Your apartment had never been so loud as it was the
afternoon that the guys all came over for English
Time as they so lovingly called it. Namjoon had become your teacher’s aide
as you went through mouth structure and vowel sounds. It had been a pretty
productive lesson. The guys all had a general understanding of English words,
but a majority of their issues came with pronunciation.
Let’s wash a movie. Tae
said and you shook your head with a smile.
emphasized the –ch sound and Tae nodded.
Let’s wauch a movie. He
responded. Something you had learned since teaching kids was to physically hold
their mouths as they spoke. Going up to Tae, you sat in front of him, cupping
his face with your hand as you guided his mouth through the word.
Watch. You said
slowly as you moved your hand on his cheeks. The guys around you got quiet and
Tae stared intently at your mouth as you repeated the word.
Watch. He said
back and you smiled brightly. You took your hand off of Tae’s cheeks, but not
before feeling his face heat with embarrassment at your movement.
Sorry about that, it
just helps with speaking if you are guided in how your mouth should move. You
said sheepishly as the guys chuckled. Jimin looked on with narrowed eyes as Tae
scratched the back of his neck.
No, no it’s okay. Tae
said and looked at anything but you. Laughing off the embarrassment, you turned
and saw Jimin’s glare. Squinting your eyes in confusion, Jimin shook his head
lightly and looked away, you turned to help Jungkook who was asking you a
question. But Hobi and Jin saw this interaction and looked at each other. Jimin
had always been the jealous type, but he seemed to be shutting down whenever
you did something completely innocent like that. Jin nodded his head for Hobi
to meet him in the kitchen and Hobi followed.
That was weird. Hobi
said and Jin shook his head.
Well they got a little
hot and bothered before we got here. Jin replied and Hobi made a disgusted
Jesus, hyung, never
say that again. It’s like my dad trying to be cool. He tsked and Jin glared
Anyway, how do we fix
this? Jin ignored Hobi’s pleas and Hobi shrugged.
I don’t know, you’re
the one that texts her. Hobi responded, but then his face took on a shocked
looked. Jin turned around to see Jimin standing there, his face contorted in
confusion and anger.
You’re texting Y/N? He
asked in a low voice and Jin nodded.
Jimin, I was just
doing it to make sure that she wasn’t going to hurt you. Jin responded quickly,
but Jimin shook his head.
Why can’t you just
leave me alone?! He exclaimed. Jin hadn’t seen Jimin get this visibly upset
since they had to leave Busan during their tour. Jin held up his hands in a way
to calm Jimin down, but Jimin shook his head. What did you talk to her about?! He asked and Jin took his phone
out, opening the text message to show the younger member. Jimin scanned through
the texts and heaved a big sigh. You’re
seriously just trying to start problems, hyung. You’re trying to make this
difficult for us. Jimin said before tossing the phone at Jin.
Jimin walked into the other room and clapped his hands to
get everyone’s attention.
Hey, lesson is over
for today. Everyone out. Jimin said in a stern voice that the guys looked
at each other with confusion over. As the group collected their things, you
couldn’t seem to look at Jimin, your stomach was in knots. You said your
goodbyes and bowed as they all left, but Jimin stayed behind.
Did I do something? You
asked as you closed the door to your place.
What was that with
Tae? He asked at the same time and you looked at him with confusion.
Teaching? You said
in an annoyed tone. Part of learning
language is learning how to move your mouth. What’s going on with you?
And I just found out
that Jin hyung was texting you? He asked, seeming to ignore your question
and you stopped.
Yea, I thought you
would know since he clearly got my number from you. You replied and Jimin
sighed and sat back on the couch. He placed his hands over his eyes and took a
He always does this. Jimin
mumbled and you walked over to the couch, but didn’t sit down.
Always does what? You
asked and Jimin took his hands away from his face.
He always pushes his
way into my life. Jimin responded.
It’s not the worst
thing in the world, I think it’s sweet. You said to Jimin, but Jimin shook
Jin hyung can’t just
let things be. Jimin sighed. This was the first time you saw Jimin truly
upset. He seemed to breakdown in front of you, his usual happy nature just
seemed to dissipate as you stood there in front of him. He went from being an
idol, to just being a guy who was constantly being babied by his friends. Sighing
and putting his head in his hands, you had never found him more relatable and
attractive. There was this human factor to his sculptural facial features and
cotton candy hair that you found so irresistible. Sitting down next to him, you
took one of his hands away from his face. He looked at you with a self-deprecating
If you think it scared
me away, I’m still here. You responded and that was it. Jimin looked at you
with relief, happiness, and surprise, mixed with a desire that you remembered
from earlier. You found yourself in his embrace and laughed as he found every
bare surface to mark with his kisses. His lips found your ear like they had
earlier, and your entire being seemed to hang on his every word.
God, I’m so happy. He
murmured gruffly into your ear and you found yourself blush. He leaned his
forehead against yours as you stared intently into his eyes. Can we continue that lesson from earlier? He
asked seductively and you couldn’t stop yourself from blushing before he
grabbed you. Throwing you over his shoulder and taking you into the bedroom.
And today I just found it he got switched into my chemistry class
but the kicker here is that he has a GF and all but he’s literally like 40% gay bc he always teases me and shit and like I can tell he wants me
but it’ll never happen
And what made me so sad, is that he’s literally so perfect his face is so beautiful his smile is so perfect his laugh is even perfect. I have never seen anyone like him, Max ain’t nothing compared to him. I’ve literally never seen a more attractive human being
i honestly hate this idea that if you don’t take 10 selfies a day you don’t love yourself. i love myself i just don’t love my appearance that much. but i do love myself.
anyway i just think this idea is based on the outdated concept that a woman’s worth is her appearance and this is how she’s supposed to value herself as well and nah, i am fun, funny, smart, curious, well-read and kind, my love for myself doesn’t reside in me taking pics of myself and plaster them all over the internet