needtoloseweight

TW ~ I’m sorry 😪 bizarre really that I am my own thinspo. All I want is to return to my legs looking like this, Is that too much to ask? I want to be on deaths doorstep again, closer to death than ever. That’s what I want, I want this illness to kill me. I’m so repulsed by the disgusting blob I’ve become in the last 2 months. I just can’t seem to pull myself out. Relapse is all I want right now, along with eventual death. I’m sorry. I wish I was as strong as you guys think 😪 #anorexiarecovery #needtoloseweight #fat #ugly

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Why I need to lose weight! First picture when Harold went in and now(the right) 2 years later! I need to get skinny Minnie again lol my boobs got bigger and I got a curvier waist and bigger bum but I want my stomach to go away. I’ve been semi eating healthy and lost 5.5 pounds. So today is day 1 of my fitness journey and I’m definitely going to lose this damn pudge! And my arms to slim down!