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what each bts member makes me feel: a rant
  • Namjoon: i often think about how lucky we are to have namjoon as our leader. i don’t think i have ever found someone as humble, supportive and kind as him; he makes me want to be a better person and makes me want to fight for what’s right in this wrong world we live in. there’s always something to learn from him and he always gives us so much, even when we can’t give him enough in return. he deserves so much more than he has right now, and i hope with all my heart that one day he will be appreciated the way he should be.
  • Seokjin: we could all learn something from this boy. the one who cut his hair even though he would regret it, just so he could overcome his insecurities; we could all take this lesson from him and mold it into our lives. he’s often overlooked – way too often – but i always catch myself thinking about how i wish i could be more like him someday. seokjin motivates me to accept myself, to love who i am and to love everyone around me, too.
  • Yoongi: proud. that’s the word to describe perfectly what i feel when i look at yoongi. whenever things are particularly harsh, he comes to my mind, fighting for his dreams and what he believes in and it drives me further. yoongi has helped me get up from the ground when i was so lost i could barely remember my name. i look at him now and a wave of joy washes over me to know that after everything he’s been through, he is finally achieving his goals. yoongi is an inspiration to me and i hope to be like him someday.
  • Hoseok: god, this boy deserves the entire world and so much more. lucky are those that can trust and count on him, because jung hoseok is rare in the world we live in. the amount of support he shows everyone leaves me speechless and his selflessness is definitely something we could all learn from. as a born pessimist, there’s a lot i admire in hoseok and a lot i try to bring to my life; i used to question how people could be so bright but now that i’ve seen him, i strive to be more like that.
  • Taehyung: i don’t have an older brother but if i did, i would want him to be like taehyung. this boy has a golden mentality and his way of always seeing things through a different perspective amazes me. i am so soft for everything he does, from the way he thinks to the way he acts and his personality is simply mesmerizing to me. taehyung is unique and so precious; we should pay more attention to him and protect him from all harm.
  • Jungkook: i connect with this boy on way too many levels. since we have a very similar personality, i am always able to see in him things that i could improve. jungkook has shown me how to deal with being shy and that it’s okay if communication isn’t exactly my forte. he is so hardworking even though he is so young and that type of thing is what makes me admire him more and more each passing day. his dedication to learn and excel in everything he does is truly inspiring but i wish someone would tell him it’s okay to take some time every once in a while.
  • Jimin: i said it before and i will say it again: i could learn every language in the world and i would still not be able to explain how important he is in my life. still, if i were to try, i would say jimin makes me feel safe. there’s a feeling of coming home attached to this boy that i cherish and keep close to my heart even if i can’t understand it. when i think of jimin, i think of feeling warm, loved and protected from the storm breaking inside my brain. he is the only one that can truly pull me out of my dark days even all the way across the world. jimin really is my everything and there isn’t a day when i don’t thank god for being able to live in the same time as him.
  • this was long and pointless and not enough but basically all i’m trying to say is: i love my boys with everything i have and i want to protect them all.
Captivity

Gladio groaned as he woke up. He could feel the reminder of every kick and punch he had suffered throughout his body. Not that he regretted any of it, better for him to rile up the Nifs and take the beating rather then be forced to watch as Noct or Ignis went through it. He felt tied hands cart through his sweat and blood matted hair and Ignis asked softly, ‘’Are you back with us Gladiolus?’’

Gladio croaks, ‘’Ya.’’ and he hears the sigh of relief from both men and is helped to sit up. He’s the only one with his hands tied behind him, Ignis and Noct having been deemed not enough of a threat to warrant the extra measure. 

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One drawing for Mark’s birthday wouldn’t have been nearly good enough. So here are a bunch of drawings in a wide range of art styles and emotions; hopefully one of them will touch on how much this guy actually means to me.

(I know this big mess/compilation doesn’t cover it, but it’s something. Honestly, I owe him so much more than just this.)

As someone who’s been posting a lot of fan art pretty consistently for over a year, I know the chances that Mark will actually see this are very, very minimal. But just in case:

-I’m sorry there aren’t 28 drawings. I would have liked to have done one really, really great drawing every day this month, but I’ve been busy with work.

-I could’ve participated in some organized community project because I know those are probably more meaningful, but I really wanted to do this on my own.

-Thanks for everything. I don’t really know how else I could word that without going into a novel of explanation/personal backstory/appreciation

-I hope you like it. Happy birthday, Mark!

Note: You guys are gonna get mad at me, because I will keep re-posting this every hour or so today. I need Mark to see it. Sorry in advance for the spam, okay?

Some bad news...

I’m going to drop the formal “we” here because this is only one person’s fault: mine. The other admins had nothing to do with this.

The physical copies are off. I’ve been working as hard as I can for several months on this and gotten next to nowhere. There’s only one company that will print so many pages, on a small scale, and with copyrighted content. And that company isn’t setting up anything or communicating with me nearly enough, even after several emails.

I’m away right now and will be for another 2 weeks, but when I return I will refund all the money sent to me on Paypal, except for the ~50 cent transaction tax and some money for charity. I’m really, unbelievably sorry about this. Believe me. You can be as angry as you want about this, and I will deserve it. There’s just not really an alternative, and I’m getting nowhere and stressing myself out about something that doesn’t want to happen.

Please email meowraculouschatnoirzine@gmail.com with your request if you want your money to go to charity and not be refunded. This is definitely not expected. All money sent by those without a charity request will be refunded on July 15th.

With a lot of regret but unconditional love,

Mimi

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One drawing for Mark’s birthday wouldn’t have been nearly good enough. So here are a bunch of drawings in a wide range of art styles and emotions; hopefully one of them will touch on how much this guy actually means to me.

(I know this big mess/compilation doesn’t cover it, but it’s something. Honestly, I owe him so much more than just this.)

As someone who’s been posting a lot of fan art pretty consistently for over a year, I know the chances that Mark will actually see this are very, very minimal. But just in case:

-I’m sorry there aren’t 28 drawings. I would have liked to have done one really, really great drawing every day this month, but I’ve been busy with work.

-I could’ve participated in some organized community project because I know those are probably more meaningful, but I really wanted to do this on my own.

-Thanks for everything. I don’t really know how else I could word that without going into a novel of explanation/personal backstory/appreciation

-I hope you like it. Happy birthday, Mark!

Hellsing Ships

Alright so I’ve finally decided. Since there is not nearly enough Hellsing x reader, I’m going to open Hellsing ships! Send me a description of your beautiful self to be shipped with a Hellsing character! (Open to anyone) :D

anonymous asked:

Antimatter and normal matter were produced in uneven quantities, but if they weren't and they all annihilated each other upon interaction & produced photons as a result, would the entire universe be filled with nothing but photons? (I apologize if my information is lacking or inaccurate aahhHh)

Good question! I believe the current theory is that matter and antimatter were created in even quantities, but for some reason, matter particles would sometimes survive the collisions. Still, if this asymmetry didn’t exist, the universe would mostly be light, like you said. There would probably still be a little bit of matter and antimatter lingering around, but not nearly enough to make stars or galaxies. Dark matter and dark energy would probably still exist, though.

me: [hasn’t got nearly enough skills to draw characters consistently]

me: [still can’t draw backgrounds]

me: [can’t finish projects to save my own life]

also me: i wanna make a webcomic

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#there is nothing in this scene that isn’t amazing #from root in the background wondering how the hell shaw got out the cuffs #like she’s literally trying to fit her hand through the cuff seeing if she can figure it out for herself #to harold swearing he just seen shaw cuffed to the bench like five seconds ago and yet now she’s in his face #and then shaw casually eating like its nothing and ‘yea i’m really standing here..’ #like pls i’m dying #this scene is hilarious

reblog this if you’re okay with your mutuals/followers tagging you in their posts/things they think you would enjoy and put what tag(s) you track as well as any specific things you’d like to be tagged in in the tags of this post

Boi, can you believe it’s already been a whole year since Horikoshi saved my life

blood sweat & tears is such a high quality fucking song not only just bc of the song itself and the fact that they all sound amazing and the song was arranged perfectly but also bc of the fact that the styling was flawless they all looked fucking gorgeous and expensive.. the choreography fit the music so perfectly and it is executed seamlessly and synchronously by all of them and the music video was beautiful it was luxurious and sexy and elaborate and it just..,, it was so different but it was still bts and i could listen to it on repeat for the rest of my miserable life