introduced you to the boys and they’d all meekly exchanged greetings with you but didn’t pay you too much attention. Well, not all of them at least. Jimin couldn’t tear his eyes off you. He didn’t really know why. There was something about you that made him want to know more about you. So, without hesitation, Jimin walked up to you and properly introduced himself. When you smiled and you eyes brightened as you shook his hand, he swore time had just stopped. You looked so innocent that it shook him to the core. He wasn’t sure what this was, but he was adamant on keeping you around for as long as he could.

Originally posted by sweaterpawsjimin


Taehyung hadn’t even tried to hide that he was interested in you. He would constantly flirt with you in order to garner a reaction from you, but it seemed you felt nothing for him. Nonetheless, that didn’t deter him. He was adamant on Jungkook’s word who’d told him you were just shy around him because you liked him. Your bashful face and widened eyes made his stomach flip and he loved seeing you that way.

He doesn’t know if he let himself fall in love or he just did, but he’s glad it’s you. Who else could be better? You loved the same things he did and over the weeks, you’d finally warmed up to him enough to joke back an forth and to his surprise, flirt a little. Though, he was saddened when it was time for you to leave and go back to your country. You only were here to work on their song with them and he should’ve realized a little sooner that your days were numbered with him. 

Though, on the night before you were to leave, you should up at the dorm to speak to him. He had only just closed the door and turned around to face you when he felt your lips on his. You know those fireworks they talk about when you kiss someone you like? Well, he felt something like that, but they felt mellow and slow. Like they were blooming instead of bursting and he never wanted to not feel this way again. 

You still left the next day but promised him that you’d video call as much as you could and even visit the next it was possible for you too. You left him with the kiss and with your presence, the fireworks left too.

Originally posted by aestaetically


It really was a lighthearted joke. You didn’t think that the boys would take it seriously. While they were on tour in the US, you had showed up at one of their concerts to finally meet them. You were really close friends with Namjoon and you were finally at the right place and the right time to meet the rest of the band. When they greeted you in all their post concert glory, you think you almost swooned at the youngest. He was breathing a little shallow but he maintained a small smile as Namjoon spoke for you. It wasn’t like you didn’t know Korean, it was just that you were kinda tongue tied right now. You had seen picture of Jungkook but they didn’t justify how he looked in real life at all. Though you tried to regain yourself and actually speak to them, which made Jungkook actually direct more of his attention to you because not only were you incredibly cute, you could actually speak to him.

Things led to another and soon, you had become close with Jungkook as well. But it was vastly different from what you were like with Namjoon. The both of you were often teased about each other and it wasn’t really a secret the two of you were attracted to one another. It was just a matter of time when one of you would cave and confess. And he was the one who did.

Originally posted by nnochu


A/N: I really hope you don’t mind the slight change in the request!! And my mediocre writing ((I don’t feel too well about this one.)) And ouch the late response but I was flocked with work


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  Top 3 most liked: K-I-S-S-I-N-G, You’re the One That I Want, and Best Friends’ Brother (All Tom Holland One Shots)


It’s Going to Work! 
   -Movie night with the Avengers (Inspired by the movie My Big Fat Greek Wedding)

Bruce Banner
You’re an Idiot
   -Bruce is shy about his feelings for you

Bucky Barnes
I Can’t Touch You**
   -While on a mission, Bucky becomes the Winter Solider
   -Your son gets kidnapped by HYDRA (Inspired by Home from the play version of Beauty and the Beast)
Wrong Number
   -You call Bucky instead of Natasha on accident
•Paralysis Doesn’t Change You
   -A mission goes bad, leaving you in the hospital

Clint Barton
Handcuffs and Broken Thumbs 
   -You and Natasha get kidnapped

Peter Parker
My Hero**
    -You are saved one night by Spider-Man 
Prom Night**    
     -The school jerk asks you to prom as a prank and leaves you heartbroken in Peter’s arms (Based off this scene in Never Been Kissed)
    -Peter paints your nails for you
 •Who Is Petra? *
   -You lie to your dad, Tony Stark, about who you hang out with all the time
 •Good Girls Are Bad Girls
   -Peter is the only person to know about your “double life”: Clint Barton’s angel of a daughter and the school’s biggest party girl (Based off Good Girls by 5 Seconds of Summer)  
One Thing Missing      
     -Peter forgets about your birthday (Based on The Moment I Knew by Taylor Swift)

Pietro Maximoff
   -Pietro falls for you at a Stark party

Steve Rogers
•The Symbolic Meaning of Flowers 
   -You are receiving flowers from a secret admirer
Lady In Red 
   -Steve dances with you at one of Tony’s parties (Based off Lady In Red by Chris De Burgh and Hungry Eyes by Eric Carmen)
Selfless (Pre Serum!Steve)** 
   -Steve has liked you for a while, but will not talk to you because he fears that you do not like him (Inspired by Uptown Girl by Billy Joel)

Tony Stark
   -As a childhood friend of tony’s, you’re the only one allowed to call him by his full name

Chris Evans
Never Been Kissed *
   -Your best-selling book is being made into a movie and Chris is the lead male (Loosely based upon the movie Never Been Kissed)
Nineteen Years Later
   -You were supposed to go to prom with Chris in high school and meet him again years later
The Sister *
   -You visit your brother, Tom, on set
•The Patriots VS. the 49ers
   -Your relationship is built off football
•The Director *
   -Chris wants to direct the movie adaptation of your book
Don’t Wanna Be All By Myself** 
   -Chris gets drunk one night and announces your relationship to the public

Sebastian Stan
   -Sebastian is your costar in a movie (Based off Mamma Mia! The Movie)
Scottish Folds 
   -Sebastian loves your Scottish Fold, although he’s allergic
Why 1982 Is the Best Year 
   -Sebastian overhears an argument between you and your friend
Difficult Dodger 
   -Sebastian dogsits Dodger for Chris

Tom Holland
Handstand Kisses** 
   -Tom wants to try a handstand kiss with you
I Dare You (AU) * 
   -You grew up with Tom (Based off Mary’s Song by Taylor Swift)
•Best Friends’ Brother*** 
   -You are best friends with Tom’s twin brothers, Sam and Harry
•Thinking Out Loud *
   -Tom learns the dance to Thinking Out Loud for you because you were the dancer in Ed Sheeran’s music video (Video is here)
K-I-S-S-I-N-G ^
   -You are Tom’s costar in Spiderman: Homecoming and have never been kissed
You’re the One That I Want**** 
   -Harrison sets you and Tom up on Halloween (Halloween one shot; Inspired by You’re the One That I Want from Grease)
Un-Break My Heart*
   -You and Tom broke up months ago, but both of you are suffering from the heartache.
Mr. Darcy*
   -When Tom goes undercover as a high school student to prepare for the filming of Spiderman: Homecoming, he falls for you, the school’s valedictorian
• Us
   -A romance between you and Tom is cut short when filming for your movie together ends (Inspired by Wherever You Are by 5 Seconds of Summer) 
• Pumpkin Juice and Butter Beer (Harry Potter AU)
  -You (a Hufflepuff) and Tom (a Gryffindor) discover something strange while brewing Amortentia in potions
Love Letters (Harry Potter AU) 
  -You send a love letter, intended for Tom, to the wrong Gryffindor. 
Dating Tom Holland Would Include… (Headcanon) **
Private Jet *
   -Your first time on a private jet is spent with Tom, Zendaya, and Harrrison (Requested)  
• The Slytherin and the Gryffindor (Harry Potter AU) 
  -You break up with Tom and, a month later, he still isn’t over you. (Requested, inspired by Happier by Ed Sheeran)
•Not Like Other Ravenclaws (Harry Potter AU)    
   -You are not the smartest Ravenclaw and Gryffindor Tom loves to make fun of you for it. (Requested)
Fireworks **
   -You work as a Disneyland tour guide and show Tom around for his first trip to the Happiest Place on Earth
•You’re a Slytherin Now (Harry Potter AU)
   -You go to a Slytherin party with your fellow Gryffindor, Tom. (Requested; based on She’s Not Afraid by One Direction)


 Newtina (from Fantastic Beasts and Where to Find Them)
  -Tina finds a Bowtruckle
Queenie’s Ability *
  -Queenie reads Newt’s mind

anonymous asked:

No pressure at all, but I'd love to hear your thoughts on the new Google Feud video! I love your analyses so much, thank you!!! Personally, I loved it

thanks for the lovely way you asked this :’) wow you’re so sweet. i really did enjoy this video so much! got so many messages from people saying they found it really significant and ground-breaking in the level of flirtation and openness that dnp exhibited. i sort of disagree (i mean, halloween baking as well as some of the first few vids of gamingmas are going to be hard to top at least in my opinion, as far as flirty and sexual bants are concerned). but there were still some great moments here and couple genuinely thought-provoking ones. 

instead of grouping my thoughts into larger categories this time i’m just going to paste my notes here basically unfiltered bc my night sort of got derailed and i didn’t have time to turn this into something more coherent. but i feel like all of my opinions (probably more than i would share regularly) are covered here and there were so many good bits to discuss ahhhhhh: 

  • ‘google e’ bants: dan being rude af and phil finding a positive interpretation is this just persona-driven bants or really how they are idk anymore
  • the macaroon bants: thanks @ phil for knowing the difference between macaroons and macarons. dan’s voice was very natural and he seemed genuinely surprised they were out of the biscuits. phil says he ate all of them. again, something that on a macro level could be like a phil trope™ but seems like,, that’s just genuinely how he is. phil shutting dan up with a gentle shush. dan immediately falling silent. all of this is too good. also phil said it’s the last macaroon in “our house” and ik that’s old news but it doesn’t make it any less sweet to hear it.
  • phil automatically dragging dan for the dini spon “are we having plugs right now” it was so INSTINCTIVE he didn’t even miss a beat i was literally like :O ? ? ? ??? damn. and also i was v interested in dan’s retort about phil sponning merch? because ??? the merch is both of theirs? this makes it seem like it’s usually phil’s decision to advertise their merch at the end of videos and that’s FASCINATING to me because phil is also the one who seems to take the most initiative with sponning merch in live shows, with posting about sales and new stuff on twitter, with updating us on anything to do w their ticket sales and whatnot during the tour. so it frequently seems that phil has more interest in this more business-y side of their ventures but it was surprising to hear this subtle sort of confirmation of that fact from dan in this way
  • why was dan so insistent on typing?? ? like? what about that warranted all the sassy eye rolling and the “this guy is such a need.” also. he definitely said “need.” it didn’t sound like he had been on course to say “needy” but just cut it off prematurely. but then there’s a jump cut and i automatically imagined phil making fun of him for the word flub and goading him to finish the thought and there were probs some gross “you know you’re a needy bf u spoon” bants that we will never get to hear #rip
  • dan getting things wrong and IMMEDIATELY GOING ON RANTS ABOUT HOW THE GAME IS OBVIOUSLY FLAWED AND WRONG AND BULLSHIT has there ever been anything so typically dan (and phil respectfully trying his hardest not to call him out for how dumb his guesses are like bless him,,, tbh. “does it hurt to pull out hairs” dan wyd). it’s so captivating to me how consistently dan displays this need to never be wrong or mess up on things that he feels he should be good at and so when that happens here, he automatically blames the game instead of admitting that his guesses are kinda shit (though he does admit it one time when phil gets michael jackson and jordan, but that seemed more like an acknowledgment of how good phil is and that he’s bad in comparison, rather than bad in an absolute sense lol.
  • phil happily/comfortably saying “have sex” and “penis” and not being too weird about the word “bondage” all in one video. good. progress. 
  • MORE bAby TALK I WANT TO DIE? (phil guesses “how to raise a baby” and instead of just letting it go he immediately goes into the side comment about “how does anyone actually know how to raise a baby by the way? .. do you just learn it from mother nature?”) how many videos in a row are they going to talk about babies, mention babies, discuss the difficulties of raising babies??!?!?!?!? i’m having a hard time just chalking it up to coincidence at this point, i really wonder if they’ve been correlating the discussion of not being ready to have a dog to the discussion of not being ready to have children anytime in the foreseeable future??? i mean idk why they’d even entertain the idea at this point in their lives but it’s just weird to me that it’s come up sooooo much on dapg recently
  • dans cute flirty mocking and weird faces at phil throughout… 

when he guesses puppy based on phil’s guess of kitten and he makes this face:

then later makes this face:

  • in case anyone was in any sort of doubt, dan flirts like a fuckin five year old. 
  • the effort taken to clarify to anyone who still has any doubts that dan’s ‘anger’ and aggression in dapg vids and especially in competitive dapg vids is completely played up for the purposes of entertainment/comedy. the most interesting thing about this is comparing it to past instances of dan engaging with this topic. most recent was yesterday’s live show when he read out a message that said he was kind of mean in the quickdraw vid and his instinct was to mock them by going “oooooooooohhhhhh was i?” in the most sarcastic, biting tone i’ve heard from him in a while. it reminded me forcefully of the iconic vyou answer about him being mean to phil, when he was like “no. i’m not mean to phil, i’m never mean to phil. … this may not have occurred to you .. etc. etc.” and he’s super condescending and annoyed. on face value, it seems like in the little bit during today’s vid when they’re discussing it, he’s a lot chiller about it and he’s laughing as though to brush it off as just being humorous, even though clearly in the past it’s a topic that has annoyed or upset him. which actually brings me to the thing i found most fascinating about this scene: the JUMP CUT before it, and the sort of FORCED way in which phil says “chill out dan” which gives dan the cue to clarify the whole situation. it seems like a bit that was clearly planned/scripted based on these little details, which makes me wonder if something about the bants that precede it (when dan is making those cute mock-y faces at phil and is like ew i don’t even want the “crummy macaroon”) reminded dan of these comments about him being mean and then he brought it up to phil and asked if they could discuss it for a min before moving on. it seems likely to me that something like this happened, bc the exchange seems really disjointed from the scene before, idk!!!!!!! and if this is what happened, it just cements to me that as casual and amused as dan seemed while talking about it here, it’s clearly something that STILL UPSETS HIM otherwise he wouldn’t’ve randomly remembered it and asked to clarify it to the audience, and idk something about that makes me feel v warm like dan literally won’t tolerate people actually believing he’s angry at phil or mean to him even tho .. it’s obvious .. and poor boy really doesn’t need to go to all this effort to confirm that :( he’s cute and good :(
  • phil seemed to get mildly flustered by dan’s proximity when he’s all like “a bird? a bIRD?” bc he then just gets all high pitched and forgets grammar and goes “chickens is there so yeS that is a very popular question” like honey that barely made sense but ok u tried ur best
  • not even that important but it made me happy: dan reads “how to raise a boring girlfriend” and phil says “stop being mean significant others” and a few years ago phil the Heteronormative Icon would’ve most certainly said boyfriends there and he didn’t, he used a gender neutral term, and i felt years being added onto my lifespan
  • when dan says “blood pressure, they’re basically the same thing, i’m terrible” what the fuck is he talking about? is he saying that “raising an adult” whatever the hell that means, and raising blood pressure are basically the same thing? i don’t .. understand… i replayed that so many times and i still don’t get it
  • “kidnapping your senpai” comment. literal gold. the way dan looks at the camera then pointedly at phil. he wants us to have this one. your efforts have been recognized and much appreciated dan. dw.
  • “i don’t like screaming that often,” says dan. hm.
  • “what the fuck are you doing with babies and duct tape you creepy fucking weirdos,” says dan and i am having incredibly violent flashbacks to 2011-2012. like he literally sounds straight out of 6 years ago and it’s a bit wild.
  • and then obvi. the feeding scene. when they first showed the macaroon at the beginning i literally KNEW that it would only end in feeding (or, as a possible but less likely second option, the loser eating it before the winner can get it). so i was thoroughly unsurprised that it happened. once again, the thing that interested me was the CLEAR jump cut in the scene. so dan first says “i don’t want it. no phil! it’s the dan versus phil board. here we go,” and his hand with the macaroon starts moving towards phil’s mouth, and then the jump cut happens, and it’s like dan has started the feeding process OVER, bc the angle is totally diff, the framing is totally diff, and this time dan is giving the camera that weird stare:
  • INTERESTING. so to me this means they once again paused the scene to talk about what they were going to do, and they ended up doing something that was nearly an exact duplicate of this scene from the nov. 24 live show last year where dan feeds phil chocolate and hams it up big time for the camera and phil is basically like, “what are you doing” and dan verbatim replies “i’m feeding it to you” and idk it makes me wonder what their motivation is (or, i assume, *dan’s* motivation, bc it was dan’s idea in the live show to do this) to just redo this exact exchange for a wider audience?
  • to me that scene in the live show was a big step towards them acknowledging the sort of (romantic) things they obviously know the audience wants them to do and for them to tacitly tell us that maybe once in a while they will actually start to do them but not without a healthy accompanying dose of sarcasm and teasing us for being such trash that we could possibly get excited over something as banal as them feeding each other. it seemed like a BIG step to me at the time bc i was like, ok, here’s them basically telling us that they KNOW us and they hear us and they acknowledge that their boundaries on camera have been very strict and forced and they’re gonna start making some efforts to change that, but like also, we (the audience) won’t get off scot free in that transaction bc we deserve to be made fun of a bit too, for caring so much about such simple and objectively unexciting things. it’s ‘fan service’ to the extent that it is an acknowledgment of what the audience wants to see and of the fact that they have been holding it back for some time, but it’s genuine and brave in the sense of them showing us that they may take these steps and bend some boundaries now from time to time. and it seems like they HAVE to do it this way, with all the sarcasm and blatant stares into the camera, and either vocalized or implied “giving the people what they want” comments, in order to not ACTUALLY LITERALLY be accused of baiting/fan service. think about the tricky position they are in where even if they want to loosen boundaries and act more natural, literally everything they do gets scrutinized and becomes fodder for people to accuse them of faking shit in order to gain views. it seems the only way to stave it off is to make fun of it themselves and jump out ahead of that criticism. all in all, the exchange in this vid seemed to me like they made a conscious and somewhat premeditated effort to communicate something very similar, but this time for their dapg audience of 2.6M rather than the limited live show audience of some tens of thousands. that seems significant. i want to keep thinking about it forever

ahhhhh i’m sorry this is immense but like, who expected anything different???? what a gr8 vid, they keep giving me so much to think about. and they keep UPLOADING. JFC. it’s crazy! god bless the 2017 rebranding which seems to be all about flirting and softness and touching and phil being assertive and dan being petulant and both of them following through  more than i ever expected on their promise to re-commit and focus more on making youtube content. dnp r the only thing saving my 2017 lol <3 

Song Imagine: Just A Friend To You // Megan Trainer

Request: Tyler or josh x reader based on the song ‘just a friend to you’ by Meghan trainor ? ❤️❤️❤️

Why you gotta hug me
Like that every time you see me?

Why you always making me laugh
Swear you’re catching feelings

Tyler Joseph is the most annoying person you have ever met. His stupid face and his stupid hair and his stupid voice and his stupid everything.

And you and your stupid emotions had to go and fall for him. For your brother’s best friend. For your best friend.

Everything is just so stupid.

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This is a drabble for @haloeverlasting based on yesterday’s real life events when I got home from work. Additionally it is soft, no smut abo for @lululawrence and @londonfoginacup. It’s 1500 words (is that really a drabble? Probably not.) So I put some under a cut.

Harry’s favorite thing to do at the end of the day was get into his bed. It was a beautiful, fluffy, white, luxurious bed. The rest of his apartment was about two square feet and he barely had room to fit the rest of his stuff, but he had his bed.

After a long, draining day of work selling tickets to ungrateful, entitled museum visitors, all Harry wanted to do was climb into the soft cloud and read or play around on his computer, and relax.

On this particular day, that was exactly what he did; pulled the covers back, plugged his dying phone into his extra long charger cord so he could flip over if he wanted to, and settled in to read the new gay Young Adult novel that was supposed to be the next big thing.

Can I lay by your siiiiiiiide…

He was half a chapter in before Sam Smith’s smooth vocals burst through the neighborhood. There were so many buildings clustered together, it was impossible for him to tell where it was coming from.

Alright, sure. Harry thought to himself. He liked Sam Smith. He didn’t love that the person was blasting it at full volume, but okay.

Once his ears had adjusted to the new disturbance in the air, he settled back under his duvet. “Lay Me Down” finished, and “Stay With Me” began.

Just the album, then. In the Lonely Hour.

Oh, won’t you staaaay with me?

Harry sighed, and picked his book up again. His reading was slower than normal, because of the distractions, so he only got a few more paragraphs under his belt before the thumping drum of “I’m Not the Only One” vibrated through the building.That was some sound system they had.

You saaaaaay I’m crazy, ‘cause you don’t think I know what you’ve done…

Fully distracted now, Harry let his mind wander. This song always made him think of the music video with Diana Agron looking every bit the fifties housewife and her gorgeous acting and eventual revenge. Genius. Maybe he should watch it.

Harry shook his head and picked up his book again. Okay. He could do this. Victorian England. Boys. Best friends on their Grand Tour of Europe.

The song faded out, and there were a few bursts of sound that indicated the person was skipping tracks. Pick one already.

Finally, a familiar piano melody began.

I heard… that you’re settled down…

Harry slammed his book shut. That was it. They brought out the big guns. Adele.

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Winter Idol // m.y 1

Member: Min Yoongi

Chapter One

Genre: a bit of everything

Summary: working with one of your best friends of years shouldn’t come with so much hatred. With your career sky rocketing along side his everything should run smoothly until jealousy and rumors take place.

Originally posted by tearsavi


I’ve always been one to read stories about how one person loves the other a little too much and how they can’t be together…. And some come together at the end while the others don’t. We have always been the friends who really enjoyed fall and winter times. I call it winter meanwhile he calls it fall. He always finds humor in correcting me when I say they’re the same thing but he wants to be all scientific with it. We are truly on odd pair.

I met Yoongi back in 2013 again he says it was 2012, technically it was, late December was when I met him, along side Namjoon. At the time I didn’t know who they were or what they did, just a normal Friday night at the underground tunnels shooting shows. That’s what I do. I also didn’t know what kind of things they were about to get me into, and how my life alongside theirs would change for the better in the years to come. Fast forward to today. 2017 was the best year for BTS.

“Y/N? Are you on board or are we taking up too much of your time?” I look up and Lay is looking at me with humor laced in his voice.

“We go through the same stuff every tour ya know but yes I am don’t worry.” I send him a smile and he rolls his eyes as the guys all laugh at my statement.

Currently we are at the BigHit offices working on ways to improve and plan the next tour for BTS the public’s reactions have risen so much and the fan base has risen so much. I question myself how I got so lucky to be in this position but if it weren’t for yoongi believing in my talent I wouldn’t have been here. I’m in charge of all art forms for BigHit Entertainment that’s including video, media, press, concert visuals, and most importantly photography. I’ve always had a passion for it and I think that’s what made me and yoongi so attached, loving the same things. I moved to Korea not really by choice, well I lie kind of my choice and I’m glad I did or else I would’ve never met the people I know today.

“Yo y/n are you coming back to the dorms with us or what.” Everyone is packing up and I look towards hoseok with his beaming smile. I don’t even get a chance to answer because Lay clears his throat quite loudly.

“Sorry but me and y/n have something to do tonight you guys go ahead.” I fake a small smile and that gets them to leave without any questions. Hoseok comes to hug goodbye as the rest wave walking out the door.

“y/n we’ve been through this already.” Lay sighs.

“Lay I really am not doing anything wrong, you act like I’m walking down the aisle with them.” I roll my eyes as I look at their manager.

“And I believe you but the media has increased their eyes on the boys and you know the fans have increased we just don’t want any dating rumors surfacing.”

“Dating rumors? You have got to be kidding me.”

“No I am not. You have always been seen with them hugging and laughing and holding hands and-“

“Oh my god! Once! Holding hands once! And that was because I tripped so yoongi had to help me up at the airport where they were getting mobbed might I add.” I can’t believe he was saying this shit honestly.

“Listen y/n I’m not saying stop hanging out with them okay. I’m just saying please be careful if anything happens I wouldn’t forgive myself. The guys have worked so hard in everything and you have as well. I don’t want a little mistake to ruin it all. Okay?” Lay places his hands on my shoulders and I nod my head. “I’m gonna grab my stuff you don’t have to wait okay?”

Walking to your place isn’t far from the building. You pass multiple little shops and restaurants making a quick stop inside one of them. Living in a foreign country by yourself is lonely. The only friends you have are the guys and of course some other idols, but they’re super busy it being comeback season for most of them. Getting home was the best feeling because you can just lay there and enjoy some snacks. It was October. The weather in Korea was quickly changing dropping degrees and you couldn’t be happier. Walking inside the kitchen you put the kettle onto the stove to boil some water for tea. Walking to the living room you switched on the t.v and turned a candle on as well. The doorbell rang and you didn’t really know what to expect since you didn’t agree to meet with anyone. You walked to the door and see him with two bags of food and his hair tucked inside his beanie. You open the door and his eyes meet yours startled.

“Yoongi? What are you doing here?” He looks so beautiful his face is covered in a mask and you can see his eyes only. His eyes are your favorite, by the way they close together you know he’s smiling.

“I brought food and I wanted to come see you.” You see he’s switching his stance from one foot to the other.

“That’s sweet bub” bub? Wtf y/n “come on in it’s freezing out in these halls.”

Yoongi makes his way into your apartment removing his shoes by the entrance, as you do the same. You take a bag of the food from him and make your way into the kitchen where the kettle started to ring. As you remove it you see yoongi shrug off his coat and place it onto the hanger, he makes his way into the kitchen taking the face mask off and taking his beanie off.

“Oh my god…. You’re blue!!!” You gasp as you see the bright shade of blue on his head. It suits him so good. It brings out his pale smooth skin and brightens his smile way more.

“Oh um y-yeah… stylist Mina noona said that they wanted to dye it before the comeback photos and videos.” He starred down at his hands which were being preoccupied with his beanie as he fidgeted around with it.

Walking towards him to be in front of him, your eyes are wide. You couldn’t believe that they would change their hair color without letting you know, now all that’s running through your head is not only how cute he actually looks but changing the damn concept again. You bring your hand to the top of his and run your fingers through it.

“I like it. It suits you.” Yoongi meets your eyes and you give him a smile before grabbing some mugs for the tea.

We sat on the couch until two in the morning. We had schedules that morning at seven, but we always had to leave at around five in the morning giving us about two hours of sleep. I couldn’t keep my eyes open any longer so I grabbed some blankets and crashed on the couch once yoongi left my apartment. Winter was here and the busy schedules were on their way and I couldn’t be happier.

“Call me, maybe.” (Grayson)

Requested by anonymous: “Can you do an imagine based on the song Call Me Maybe where the reader is a famous youtuber and guys are always hitting on her but she’s not interested and then she meets the boys and really clicks with one of them but he thinks he’s too awkward/not good enough for her and too nervous to make the first move”


“Hey Anilu? I know this is super last minute, I actually just heard about it myself, but I got invited to a party. Do you wanna come with me?” You asked your roommate. You were a YouTuber living out in LA and were constantly getting invited out to parties.

“Uh, sure. Sounds fun.” She smiled. You both got ready and headed off to the party. She hung with you most of the night, since you were the only one she knew, but you spent most of the night introducing her to some of your other YouTube friends.

“(Y/N), this is crazy. You really know all those people?” She asked as you poured her and yourself a drink.

“Not all of them, but yeah, most of them. Being in YouTube has made me a lot of contacts and I’ve met a lot of people. Most of these parties are all for meeting others and making contacts. One collab with any of these people here would skyrocket my channel.” You said.

“That’s so crazy. Also, can we talk about all the guys that have hit on you tonight? I can’t believe you’ve turned all of them down.” She laughed.

“I’m not really interested in a relationship right now. Especially with anyone here. Relationships are so intense, and when you’re both relatively well known, and being watched all the time, it makes it weird if you were to ever break up. You have people taking sides, its all a huge mess.” You laughed awkwardly.

“Awe, I bet that makes it hard for anyone, really.” She said.

“Yeah, but you sometimes you do have supportive viewers and are able to have a stable relationship.” You said, and she nodded.

“Oh my gosh, who are these two beautiful men walking towards us?” She asked, her eyes wide.

“Those are the Dolan twins, Ethan and Grayson. They’re really taking off right now. They did a huge tour last summer and their channel is growing so fast. I’ve never met them, but their videos are hilarious.” You explained. You watched them walk over to you. They both looked at you and smiled wide.

“Are you (Y/N)?” Ethan asked.

“That’s me.” You smiled.

“We love your videos. You’re like, one of our favorite channels right now. We should definitely collab sometime.” Grayson said.

“I’d love to.” You smiled. You turned to your roommate to introduce her. “This is my roommate, Anilu. She came along with me, just to hang, meet some new people.” You said. She was barely able to speak as she stared at them.

“Uh, hi.” She said awkwardly.

“Nice to meet you.” Ethan said. The four of you stood in the kitchen, just talking. Once the house started to get crowded, you all went out to the backyard to hang out outside. Ethan and Anilu went off and you and Grayson ended up spending most of the night together. 

“So, I don’t mean to be too forward, but I’ve really been enjoying talking to you. I’m so glad I got to meet you.” Grayson said.

“I’m glad I got to meet you too. I’ve really been enjoying this too. It’s good to know that you’re just as goofy in real life as you are in your videos.” You said.

“And it’s nice to know you’re as bubbly as you are in your videos.” Grayson laughed awkwardly. You there was a small moment of silence as you lied there, just staring up at the stars.

“I know I said I wasn’t looking for a relationship, but it feels like Grayson and I have really been hitting it off.” You thought to yourself. Your thoughts were interrupted when Grayson let out a loud yawn.

“Ooh, excuse me.” He said shyly.

“I guess it is getting pretty late. I should go find Anilu and see if she’s ready to go.” You said.

“Same, but Ethan.” Grayson laughed. You went back in the house and found Ethan and Anilu sitting on the sofa.

“(Y/N), Grayson, hey. We were just about to go looking for you.” Ethan said. “I guess we should get going, it’s getting pretty late.”

“Yeah, we should get going too.” You said. The four of you walked out to your cars and said your goodbyes.

“It was so good to hang with you tonight. I hope we can again some time soon.” Grayson said.

“Hey, maybe we should exchange numbers, just to make getting in contact a bit easier.” You said with a smile.

“Oh, duh. I didn’t even think about that.” He laughed, taking his phone out of his pocket and handing it to you. You typed your number into his phone and saved yourself to his contacts.

“Here. Call me, maybe we can get together sometime other than to just film a video.” You said. You said your final goodbyes and headed home for the night.

Don’t Burn the Coffee - Ch. 1

Originally posted by strawberrie-kookie

It was just going to be one of those days…until Suga walked in.

Chapter 1 | Chapter 2 | Chapter 3

Word Count: 2,131

I stare at the amber coffee trickling out and away from the cup I had just managed to drop. The lid is still in my hand. I had grabbed the cup by the lid as I switched it from my other hand, and, clearly, it had not been on correctly. A few drops had splashed onto my legs, and I had to hold back a curse when the liquid burned my skin, each droplet like a burning needle. 

I am not clumsy as a rule. However, I do blame the sleep I had last night. The kind where you wake up every hour for no reason and start getting angry, which keeps you up more because you’re stressing about how you’re not sleeping.

I crush the cup beneath my heel and bite my lip, breathing out in an attempt to reel back the anger I felt toward the container (and myself, secretly). Instead of continuing my abuse of the fallen cup, I pick it up and walk back toward the coffee shop, tossing the offending cartridge into one of the city’s overflowing trashcans as I do so.

Hagar’s Wife is the only coffee shop in Manhattan that both has comfortable seating and sells strong coffee that doesn’t taste like tar. It’s where I go when I want to be around people but not go through the trouble of talking to them, which is often. And it’s near work without actually being work.

Currently the place is a bit packed. A group of white girls is arguing in what sounds like French. Korean is my specialty, at least for my job, so I have no idea what they’re saying. It was a college choice my family was confused with, as our heritage is largely Germanic.

I ignore the girls and approach the counter, ordering another cup of coffee, hiding my annoyance that it’s necessary in the first place with an over-polite smile. I slap myself mentally for being fake.

I grab my coffee, carefully this time, and decide to grab the table by the window that just opened up. Removing the lid, I blow gently on the dark fluid, sending the silky smoke away from me. Looking up, I see a familiar face walk in. In fact, I had just written a story about his band for work. I blink. Suga is still there, his hair the greenish shade from Bangtan’s latest look for their newest album. He looks around, either a bit disoriented or completely normal–his poker face is astounding. Either way, I’m frozen, watching as he approaches the counter slowly and looks at the menu. I strain my ears to hear his conversation with the barrista.

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What I Like About You

So I got this idea while I was busy trying to ruin @mamaastro‘s life:

him writing down a list of everything he loves about you when he misses you and adding on to it every day while on tour and when he comes back he accidentally leaves it out and you find it and he comes home to you reading the adorable things he’s written

I hope you guys enjoy it, Happy Valentine’s Day!


smile is so cute

wears my hoodies all the time

likes to sing off key to bother me

once ate every chocolate bar I had in the house in one sitting

falls asleep while reading

The list went on, covering every inch of the slightly worn out notebook paper it was on. Phrases were written diagonally, drawings littered the paper, and there was almost no original lined space left. The only reason you even knew it was for you was your name, written in a big heart, in the corner.

A small smile had begun making its way across your features as you tried to decipher more of your boyfriend’s haphazard handwriting.

hands fit perfectly in mine

likes making me give piggy back rides

cries at sad tv shows

Memories were running through your mind now of times you had called your boyfriend, hysterical, at three in the morning because you had finished marathoning a show and the ending was sad or a cliffhanger. He had always found it amusing, but had also always knows exactly what to say to make you feel better.

You thought back to the countless times he took your hands when the two of you were in crowds, or even when you both had down time. Slotting your fingers through his was routine for you, but it meant a lot. Now you knew he loved it too.

wakes me up by jumping on me

showers for like seven million years

loves cuddling

As your gaze traveled down the paper, you found your eyes getting misty. Myungjun actually took the time to list the reasons he loved you, and ended up filling up both sides of the paper. Suddenly, the front door of your apartment opening startled you. 

MJ locked the door behind him and took off his shoes as usual. He had showered at the Fantagio building already, and was entirely ready to devote what little time he had left to you. 

“Hey.” He said softly, seeing you reading on the couch. You looked at him, smiling, and he was surprised to see your eyes bright with unshed tears. MJ rushed to your side on the couch.

“What’s wrong?”

Shaking your head in reply, you surprised him by pulling him close and burying your face in his chest. MJ rubbed your back soothingly, confused and concerned.

You detached yourself from him and handed the list, watching his eyes grow wide once he realized you had read it. 

“I… I wrote this while we were touring, and added on to it whenever I missed you. It got kind of long…” Your boyfriend trailed off awkwardly, blushing because you had read all of his sweet words. You just smiled and hugged him again.

“Now it’s my turn to list everything I love about you.”


You hadn’t meant to find it- after all, you never, ever went through your boyfriend’s things without his permission. It just fell out when you were moving his lyrics notebooks over so you could study at your shared desk. Words were haphazardly scribbled all over the piece of scrap paper, your name randomly showing up once or twice on it.

listens to music so loud i can hear headphones a room over

biggest fan to ever fan ever

has stolen every sweater I own (reminder - buy more)

has so many books theres a pile under our bed

It took you a second to realize what it was - a list of your characteristics. You were concerned- it sounded kind of like a roast list. Annoying your boyfriend was not something you wanted to do - you loved him. Then, your eyes drifted to the top.

Everything I Love About My Babe

A smile lit up your face. Judging by the looks of it, Jinwoo had penned the list while he had been away on tour the last three months. He had missed you just as much as you had missed him.

double chin selfies (need to start a folder)

falling asleep on my chest

tries working out with me sometimes

acts exaggeratedly impressed when I flex

You laughed, covering your hand with your mouth. Jinwoo probably hadn’t meant for you to read any of the list, but once you had started it was difficult for you to stop. The months Astro had been away had been hard for both you and your boyfriend - you had spent many nights lightly spraying his old shirts in his cologne and going to sleep in them. 

loves stuffed animals

when I get back from tour I’m buying like ten

I miss my love :(

As the memories of countless nights without him and 3 a.m. skype calls hit you, tears started to roll down your cheeks. They were, of course, both those unshed while he was gone, and of finding his list. You laughed through your tears, blushing slightly at his sweet writings. 

The front door opened without you noticing, and Jinwoo came in. Right before opening his mouth to greet you, he saw you standing at the desk, hand covering your mouth, paper in hand. Crossing the room quickly, he enveloped you in a bear hug from behind, looking over your shoulder to see what you were looking at.

Jinwoo’s face went red at realizing you were reading his list. He nuzzled his nose into your neck, smiling shyly into it.

“You read my list?” 

“Yeah.” You replied, laughing lightly and wiping away your tears. “Yeah.” You said again, turning around and hugging him tightly. “I missed you too, you know.”

His low chuckle rumbled in your chest. “I’m here now.” You nodded and looked up at him.

“Let’s make our time count.”


You honestly thought it was a grocery list.

Lee Dongmin, wonder of all wonders, was the most organized human being you had ever known to be. He made lists for most things he could make lists for because he liked having things correct. It was something you loved dearly about him. Because of this, there were lists written on sticky notes and taped to walls and on the fridge and basically lists for everything on every hard surface in your house.

When you found a numbered looseleaf piece of paper with Dongmin’s neat handwriting all over it, the first thing you expected was a grocery list.

You were surprised, needless to say, when it was titled in his graceful script as, Things I Love About My Love.

Surprised and intrigued.

1) Chin fits right under my head

2) Feet don’t reach the ground when sitting on my lap

3) Sings loudly in the shower

You rolled your eyes at the comment about your height, but found yourself internally aww-ing at how Dongmin had taken the time to write out what he loved about you. The list went on and you raked a glance over it.

4) Watches every video or show with me in it

5) Wrote a detailed essay about To Be Continued for school

6) Got a perfect score on said essay

A laugh escaped your lips as you recalled the time you wrote a thesis paper on the effects of time travel and if it would be better to be aware of the fact that you time traveled or to not know what was occurring. The teacher had loved your arguments for both points.

She still had no idea that it was based off of your boyfriend’s web drama.

7) Most adorable laugh on the planet

8) Cries happy tears a lot

These two struck you as ironic, because at the exact moment you processed the words, you laughed and tears pricked the edges of your eyes. Suddenly the door swung open, Dongmin walking in with his dance bag in one hand, phone in the other. He noticed the list in your hand immediately.

“You found my list.” He said softly, smiling shyly. Nodding, you stretched out your arms. Dongmin walked into them complyingly, automatically lifting you up so your legs wrapped around his waist. “Have you read it all?”

“No.” You smiled, burying your face in the collar of his shirt so he wouldn’t see your blush. “Not yet.”

Dongmin smiled, carrying you to the couch and setting you down. He sat down beside you and took the list from your hands.

“Let me read it to you.”


Bin never wrote lists or things like that down on paper- after all, he had a smartphone.

You were surprised, needless to say, when you found a piece of paper, folded messily, sitting atop his desk. It was an ordinary piece of notebook paper, words scribbled all over it, front and back. Different colors of ink were used, some of the words were huge and others small. That was enough to pique your interest. 

Especially since, in the middle of the page, the words I <3 My Other Half were scrawled hugely, You smiled shyly, shaking your head. Bin got cheesier every day.

Snores loudly~

Looks cute in everything!

Does everything cutely <3

Even snores cutely ;)

You pursed your lips, trying to keep yourself from smiling at Bin’s sweet words. It was adorable that he had written a list of things he loved about you, you thought, and you reminded yourself to make sure to let him know you loved him back just as much. Sitting down in the chair at the desk, you continued reading the paper, unfolding it as you went.

Has really good conversations 

Enjoys spending time with me

Calls me everyday 

At the last one you were confused for a moment - after all, you had no need to call Bin everyday when he was with you all the time. Then it hit you - the list must have been made the month prior, while he was on tour with the boys. A small sigh escaped from you. Living without Bin for months on end had been difficult, especially since he had left for tour barely a month after moving in with you. 

When you eat dinner alone, you always feel less full than when the meal is shared with others. 

Stops to pet every dog and cat we see on walks

Leaves sticky notes on everything

Tries to act strong and doesn’t cry when we miss each other even when I’m on the verge of tears

Your breath caught in your throat. There had been early, early mornings when Bin had called you, voice shaking and raw from his tears, sobbing about how he couldn’t perform, how he missed you. You had cried, of course you had, but never where he could hear it. Once he had gotten back home, found his place by your side again, his sadness had dissipated, as had yours. You had almost forgotten about how bad it had gotten for him while you had been separated.

A stray tear found its way tracing a path down your cheek, as you brushed it away and chastised yourself - after all, Bin was back home with you. 

The door to your room opened silently. Moon Bin leaned against the doorframe, watching you read his list. He had in no way meant to leave it on his desk before he went to practice, but he was glad you had read it so you knew how much you meant to him. 

“It’s all true.” He said quietly, sweetly. You jumped up, eyes sparkling from tears, and smiled apologetically at your boyfriend.

“Sorry, I just saw it on the desk and-”

“It’s okay. I’m glad you read it, actually. Now you know the things I can’t put into verbal words, at least, and who you are to me.” You drew in a breath, and Bin suddenly knew.

He rushed over and gathered you into his arms at the exact moment you broke down, the emotions you had hidden for the past months hitting you like a wave. Your tears imprinted on his sweater, and, somewhere not nearly as visible, his heart. 

Bin pressed kisses into your hair as his arms wound tighter around you.

“It’s okay. I’m here now.”


Your boyfriend wasn’t the most verbally expressive- what he lacked for in words he made up for with sweet, genuine actions. Bouquets of flowers, small random gifts often, thoughtful sticky notes and reminders around the house. He thought of everything.

This had helped you while he had been gone on tour for a few months. Minhyuk had left behind sticky notes in random places around the house before leaving - in your favorite books, inside the boxes of your favorite snacks, even in your wallet and underneath the couch cushions. He had been back for weeks, and you were still finding the notes around the house.

When you saw a pad of sticky notes on the coffee table in your living room and writing on the top note, you figured it was one he had forgotten to take out and conceal. You decided to read it, after all, if it was meant for you you’d find it eventually anyways.

I Fell In Love Because

He had neatly titled the sticky note, and it seemed like he had taken time to make his handwriting legible. Underneath the header was a list. Interest piqued, you peeled the note off the pad, only to discover that the next one was a continuation of the list.

As was the one after that and the one after that and the one after that and so on.

knows when I need it to be quiet and knows when I don’t

likes watching dance practice

gives the best kisses

scrunches up nose when receiving kisses

intelligent and caring

You chewed on your lower lip. Minhyuk had always been sweet in his notes, but he had never listed off why he loved you. At reading his reasons, you let out a light laugh, genuine in nature. 

He had dated the second sticky note, telling you that the words had been written while he had been touring. A small feeling of untarnished love rooted itself in your chest. Even while he had things like choreography and his lyrics and schedules to focus on, he had kept you on his mind.

gets excited when watching variety shows

sings loudly while cooking

scared easily

back hugs the best 

front hugs the best

bear hugs the best

just the best at giving hugs and kisses and smiles

Your eyes teared up, rendering you almost unable to keep reading. Minhyuk had never voiced how he felt about you, but reading his words written in his distinct script made you feel as if he had. Just as you moved on to the next note, the doorknob turned and Minhyuk, tired, came in through your front door. 

The moment you saw him you rushed to greet him, something you usually never did because of how sweaty he was. This time, however, you didn’t mind as you jumped on him, tears slowly rolling down your face, laughing and smiling and mumbling how much you loved him. Confused, your boyfriend cautiously held you around your waist to keep you steady.

“Am I really the best at giving hugs?” You stepped back, still in his arms, and smiled up at him, waving the sticky note in front of his face. Realization finally dawned on Minhyuk’s face as he wiped away the remnants of your happy tears. He gave you a shy smile as he pulled you into his chest again.

Leaning down, he spoke right before he pressed his lips to yours.

“You’re also the best at giving kisses.”


The moment he had gotten back from being on tour, he made his way to your house. After hugging and greeting your mother and father, he finally got to see you again after months of only skyping. Tears had fallen, laughs had been swallowed in innocent kisses, and the two of you both became happier than you had been in a long while.

After a short two hours you noticed that, while his smile had not faded in the least, your boyfriend’s eye bags had somehow become more pronounced. Shooing him out immediately, you made him go to his parents house to sleep and catch up with them. It hurt you, because you had so much to discuss and so little time, but you always wanted the best for Sanha.

As you sat back down on your bed after saying goodbye, you noticed he had left his jacket in your room. You picked it up.

Surprisingly, a folded up scrap of paper fell out of his pocket. Smoothing it out, you realized it was something of a list, with words and little scribbled hearts and stick people all over the margins as well.

loves animals and has a bunch of animal onesies

Immediately you knew the list was about you. Whenever Sanha came over, you were almost always wearing an elephant onesie, or a frog onesie, or a bear onesie, or something like that.

blasts music 24/7

hoards memes in camera roll

You snorted, covering the lower half of your face on impulse. It was true - out of boredom while Sanha had been gone on tour you had sent him numerous memes you had created with screenshots of the Astro boys, not to mention a painful number of minion memes and pepes. 

loves family a lot

amazing photographer and selfie taker extraordinaire

steals my hats a lot but looks better than me in them so it’s okay

likes napping on me

beats me in super mario kart

i miss playing super mario kart :(

good at making me feel better when I feel sad

His list took a small turn as you could feel the melancholy in his written words. Biting your lips, you willed the tears away while reading the rest of the list, which also, not helping your oncoming onslaught of tears, was about how much he missed you. The list, you realized, had been written while touring. 

reads happy poetry to me when I need it

That broke your dam. Out of everything you had missed being able to do with Sanha, you had missed reading to him the most. On days after school when he could afford being a few minutes late to practice, he always swung by your house to listen to you recite Robert Frost or Ku Sang. Sitting on your porch swing, his head on your shoulder as he listened to you read. Those were his favorite days. 

The tears fell fast. You let a small sob escape. Right as you gulped, you heard an intake of breath behind you before feeling long arms wrap around your shoulder from the back, pulling you into his chest.

“I came to get my jacket.” Your  boyfriend said quietly, resting his chin on the top of your head. You let out another shuddering sigh. 

“What happened?” He asked, turning you around. Sanha looked genuinely concerned. Smiling through your tears, you shook your head and held up his list.

“It just hit me, how much I missed you.” You wiped away your tears with the side of your hands before pulling Sanha into you again. He hugged you back, deftly plucking the list from your fingers as well. 

“I won’t be needing this, now that I don’t miss you anymore. The real thing is always better.”