I’m so tired of feeling in this way.
I want to change everything about me and my life.
I’m waisting what everyone call the-best-years-of-life with my complex and my shyness that carries me through all my life. I want a complete change. But how? I don’t know how to dress me up tomorrow, how can i pretend to change my entire life?
I want to live more and think less. I’m suppresed by all my thoughts, my fears, my anxiety, my mind needs a rest from all of this.
I know that life isn’t easy and you have to face difficulties but i think that i deserve happiness too.
-just an hopeless girl