needtoloseweight

TW ~ I’m sorry 😪 bizarre really that I am my own thinspo. All I want is to return to my legs looking like this, Is that too much to ask? I want to be on deaths doorstep again, closer to death than ever. That’s what I want, I want this illness to kill me. I’m so repulsed by the disgusting blob I’ve become in the last 2 months. I just can’t seem to pull myself out. Relapse is all I want right now, along with eventual death. I’m sorry. I wish I was as strong as you guys think 😪 #anorexiarecovery #needtoloseweight #fat #ugly

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